Reborn sparrow becomes phoenix

Chapter 86

Xingye reached out to grab the doorknob, but didn't open it. Finally, he put his hand down, leaned against the door and squatted down, wrapped his hands around his shoulders and put his head in his arms, and didn't raise his hand for a long time.

"Fuck it," Xingye raised his head and cursed, whoever he is, I just need to know that I am Luo Xingye, it's not good to do something when I have time, why worry about these inexplicable things!

Immediately stood up, picked up the book and read it again, but his heart was impetuous and he couldn't read it, Xingye threw his hands aside, stood in a good posture and made a Tai Chi starting gesture, and concentrated on punching, usually Xingye found himself As long as you finish practicing this Tai Chi, you will be refreshed and your heart will be very peaceful. Now Xingye's heart is in a mess, and he naturally thinks about it. Sure enough, after a set of punches, his heart is much calmer. Xingye will continue to practice again Get up, until the mood is completely calm.

Downstairs, Zhang Honghai's mood became hesitant, and Mr. Yu's simple words put him under tremendous pressure.

My feelings for Xiaoyue are sincere, and I feel very sad for Xiaoyue's leaving home. If Xiaoyue can come back, then I must be very happy, and then, then... beg her forgiveness.

"I hope to see her happy," Zhang Honghai then lowered his voice and said, "Of course I hope she can forgive me for my mistakes back then."

"You want peace of mind, don't you? Thinking that as long as Xiaoyue lives well, you don't have to feel guilty anymore, and you can live your life with peace of mind, right?" Mr. Yu asked coldly.

Zhang Honghai didn't know how to answer. He wanted to say no, but he couldn't open his mouth. He said yes, but he didn't want to admit it, so he kept silent.

Seeing that he didn't answer, old man Yu smiled, but the smile was bitter and heavy, which made people lower their heads unconsciously, "I'll tell you, Xiaoyue is dead, cancer is dead, no one will be able to do it again." I hate you, but what about you? You will live in guilt for the rest of your life."

"It's not true, you lied to me, right?" Zhang Honghai couldn't accept such a fact, and said this childish sentence.

"Do I have to lie to you with my daughter's life?" Mr. Yu asked back.

Grandma Xingye, who was sitting on the sofa, cried even more sadly when she heard her wife mentioning the death of her daughter. Grandpa Xingye went over, put his arms around his wife's shoulders, leaned on each other, and ignored Zhang Honghai.

Zhang Honghai involuntarily took two steps back, what's going on?Satsuki is dead?The little girl who braided two braids and called her brother around herself, the girl who stood under the magnolia tree and smiled more purely than the white magnolia, the girl who took care of herself and warmed herself without hesitation when she was in the most difficult and depressed times The little woman who encouraged her died and just disappeared into this world.

Zhang Honghai didn't even know how he left Yu's house. He kept recalling the little things he had with Yu Youyue, that strong, kind, and beautiful girl. He still remembered the vows he had made at the beginning, but today, things are different. .

"Honghai" Yu Zhongliang came back after receiving a call from Jiakai, and met Zhang Honghai who was in a daze at the door of his house. Zhang Honghai had been sitting at the door for an unknown how long.

Seeing that it was Yu Zhongliang, Zhang Honghai became even more indignant, "You already knew, why didn't you tell me?"

"You want to know? Well, now you know, but does it feel good to know?" Yu Zhongliang asked bluntly: "I would rather not know, at least we still have hope, hope that one day she can come back to us , our family can live happily, but now? We waited for more than ten years, and what we waited for was the news of her death. We knew that she was dead, and we didn't even have the last hope. Can you understand our grief when people send black-haired people?"

Zhang Honghai was silent for a long time, and asked, "Is she doing well?"

Yu Zhongliang sighed, and said, "I've been living in a small town in the mountains, married an honest local man, got breast cancer and didn't treat it in time, and he gave us the letter after he passed away."

"Is she married?" Zhang Honghai asked.

Yu Zhongliang frowned slightly when he heard his question.

Zhang Honghai has also been in the officialdom for many years, so he is naturally good at observing words and expressions. Seeing Yu Zhongliang's expression, he immediately understood what he said, which made Yu Zhongliang disgusted, and hurriedly asked: "Is her marriage happy? How is her life?"

"The other party is a countryman who has never been out of the mountains. It is said that he is a very good person. It is only the poor life that makes her illness delayed." Yu Zhongliang just said briefly.

Xiaoyue has always been the little princess in the hands of the Yu family. It can be said that she has never suffered anything. If it is not because of herself, how could she fall into such a life? The source of everything is because of herself !

"I'm sorry, I know it's useless to say this, but I..."

"Don't be like this, Hon Hai." Yu Zhongliang knew that Zhang Honghai had been filled with guilt over the years. He had been a friend for many years, and he knew what he was like. It was not only his fault that his younger sister ran away. Get up, let her... Alas, God's will tricks people.

Looking at the remorseful Zhang Honghai, Yu Zhongliang thought of Xingye, Xingye didn't want to tell him, and even avoided him, but if he kept it from him like this, one day he couldn't hide it, how would he explain it then?He opened his mouth and thought about what he would reveal, alas, forget it, it would make everyone angry.

"Let's go, I won't keep you." Yu Zhongliang persuaded.

Zhang Honghai knew that no one in the family welcomed him, so he didn't force him to say goodbye to Yu Zhongliang, got in the car and left.

Grandma Xingye has been in a trance since Zhang Honghai left, and Zhang Honghai picked up the sad things again, and was worried that he would know about Xingye, so she came to recognize Xingye. The old man helped him back to the bedroom to rest.

When Yu Zhongliang entered the room, he saw his father and Mr. Lin sitting in the living room talking.

"Has he left?" Father Yu asked.

Yu Zhongliang naturally knew that he was referring to Zhang Honghai, and said, "I have already left."

"Tell him not to come in the future. Your mother will be so angry today." Mr. Yu said calmly. In fact, he was also very angry.

"Is my mother okay?" Yu Zhongliang asked.

"Well, I took the medicine and fell asleep."

"It was you who stopped me just now, why don't you let me teach him a lesson." Mr. Lin said, he was so angry that he had nowhere to vent his anger. Seeing that guy made Yingzi angry.

"Don't be so angry, you're already old, it's not worth being angry with him." It was rare for Mr. Yu not to argue with Mr. Lin.

"It's unreasonable for a person like him to let him hang out with five people and six people." Mr. Lin was still complaining.

"It is said that he may join the Provincial Party Committee in the next term, and he is much stronger than my Zhongliang." Old Man Yu said flatly.

"If you say it's unreasonable, these people are all blind, and no one understands."

Yu Zhongliang didn't dare to speak out when he heard the discussion of the two old men, but he didn't dare to speak for Zhang Honghai at this time, he wanted to let the old man vent his grievances.

Jia Kai went upstairs to look for Xingye immediately after taking care of grandma and laying down.

Watching Xingye still reading the book calmly, I can't help admiring Xingye's self-control.

"It's a mess downstairs, you can still read." Jia Kai said.

Xingye looked up from the book and asked, "He's gone?"

Jia Kai nodded; "He's gone, but grandma is angry."

"What?" Xingye stood up and was about to go out, and asked, "How is grandma? Isn't it all right every year?"

"Don't worry, grandma has already fallen asleep, she just cried a lot and is not in a good mood." Jia Kai hurriedly stopped Xingye.

"How did this happen? Didn't you say that he comes every year? How could he be so angry with grandma?" Xingye turned around and asked.

"Listen to me, he seems to know little aunt..." Jia Kai learned from Xingye the conversation between Zhang Honghai and grandpa in detail.

"Grandpa told him that my mother passed away?" Xing Ye asked.

Jia Kai replied: "Yes, but he didn't mention you, so he didn't know you were there."

Xingye asked again: "He heard that my mother is gone, how did he react?"

Jia Kai tried his best to recall: "First he didn't believe it, and then he looked annoyed. Grandpa talked to him, but he ignored it and left."

That's it. Grandpa's words are very reasonable. After more than ten years of separation, he also married a wife and had children again. Do you still expect him to have deep feelings for his mother? It's just that he can't get over that hurdle in his heart. Knowing that the person is gone, in fact, he has been relieved. He may feel more guilty, but after a while, he will gradually forget it, and thus Yu Youyue has completely become his memory, a period that he does not want to remember. memory.

"Xingye, are you okay?" Jia Kai couldn't help asking worriedly after seeing Xingye stopped talking for a long time.

"It's okay, it's good, so he won't come again." Xingye said indifferently, "Let's go, since he's gone, I'd better go downstairs to see grandma."

Xingye went downstairs to see that Grandpa Lin and Uncle Lin were there, said hello, and sat next to them.

Grandpa glanced at Jia Kai who went downstairs with Xingye, and said to Xingye: "You know everything? Tell me what you think."

"It's nothing. Grandpa handled it very well. You still have to persuade grandma to open it." Xingye didn't want to say more.

Grandpa and Mr. Lin looked at each other and smiled, sweeping away the haze just now.

"You're really right, this girl is generous enough to do things." Grandpa Lin said.

Grandpa Xingye said to Xingye, "Your Grandpa Lin is afraid that you will be overwhelmed, so come down and cry with us, I said you won't, you are the most sensible person I have ever seen."

Xingye smiled and didn't speak.

Xingye stays beside grandma's bed, and when grandma wakes up, she will be able to see her at first sight.

"Starry night," the grandma who just woke up called out in a low voice with blurred vision.
"Grandma, you're awake." Xingye said happily.

Grandma suddenly remembered the scene when she saw Zhang Honghai before going to bed, she grabbed Xingye's hand, but was so excited that she couldn't speak.

Xingye thoughtfully helped grandma massage her hands, and said: "Grandma, let's not be so angry from now on. I will feel bad if I get angry. It's better to talk about it today, so that he doesn't have to run here every year. Are you annoyed seeing him? Me too, it’s all over now, Grandpa has taken care of it.”

Grandma nodded, but her eyes were red again.

(End of this chapter)