Rebirth of the drama: Ben Gong just wants to be salted fish

Chapter 628 Let go of your obsessions!
Zhuang Wanshen now regrets that he was hasty at the beginning. If he directly told the emperor that he had something to go out, maybe he could still fight You Guang now, at least he would not be afraid of being exposed.If the emperor finds out, he will be punished.

It's good now, it's too late to say anything, and I can only suffer from being dumb.

"Rong Jiao, along the way, are you really not afraid of so many people chasing and killing you? So many people are staring at you, I'm really afraid that they will take your life at any time."

It was precisely because Zhuang Wanshen was too worried that she kept protecting her tightly, but it seemed that this woman had never cared about her own life.

Rong Jiao spread her hands helplessly: "Who says I don't love my life anymore? But so what? Although my own life is in my own hands, I can't stand those people chasing me. Look at me. No matter what I do now, there will be a bunch of people staring at me behind me, I am afraid that if I go back to the capital and enter the palace, those people will bite me into mud!"

She knew that what she had offended was not one person, but a group of women, or a group of high-ranking women. She touched them casually. The families were all officials, rich and powerful, because they had suffered so much in the palace. Even if they don't want to pursue the grievance, their family will not let her go easily.

If you think clearly, you will be transparent, and you won't mind so much.

"Actually, I also know that it is very hard for you to protect me in secret, but there is nothing I can do. Those people have been chasing me and wanting to kill me. It’s fine in their hands, after all, when I was in the harem, those women also suffered a lot in my hands, so I should treat them as a favor.”

She said it with a relaxed face, as if she didn't take it to heart at all.

"You woman really don't take yourself seriously. You know, if you can't protect yourself well, how many people in this world will be heartbroken for you? Even for those few people who care about you, You have to protect yourself well, and you can't let others take your life at will, understand?"

For the first time, he raised his hand to gently stroke her hair, thinking that even if it was the last time, he would be willing to be by her side.

It's a pity that I can only be good friends with her now, and we can't get any closer.

"Rong Jiao, I don't know that you were so happy and heroic when you were young, but why do you become more sad when you grow up? In the past, although you were arrogant and domineering in the harem, I felt very sad when I heard that you were not wronged outside. Don't worry, but in the past few years, you seem to have grown a lot, and there are many things that I will never forget."

Deep in his heart, Zhuang Wan couldn't really let go of this woman, after all, he grew up admiring her since he was a child.

Of course, I am thinking about it.

Rong Jiao took his hand off, put it back on his lap, and told him earnestly: "I, Rong Jiao never thought in my life that I could become someone else's white moonlight. It's not because you like me so much, but because what you can't get is always the best. You knew that when you were a child, the emperor was raised in our general's mansion as a prince. Although it was like this on the surface, everyone knew it behind the scenes The prince and I will definitely get married."

She thought about how pitiful the man in front of her was, because of her own obsessions, she was always making trouble with her. If she could enlighten her, that would be the best.

Just looking at his slightly sad eyes, the words turned several times in my heart, and I couldn't throw them casually like a knife like before, after all, this man always cared about himself, regardless of everything for his own safety.

Just because of this affection, to be honest, if I just came here through time travel, I would definitely be overwhelmed by the charm of this man.

It's a pity that if you miss it, you will always miss it, and there will be no chance to turn back.

"Actually, I didn't mean to be you when I was young. At that time, there were too many people around me. In fact, I couldn't see you at all. Maybe it was out of my consciousness that I kindly saved you and kept you in my heart. But for me As far as I'm concerned, it's as if I was walking on the street and just swept away the beggars on the side of the road, do you think I will still remember it?"

She knew it might be hurtful to say this, but if she didn't explain it clearly to him, if this man fell into a dead end, it would be very troublesome in the future.

"Rong Jiao, I know you want to comfort me, but you don't have to, don't say it so bluntly, okay? My heart really hurts, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it."

He and I were in my heart, begging the woman in front of me to give me a glimmer of hope.

"Ugh……"

"Zhuang Wanshen, to be honest, if I could live again, I would definitely choose someone as infatuated as you, but I just want to wake you up now and let you face the reality. I'm no longer a queen, but when it comes to my relationship, even if I don't forgive the emperor, I won't accept other men easily."

When she had never been in love, she was confident that she could become the queen of the sea, and opened a fish pond in her backyard.

But true love is not so easy.

"Actually, I am very grateful that you can treat me like this, but you just wasted your feelings in vain. You never let others know from the moment you liked me when you were young. You have to remember that what you can't get in this world is forever. It is the best, so I will admit your deep obsession."

She took a deep breath and looked into his eyes.

"Zhuang Wanshen, let it go! Even if you can't forget me, I begged you not to be stubborn anymore, because I'm really not worth it."

She didn't know why the man in front of her insisted on being so nice to her, but it was a pity that she was covered in the pain of being hurt by the emperor.

It's not that she doesn't want to accept the man in front of her. If she accepts him, what will happen next will make her dizzy.

When I was young, I could be emotional and desperate, but now that I have grown up, I dare not do anything, and I have to consider the seriousness of the matter.

"Rong Jiao, it's easy for you to say, it's not easy to let you go, if I can really let you go, I won't be in such pain, but now we have agreed, I will be by your side Be best friends, if you refuse me even this, I really don't know what it means to be alive."

Rong Jiao only felt that the man in front of her was also a muscle, which could only mean that what she couldn't get was always in a commotion.

"Okay, okay, anyway, you are willing to stay by my side, I am very grateful for your protection, but there is one thing I will not respond to your feelings, even if it is not for the emperor, it is for my own selfishness."

She treats men now like looking at a radish on a vegetable stand, no matter how good-looking it is, it is just a radish.

How can you fall in love with someone else if you can't bring up any liking?
(End of this chapter)