Chapter 289 It's Her Own Choice
Feng Wu said: "How can I go like this, let's forget it, I will go when he is better."

Meng Yan nodded and said, "Then do you want to go back to another courtyard now?"

"Well, Yan'er must still be waiting for me."

Meng Yan showed Chongyi the way and asked her to drive in the direction of the other courtyard.

As soon as she entered the gate, Yan'er heard that Feng Wu was back, and forced herself to leave the room with her bruised body.When the master and servant met each other, before they could say a word, Yan'er cried bitterly.

Yan'er cried: "Where did you go? Didn't you say you'll be back soon? Why didn't you come back all day and night... Also, why did you become like this..."

Feng Wu smiled softly, wiped away her tears, and said: "I'm back, it's just a long story, can I talk about it later?"

"Yeah." Yan'er nodded vigorously, and hurriedly welcomed Feng Wu into the room.

Meng Yan looked at the wound on Yan'er's exposed skin, and understood everything without asking any further questions.

After Feng Wu entered the room, soon Yan'er came to take Meng Yan and Chongyi to the next room for a rest, and said: "Thank you for bringing the girl back safely, but the girl needs to take a bath and change clothes now, please wait a little later. "

Meng Yan said, "Go and take care of her."

With red eyes, Yan'er withdrew, and entered Feng Wu's room again.

The aunt from the other courtyard brought hot tea and charcoal fire to the next room, and the room was warmed up quickly.

Meng Yan drank two sips of hot tea, and as soon as the warmth came up, she felt a deep exhaustion that was powerless.From bringing Xu Shenfang back to the city yesterday, then healing his wounds, and then going out of the city to find Feng Wu, he still hasn't been able to take a breather.

Tired and hungry, she sat on a chair and stretched herself.

At this time, she didn't feel relieved to leave, she had to wait for Feng Wu to deal with it before going to see her situation.

Chongyi was also very tired, but after all, she used to run around a lot in the past, this kind of intensity was nothing at all, so she was better than Meng Yan.

She said: "When the girl is tired, take a rest, I will watch, and I will call you when she is well."

At this time, Meng Yan's eyelids had already started to fight up and down.

But not long after, the door of Feng Wu's room opened with a creak, and Yan'er came out from inside, and was walking out while wiping the corners of his eyes.

Meng Yan woke up when she heard the door opening.Chongyi called Yan'er to stop through the window, and asked: "Is your girl finished?"

Yan'er turned her head, her eyes filled with tears, rolling down like she was shocked.She hurriedly raised her sleeves and wiped it, forced out a smile, and said, "Young lady is about to take a bath, but the spices I used as usual are gone, let me go out and buy them."

Meng Yan heard the words: "You are injured, it's better to stay here. Tell me what spices you want to buy, and I'll go buy them."

Because Yan'er tried her best to suppress her crying, the corners of her mouth and chin were trembling slightly, and she said: "The spices used by the girl have always been prepared in one place. There are many kinds of fragrances. I remember them by heart. I'll go... besides, there is a carriage , I don’t have to walk, I’ll be back soon.”

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Meng Yan to say anything else, she turned around and walked out of the yard.

Later, Meng Yan sat on the chair and fell asleep, not even knowing when Yan'er came back.

The sound of water came from Fengwu's room, and Yan'er spread spices on the water.

When Feng Wu took off the clothes on his body, Yan'er covered her mouth and cried.

Meng Yan seemed to have had a dream, dreaming that Feng Wu was talking to her with a smile.She didn't catch a single word of what was said.

When Meng Yan wanted to hear more clearly, the crying came into her ears unexpectedly, getting louder and louder.

Meng Yan woke up suddenly, and heard that Yan'er was crying, she quickly got up and rushed out of the next room, then rushed into Feng Wu's room.

At this time, she had finished her bath, changed into a plain dress, and was lying on the bed.Yan'er lay beside her bed, crying heartbreakingly.

When Meng Yan opened the door, the sky outside was dazzling.Feng Wu looked sideways at Meng Yan, the pale sunlight behind Meng Yan made her eyes clean, and her complexion was also snow-white without a trace of blood.

She slowly raised the corners of her lips and smiled at Meng Yan.

Just like in a dream.

It's just that the smile was only halfway through, she frowned slightly, and a streak of bright red blood slipped from the corner of her mouth unexpectedly.

In Meng Yan's view, that was the real glaring.

Meng Yan rushed in, grabbed Yan'er, finally realized what was going on, and asked with a cold face, "What did you just go out to buy?"

Yan'er was crying out of breath, and said, "It's arsenic..."

Feng Wu said softly: "Don't blame her, I asked her to buy it."

Meng Yan grabbed Yan'er's skirt and squeezed her fists creakingly, but she finally let go.

She just dozed off carelessly, and let the master and servant take advantage of the loophole!
It was she who let down her vigilance, it was she who believed Feng Wu credulously.She thought that if Feng Wu was willing to come back with her, she would no longer have the idea of ​​committing suicide; she thought that, as Feng Wu said, it was no big deal, and she would get better in the future...

She was wrong.

Feng Wu's chest rose and fell, and when she opened her mouth, more blood gushed out, making her face extremely pale, as if it would turn transparent in the next moment.

She wanted to smile at Meng Yan, but when she raised the corners of her lips, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, and she murmured: "Meng Yan, I'm sorry, you worked so hard to save me, but in the end, I still failed you."

Meng Yan pushed Yan'er away, rushed over and grabbed Feng Wu's wrist to check her pulse, turned her head and said coldly to Yan'er: "Go and get me the silver needle immediately!"

She always felt that there was still hope, as long as she seized the time, she thought that she could do her best to save her.

But Feng Wu looked at Yan'er and shook his head at her.

Yan'er stayed where she was, and said in a choked voice, "If the girl still wanted to live, she wouldn't let me buy arsenic! So what if you rescued her, she doesn't want to live anymore!"

Yes, if she still wants to live, what is she doing eating arsenic?

Feng Wu said with a smile and tears: "My life is never up to me, but I am glad that I can choose to stop here. I didn't jump off the mountain, because I didn't want to be filthy even when I died. It's good now , at least I can look clean and decent."

Meng Yan looked at her and said, "Aren't you going to see Xu Chenfang? He was seriously injured and still hasn't woken up. Are you afraid that he won't be able to wake up?"

Feng Wu said: "With you here, I know he will definitely recover."

She stretched out her hand towards Meng Yan, as if she wanted to shake Meng Yan's hand, but she reached out in mid-air and stopped again.She remembered that although she had washed her body, it was somewhat dirty and could never be washed away.

So she took it back.

Meng Yan suddenly reached out and held her tightly.Her hands were very cold, and Meng Yan felt as if she was holding a handful of snow.

Feng Wu still smiled, "Thank you for not disliking me for being dirty, Ah Nan."

Meng Yan said: "I told you that you are not dirty. If anyone dares to say that you are dirty, I will beat him to the ground." She said in a daze, "Didn't you say that no matter how bad the world is, you still want to take another look at it." Xu Shenfang is your reason, why did you give up halfway...Feng Wu, you didn’t say goodbye to him properly! How dare you!”

"Don't tell him..." Feng Wu murmured with blood on his mouth, "Just this matter, don't tell him. He doesn't know that I have been outside the city, and he passed out when I went. There is no need to know."

She held Meng Yan's hand, and her voice became softer and softer, "Ah Nan, don't let him know about me, please... He only needs to know that I revealed his line and I betrayed him." That's enough... When he wakes up, you tell him that I've gone far away..."

Meng Yan asked, "Why..."

Feng Wu said with a smile: "When you love someone, you just hope that he can live a good life with peace of mind. As for whether he remembers me or not, it doesn't matter. Otherwise, if he feels guilty, what should he do?"

Tears trickled down the tip of Meng Yan's nose, and before she knew it, tears were streaming down her face.

I have never felt so sorry and regretful.But the world is like this, many are not perfect.

PS: I'm surprised that Feng Wu's story actually touches on women's rights...

Otherwise, what do you guys want her to do? I hope Fengwu dies tragically in front of Fangfang, do you want Fangfang to live with guilt towards her?She wanted to save Xu Shenfang, whether she died in front of Fangfang or in front of bandits, it was meaningless to save Fangfang.If you really love someone, you won't let him know and live with guilt.

Sometimes people always imagine love too ideally, thinking that love can't be done, at least it can be straightforward and decent.But there is so much decency left for you in the world, when you decide to give everything, you are completely exposed in front of others and lose the last decency.I have never underestimated Feng Wu. When I wrote her story, I shed more tears than you.

(End of this chapter)

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