A happy event in a fertile field: the black-bellied husband is as beautiful as a flower

Chapter 954 She Can't See Him Clearly
She could not accept Yin Lin's death.

She couldn't forgive herself.It was her negligence that caused a big mistake.

It's her who deserves to be damned.

Why let her child, whom she cared for so much, suffer such a crime?

He went to another world, alone, could not find his parents, and could never return home.

Afterwards, no one spoke again.

Even Yin Heng's embrace couldn't warm her.

After dawn, he got up silently, changed his clothes, and left the house.

She also got up, changed clothes, had breakfast, and continued to pack the children's used things.

Mammy tidied up the bed and found that Meng Yan's pillow was wet every day, she couldn't help feeling sad.Except for the day when she was coffined, she cried loudly, in the following days, she never cried in front of others.

Mammy gave her a new pillow every day and didn't mention it.

Time is the best way to heal pain.No matter how painful it is, it will get better little by little with time.

During the funeral at the palace, the door was closed to thank guests.

Mr. Ming Yan had just heard the news that the two children had been killed in the fire, and he was worried, so he came to the palace to have a look.

It's just that the palace rejected all those who came to offer condolences.

Ming Yanjun came several times in a row, but was declined by the housekeeper, and he was never able to enter the palace to see Meng Yan's situation.

Later, everyone in the Jinggui circle said that Princess Yin Wu went crazy because she couldn't bear the pain of losing her son.

Mr. Ming Yan didn't want to believe that she was such a strong person, she would definitely be able to survive.

After the funeral in the palace was over, Lord Ming Yan came to the door again.

Now that the things that should be dealt with have been dealt with, the housekeeper and the nuns are very worried about Meng Yan, and seeing Ming Yanjun coming, there is no reason to refuse her.

The steward led Ming Yanjun into the room, sighed and said: "It was a lot of inconvenience before, and I didn't invite the Seventh Prince and Concubine to enter, and please forgive me."

Lord Ming Yan said: "I can understand. Ah Nai, is she okay?"

The housekeeper shook his head, his eyes were wet, "How can it be good. The princess and the concubine are on good terms, and it's good if you come. I beg the concubine to help you untie it. I hope the concubine can get out of the pain as soon as possible. "

When Ming Yanjun went to the backyard, Meng Yan was sitting in the child's room, as quiet as air, only stretching out his hand to gently caress the child's small bed.

Ming Yanjun stood at the door for a long time, but she didn't notice it.

The Meng Yan in front of her eyes no longer had the slightest brilliance of the past.The usual clothes on her body seemed a bit loose, and her outstretched hands were very pale and bony.

She lowered her head slightly all the time, her eyes focused on the bed, and a few strands of hair on the sideburns hung down again, covering her thin and haggard face.

Ming Yanjun felt uncomfortable for a while.Her situation was worse than she imagined.

Ming Yanjun walked into the room slowly, and stretched out his hand to hold Meng Yan's hand that was caressing the small bed.

Meng Yan's movements stopped suddenly.She raised her head and faced Ming Yanjun.

There was no more light in her eyes.

The light and shadow in Meng Yan's eyes were blurred, but she said calmly: "Mother Zhao, I just packed some things, you can put them away later. This bed... I haven't decided yet."

Lord Mingyan was stunned for a moment, his eyes turned red all of a sudden, and he called out, "Ah, I am Lord Yan."

Meng Yan was also taken aback.

Sensing that something was wrong, Ming Yanjun stretched out his hand and shook it in front of her eyes, and said, "Can't you see me?"

Ming Yanjun was very anxious, Meng Yan grabbed her hand and said: "It's not that I can't see it, but it's a little blurry, and I couldn't recognize you for a while."

Her field of vision was a vast expanse of white, only a faint figure swaying in front of her.

Meng Yan didn't notice this before, or she knew that her vision was starting to blur, but she didn't care.

Ming Yanjun helped her up, said: "You can't do it like this, you must ask the doctor to take a look."

Meng Yan didn't mention a word, and the nuns didn't know about it, but now that they saw this, they hurriedly called Lao Chai.

Mr. Ming Yan helped her to sit on the edge of the couch, and Lao Chai came to examine her eyes carefully, and sighed, "Princess, this is too sad, and hurt her eyes. If it continues, I may be in danger of blindness."

Mammy said worriedly: "I'll send someone to inform the prince right now."

Meng Yan stopped him and said, "He has official duties, so don't bother him anymore."

The mother said: "Princess, the people are dead, and the living are the most important. The princess and the prince can't become like this..."

Afterwards, Lao Chai went back to dispense the medicine, and Mammy also withdrew, leaving Ming Yanjun and Meng Yan to talk alone in the room.

Ming Yanjun looked at Meng Yan, and suddenly reached out to support her head, leaning on his shoulder.

Meng Yan leaned against her quietly.

She said: "I know you are sad, and I can't empathize with you, but I will be with you. It's like meeting you in my most difficult days." She tilted her head slightly, leaning on the Meng Yan raised his forehead, and said again, "Meng Yan, do you know that in my eyes, you are a ray of light, illuminating me and dispelling the haze and darkness around me."

Meng Yan said softly, "How can I be so good."

Lord Ming Yan said: "I only know that this beam of light should not be dimmed or extinguished."

She actually understood that feeling.The heart-piercing despair when you are about to lose your loved one.

It is precisely because she knows how desperate she is that she understands that Meng Yan needs someone to help her.

After a long time, Meng Yan said: "I just feel that I was too self-righteous in the past. If it wasn't so, why would I have to be punished like this, and tasted such bitter fruit. But I won't stop here, the road is long, halfway There was a sudden loss of colour, I was tired and needed to stop and rest."

Lord Ming Yan said: "One day, I will see colors again."

Meng Yan stared out the window blankly.

Ming Yanjun stayed with her for half a day, and she didn't leave until Yin Heng came back.

The light in the room dimmed, and as soon as Yin Heng came back, he heard the mother tell about Meng Yan's situation.

At that time, he stood at the door, watching Meng Yan sitting alone under the window in deep silence, watching until dark.Her sight seemed to darken along with the sky, and she could still see some light and shadow during the day, but right now she could hardly see anything.

Then she moved and stood up. There were a few chairs and tables in front of her, but she bumped into them.

The stool fell to the ground, and she also fell to the ground.

It's just that before she touched the ground, someone pulled her up and fell into one of the arms.

She was quietly embraced by him like a puppet.

Later he picked her up and put her beside the bed, and Mammy boiled the medicine, and he fed her spoonful by spoonful.

She looked up at him, the man she had always been able to see clearly before, but now she couldn't see him clearly.

(End of this chapter)