A happy event in a fertile field: the black-bellied husband is as beautiful as a flower

Chapter 1056 It's good to make things clear

Li Huan lowered his head and bit his knee, crying silently.She curled herself up tightly, her bowed back was like a fragile shell that thought it could protect itself.

Yin Heng's eyes were wet with tears and said: "Without you, I would not have become a father. I just heard you tell Ah Lian that I am a good father, and you think highly of me. I did not do well, and I let him go." I don't pay attention to a person, and I didn't pay attention to his every move. My heart is so dark, and I haven't fulfilled the responsibility of a father, so you should hate me and hate me."

From then on, Li Huan never had a good communication with Yin Heng.Both of them knew that Ah Lin's departure was always the beginning of their problems.

If you can't untie this knot, it will be a thorn in your heart forever, and it will be bloody if you touch it.

Now Yin Heng tore open the scar with his own hands, only to find that both of them were so helpless.

Every word and every word he condemned himself was tormenting her at the same time.

Does he not hurt?Of course he hurts.

During those days when Li Huan and him were speechless, he was also silent, but he suffered from suffering all the time in the silence.Just because he once breathed a sigh of relief, he once had such dark thoughts, he may not feel relaxed in his life in the future, and he will always blame himself and regret it.

It's not that he doesn't love his children, he just can't help it.

He didn't want Li Huan to hate him, but only in this matter, he hoped that Li Huan hated him.

got windy.

Li Huan curled up and hugged himself, weeping bitterly.

The emotions that have never been vented in the past, the pain that has been buried in my heart for these years, have not faded away with the passage of time.When they surged up like mountains and seas, Li Huan felt in a trance that she lost Ah Lin only yesterday.

How ruthless he was trying to suppress it at the beginning, how much he is now backlashing back.

She felt heartbroken.

There were tears in Yin Heng's eyes, and his face was pained, but he tried his best to calm down, bent down, and carried her back to her backyard.

Li Huan tilted her head and leaned against him, she clutched the hem of his clothes tightly in her hands, tears streaming down her face.

There are warm lights in the room.

Yin Heng carried her into the room and put her on the couch.

Her voice was full of weeping, and she murmured: "If you were the one who was poisoned with Ah Lin back then, would you have given him the antidote as soon as possible?"

Yin Heng replied in a low but firm voice, "Yes."

She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and two lines of tears dripped down her chin.

Her throat was sore, her jaw was trembling slightly, and she said, "Then, what do I hate you for? I never hated you."

"I never hated you, I hated myself." She said hoarsely, "It wasn't you who failed to protect Ah Lin, it was me... I was not worthy to be his mother, and it was I who made him use his life in exchange for mine."

Every word she said was in great pain, "I am his mother. Isn't it natural for mothers to protect children, but why is it the other way around here? I hate myself, why did he die when he sank at the bottom of the lake?" , but I can live a good life because of it?"

At the end, she broke down in tears, "I'm not worthy to be his mother... I want to work hard, I want to improve, but there is no chance..."

During those days, she was in the torment of darkness every day, she was always silent in front of Yin Heng, because she didn't know what else to say and do to such a hateful herself...

Yin Heng hugged her fiercely, pressed her forehead against his skirt, took a few deep breaths, and said slowly: "But even then, I never thought of giving up, I didn't want to give up on this Family, I didn't want to give up on you, and I never thought about parting ways with you in the future, and we have nothing to do with each other ever since.

"I know that Ah Lin is gone, I know that I can't stop, and I also know that the living must continue to live. I always want to look forward, I always want to go on; I thought that as long as the two of us don't give up No matter how painful or difficult it is, it will always pass.”

Yin Heng hugged her tighter.

She hoarsely said: "When you went out, you said, when you come back, you will give me whatever I want, even if you don't go on the same road in the future. I don't want anything, I just want you to come back. You said, we can still do all kinds of things like before. Sorghum, boil brown sugar, live a leisurely and peaceful life in the countryside," her eyes trembled, "and I was really looking forward to that day. But I waited until the end, but I waited for the news that you married someone else. "

She tightened his skirt with her fingers, but finally loosened it gently, "But I found that I don't hate you either, I can't hate you at all. I miss you alive and well, but you don't want to come back , is no longer with me, and it doesn't matter."

Li Huan finally pushed him away, her eyes were red, she raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and said: "It's good to explain everything clearly."

After saying that, she got up, went to the drawer of the dressing table, took out a red wedding invitation, turned around, handed it to him with her own hands, and said with tears in her eyes: "This, you wrote it yourself?"

Yin Heng looked at the wedding invitation for a long time, reached out to take it, and unfolded it.

The ink inside is still clear.

Yin Heng examined every word on it steadily, moved his mouth for a long time, and murmured: "I wrote it."

Li Huan smiled wryly with tears in his eyes, and said, "What I have always believed in has been dealt a severe blow by this wedding invitation." She asked hoarsely, "Why?"

Yin Heng said: "Because I was not sober at that time." The corners of his eyes were red, "I don't know your situation."

He said again in a low voice: "I don't know, you are in danger."

Li Huan turned his back and took a deep breath, and said: "I heard that Queen Jinlin is not only capable, but also looks like a fairy, but you, have you ever been tempted by her?"

She heard Yin Heng answer her: "No."

Li Huan suppressed his emotions, and said in a very low voice: "Then why did you marry her?" She turned her head, her eyes were hesitant but she said solemnly, "It's because you want to win, and marrying her is just a part of your overall plan, isn't it? "

Yin Heng looked into her eyes and said, "I want to win, but I won't win in this way."

Li Huan asked: "Then why?"

In the end, Yin Heng only said in a vague way: "Ah Nam, I just want you to know that I have never touched her."

Li Huan's heart sank, and he panicked.

She murmured: "But everyone in the world knows that you married her. You have been married to her for two years. You want me to act like that. Didn't it happen?"

Li Huan smiled shyly, and said again: "Yin Heng, it's not that you don't know me, I can't do it. In this regard, I can't be magnanimous."

She is very clear about her heart, she can't stand her man being entangled with other women, but she still can't give him up completely and decisively after all.

At least, before giving up, let her give up completely.

(End of this chapter)