Reborn sparrow becomes phoenix

Chapter 245 Give Me a Reason to Break Up

Xingye hated him for making herself anxious for no reason, so she purposely asked calmly, "Didn't you write that letter?"

"Yes," Lin Yan readily admitted, making Xingye pouted, but Lin Yan continued: "At that time, I was out of my mind, it wasn't from my heart, really, you believe me."

Xingye snickered, and even said that there was something wrong with his brain, but he couldn't just let it go, and said angrily in a low voice, "Then who knows if what you are saying now is from the heart?"

"I swear……"

"No, what do you think I am, if you want to break up, you can break up. Now if you say nothing, you won't break up. Do you really think I have no temper?" Xingye said unrelentingly.

"Xingye, Xingye, don't be angry. I really lost my mind when I wrote the letter. I'm fine now. I just saw a psychiatrist and I figured it out." Lin Yan hurriedly explained.

Psychologist?What happened to see a psychiatrist?Xingye was puzzled, "Can you at least give me a reason?"

"This... I can't make it clear on the phone, can we talk about it when we meet?" Lin Yan begged.

"No, I need to know now." Xingye was very confused, and she couldn't feel at ease if Lin Yan didn't explain clearly.

"It's really hard to say, I'll see you tomorrow, and then I'll say what you ask, okay? No, you don't need to ask, can I confess myself?" Lin Yan begged pitifully.

"Are you coming tomorrow? Are you on vacation? What about your mission?" Xingye asked.

"The task has been successfully completed, and there is still a month's long vacation. I will officially take a vacation from tomorrow." Lin Yan said.

"Okay, I'll wait for you. If you can't give me a reasonable explanation, then we'll do what you wrote in your letter." Xingye did not forget to threaten.

"Oh, I was really dizzy at the time..."

Xingye's mood seemed to improve all of a sudden, Xiuxiu looked at the completely different Xingye with some puzzlement, Huiye seemed to see something, shook her head and said to herself, "A woman in love!"

The next day, Xingye took Xiuxiu to the vegetable market. Xingye went around and bought a lot of vegetables, um, many of Lin Yan's favorite dishes.

"Sister, after buying so many vegetables, are there any guests at home today?" The shrewd little girl noticed something strange, and asked Xingye to verify her thoughts with a smile.

"No! I'm fine today. I'll cook you something delicious to reward you for studying hard during this time." Xingye didn't even blink his eyes when he said such coaxing words to the child.

Xiuxiu didn't believe it, so she deliberately said: "Then I like to eat the sweet and sour pork tenderloin made by my sister, fish pieces in honey sauce, chicken wings with cola, and fruit salad."

Xingye bluffed. They were all sweet. Lin Yan liked hot and sour flavors. "Little girl, be careful not to get fat after eating so much sweet. Let's make sweet and sour pork ribs today. The rest is up to me."

Xiuxiu laughed instead, "Sister, you are still hiding it from me. Seeing that the smile on your face has not stopped since this morning, does it mean that my future brother-in-law is coming?"

Have it?I would keep laughing, and Xingye couldn't help touching her face. When did I show my emotions like this? Could it be that I am really happy and looking forward to Lin Yan's coming?
"Sister, am I right? It's rare to see you in such a daze, ha" Xiuxiu smiled. In her impression, Xingye has always been so casual, as if nothing can trouble her It's rare to have such an expression today.

"Go, make fun of me! My boyfriend is coming, but your future brother-in-law is not allowed to scream." Xingye admitted Xiuxiu's statement, and did not forget to tell Xiuxiu to pay attention to her words.

Xiuxiu made a face at her.

After Xingye came home, she started packing. Although she didn't set a specific time, she had a premonition that Lin Yan would be in time for lunch.

Sure enough, there was a knock on the door after eleven o'clock, and Xingye was cooking. As soon as Xiuxiu, who was helping at the side, heard the knock, she ran over to open the door, "I'm coming, I want to see what this future brother-in-law looks like first."

Xingye doted on watching Xiuxiu run out, but then heard Xiuxiu's screams, Xingye threw down the shovel and ran out without caring about the food in the pot, feeling uneasy, could it be Lin Yan?Or is Lin Yan playing a prank again?

When I went out, I saw the tall Lin Yanzheng apologizing for Xiuxiu, Xingye smiled, knowing that it was Lin Yan who took Xiuxiu as himself when he opened the door.

"Hum..." Xiuxiu glared at Lin Yan, and complained to Xingye, "Sister, he frightened me."

Xingye smiled and comforted him: "Okay, I'll clean him up for you, you go and help me turn off the fire, I was startled by your cry, the dishes are still on the fire."

Xiuxiu glared at Lin Yan again, and went to the kitchen. Xingye hugged her shoulders and looked at Lin Yan at the door. She was dressed in camouflage and held a large bouquet of lilies in her hand. She hesitated to speak in embarrassment.

"Who is she? I took her as you, so..." Lin Yan explained embarrassingly.

"Am I very similar to her?" Xingye asked back, he was much taller than Xiuxiu, his figure was different, and his hairstyle was also different, he would still admit his mistake.

"I know that Hui Ye is not at home at this time. I thought you were the only one at home. How could I know it would be a woman I don't know!" Lin Yan quickly explained, not knowing whether Xing Ye was angry, and hurriedly offered the flowers in his hand. on, "For you, your favorite lily."

Xingye still took the lily, it would be hard not to let him in, "Come in!"

Lin Yan smiled and followed into the room, and consciously took his luggage into the study.

Xingye went to the kitchen to talk to Xiuxiu, and when he came out, he saw Lin Yan standing in the living room, looking like he was waiting for an inquiry. Xingye ignored him and went into the study, sitting on a chair, and Lin Yan followed closely , and carefully closed the door.

Xingye didn't speak, but looked at Lin Yan seriously, and felt that there seemed to be some intangible changes in him, the person was still the same person, and he still had some silly smiles, but...just, Xingye wanted to find the right words in his heart To describe such a difference, but I don't think there is a suitable word.

Lin Yan stood in front of Xingye, but his mind was more complicated. It can be said that he had experienced the biggest test in his life, which made him almost lose confidence and lose the person in front of him. Fortunately, it was all over, and of course he had to make up for himself Little mistake.

So Lin Yan took action, he easily picked up Xingye, and then he sat on the chair, let Xingye sit on his lap, tightly wrapped around her waist, and murmured: "That's great, it's still possible to do this." With you in my arms, I thought all this would be over, and I was ready to break up my relationship."

Xingye didn't struggle, but just stretched out his finger and pointed at his chest and asked, "Don't pretend to be pitiful, if you don't give me a satisfactory reason today, I'll still talk to you, let's break up, anyway, you're still on expiration date!"

Lin Yan smiled and took Xingye's hand, "I said, I didn't lie to you. When I wrote you that letter, I just came back from the mission. I can't tell you the specific content of the mission, but this mission will be given to me. It was a big shock, because there is a big gap between knowing how to do it and letting you actually do it, these are nothing, because I have such mental equipment, but our captain was seriously injured."

Xingye seemed to understand what was different about Lin Yan. Seeing Xingye's suddenly serious expression, Lin Yan smiled wryly and said, "You understand, it's really nothing, but when I saw the captain's family in a hurry at the hospital , I have fear for the first time, this time it is the captain, no one can guarantee who it will be next time, if it is me? Then you are also as sad as the captain's family, Xingye, my parents are soldiers, They are also living very well, so I didn't think that you and I would be so bad, the biggest worry was that you refused to join the army, and our time together was too short, but this time I was afraid."

Xingye felt Lin Yan clenched her hand, leaned her head on his shoulder comfortingly, and asked slowly: "So you impulsively wrote me that letter asking for a breakup, and you didn't even write a word on it?" reason?"

"Yes, I thought it would be best for you, but I really didn't want to write that, let alone find a reason." Lin Yan admitted.

"Then why did you change your mind later?" Xingye continued to ask.

"It was our first mission, and after we came back, we had a professional psychiatrist to provide psychological counseling, so as not to cause too much psychological pressure and affect our mentality. In fact, I really didn't have any psychological burden on that mission, but I was broken in love! You don't know After I sent you that letter, I felt like the sky was falling, and I couldn't lift my spirits up. My psychiatrist explained the reason in a few words, and then he did something for me. Special psychological counseling, hey, I also figured it out." Lin Yan laughed at the end.

Xingye looked up curiously, "How did he treat you? Hypnosis? All the good psychiatrists I saw in the movies would do this?"

"What? As soon as I finished speaking, he started yelling at me, saying that if I think according to my idea, will all of us soldiers have to be bachelors!" Lin Yan imitated the tone of the psychiatrist and said, looking at the starry night. He explained, tilting his head and explaining: "He is a military doctor in his 30s and has not been married. He has just started dating. Naturally, he doesn't want to listen to the reasons I said."

Xingye snickered, isn't this the pain of poking someone, "How did he enlighten you? It can make you let go of your knot so quickly."

Lin Yan said: "I'm an open-minded person. I just can't think about it for a while. It's hard to use him, but he still has some skills. His words are thoughtful. I don't remember the specifics. They all have skills in speaking. But there are some words that I think are enlightening. He said that people die every moment in the world. People who die on the bed or on the road are much more than those who die on the battlefield. There may be danger at any time, and the danger we face is precisely because it is on the surface, we can avoid it, and the danger hidden in the calm is more hurtful."

Xingye nodded, it seemed reasonable, like his mother and adoptive father were ordinary people, but still couldn't escape the fate of premature death.

"Actually, I regretted it after I sent the letter. Even without his enlightenment, I guess I would have regretted it soon. I told you that I admit that you will be beaten or punished. I can't be angry with me anymore. " Lin Yan said.

Xingye squeezed his face with both hands, and said: "You are not allowed to do such stupid things again in the future, you know? I will keep that letter for you. If you dare to make me angry, we will break up. Reason for breaking up."

"Okay, I promise..."

"Sister, it's time to eat." Lin Yan's words were interrupted by Xiuxiu who came in suddenly, and when he saw the posture of the two, he backed out with a bang.

Xingye also quickly stood up from Lin Yan's lap, complaining shyly, "It's all you."

(End of this chapter)