Back to school to chase you

Chapter 5
During this holiday, Wu Han mostly stayed in K Garden, but he rarely saw Mr. K.

During the two-month summer vacation, Wu Han felt very pure. Thinking about the years after she graduated from university, working, getting married, facing those complicated interpersonal relationships, and facing the seemingly ordinary but actually tasteless married life, she had already Tired and blinded her heart for many years, this time she can finally escape those days and be her true self, as if isolated from the world, she enjoys this kind of peace.

Occasionally, I also wonder how my parents are now?How is Liu Jinqiang?I went back to 2005, is the world of 2015 still going on? Sometimes she feels melancholy about these things, but she prefers to live a good life, relaxed, comfortable, and can express her true self as she likes, and do everything she really wants do.

In a blink of an eye, the school day came. Wu Han and Yu Nana entered AA University together. They were in the same teaching building. Wu Han was on the second floor of psychology, and Yu Nana was on the fifth floor of food.The dormitory is on the same floor, but Wu Han still returns to the dormitory on weekends, and occasionally asks the dormitory administrator for leave to return to K Garden if he doesn’t want to be noisy in the dormitory. She and Yu Nana are still best sisters.

One Friday after school, Wu Han walked alone on the football field in the backyard of the dormitory. The grass was green and the breeze was blowing. It was very quiet here.I don't know when, Wu Han became very quiet, and he was no longer in a hurry and bluffing like before.

She walked quietly, feeling the familiar new world.The campus is still the campus where I lived for four years, and the people are still those people.

Walking and walking, I saw a person sitting at the goal in front of me from a distance.A dark blue sports jacket, black sports pants, and a pair of sneakers.He sat with his head back and leaned against the goal post, as if with his eyes closed.

"He..." Wu Han's heart trembled violently!His eyes were instantly blurred, and his heart was sore, like a needle prick.She closed her eyes hard, trying to let the tears in her eyes flow out, so that she could see him clearly. When she opened her eyes, two lines of tears had already flowed down her cheeks to her neck, but he was already far away, far away. I can't see clearly, and I can't confirm his appearance more clearly.

"Could it really be him? It's been so long since school started, maybe I'm too relaxed, or I'm still in a daze in the face of such a magical experience this time, and I haven't thought of him once. He should be Yu Nana's classmate now." Classmate." Wu Han turned around and walked out of the campus slowly while thinking.

Since it was the weekend, Wu Han went back to K Garden.

"Mr. K, Mr. K, Wu Han stood at the stairs and yelled towards the second floor. Mr. K opened the door and walked down.

"What's the matter, what's the matter?" asked Herr K.By the way, aliens are really different from human beings, do they have no feelings?It has always been an expression, and it seems that it is impossible to make any expressions by nature. The facial muscles and eyes seem to be fixed.

"Help me, please. I don't know how to operate the monitor. I want to check the first conversation with a classmate in college."

"Operate with the remote control, input the initials of his name on it, and some time about him will appear on it, and you will operate it by following the prompts." Mr. K turned his head and went up after speaking.

Wu Han went to the sofa and sat down, opened the transparent screen, entered two letters: DX, and some dates came out, the first one was the end of 2005, she opened the first line, and played a short video, the screen In the middle are Wu Han and him.

"Hey, talk to me? Hahaha, can you talk to me?" In the video, Wu Han frantically tugged at his sleeve.He turned his head and didn't want to look at Wu Han, shook off Wu Han's hand, and walked to the other end of the corridor with a few male classmates, looking very chic and proud, simply ignoring him.

This video was only so short, so it stopped. There are many, many videos below, and Wu Han didn't click on the next one.Tears were already pouring down like rain, but there was a hint of a smile while she was shedding tears. That expression revealed the beauty of the past, but also revealed endless sadness.

He, named Ding Xiao, was a classmate of Wu Han's four-year university before time travel, and also Wu Han's first love.He is 1.8 meters tall and has a very good figure. He has a short sports head and wears sportswear all day long. He is very clean and refreshing. He has a handsome face, but he never smiles or talks to any female classmates.

The female students all think that he is very mysterious and difficult to get close to. No one of the girls will answer him even if it is a word. No one knows why, but the girls will talk about him behind his back. Emotionally frustrated.

Just because he is so special, he attracted Wu Han, who was crazy, playful and troublesome. In the video just now, Wu Han bet with another female classmate, saying that if he returned to Wu Han, the other female classmate would treat him. , which ended in failure.

It was also because of that bet that Wu Han, the most cheerful and outgoing crazy girl in the class, attracted him. Of course, Wu Han was already deeply attracted to him, but according to her character, she had to pretend.

From then on, the two of them often met their eyes, and Wu Han often pretended to be crazy and used Ding Xiao to bet with others, but they all ended in failure.Until later, another good boy in the class pursued Wu Han generously. Ding Xiao couldn't hold back any longer. He called Wu Han's dormitory with a 200 phone in the dormitory, and Wu Han also answered with a 200 phone. The roommates of both parties were present, and he publicly expressed his love for Wu Han, which made Wu Han very excited, and finally the two confirmed their relationship.

It's just that they were each other's first love, and they ended up breaking up.He was very kind to Wu Han, caring and taking care of him bit by bit. Wu Han didn't give up on Wu Han even when he beat him in the face because of a quarrel. They were under too much pressure and did not agree with their marriage. Wu Han obeyed his parents. Maybe it was because he was young at that time, and he didn't have the courage to face the pressure of life, nor did he share the responsibility of the future. It can be said that in the end Wu Han took his parents as his An excuse to break up and bid farewell to first love.

For a moment, Wu Han's nose was filled with sourness, and she lay down on the sofa and cried bitterly. She hated herself and felt that she was really sorry for Ding Xiao.His father is disabled, and his mother is a sanitation worker. One woman supported a family. Despite this, Ding Xiao was still able to enter the university. It is conceivable what a great woman his mother is.

It is precisely because of these reasons that Ding Xiao never participates in eating, drinking, and fighting with friends in school, and he does not want to waste his time in college talking about girlfriends, which may also be mixed with some inferiority complex.But this kind of him, for the sake of Wu Han, broke his original intention, stayed with Wu Han wholeheartedly, planned to work together after graduation, worked hard, and was determined to marry Wu Han. In the end, Wu Han failed him .

When they first broke up, he came to Wu Han many times, even found Wu Han's home, and begged Wu Han's parents, but in the end he failed.But in the final analysis, this breakup cannot be attributed to Wu Han's parents. If Wu Han insisted on being with him, his parents would not make very strong moves.At that time, Wu Han had just stepped out of school, and he saw that the conditions of his friends were relatively good, and he had a decent boyfriend, but his own boyfriend really couldn’t get on the table, and his family background was even worse, but the kind-hearted Wu Han He did the greatest harm to him in his life, causing him to commit suicide twice at home without success.

Their breakup brought great harm to Ding Xiao and Ding Xiao's family, and became Ding Xiao's eternal pain.After Wu Han and Liu Jinqiang got married, they inquired about Ding Xiao privately many times, hoping to add him as a friend on the Internet, and wanted to know his current situation, but he refused all of them.

At the beginning of 2015, in a chat software, Wu Han hid his information and added him as a friend, and only revealed his identity after adding it, and Ding Xiao called her back.

"Ding Xiao, it's me, Wu Han! Please let me say a few words before you delete me, let me say a few words, I'm so uncomfortable after so many years." Wu Han begged while typing.

"Tell me." Unexpectedly, Ding Xiao replied, and finally got in touch after breaking up for several years.

"I'm sorry for you. This is an indisputable fact. No matter how I say sorry, I can't make up for the pain in you and your family. But I will always tell myself in my heart that I am sorry for you. You also know that I am married. Now, in fact, my current husband is no better than you, but he was too young at the time, too young, and didn't have the courage to take on everything. If it were now, I would not consider any difficulties, and would be with you desperately, but time will return. No. In the days when you were with me, you didn’t get any care from me. On the contrary, you were unreasonably teased by me countless times. Maybe it’s your luck that you didn’t stay with me. I’m really not a good woman to you. I am sorry for you, I hope you can forget the pain of the past, I pray that you can live happily in this life, and bless you forever, and at the same time, I repent my mistakes in the bottom of my heart." Wu Han laid down a lot in one breath during that chat Character.

"I'm also married, and my child has already been born. There's nothing I'm sorry about. It's fate. I don't want to remember it anymore. I wish you happiness in your future life. If it's okay, I will delete you." Ding Although Xiao's words are very ordinary, but still insisting that he does not want to contact Wu Han is enough to prove that he is not indifferent.

"Wait. Maybe what I said is nonsense, but let me say one more thing." Wu Han sent it anxiously.

"Let's talk." Ding Xiao was indifferent.

"If there is an afterlife, if we meet like before, I hope I will learn to love someone, and that person must be you, the only one. You must know that I regret it, I am in pain, so you don't need to be in pain, Let me bear all the pain alone, please forget, I know we have almost no good memories, but please forget the pain." Wu Han seemed to have endless words to confess.

"Thank you, I still have something to do, I forgot about those things, goodbye." This was the last sentence Ding Xiao said to Wu Han in that chat.

Wu Han recalled a lot of past events, and his mood was still the same as that chat, tingling, hurt, and regretful
"Afterlife? If there is an afterlife? Can this be considered an afterlife? I returned from 2015 to 2005, back to the campus where you and I met, back to the beginning, can we and I do it?" Wu Han wanted to suppress something but couldn't. live the idea.

(End of this chapter)