Tsundere Ghost King, I can't take it anymore

Chapter 345
If I don't talk about Xiao Luo, I really want to talk to him now. I think the two of us are together inexplicably, and we have experienced many inexplicable things. Our relationship depends on getting along, but rarely There is communication.

So today, while my mind is clear and there is still time, I really have a lot to say to him today, and I hope he can tell me what he is always thinking in his heart.

I want to understand him, and I don’t want to wait for time anymore, because time is really unpredictable, and life is really unpredictable. Accidents will come at any time, and fate is only in our hands.

Therefore, in the rest of the time, I don't want to talk about some unpleasant topics with him, and I don't want to talk about other people's topics. I just want to be quiet and be able to talk about our own hearts with him when we are at home. Even if I just sit with him, sitting quietly and not talking, I think I am very happy.

Thinking of this, I smiled and said, "Then I won't talk about this, I want to talk to you about something else, just treat it as a heart-to-heart talk, don't husbands and wives need to talk about heart-to-heart? We have been busy with things before. , The heart-to-heart talk has been ignored, so that we often don't understand each other... No, it should be that I don't understand your difficulties, not you. These should be the joint efforts of the two of us to know, so I didn't do it."

"If you want to chat, I'll help you go to bed and chat. It's a bit cold on the sofa."

I smiled and nodded in agreement.

Why is it cold on the sofa? In fact, he was afraid that I would fall asleep while talking, and it would be uncomfortable to lie on the sofa. If he hugged me, he might wake me up.

See, he thinks about everything for me, he thinks about everything before I think about it, so many times I don't need to think about it, but at this moment, I just deeply understand I understand that he cares about me.

When we got to the bed, he first carried me onto the bed, covered me with the quilt, and then quietly sat beside me, and put me in his arms.

He really knows me and understands how much I like it when he holds me like this, understands that I'll be safe.

"Okay, now we can start talking."

Qin Yushu had a smile in his words, I think he should be very happy at this moment, just like me, why sitting together so quietly and getting along together is very happy.

"Qin Yushu, do you feel tired?"

What I said was a little evasive, but I didn't even know if he could understand me.

But he was just stunned for a moment, and then he understood with a smile, and said to me with a smile, "How can you be tired if you are good to you? I am too late to be happy. It's like I am asking you now, if you are good to me , will you be tired? I believe your answer is yes, it can only be happiness, not the word tired."

What he said is indeed what I want to ask, but what he said is not comprehensive. In fact, what I want to ask is that he has always been so considerate of me and has always been so kind to me, but I often don’t understand it. If so, doesn't he feel tired?
In the end, I just thought about it in my heart and didn't say it out loud. He understood everything, "Do you know it doesn't matter to me, I just want you to be well, as long as you are well, as long as you are happy, I'm even happier than you, so I won't be tired of saying that."

What he said was quite reasonable, but it was unreasonable, because if it was me, if it went on like this for a long time, I would treat him well but he would not know it. If it has always been like this, I think I will still have thoughts in my heart.

So from a point of view, he is very selfless to me, but I, it seems, are not enough for him.

"Then, do you feel that you are against Chu Mei..." When I said this, I really wanted to slap myself.

Have a good chat, why talk about her?Are you looking for something for me?

Now I hope that Qin Yushu will act as if he didn’t hear it, and don’t answer my unfinished question, or I hope he can’t guess my half-answered question, anyway, I don’t want to talk about Chu Mei now, just now It's just that something was wrong, and it blurted out inexplicably.

It wasn't my intention at all, absolutely definitely not my intention, I don't know why such a question was asked, and when I found out that I mentioned her name, I really regretted it.

I really overestimated Qin Yushu's EQ. He often makes people look like he is asking questions knowingly. In fact, he really has no other meaning. He just really wants to say that and just wants to explain to me. know what i mean.

"Chu Mei, you may be ashamed just like you are towards Xiao Luo, but I will make it clear to you, I will not get entangled in her kindness to me, because I only have you in my heart, so I also don't want to respond to her kindness to me. If I responded and gave her such a glimmer of hope, it would be hurting three people, so all I can do is make it clear, and if it doesn't work, let her go , but I will never hurt you."

Although he didn't understand what I meant and continued to talk about Chu Mei, I have to say that I am really satisfied with his answer.

But while I was satisfied, comparing his words with mine, it seemed that he was a very clear person, while I was an emotional person who couldn't tell right from wrong, which made me feel a little flustered.

I will definitely not continue to discuss this topic by causing trouble for myself. Of course, it is wise to change the subject and talk about something else.

"Yes, then, is there anything you want to tell me in particular that you haven't said all this time?"

This is the climax of our chat. I am looking forward to what he will say next.

Because Qin Yushu is a person, he usually does what he thinks directly, and there are really not many sweet words. He belongs to the type of direct action, so I look forward to his next answer so much.

Want to hear what he didn't say to me.

"Not really."

But what he said now really disappointed me, what does it mean that there is really nothing?Can't you just say something sweet?

His emotional intelligence is really hopeless, and he can easily put me in an embarrassing situation by saying that. I'm like this now, and I don't know how to answer him. Are you talking about him?Or not to talk about him?

"Think about it again, isn't it true?"

If I can use this to resolve my embarrassment, I hope he can understand.

(End of this chapter)