Tsundere Ghost King, I can't take it anymore

Chapter 360
If I heard correctly, what Qin Yushu said to me just now seems to be love words, but it sounds a little bit awkward.

But these are not the point, the point is that in this atmosphere, he blushed inexplicably and said these words to me, and I was actually very moved.

I was really touched, my heart was pounding suddenly, I always thought that what I said to him was only in my mind at that time, and when we chatted that day, we talked before going to bed, Even if it was a heart-to-heart talk, and he went to bed not long afterwards, I thought he wouldn't keep this kind of thing in mind.

After all, we really don't have time to travel or anything, and I don't even remember this kind of thing, but he just told me suddenly that we don't need to hide, and he has ways to deal with him, but the reason why he would I listen to my opinion because I want to take such an opportunity to travel with me, and I want to fulfill my previous wish.

I only know now that he has remembered everything I said, but he has been looking for time.

But it is also because of this that when I am moved, I am more guilty.

Qin Yushu is so kind to me, he has always been like this, he will give me what I say, or what I want, if he can't do it, then he will find a way to do it, in fact I figured it out a long time ago.

But all this time, I haven't fulfilled any of his wishes, and I haven't done anything for him that he really wants to accomplish.

Therefore, I was very moved by what he said, but more guilty.

As I once said to him, love is mutual, but he gave me so much, but I really didn't seem to do much for him.

Regarding this matter, I often think about it recently, often blame myself, and blame myself, although recently when I get along with him, I always feel very guilty, and I always feel this way. I decided to stop, because even if I wanted to stop, I couldn't stop.

Unless one day our love can be truly equal, unless one day I can help him accomplish something he wants to do, the kind of thing he really wants to do.

Maybe this is the only way to get rid of the guilt in my heart.

Of course, I don't intend to tell him this, because if I tell him, I will have to spend some verbal battle with him later, and arguing like this is just a waste of time and will not achieve any effect.

Because I know without thinking, he will definitely say, "Don't think about it anymore, everything I do for you is what I do willingly, there is no inequality in love, so don't think about it anymore .”

He has said this to me many times before, and I can already recite it fluently, so I will never bring this idea to him again. Since he said this to me last time, I have decided I will not mention these emotions of mine in front of him in the future.

The most important thing is that I am worried that it will affect his emotions. We are so busy now that we don’t have time to think about it. Moreover, he even told me to go on a trip with me while we are so busy, even though we are in a very dangerous situation now. Yes, but I'm still looking forward to it.

I have been looking forward to something like this for a long time, but from the beginning of my expectation, I understand that in the situation of me and Qin Yushu, in our identities, maybe I will not wait for this day at all.

Because he has a lot of things to deal with, and I have such a trouble, and I am still pregnant, and the child is probably due to be born in a short time, so I have always understood that I want to be with him The idea of ​​traveling should be impossible to realize, at least in my lifetime.

I had a very ridiculous idea before, when I was very bored, when I missed him, I thought, instead of looking forward to traveling with him in my lifetime, I can go to see a lot of scenery alone with him , but it’s not as expected, after we reincarnate, we can be a pair of ordinary mortals.

Of course, as soon as I thought of this idea, I strangled to death. The reason is that because of Qin Yushu's identity, it is impossible for the two of us to reincarnate together. Even if he really has another life, if there is such a miraculous Assuming that he can have another life, it is impossible for him to be with me.

After all, the entanglement of our lifelong acquaintances is also an accident among accidents, but later, I kept thinking that this is the luckiest thing for me.

"You've always been distracted recently. How much is on your mind? You can only keep it in your heart, can't you tell me?"

Qin Yushu's call immediately brought me back to reality from my fantasy, and he was right, I seem to be distracted all the time recently, not always, but all the time.

The things I have experienced recently are too complicated, and they are all things that I never thought of before. I thought that my life should be ordinary and live a life that is not ordinary, but who would have thought that I am now on the run Among them, I was pregnant with a child, and beside me was my handsome husband.

He was still suggesting to me just now that this time you escape, don't think of it as hiding, just treat it as a trip, and you will feel much happier.

However, I still haven't been able to fully react until now. Why did these things suddenly change so quickly?

I feel that Qin Yushu and my brain circuits are not on the same channel. To be precise, because of our different identities, things that may be surprising and scary to me are a piece of cake for him, so it is about Because of our two different concepts, we have created our current appearance, that is, he is looking at me with an expectant and calm expression, but I am flustered and at a loss as to what to do.

"I think we may not have enough time, and the journey is long, what if something happens?"

To be honest, I regretted this as soon as I said it, because once I mentioned that something unexpected happened, Qin Yushu would definitely start to refute me.

In the end, my guess was indeed correct.

"Do you think there will be any accidents when I am by your side? I thought you could understand me. As long as I am by your side for a day, I will not let you get hurt, because even if I get hurt myself, I will call first." You left."

So now he is looking at me so affectionately, and with a serious look, I am embarrassed by success.

It's not that I'm not moved, but that his words seem to show that I don't understand him very well and look down on him.

(End of this chapter)