A happy event in a fertile field: the black-bellied husband is as beautiful as a flower

Chapter 292 Why Are You So Good at Comforting People?

"Heng, you are here." When Meng Yan spoke, her voice was very hoarse.

Yin Heng came over, sat down beside her bed, reached out and touched her forehead, and said, "Did you fall asleep last night?"

Meng Yan said: "I fell asleep at first, but I had a dream in the middle of the night, and I couldn't fall asleep after waking up."

"So keep looking at the top of the bed until dawn?"

"What else can I do?"

Yin Heng said: "You can still call me."

Meng Yan smiled, forced a smile, and said, "I don't want to call you, I just want to be alone for a while."

In the past, she liked being with him the most, so how could she not want to be with him.She just hasn't sorted herself out yet, and doesn't know how to face it.She didn't want to bring her negative emotions to Yin Heng, and let Yin Heng feel her unhappiness.

Yin Heng didn't say much, he pulled Meng Yan up from the couch, and grabbed her into his arms to hold her.She was not warm, but warm and cool.

Yin Heng hugged her tightly, allowing Meng Yan to feel his warm chest and strong arms.

She buried her head in his skirt, tears welling up in her eyes instantly.

Meng Yan wrapped her arms around his waist, tightening them little by little.

There was a little dampness on his skirt, and he lowered his head and kissed her forehead.

The two hugged each other quietly, without speaking for a long time.

Later, Yin Heng asked her in a low voice, "What dream did you have last night?"

Meng Yan said: "I dreamed that Feng Wu bid farewell to me, saying that she was going to go far away." After a pause, she said with a trembling voice in her throat, "Ah Heng, it's my fault."

She said, "If I could have found out earlier, if I could have found her earlier, it would have turned out differently. Why didn't I find her sooner?"

Yin Heng said: "You can't control everything."

Meng Yan choked in his arms and said, "If I could find out that she went to a den of thieves earlier, if I could find out earlier that she bought arsenic, that would be great... You don't know, the day I came back, I just because of I was so sleepy, because the room next door was too warm, my brain was muddled, I didn’t realize that there was something wrong with her asking Yan’er to go out to buy spices, and then I sat on the chair and took a nap for a while...

"It was because I fell asleep that I couldn't stop her from eating the arsenic. Why didn't I go to bed early and late, and fell asleep at that time..."

So after she woke up in the middle of the night, she kept her eyes open, not daring to fall asleep easily.

"Ah Nan, you are too tired." Yin Heng said softly to her.

He ran his hands down her back, once and for all, very gentle, as if trying to shake out all her exhausted and forbearing emotions.

Meng Yan was stuffed in his arms, gritted her teeth, and almost couldn't hold back two crying sounds.

Meng Yan took a deep breath, "I know that life is impermanent, and everyone has their own destination, but I just watched her die in front of me, it feels really uncomfortable. I was thinking, no matter how bad her background is, even if she No matter how much you can’t love, why can’t you have a good death? God will never pity a kind person who is miserable, she will only be more miserable because of her kindness.”

Yin Heng said: "When she is kind to someone regardless of the cost, she will treat herself equally badly. Ah Nai, do you want her to continue to live a miserable life and be cruel to herself? If she still wants to live like that, she Why drink arsenic."

Meng Yan paused, and hugged Yin Heng even tighter.

Yin Heng said to her: "This is their cause and effect. It doesn't matter whether you go early or late, and it doesn't matter whether you find out early or late. When she decided to rescue Xu Shenfang, she had already given up everything. In her In his eyes, as long as Xu Chenfang is still alive, that is the best result.

"Ah Nam, the reason why she chose to end, ended her kindness to others and ended her evil to herself, is that she let herself go, and she is the only one who can let go of herself."

After a long time, Meng Yan suddenly said: "When a person dies, he will never love again. She doesn't even want Xu Chenfang to miss her again."

Yin Heng said: "Because the living will continue to live, and the dead will rest in peace forever. This way the two forget each other, it is a good thing for each other."

From the very beginning, Feng Wu couldn't get Xu Chenfang's response, she knew that she couldn't be with him, and she didn't want to leave any traces in Xu Chenfang's life after she left.

She closed her eyes with the vision of starting over in the next life, regardless of whether she could meet him or not, it was her greatest wish and relief.

Meng Yan remembered that when Feng Wu closed his eyes, he didn't regret it.

That was her willing choice.

It's just that Meng Yan has seen her most steadfast side since she personally rescued her, to seeing her die with her own eyes, and then to burying her with her own hands, and she has also seen her side with no complaints or regrets. It's just bleak.

If there is an afterlife, I hope she can really have a good start.

Meng Yan gradually calmed down in Yin Heng's arms, leaning quietly on his chest.His clothes were covered with wet marks from her, and his eyes were sore and tired, but she felt much better in her heart.

Then she murmured: "Ah Heng, why are you so good at comforting people?"

Yin Heng caressed the corners of her red and swollen eyes with gentle fingers, and said, "I'm not very good at comforting people, I'm just telling the truth."

Meng Yan rubbed his palms, and said: "You don't know, I feel very comforted just by holding you. Ah Heng, I'm so sleepy."

Yin Heng put her back on the couch, she grabbed his sleeve and said, "I'm so cold again."

Before Yin Heng could answer, she dragged him onto the bed vigorously.

There was a rustle under the quilt, she took off his wet coat, curled up into his arms, and said, "It's much better now."

She kept her eyes open for a while in his arms, probably because she was not sure if she would miss something after falling asleep.

Yin Heng caressed her brows and eyes, and said in a low voice: "Go to sleep. I will accompany you."

Meng Yan slowly closed her eyelids, leaned against his chest, and fell asleep peacefully after a while.

Chongyi's voice was faintly heard outside the house: "It's been so long since you've been in, why haven't you come out yet?"

After a while, Chongxian said in a tense voice: "I told you to look at the fire, what are you looking at?"

Chongyi said: "Chongxian, you are so fierce, I was looking at the fire, I just stared at it and never took my eyes off it!"

Chongxian took a deep breath, and said, "Since you are watching, why don't you make a sound when the porridge is mushy?"

The original fragrance that filled the yard has now turned into a smell of paste.

Chongyi said confidently: "You let me watch the fire but didn't let me watch the porridge! How do I know it's going to be mushy, and you didn't tell me when it was mushy!"

Meng Yan rubbed against Yin Heng's arms, her eye sockets were still a little wet, but she faintly twitched the corners of her mouth when she heard those voices, whether it was in a dream or something.

(End of this chapter)