A happy event in a fertile field: the black-bellied husband is as beautiful as a flower

Chapter 1081 No energy to hate

It was only later that Li Huan learned that the two children of the Ming family had been sent back to Yin by Ming Yanjun.And Qiu Ke's ashes have also been discovered by Mrs. Qiu, and later moved to the ancestral hall.

Fortunately, when Ming Yanjun took Qiu Ke on a long journey, Mrs. Qiu did not stop her life and death.

Li Huan sat down, drank two cups of tea, and had a conversation with Mrs. Qiu.

Li Huan said: "In the past few years, no matter how much she has done, she still can't calm Madam's hatred for her."

Madam Qiu looked desolate, and said: "No matter how much she does, my son will never come back." After a pause, she continued, "It's no use if I hate her any more."

Li Huan said: "Madam knows that Qiu Ke's death cannot be entirely blamed on Lord Yan. It was Yin Rong who designed to lure Qiu Ke back and put him to death. The person who wrote Qiu Ke was also Yin Rong, not Yan Yan. Jun."

After a long time, Mrs. Qiu said in a low voice, "But it's because of her."

Li Huan squinted, watching wild geese parked on the roof of the corridor outside the hall, and said, "Why is it because of her? Because Qiu Ke loves her, and desperately wants to come back to find her. If this is also a kind of wrong, then it is wrong." Shouldn't people be Qiuke?"

Madam Qiu's expression trembled.

Li Huan said again: "I'm sorry Ma'am, I shouldn't talk about the right and wrong of the deceased. It's just that there are some things that Madam may not know. All that Jun Yan did was not only because of guilt and repayment, but also because she also loved Qiu Ke. .”

Madam Qiu raised her head and looked at Li Huan.

Li Huan said: "She loves Qiu Ke more than she loves herself, more than life and death." She said slowly, "A few years ago, there was a flood in Sankou City. I heard that Qiu Ke was washed away by the flood. It was her. They ran day and night to find him. Later, a landslide occurred in the local area, and the two of them were trapped in the ruins for several days and nights, and they had agreed to sleep together."

Mrs. Qiu clenched the handkerchief tightly.

Li Huan continued: "Later Qiu Ke was infected with the plague. When she retreated, she was also unwilling to leave him. She would rather be trapped in the town with him, take care of him, protect him for a while, and deal with so many things at any time." A crazy plaguer. She was not infected at the time, and she could have escaped unscathed, but she didn't want to leave him. When we rushed there, we saw her willingly and Qiu Ke in the flames."

Li Huan saw the wild geese on the roof flapping their wings and flying away again, and said, "I'm afraid she hasn't said a word of this to others. Ever since Qiu Ke died, she felt that she was not worthy to love him at all. Bestow marriage It's not her fault, it's not her fault that she can't help herself, her only fault is probably that she understands too late. But she is still paying the price for it, when will she be big?"

Li Huan took a deep breath, and said: "If Lord Yan was here, I would definitely not let me say a word. Madam is the mother of the person she loves the most. She has always supported and served her wholeheartedly. Ever since she decided to send her siblings back From the time when Yin Guo left, I'm afraid she never planned to be with her family again in this life. At the beginning, she was a person who was willing to follow Qiu Ke without hesitation, but she has survived to this day, what does Madam think is the reason?"

After saying this, Li Huan put down half a cup of cold tea, got up and left.

As soon as I walked to the entrance of the hall, Mrs. Qiu's voice came from behind me unexpectedly, and said sadly: "At first I hated, hated my son for not being up to date, hated her for leading my son astray, and even more hated those who plotted against my son's life." But my son is gone, I have nothing to do with those superior people, the only one I can really hate is her. However, I hate and hate, and in the end, I don’t know what I hate.”

Mrs. Qiu didn't know who to tell these words that were kept in her heart, and she never had a chance to say them.

She thought it would be difficult to say it, but in fact, when she really spit it out, her tight heart suddenly took a breath.

Mrs. Qiu said: "I can't persuade my son to return from the wrong way, I can't bear the burden of hard labor with my husband, and I can't even prepare a coffin for them when they leave me. Forgive her, but in the end... I don't have the strength to hate anymore."

Mrs. Qiu said powerlessly: "If I have to say hate, the one I hate the most is myself. Day after day, I actually thought, I have to let myself go, I have to let her go."

Li Huan left.

Mrs. Qiu was left alone in a daze.

In her memory, in the past, when Ming Yanjun was not married, she and Qiu Ke were childhood sweethearts, what a beautiful couple.

At that time, Mrs. Qiu liked her very much, and she regarded her as her own daughter-in-law with all her eyes.

She felt that this girl was straightforward and unpretentious, and she was a person who believed in what was good and would continue to believe in it.

But after that, she didn't say even half a nice word to her.

It's not that Mrs. Qiu doesn't want to, it's just that she refuses to admit it.

She felt that it was a sin to let herself and Lord Yan go in this life.

So she always speaks sarcasticly and even humiliates Lord Yan to the utmost.

But that was obviously the woman she loved the most in her life.As a result, she was trampled under her feet for so long.

After Ming Yanjun left home, she even often thought, where have they been together?Is the scenery there beautiful?Are the two having a good time?
Thinking about this time again, Mrs. Qiu supported the coffee table with one hand, covered her mouth with a handkerchief in the other, and cried.Once all the emotions found an outlet, they would only burst like a flood. She couldn't hold back, and her crying became more and more desolate.

When Li Huan walked out of the gate, he could still hear faint crying coming from the flower hall.She didn't know if it was right or wrong, she just felt that enough was enough.

Mr. Ming Yan has done so much, it is enough.Li Huan didn't want her to give up halfway, but hoped that all her hard work could be exchanged for even a little bit of warmth.

Li Huan paused at the gate, and said to Ming Yanjun's butler, "If you need anything in the future, just send someone to look for me."

The housekeeper nodded before she left.

Two days later, a palace banquet was held in the palace, and all the ministers and envoys of the Yin State were invited to the banquet together.

Li Huan finally opened the wardrobe that displayed many women's dresses that she hadn't touched for a long time.

Li Huan was so used to wearing men's long clothes that she even forgot how long she hadn't worn a skirt.

Yan'er was even more delighted when she saw this, and hurriedly came forward and asked, "Which body is the princess thinking about today?" She diligently helped Li Huan choose one by one, and said, "The princess is wearing a dress tonight at the palace banquet." Chang, if I dress up and change the hair for the princess again, I will definitely amaze everyone. The princess has been indifferent for too long."

Li Huan looked down at himself, and felt that it had indeed been too long without his face.

It happened that Ah Lian and Ah Lin entered the room neatly.

Ah Lian is a big kid, and can't wait to apply the rouge on Li Huan's dressing table. Yan'er turned around and saw her smearing rouge on her face with her fingers, so she hurried over to stop it.

(End of this chapter)