Uncle Nine

Chapter 247 I Came to Find My Mother
The word "evil species" was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, which knocked Xia Yu into a daze.She just sat on the railing in a daze, unable to recover for a long time.This ignorant appearance really frightened Xunmei and A Miaoniang who were on the side, and the two looked a little panicked.

"Ayu?" A Miao Niang stepped forward, "Your ears are soft, this Xia Qued dog can't spit out ivory, so what he says can't be taken seriously."

Xunmei nodded again and again, "Exactly, how could there be such an unbearable mother in this world, who dared to send her own flesh and blood into the fire pit even though she knew it was her own flesh and blood. So Shuying said this, in fact, to make the young master feel sad. I don't believe it. Such cruel parents."

Xia Yu frowned slightly, took a deep breath and raised her head, "What Shuying means, is my father the regent?"

This question made Xunmei's eyes widen.

Dongfang Yue?
Suddenly, Xunmei understood why the Regent Palace is now controlled by Dongfang Xu.It was rumored outside that Dongfang Yue went crazy, so he disappeared.So - if this is not Dongfang Yue's original intention, he should be crazy.

Heart aching slightly, Xia Yu smiled wryly, "Then I understand."

"Young master?" Xunmei didn't know what to say, Baihua Palace had fought with the Prince Regent's Palace for a lifetime, but she never expected such a result in the end.If all of this is true, does the current Baihua Palace belong to Jianghu or the Prince Regent's Palace?
Xunmei was at a loss and couldn't make up her mind for a while.

Far away, Anu just came back, but after hearing a few words, he didn't dare to go forward.There are some things that she shouldn't and can't say, and some things she can only rot in her stomach.

Getting up slowly, Xia Yu didn't want to pursue it anymore, the more she pursued about many things, the more severe the pain.She even lost her life once, dare to lose it a second time?Caressing her lower abdomen, her and Zhao Shuo's child is conceived here, which is everything to her.

She couldn't imagine how hard-hearted a mother must be to treat her own flesh and blood like this.

After thinking about it, Anu turned around and left.

Xia Yu glanced at Anu's back, and she already understood in her heart. Her eyes were slightly red, and she didn't know whether it was anger or sadness. There were mixed feelings in her heart, full of ups and downs, "Ma'am, I feel so sad. I'm sorry about this matter." I don’t want to hear any more rumors from anyone.”

"Ayu, don't think wildly, don't believe what you shouldn't." A Miao Niang didn't know what to say, "We raised you so much, can't you compare to your mother who has never met?"

"You have always been mothers." Xia Yu choked up, "But I want to hear what she has to say. Right and wrong, it's up to the parties to make it clear! Some pains should be made clear. I came to end it myself. Although she gave birth to me, why should she dictate my life and death now?"

The moment the sound fell, Xia Yu suddenly leapt and leaped out of Prince Rui's mansion after a few landing points.

Xunmei was taken aback, "Young master?"

"Go and watch her, this girl is too stubborn, something will happen!" A Miao Niang stomped her feet anxiously.

After saying that, Xunmei has already flew after her.

A Miao Niang picked up the broom behind the room, and threw it at Xia De with her head covered and face covered, "It's all you, it's all you stinky man, if I don't kill you this time, I will take your surname! I Kill you bitch, I'll kill you—”

The noise in the yard made Xin Fu run out in a hurry, and hurriedly stopped A Miao Niang, "What's going on?"

Seeing this, Xia De even scrambled to run away, his face was mottled with blood.

"Don't run away if you have the guts! I'm going to beat you to death, you bastard!" A Miao Niang wanted to chase after her with a broom, but was stopped by Xin Fu.

"What's going on?" Xin Fu asked anxiously.

"That bastard babbled and said that Ah Yu was the daughter of the queen mother and the regent. Isn't that causing trouble? Oh my mother, next time this bastard falls into the hands of my mother, I have to chop him up No!" A Miao Niang jumped up anxiously.

Suddenly, she frowned and looked at Xin Fu for a long time, "No, you have come out, why didn't Ali come out?" There was a thump in her heart, "It's broken, this bastard!"

As soon as A Miao Niang lost the broom, she ran to the room.

Xin Fu was also stunned, this is - something big is going to happen!His complexion paled instantly, and he also ran after A Miao Niang, what is this all about?How did it all get mixed up?
Before Xin Fu could enter the door, A Miao Niang's heart-piercing sound made his heart skip a beat in shock.

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This was not the first time for Xia Yu, she was familiar with going to the palace.

Anu was waiting not far from the palace gate, in order to prevent Xia Yu from entering the palace.But who is Xia Yu, Anu turned around and left, how could she not have thought of her intentions, so this time she didn't enter through the usual palace gate at all, but went directly over the wall.

Her martial arts has long been regardless of the difference between the doorway and the wall.

So I'm sorry, Anu couldn't wait for Xia Yu.

The sunset at dusk was originally a beautiful scene, but in front of the hurried Xia Yu, it turned into blood at the end of the curtain.The moment she stood at the gate of Ci'an Palace, Xia Yu suddenly felt a little timid, and she didn't dare to step in.

Not long ago, she wanted to kill the Queen Mother and Zhao Yan, but now——what kind of thought should she use to face the woman inside?

After entering, what should I say?

Let me ask you, are you my mother?

Or, regardless of whether you are my mother or not, from now on, we will not owe each other?

People say that being close to the hometown is timid, but what is she now?After knowing it, I feel that it is too late, and the relatives are in front of me, but they don't want to recognize each other, only want to kill each other?The Empress Dowager Bao Yao would rather kill each other than recognize her?Is it mother?
Is it her own mother?

"Who?" When she fell into the courtyard, all the guards in Ci'an Palace surrounded her, pointing their sharp swords at her.Xia Yu smiled bitterly, these people were not her opponents at all, but she didn't want to kill people, "I want to see the empress dowager."

She didn't wear a leather mask on her face, because she came from Prince Rui's residence, so - she was recognized by many people at this moment.After all, she was in the palace back then, "dead" to Huang Quan.

Wearing a daughter's outfit, he is no longer a heroic young man.

His eyebrows are delicate and picturesque, but he no longer sees the bright and bright smile of that day.

Some guards are timid, they just think that it is dusk and sunset, and there are ghosts returning.

Wu En's heart trembled, and he hurriedly reported to Queen Mother Bao Yao. Hearing Xia Yu's return, the cup in Queen Mother Bao Yao's hand suddenly fell to the ground and was shattered badly.

"What did you say? Xia Yu is still alive?" Fang Ying's eyes widened, "Are you reading that right?"

"It was him, and it wasn't him. Now she is a daughter, and no longer a servant of Prince Rui's Palace." Wu Enxu was frightened, and spoke incoherently.

Empress Dowager Bao Yao got up in panic and walked towards the main courtyard with big strides.From a distance, she saw that beautiful figure, slender as before, surrounded by groups.But on Xia Yu's face, she did not find the slightest trace of fear, on the contrary, it was the kind of unspeakable pain and struggle.

Looking back at Empress Dowager Bao Yao, Xia Yu's eyes were red, and there were mixed emotions in her heart, whether it was anger or sadness.

Xu Shi: There is nothing worse than death!

"You're not dead?" The Empress Dowager Bao Yao gasped, but didn't dare to look directly into her eyes.I still remember that before the cold tombstone, Dongfang Yue shrank and curled up thinly, but now——Xia Yu appeared in front of her intact, and she even recovered her daughter's body.

This is almost impossible. In front of everyone watching that day, she was really out of breath, how could she come back from the dead?

"I'm not dead, does the Empress Dowager feel very disappointed?" Xia Yu sneered, her facial expression almost stiff, "Perhaps in the Empress Dowager's heart, I am the one who deserves to die. The so-called evil breed really deserves to die."

Empress Dowager Bao Yao's eyes widened in shock, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Xia Yu took a deep breath, "Are you talking nonsense? Let's have a good conversation with the Empress Dowager!" The moment the voice fell, Xia Yu's eyes darkened, and her feet moved suddenly.

No one could react, Xia Yu had already rushed to the main hall with Empress Dowager Bao Yao in his arms.

The moment they entered the hall, the doors and windows were closed at the same time, and Xia Yu's voice was cold and indifferent, "Whoever dares to break in, I will kill the queen mother."

For a while, no one dared to rush in, and if the Empress Dowager made a mistake, no one would be offended.

"Go invite the emperor, hurry up!" Fang Ying shouted at Wu En.

Wu En quickly ran out of Ci'an Palace.

In the quiet main hall, Xia Yu sat quietly, while the Empress Dowager Bao Yao stood coldly, "Do you know who the Ai family is?"

"I should ask the Empress Dowager about this." Xia Yu lowered her eyebrows, her eyebrows drooping, her calmness was terrifying, "Do you know who I am?"

Empress Dowager Bao Yao was taken aback, frowning and staring at her pale complexion.

"If something happens to the emperor and the princess, the empress dowager will definitely be anxious and distressed, right?" Xia Yu smiled, with a cool smile, "Because it is her own flesh and blood, so as a mother, no matter when and where I will never forget my duty. Empress Dowager, do you think so?"

Empress Dowager Bao Yao did not speak.

"Of course, I know that Xia Yu's status is humble, and she shouldn't be compared with the emperor and the princess. I just can't figure it out. Doesn't the empress dowager believe in Buddhism? Shouldn't the Buddha lead people to be good? Why can the empress dowager be so cruel that even her children Don't?" Xia Yu stared at Empress Dowager Bao Yao's face, trying to find any trace of guilt on her face.

But the truth is, she was disappointed.

In this life, I gambled so many times that I couldn't count them all, but I lost to the people around me.

A close relative, a trustworthy.

What a loss!

"What do you know?" The Empress Dowager Bao Yao stared at her intently, her eyes were ruthless.

Xia Yu sighed softly, and when her eyes touched the anger in her eyes, her heart was piercingly cold, "I would rather not have to know in this life." At least that way, there will still be a little thought in her heart.

Empress Dowager Bao Yao turned her back and said no more, in Xia Yu's eyes, it was equivalent to acquiescing.

"I want to ask the empress dowager personally, do you know where my mother is? I am here this time to look for my mother." Her voice was trembling, her eyes were red, and there was mist in her eye sockets, but she still refused to let go.

Empress Dowager Bo Yao clenched her fists tightly, her body tensed.

"When I was young, I was scolded. They always said that I was a child without a mother, a bastard that no one wanted. I also asked myself, what did I do wrong, why did my father and my mother not want me?" In a low voice, afraid of tears falling down, "Later, when I grew up, I told myself that they had no other choice, and there must be some difficulties that they could not talk about."

"It rarely snows in Daizhou, but it snowed that year. Some people say that if you step on the snow to pray for Buddha in the temple, the Buddha will be moved. I never believed this, but that time I missed my parents so much, I really went to Yes. When I came back, I was hungry and cold, and almost froze to death by the side of the road. But the Buddha did not appear, and I was still an unwanted child."

"Empress Dowager, do you know what it's like to be an orphan? If it wasn't for a mother with so many flowers in the building, she still had a little kindness in her heart, do you know what I would look like now? I became a prostitute in a brothel and let everyone Trampled on, the last person will grow old and die alone."

Empress Dowager Bao Yao suddenly turned around and stared at her fiercely, "Enough is enough, stop talking!"

"Why, does the empress dowager think I'm pitiful too?" She asked with a smile, "No, I'm not pitiful at all, it's my mother who is pitiful. She has the courage to give birth to me, but she doesn't have the courage to face me. That's pitiful and pathetic. Alas!"

Empress Dowager Bao Yao trembled violently, and raised her hand high, but when she met her cold eyes and responded, she stopped her hand.

Xia Yu looked at her with a smile, her raised hand stopped in mid-air, refusing to let it go down.Finally something hot came down the corners of my eyes, "I once humbly longed for my parents to beat me up or scold me. But now I know that from the very beginning, I don't It's extravagant hope. And in the future, I will no longer have hope."

"I would like to ask the Empress Dowager, who is to blame for being born or not? Let me ask the Empress Dowager again, since I have never been raised, and I have no gift of nurturing, why do you want to deprive me of life and death? I don't owe anyone, why must I Want me to die? Are you happy when I die? What did I do wrong, why do you have to kill me?"

"I just want to live, why do you want me to die? Just because you are the queen mother, just because Zhao Yan is the princess? Just because I am an evil seed? What do I owe you, you want to treat me like this?"

She was sobbing, and Empress Bao Yao suddenly burst into tears.

The four eyes meet each other, the tears in the eyes are blurred, and there is a entanglement of grievances and grievances, how can I speak clearly.

Empress Dowager Bao Yao never thought that Xia Yu is not dead, but now she can come to her door.God knows that the moment she saw her, the waves in her heart were surging, such turbulence was hard to calm down.

It turned out that what I did back then has now had retribution.

Facing Xia Yu who came to her door, she could no longer express the emotion in her heart at this moment.Whether it is pain or anger, sadness or helplessness, only you know.Xia Yu's words pierced her heart like an awl, making her unable to breathe in pain.

Even if she hated Dongfang Yue, how could it be false to be pregnant in October?
When Xia Yu gave birth, she almost collapsed, and when her life was at stake, she vaguely said: Keep the baby!

But in the end, why did it become like this?She even forgot the most basic heart of a woman to protect her calf. Being deceived by power, she only thought about her own love, hatred and sorrow, only wanted to make Dongfang Yue regret her life, and only wanted to take revenge on the man who made her life tragic, but Not knowing what she did, also caused Xia Yu to be displaced for more than ten years.

Xia Yu got up coldly, her complexion was sluggish, and her expression was infatuated.

"Xia Yu?" The Empress Dowager Bao Yao yelled in a low voice, and knelt down for Xia Yu with a plop, holding the corners of her clothes with trembling hands.How many words were choked in my throat, but I didn't know where to start, only tears streaming down my face.

Xia Yu broke away her hand, took a step back indifferently, and calmly looked at the painful face of Empress Bao Yao.She knew that Empress Dowager Bao Yao didn't regret her past, but just couldn't accept her inner secrets being faced directly for a while.The panic and terror of being revealed her secrets occupied all of Empress Dowager Bao Yao's rationality.When she wakes up, she is still the empress dowager empress, in charge of the harem, and the mother of the world.

She has no regrets, nor will she.

Because she is the empress dowager, she would never understand the insignificant desolation of being a commoner compared with the great affairs of her family and country.

"If I say I don't hate you, it's a lie." Xia Yu walked slowly towards the door, her steps were heavy like lead, "But for the first half of my life, you occupied my pain, and for the rest of my life I I don’t want to spend time chasing hatred. Hatred is too tiring, the empress dowager must also have a deep understanding, right? Hating the regent, hating me, consumes all your good and evil.”

She turned around and looked at the Empress Dowager Bao Yao who was kneeling on the ground covering her face and weeping. The tears on her face had dried up. "I hope that one day when you think of me, there will be less hatred. I have no grievances with you. From now on , you are still the queen mother, and I—have nothing to do with you. I grew up on goat milk. My surname is Xia, from Daizhou. The older ones in Huamanlou are all my mother. I There are more than 100 mothers!"

He lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand, and opened the door.

"Third Sister!" Zhao Lu shouted from outside.

Xia Yu's hands froze in mid-air.

The Empress Dowager Bao Yao's eyes widened in astonishment, hijacking the Empress Dowager is a felony, although the Empress Dowager is fine, but——

"This time, you can kill me openly." Xia Yu took a deep breath, so calm that even she felt incredible.Zhao Laojiu said, don't be impulsive, but calm down.But there are some things that you can't calm down.That is the hurdle in your heart, the knot in your life, whenever you touch it, even if it is as calm as water, it can stir up the wind and clouds, endless waves.

"Aren't you afraid of death?" Empress Dowager Bao Yao growled.The veins on the neck were bulging, and the body was as tight as iron, "Out of this door, you will—"

"I don't need to bother the empress dowager." Xia Yu took a deep breath, "I still have someone I should see, but I couldn't meet them. How could I die so easily? Now that I have completely separated from the empress dowager, my life and death , has nothing to do with you."

She opened the heavy door of the main hall, and when she came in, she saw the bloody setting sun, and when she went out, it was the twilight, with guards everywhere.Under the dark sky, only the sharp and cold light of the blade can be seen.

With her long eyelashes hanging down halfway, Xia Yu smiled wryly, and looked up at Zhao Lu who was so anxious, "Brother Emperor is here too?"

Zhao Lu sighed softly, looking at Empress Dowager Bao Yao who struggled to get up from the ground and stumbled towards the apse.She didn't even want to explain to Xia Yu, even to argue.

Knowing that kidnapping the Empress Dowager is a felony, the Empress Dowager Bao Yao still chose to be indifferent.

Xia Yu stared steadily at the back of Queen Mother Bao Yao leaving, as if she had aged a lot in an instant.However, the heart has not changed.What if I cried a while?Many things cannot be changed.

Guo Sheng stepped forward, "Your Majesty, Xia Yu hijacked the Empress Dowager. According to the law, she should be imprisoned in the prison. After investigation, she will be convicted."

Zhao Lu stared at Xia Yu's pale face, "Sanmei, you shouldn't have come."

"I came too late." Xia Yu looked at him, smiling sadly, "I came too late."

With a flick of his sleeves, he turned around, stepped on the night, and went to the prison.

Along the way, the guards accompanied him.

She didn't look back, because she knew that the Empress Dowager Bao Yao would not be behind her.Her mother would not escort her like she did to Zhao Yan.

Her own mother, in fact, had died the moment she left her 16 years ago.

Zhao Lu personally sent Xia Yu to the sky prison, his eyes slightly hurt, hesitant to speak all the time.

"Brother Emperor must also know why I came this time." Xia Yu is not a fool, the words Zhao Shuo said are still lingering in her mind.She finally understood what Zhao Shuo lied to her.This matter, really—knowing is better than not knowing.At least the pain won't be so heart-piercing, and the pain will be so heart-breaking.

Didn't we agree?You want to lie for a lifetime, but why do they refuse to let you go when I give you a chance?
Zhao Lu pondered for a long time, then reached out and patted her on the shoulder, and smiled slightly, "It turns out that fate is destined in many cases. At the beginning, I insisted on pulling you to worship Jinlan, but now I realize that there is really a blood relationship. After all, I really have to call you sister. No matter whose daughter you are, we are all in the same spirit. They don't want you anymore, and you still have my big brother."

Xia Yu looked gloomy, and sat there without saying a word, as if she had lost her three souls and seven souls, losing half her life.

Sighing lightly, Zhao Lu exited the cell, and turned to tell Guo Sheng with a cold face, "I have entrusted her to you, the prison is heavy, if she makes a mistake, come and see her."

Guo Sheng saluted, "I understand the humble job!"

"Also, no harsh treatment is allowed, no interrogation is allowed, and no one is allowed to visit. All food and drink must be checked carefully." Zhao Lu walked out slowly.In the dark dungeon, the candlelight was flickering, so dim that one's heart was depressed, "I want her, everything is safe, understand?"

"Yes!" Guo Sheng said firmly, "It's just that the emperor—"

Zhao Lu paused, turned around and knew what Guo Sheng was going to say, his eyes darkened, "I know what you mean, if he comes, you are no match for him. But it doesn't matter, the most afraid to move in this world She, the person who is most afraid of her death is him."

"The humble job—let it go?" Guo Sheng asked.

Zhao Lu let out a long breath, looking back at the dark road when he came, "She came in willingly, didn't she just want to lure him out? Since it is her wish, how can I not be beautiful? I am afraid, this She won't be able to bear the blows one after another."

"It looks like he's fine." Guo Sheng frowned.

"She is used to laughing. People who like to laugh are actually more likely to get hurt." Zhao Lu sighed and turned to leave, "This girl is good at everything, but it's not good to be too attached to feelings. If you take others too seriously, you will take yourself lightly. Once injured, the pain will be hundreds of times more severe than ordinary people. Go to the other end to inform, and say that you are fine for the time being, so don’t worry.”

"Yes!" Guo Sheng nodded and followed behind Zhao Lu.

In the dead prison, with dim light, Xia Yu was sitting on a wooden bed, leaning quietly against the cold stone wall, her heart was also cold.She is waiting, waiting for someone, waiting for an explanation.

(End of this chapter)