I really didn't want to brush the good feelings!

Chapter 21 0021: Selfishness also requires courage (please recommend)

"Xu Lin, I can't be so selfish. The other party is really a life-saving grace to our family. My self-willedness will make the other party think about my parents, and what about the relationship between the two families?"

"Since you think so, then you should marry. What is there to suffer? Isn't there no choice?!"

Xu Lin couldn't help raising his voice a few degrees, and Su Qingwan also clenched her fists. She still couldn't refute this sentence.

Yes, if I give up completely, why is it still so painful?Wouldn't it be nice to accept it early and become a rich wife?
In that way, the relationship between the two families can be maintained, or even better. Mother is also happy, and Uncle Jia is also happy.

But seriously, has she really compromised?not at all!

To be honest, the moment Xu Lin helped her that day, she was not angry, but excited, excited, and happy. He broke one of her shackles.

When she went back, she was in a cold war with her parents again, but she hadn't been forced to arrange a date these days, so she felt a lot more relaxed.

But tonight, the other party was coming to eat at home, and her parents asked her to clarify the matter in person. She couldn't help but think of Xu Lin again. She wanted to resist, but she didn't have the determination.

"Su Qingwan, take courage, there is nothing you can't do, so what if people are selfish? Humans are inherently selfish! You don't have to use your life's happiness to repay love."

"But my parents..."

"Do you think your parents love you?"

"Love."

She didn't hesitate, she was the only child in the family, she grew up loved and loved by her parents since she was a child, she knew better than anyone else, the love of her parents.

"So your parents will definitely forgive you for your resistance, and they will have their own choices in front of their benefactor and their own flesh and blood."

"What about the relationship between the two families? Uncle Jia is actually a very good person, and he is only for his own children."

"This is not something you think about. What you think about is yourself, your own happiness."

"But I have resisted, and the result is still the same..."

"Su Qingwan, is that what you call resistance? You're throwing cotton at people! You go and tell everyone that you don't want to marry, you don't like each other, what's your love for!"

Xu Lin was also holding back his breath at this moment, and his strength also came up, and he also shouted at Su Qingwan.

"Don't worry, you can make trouble as you like, as long as you confirm that your parents love you, and the Uncle Jia you mentioned is also a reasonable person, what are you afraid of?"

"Even if your parents really betrayed you, Uncle Jia still has a kind face and a dark heart, just wanting you to marry him. That's even better, you just happen to have no one to worry about."

"It doesn't matter if you are completely selfish! Feudal forced marriage is not recognized by the country now!"

"And most importantly, no one is dragging you to the Civil Affairs Bureau! If you and the other party become husband and wife in the end, it's not forced by others, but you are willing to compromise!"

Xu Lin's last words rushed into her mind like thunder, and she froze for a moment...

Xu Lin's simple words refuted all the things she had been troubled and bored for so long, and there seemed to be no problem.

As he said, it wasn't forced by others. In the past six months, she could refuse to go on a date every time, and she could release pigeons every time.

You can say that you don't like each other every time, you can go to Uncle Jia to explain it to Uncle Jia every time, and you can cry and complain to your parents every time.

But she felt that she wanted to be a good child, so she endured everything, no!She compromised, but she didn't know that her compromise caused her parents and the other party to misunderstand her thoughts.

Or knowing that I will continue to compromise, from not wanting to go on a date at the beginning, to my parents saying that I will try to compromise once.

From not wanting to get married, to the compromise of dating the other party a few more times, if Xu Lin didn't show up that day, he didn't tell her these things now.

Maybe the next time she compromises again, she will give up completely...and marry that man...

She suddenly felt fear, stronger than before, she didn't want to do this, she didn't want to go on like this, she had to really resist!

"It seems that Teacher Su understood what I said..."

Seeing that Su Qingwan's face had calmed down, Xu Lin smiled slightly and stabilized his mind. Just now, he himself became agitated empathetically.

In fact, these things are really not serious, but Teacher Su is too kind and gentle, so she keeps compromising and makes her be knocked down by fate.

Perhaps this is what the authorities are obsessed with, and the bystanders are clear about it.I hope she can really resist once this time, even if she fails once, she can break a few chains.

But before he could stabilize, he felt a cold little hand on his own, and he looked at him in surprise.

"Xu Lin, I want to ask you to do me a favor."

"Well, you are a teacher, you can do whatever you say, but don't touch me, I'm not your real boyfriend."

"Xu Lin! Not as a teacher, I'm just Su Qingwan now, and I need your help!"

Xu Lin looked into her eyes, which flickered again from the original depression and depression. He also took a deep breath, and directly grabbed the other's palm.

Then he held her palm in reverse, "Su Qingwan, do my best."

After a few minutes, both of them calmed down from the emotion just now, and Xu Lin also felt that the discomfort in his body dissipated a little, and the injection was not in vain.

"Ms. Su, do you have any ideas? Let me help you."

"I want to talk to my parents first, and then talk to Uncle Jia, and speak out my thoughts firmly and seriously. If I tell you like that, they will understand me."

"What do you want to say?"

"Just say that I don't like Jia Qing, I hope you can understand."

"If it doesn't work, I'll make a fuss! Just as I told you, as long as I don't compromise, no one can stop me."

"Well, you have the courage to come up, but can you really get rid of your face by then?"

"I will."

Su Qingwan clenched her fists, but looked at Xu Lin's staring gaze from the side, and immediately lowered her fists, "I should be able to..."

"You have to be more aggressive. Today Jia's family went to your house for dinner, and told everyone in front of everyone, so that we can go down with one knife and eradicate it directly."

"Then don't I have to face both sides...I..."

"If you don't have the guts, just marry someone obediently~ As a student, I will give you some money from time to time." Xu Lin said mockingly.

"Xu Lin! Don't worry, your teacher, I will work hard!" Hearing that Xu Lin looked down on her, his heart suddenly became angry.

"Besides, you said that you have a boyfriend, so I haven't exposed this matter yet?"

"Ah."

"You can also say that you have a boyfriend, but because you are younger than yourself, you didn't tell them. Also, will you blackmail yourself?"

"black?"

"Just make yourself look less good, for example, you have been living with me for a while, so that the other party's interest in you will decrease."

"You came up with this idea, your teacher, I don't want to lose face?"

"Then are you going to marry someone? That guy doesn't look ugly, except for his bad face shape, too big nose, too small eyes, big glasses, and too thick lips, there is nothing wrong with him."

"You're really hurtful, okay, I'll play on the spot then."

"Well, if you really don't have the guts, just give up. If you become a rich wife and have money, remember to support me."

"As far as your body is concerned, forget it."

"What happened to my body?"

The two of them also started joking, and Su Qingwan stretched out a hand and squeezed his shoulder, "You look skinny, like a chicken."

But before he retracted his arm, Dr. Wang walked in from the outside, seeing the two people so close, he was in a daze.

(End of this chapter)