Tsundere Ghost King, I can't take it anymore

Chapter 342 Don't Say I'm Sorry
But if I don't do this, I have no way to atone for my sin, and if I can't atone for my sin, then my children will also be affected.

However, even if I don't make atonement, as long as I am willing to sacrifice my life, the child can be born safely, but if this is the case, the child will be born without a mother.

oops!This is so difficult and annoying!

Xiao Luo definitely doesn't want to go back. No matter whether I send him in or get to know him, it's all doing him harm. If I treat him like this, I will really feel uneasy in my conscience when I think about it later.

So I can't hurt him, but the child...
But when I was so entangled, I decided to ask this old man for his opinion, but when I fully woke up, there was no old man in front of me, and this was not where I was just now.

But I would rather not wake up, because when the old man disappeared, I saw Chu Mei now.

She is the person I really don't want to see now, not because I resent her, in fact, the sky helped me last time, and she was also thinking of Qin Yushu, we are all thinking of Qin Yushu, so I didn't Necessary to hate her.

I just feel a little ashamed, I kept running on her, but I didn't expect that she was the only one who could help Qin Yushu in the end, and I just kept causing trouble for Qin Yushu, and I just kept asking him to help me clean up the mess.

The reason why I feel ashamed is because what she said last time was all right, and I also understand this, so I really don't want to see her now, so as not to embarrass everyone.

But I think the most embarrassing thing now is not these things, but I deeply understand my fault, she is taking care of me now.

This is really embarrassing and embarrassing, although I know that she will definitely not stay for me, of course Qin Yushu has the ability to let her stay and take care of me, but it is also because of this that I feel very uncomfortable.

It's fine for me to keep causing trouble for Qin Yushu, but now because of him, I let a rival in love take care of him. She's still a rival in love better than me. At least she takes care of him better than I do.

"Thanks……"

I really wanted to say thank you to her politely, but I didn't expect that she would immediately interrupt me as soon as she saw that I had such thoughts.

"That thank you, I think you should save it for Qin Yushu, you really owe him more than me, so don't say thank you to me, then I will find it very strange. Do you know? He ruined a thousand years of cultivation for you, but now you are thinking of saying thank you to me, instead of worrying about him, you said if he knows, will he be hurt? I think definitely not, because in In his eyes, as long as you are good to him, he will be fine, how can he care about these, you say, am I right?"

A thousand years of cultivation, a thousand years of cultivation...
If you put it this way, it means that the old man I just saw was not dreaming, but real, and everything he told me was real, not a dream.

But where do I have time to think about this now, I just feel sorry for Qin Yushu, why is he so stupid?Do these things for me every time, is it worth it?
To be honest, I really felt for a moment just now, if he chose Chu Mei, would there be no such consequences at all?

But I'm selfish, when I think about this, I can't bear him, I don't want him to be with Chu Mei, but what can I do to help him?
Now he directly destroyed the cultivation base of a thousand years for me. I am very clear in my heart how serious the consequences are.

Chu Mei seemed to be very happy to see me in a state of despair, and continued to scold me from time to time, but I couldn't hear what she was saying at all, because I was preoccupied with Qin Yushu and his appearance.

I thought Qin Yushu would not come back for a long time this time, but I didn't expect him to come back at night.

When I saw his figure entering the door, I almost fell out of bed, but reason stopped me, and I felt that I couldn't get hurt anymore, and I couldn't let him worry about me anymore. This is probably the only thing I can do now.

"Go back first, I can take care of her now, thank you for your help."

Qin Yushu bid farewell to Chu Mei politely.

But I could tell that Chu Mei didn't want to leave, because she didn't want to make him unhappy, so she left reluctantly.

I saw him slowly approaching me, and I couldn't hold my tears anymore. I was really wrong. If I had known this earlier, I would not have confronted him for the sake of my child.

I am completely ruining him now, he has lost a thousand years of cultivation, all because of me, if I did not exist, or if I could really trust him and listen to him, he would not Come this far.

When he was still a few steps away from me, I suppressed my grief and ran towards him suddenly, and shrank into his arms suddenly.

"Now I really know I was wrong, Qin Yushu, I'm sorry, I hurt you, it's all because of me, I don't want a child, I really don't want a child, I only want you to be good, to be with me well By my side, I don’t want anything.”

I think Qin Yushu may have been confused by my crying and didn't answer me for a long time, but I'm not in a hurry now.

I really figured it out. There are many important things and people in this world. For me, the most important thing to me now is Qin Yushu.

As long as he is safe and sound, I think I really don't want anything, even this child, as long as he is fine.

"You must not say sorry to me, and you must not feel that I am burdened with your good times. In fact, it is my love for you, which is my willingness, and you have done everything you can for me. This is also your love for me, it's all the same, so don't blame yourself, these things I do have nothing to do with you, please don't say sorry to me again, because there is no debt between us, only To love and not to love."

Hearing these words from him, I burst into tears instantly.

It's different. What I paid was far less than one-tenth of his.

"Qin Yushu, will you die?" Asking this sentence really exhausted all my strength.

Qin Yushu nodded and smiled at me, "Yes, then if something happens to me, you must take on the responsibilities of father and mother, take care of the child well, and even give him my share of love."

(End of this chapter)