how far is Forever

Chapter 11

01
That day, I made an appointment with Song Junmu to go out for dinner, but I hadn't seen him when the appointment time came. He had never been late before, so I quickly found a phone number and called, but no one answered.

Too many people have told me what kind of person Song Junmu actually is. Thinking of this, I feel even more uneasy. Anyway, Song Junmu is a person who treats me sincerely, and I don't want anything to happen to him.

I searched for Song Junmu everywhere, and finally in a dark and damp alley, I saw Song Junmu.He stood with his back to me, and the sunlight flowed evenly on him, imprinting his figure very clearly.Kneeling in front of him was a boy who had been beaten terribly.

"Do you think I'm a very kind person?" Song Junmu's voice was so cold that I couldn't help shivering after hearing it.

The boy didn't respond, Song Junmu seemed a little impatient, he kicked up suddenly, I shivered subconsciously, Song Junmu grabbed the boy's collar and punched him down again, the boy was completely There is no ability to resist.

is that him

Song Junmu's cold back seemed to be pierced by countless sharp thorns in my eyes. I hurried up and hugged his arm. I knew that his reputation might not be very good, and I knew that he might like to fight, but , in my mind, he has always been a gentle person, I don't want to destroy his image in my mind.

I looked up at him, trying to smile.

Song Junmu saw that I was a little shocked: "Ruoruo?" He seemed to remember the matter of meeting me yesterday, so he said to me, "I'm sorry, Ruoruo, please step aside for a while."

I shook my head and grabbed his arm tightly: "shall we go?"

He gently rubbed my hair, coaxed me and said, "Ruoruo, I still have something to deal with here."

But I still stubbornly grabbed his arm and refused to let go. I stared at him blankly. On the silent street, the sound of falling leaves was very clear.

"I don't want to ruin your image in my mind, so let's go."

He was slightly taken aback, and asked, "What am I like in your heart?"

I answered truthfully: "Handsome and gentle."

Song Junmu laughed suddenly, put his arms around me, and kissed me lightly on the forehead.My eyes trembled slightly. I used to dislike intimate contact with outsiders, but I didn't really dislike Song Junmu treating me like this.

Finally, he let the boy go and put his arms around me to eat.

I looked at the sky, and I couldn't tell whether I was happy or unhappy, or at that time, I thought I was only fulfilling my obligation as a girlfriend to him.

I never thought that I would meet Jiang Chuan and Yan Lele who were eating together at the entrance of the restaurant.Seeing that Song Junmu and I were a little unhappy together, Jiang Chuan asked if we would like to have dinner together after chatting for a few words. I just wanted to refuse, but Song Junmu actually agreed.

I tugged at his sleeve and asked him in a low voice, "Why did you agree?"

He touched my long hair and said: "Because he is your good friend, don't you want to have dinner together?"

Unfortunately, this time we still went to "Feigui".

After sitting down, Yan Lele said: "Last time I wanted to invite you and Luo Yan to have dinner together, but unfortunately you left later."

I smiled: "Yes, it happened that Junmu and I left last time."

"Just supply you guys this time." Jiang Chuan handed me the menu, "Order whatever you want, and I'll pay for it."

"Yo, it's really a manly style." I took the menu and said jokingly, "People with girlfriends are really different from before. I want to look at you with admiration."

"Of course." Jiang Chuan looked at Yan Lele, she lowered her head and smiled, a shy smile appeared on the corner of her lips, no wonder Jiang Chuan kept holding her in his hands, Yan Lele is really a very cute girl.

I gave the menu to Song Junmu again and said, "You should order it!"

Song Junmu decided to order a few dishes, which are not expensive, but also exquisite, presumably for my "childhood sweetheart" to save some dinner expenses.The four of us ate happily together. Jiang Chuan wisely didn't mention Su Luoyan, nor did he ask what happened to the two of us. We have been friends for so many years, and there is still some tacit understanding.

But Yan Lele didn't know, she suddenly started to say: "It's rare for everyone to get together this time, so Luo Yan and Nuan Nuan should be called together."

I didn't speak, Jiang Chuan just smiled with her.

"Actually, Luo Yan and Senior Sister Nuan Nuan are really a good match."

It's Su Luoyan and Ji Nuannuan again, the smile on my face is almost unstoppable.

"I'm really envious of Senior Sister Nuan Nuan... The term masculine talent and feminine appearance seems to have been specially created for them."

Hearing this name again, my heart felt as if my heart was being burned. I put the chopsticks heavily on the table, and there was a "pop" that made Yan Lele tremble slightly.

I looked at her with very unfriendly eyes, Yan Lele looked at me tremblingly, then looked at Jiang Chuan in a blink of an eye, panicked and at a loss, like a child who has made a big mistake.I suddenly felt as if I had done it, and it had nothing to do with Yan Lele.

Song Junmu smiled slightly, and picked vegetables into my bowl: "Don't be coquettish, you can't eat until I pick vegetables for you!"

Looking at him, the corners of my mouth curled up into a smile, and I ate the food he gave me wisely. Just now, Song Junmu actually wanted to save Yan Lele, and also me.

After that, Yan Lele's face was as pale as paper, and she didn't say a word again, thinking that I really scared her just now.But I didn't know what to say, and Jiang Chuan didn't say anything.

The atmosphere fell into subtle embarrassment. After a meal, I didn't want to continue this feeling, so I prepared to leave with Song Junmu first, but unexpectedly, Jiang Chuan stopped me.

"Su Ruo, can we talk alone for a while?"

He looked at me with rare serious eyes. I looked at him and hesitated for a while, wondering if Jiang Chuan was looking for me this time or was planning to persuade me to leave Song Junmu. After thinking about it, I stood up and talked to him. leave together.Before leaving, I whispered to Song Junmu, "Wait for me to come back."

He smiled and nodded.

When I passed by Yan Lele, I looked at her quietly. She lowered her head slightly, her hands were intertwined, and she looked terrified.

What happened to her today?
I was very surprised, but I didn't think much about it, so I sat alone in a corner with Jiang Chuan, which was a little far away from their position, probably because Jiang Chuan didn't want them to hear.

"Is there something wrong?" I don't know why Jiang Chuan called me mysteriously this time.

He looked at me and was silent for a long time.

I was a little impatient: "Do you want to talk about me and Song Junmu?"

Jiang Chuan shook his head unexpectedly.

"Did you quarrel with Lele?" I asked.

In my confused guess, Jiang Chuan finally spoke: "Have you and Luo Yan fallen out?"

Su Luoyan?

I was stunned, and suddenly felt an indescribable loneliness in my heart.Soon I smiled at him nonchalantly: "How is it possible, that's my brother, how could I fall out with my brother?"

"Su Ruo, actually I know everything." Jiang Chuan paused slightly, looked at me as if he had penetrated all my thoughts, and said, "During my birthday last time, you thought it was because I didn't like Song Did Jun Mu let you go?"

I stared at him blankly, and at that moment, I felt my heart beat so clearly that it was about to come out of my throat: "What did you say?"

"Su Ruo, what happened to you and Luo Yan?" Jiang Chuan sighed slightly.

"We are fine!" When I said this, I felt guilty. Are Su Luoyan and I really fine?
"Is it really good?" he asked.

I never knew that Jiang Chuan's question could be so sharp, I opened my mouth, not knowing how to answer his question: "We really..."

"Su Ruo, I can understand your thoughts. After all, you and Luo Yan have been together for many years in the past. He is your brother and your support, but you have to understand that Luo Yan always wants to fall in love, not Always by your side, I hope you understand that."

"Jiang Chuan, I can understand what you mean, so I'm in love now, right?"

"Do you really like Song Junmu? Isn't it just a momentary impulse?"

I can't say this sentence, I think I don't hate Song Junmu, but I like... Do I like him?

"I'm not forcing you, you should think about it yourself! Think about it too, in fact, isn't your indifference to Luo Yan being unfair to him now? He didn't do anything wrong."

"Thank you." Apart from these two words, I don't know what else to say.

"Bah, Su Ruo, don't you think it's awkward for you to say these two words to me for so many years? Brother Jiang Chuan, I don't like your thanks at all. If you really want to thank me, let me see how you live. Well, happy life."

"My sister must have a better life than you." I said with a smile, and subconsciously touched the necklace on my neck.

After all, my happiness has nothing to do with Su Luoyan.

"That's good." His eyes dimmed, "Su Ruo, in fact, Luo Yan is not..."

"It's not what?" My heart seemed to be hit by something. Could it be that Jiang Chuan knew that Su Luoyan was not my brother?
"It's not that he doesn't care about you at all, he... Forget it, some things still need to be resolved by yourselves."

Fortunately, he didn't know.

I lowered my head and stopped looking at him, my heart seemed to fall into a bottomless abyss.Regarding my relationship with Su Luoyan, no matter how good the relationship is, I can't tell Jiang Chuan.

"Actually, I can see that Song Junmu is serious about you. After the incident happened last time, he has restrained himself a lot. I haven't heard anything about his dealings with outsiders recently."

I nodded and clenched my hands unconsciously. I know all of this. Song Junmu is changing a little bit for me, and I know it all.

"Go back!" Jiang Chuan sighed slightly, "If you don't go back, Song Junmu will probably come over and fight with me."

"He dares, who dares to touch my buddy." I patted his shoulder boldly, "Don't worry, I will protect you from now on."

"Thank you big sister." Jiang Chuan teased me, "Okay, let's go back!"

I rolled my eyes at him, and when I turned around to go back, I saw Yan Lele not far away, she was looking in this direction, her eye circles were still red, an indescribable feeling suddenly flashed in my heart.I couldn't help asking Jiang Chuan: "What happened to your Jialele recently?"

Jiang Chuan suddenly restrained his smile and said, "It's nothing."

But his expression clearly meant something!
This time, Jiang Chuan chose not to tell me anything, obviously he was hiding something from me, but he didn't want to tell me, so I didn't ask any more.

After we went back, I tried my best to smile beautifully, but Song Junmu could see that I had cried, so he teased Jiang Chuan: "You already have Yan Lele, do you still want to grab Ruoruo from me?"

"Don't talk nonsense, Jiang Chuan and I are just friends, there is only friendship." I joked with Song Junmu playfully.

But Jiang Chuan just grinned and didn't say anything. Yan Lele lowered his head sullenly. There seemed to be a shadow. I couldn't see what it was?
Did something happen to them?

I have a strange feeling that I've been busy with Song Junmu's affairs recently, and have neglected Jiang Chuan, a good friend. Next time I have a chance, I will definitely ask him out to take care of him.

After the meal, Yan Lele said that she was not feeling well and dragged Jiang Chuan away in a hurry. Song Junmu and I didn't need to stay, and they also left there shortly after they left.

After leaving "Feigui", the sun outside was so bright, and their backs gradually disappeared from my sight. I looked up at the sky and squinted my eyes slightly, as if there were many people's names floating in the sky, Su Luoyan, Song Junmu, Jiang Chuan, Yan Lele, Ding Jiaqi...

When did this relationship become so complicated?

I shook my head and looked away, wondering if the sun had pierced into my eyes, and the corners of my eyes were a little moist right now.Maybe, I'm really not suitable for emotional games, and I can't get along well with anyone.

Suddenly feeling that my life was in a mess, I subconsciously grabbed Song Junmu's hand, and he held my hand instead, bowing his head and smiling softly at me.

Maybe my life is not completely gray, at least there is such a person who loves me without hesitation.

02
When the final exam was approaching, I crouched in the library with my book in my arms, and the classmates around me were studying hard, but I just sat there blankly, not knowing what to do.Song Junmu and his college have an extracurricular internship, and they have to go out for five days, so they can't accompany me. I can only work hard and sharpen my guns alone, hoping that I can pass the first final exam in college smoothly.

Su Luoyan used to accompany me in the library, but now he should be with Ji Nuannuan, right?

I shook my head, tried to dispel the confusion in my brain, and said to myself over and over again, that person is your brother, just a brother, he has his own life and has nothing to do with you.

What a sad sentence, it has nothing to do with me.

It's already January, and the weather in the south is terribly cold.

I flipped through the book indiscriminately, and unintentionally, I turned to a page, which said: "There is no bodhi tree, and the mirror is not a stand. There is nothing in the first place, so where is the dust?" I looked at the book quietly. Sentence, if it was before, I would definitely laugh, but now, I find that I can't be calm for a long time.

"Su Ruo."

Hearing someone call me, I turned around, and it was Ding Jiaqi, who I hadn't seen for a long time. She had dyed her hair brown and curled it, and she looked more charming than before.

"Sister." I stood up quickly, and my voice was a little loud unconsciously.

"Hush!" Ding Jiaqi made a silent gesture and smiled at me playfully. I stuck out my tongue and suddenly realized that this is a self-study room that needs to be kept quiet. around.

"What? Didn't you see Song Junmu accompanying you today?" She whispered to me.

I replied, "He went to practice."

Ding Jiaqi smiled slightly, "So that's it, I knew he wouldn't leave his little girlfriend behind for no reason."

She curled her long hair with one finger and asked me, "What do you think of my new look?"

I saw at a glance that she had changed her hairstyle, and she smiled with glowing eyes: "It's very beautiful, it suits senior sister very well."

"I have a boyfriend, so I changed my hairstyle and prepared to forget the past and start a new future." Ding Jiaqi looked at me, "Actually, I really don't want to give up!"

I was slightly taken aback.

Ding Jiaqi continued: "It's the senior of the graduate school. I see that he has been chasing me for so long, so I will reluctantly give him a chance!"

Although the senior sister said so, but I can see that the smile on her brow is by no means reluctant.

This is very good, I am very happy for her: "Congratulations, senior."

"Thank you." Ding Jiaqi smiled mischievously, "I originally planned to go out to work, but now it's all right. For him, I'm going to take the postgraduate entrance examination."

I smiled and was about to speak when I heard a harsh sentence.

"Oh, it's really strange, you two are sitting together, what kind of wind is blowing?"

It's Ji Nuannuan again!
I frowned and looked over, and it was indeed Ji Nuannuan who I hadn't seen for a long time. She looked over with haughty eyes, and her dress looked more glamorous than a month ago!

Ding Jiaqi glanced at her, smiled gracefully and said, "Ji Nuannuan, long time no see."

"Yeah, I didn't expect you to be more and more generous, and you could sit and chat with your rival in love." Ji Nuannuan sneered and sat beside us unceremoniously.

"Rival in love? Are you talking about you? I'm not interested in sitting with you, please consciously get out of the way!" Ding Jiaqi didn't give in at all.

Ji Nuannuan's face became ugly: "Ding Jiaqi, what do you mean?"

(End of this chapter)