Huang Jue, after three marriages

Chapter 198 Memories of previous life
After nightfall, the mule cart turned into a small village at the foot of the mountain, where Zhao Hao's people had already rented a courtyard and bought a lot of things to put in the courtyard.

After they arrived, Zhao Hao asked Su Yue to have a meal and rest, and he led someone to put those things together with Su Yue's luggage in another tarpaulin cart.

That night, Su Yue slept very restlessly.

Some images that she thought she had forgotten dangled in her dream, and finally fell on the image of the woman holding the three-year-old child and looking up at her.

When the woman's face clearly appeared in front of her eyes, Su Yue woke up in shock, staring blankly at the pitch-black roof.

At that time, she and Zhao Hao were married for half a year, when they were close to each other. Although Mrs. Zhen Guogong didn't like her, she didn't insult and torture her like Yun Yao. At most, she just gave her a cold face. The management rights of the mansion, including the warehouse and farm, were still handed over to her.

She thought that she finally got happiness.

On that day, it was the third day of the Lunar New Year, and her daughter was going back home. She had already severed ties with the Ningyuan Hou Mansion at that time, but Mrs. Zhen Guogong said that as a wife of the eldest son, she must have a natal family no matter what. The ceremony has to be done, let Zhao Hao accompany her back to the door.

At that time, Zhao Hao was already a second-rank military general. Even if he had no real rights in the capital, the frontier troops were all in the Zhao family's hands, and he was superior to Su Jingtian in terms of title and official position.

Zhao Hao personally accompanied her back to Ningyuanhou Mansion, those women had to smile at her no matter how jealous they were, to please her.

Then, at the banquet where all the people from the Ningyuan Hou Mansion were present, Mrs. Jiang brought in a mother and son.

The woman was less than 20 years old, and she was as beautiful as a fairy. The boy who was holding her hand looked like a three or four year old boy, and he was also carved in pink and jade. It was very cute to look at.

Then, the woman took off the hood, and brought the child to bow down to her.

She said in her mouth: She and Zhao Hao have been in love and acquainted for a long time, and they gave birth to this child. I hope she will take their mother and child in for the sake of the child being the blood of the Zhao family.

At that time, she was completely stunned, and she didn't hear a word of all the sarcasm and ridicule said by the women next to her.

What she saw in her eyes was that the woman's body was exactly the same as her own. Zhao Hao said that it was a cloak made of fox fur that he had hunted with his own hands, and that the woman looked up at her with tears streaming down her face. See the pitiful face.

The expression on that face was extremely sad, but his eyes were full of complacency and contempt.

At that time, Su Jinming brought Zhao Hao and the men and sons-in-law of Ningyuanhou's mansion over.

At that time, she only heard Su Jinming laughing loudly, so it doesn't matter that the eldest son still has such confidante, my eldest sister is the most virtuous, if you said it earlier, the eldest sister would have taken her back.

She was staring at Zhao Hao in a daze, thinking, as long as Zhao Hao said that this person is not, he doesn't know this person, he doesn't know this child, she can overturn the dinner table, and go fuck the virtuous and virtuous! !How dare he plot against her!
As long as Zhao Hao said one sentence, or even said two words, it would be fine to say that it was a misunderstanding.

However, Zhao Hao didn't say anything.

He just stepped forward, took her hand and walked out.

The woman also got up, and called General Zhao sadly behind them.

If, if at that time, Zhao Hao still took her forward, just left and went back, she would let herself forget about it.

But Zhao Hao stopped in his tracks and asked someone to take the mother and son back.

go back together...

Along the way, she didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, and Zhao Hao didn't say a word. After returning to the Duke's mansion, Zhao Hao sent her back to the courtyard, and then went to the wife's courtyard.

Not long after, the nanny next to Mrs. Zhen Guogong said that Mrs. Zhen Guogong decided to let that woman be Zhao Hao's good concubine, her son, and the eldest son of Zhen Guogong's mansion.

At that time, she was sitting by the window alone and thinking, she thought, she shouldn't care so much about Zhao Hao having a woman before, because she was also a second marriage, just like everyone is a second marriage, as long as they love each other, as long as they can tolerate each other, As long as Zhao Hao doesn't do this kind of thing in the future.

As long as Zhao Hao explained to her, why didn't he tell her the existence of this woman?As long as Zhao Hao said, their future life would not be affected by this mother and child.

she can accept...

So, when the nanny said that, she calmly agreed.

Then, he sat in the room and waited for Zhao Hao to come back.

But Zhao Hao didn't come back.

He didn't come back for two days.

In those two days, Mrs. Zhen Guogong personally led people to tidy up the side courtyard next to her yard, arranged the yard with the best things from the warehouse, and then welcomed the mother and child into the house. Partial hospital.

He didn't even offer tea to her, so all the servants called the child the eldest son and the woman madam...

Chu Rui was aggrieved for her, and said, even if this decent wife is here, she should salute and offer tea, right?
At that time, Mrs. Zhen Guogong said, well, now I am here, let her serve tea, and I will watch to see who can bully my grandson's mother.

The woman made tea with her own hands and served it up. Being stared at by Mrs. Zhen Guogong, she took a sip.

just one bite...

The child was gone in less than a month.

She has been recuperating for five years, but she still hasn't fully recuperated her loss-making body, let alone conceived a child again.

When the poison broke out in the night, Chu Rui hurriedly went down to report to the palace, the emperor sent someone to pick her up, but then sent someone to the Zhen Guo Mansion to investigate, but the Zhen Guo Mansion pushed a girl from the tea room to take the blame.

She told the emperor that she wanted to reconcile.

At that time, the emperor had already become a puppet, and the Zhao family was one of the few remaining loyal ministers. She was unwilling to let the emperor and the government of Zhenguo fall out because of her.

What's more, if Zhao Hao didn't investigate, what could the emperor find out.

The emperor summoned Zhao Hao for questioning, and Zhao Hao said that he wanted to meet her.

She agreed, but when they met, Zhao Hao still didn't explain anything, only saying, give him time...

give him time...

What to do with the time?

As long as he said a word, she was willing to believe him, but he didn't say anything, so what's the point of giving him time?
I remember someone once said that in this world, time and a man's love are the most unbelievable things, they all disappear too fast, and once they pass, they are irretrievable.

No matter how deep the love is, as long as there is time to block it, it will be nothing but flowers in the moon and mist in the water in the end.

She didn't say anything, she just turned around and went back to her room, and signed her name on the Heli book.

She went directly from the imperial palace to another Zhuangzi in the suburbs of Beijing, and never returned to the Duke of Zhenguo's mansion. Even the dowry was given to her by someone sent by the emperor.

She sold that yard and the village with a large plum grove, and lived for half a year in that village where she wanted to surprise Zhao Hao, but no one knew about it, and had an entire mountain forest for hunting.

Kang Wang, who was still the ninth prince until then, found her Zhuangzi at the order of the emperor.

At the end of that year, Duke Zhen passed away, and Zhao Hao went to the border to receive Duke Zhen's seal. Soon after, the Ninth Prince went out of the palace to open the mansion, and was granted the title of King Kang. The emperor gave her a marriage, and she became Princess Kang.

Even if Zhao Hao returned to Beijing occasionally, the two of them would just meet in a hurry, a courtesy of a monarch and his ministers.

She never paid attention to the Zhen Guogong's mansion again, and she didn't want to know how the mother and child were doing. Every year, the gifts that Zhao Hao sent over were also thrown away in the warehouse, and she never went to see them.

Only at the first time, when she saw a Firefox fur in the list, she felt disgusted in her heart, so she picked out the Firefox fur and gave it to someone else.

Then it happened that Zhao Shen blocked her carriage in the street.

Since then, she has not even read the list.

time……

Counting the time of two lifetimes, more than ten years have passed since that incident, and she has completely forgotten the pain of a miscarriage at that time.

It turns out that some things are really like this, you thought you had forgotten it, but in fact it has always been in your heart.

Relying not on memory, but on the deep traces in my heart.

Blinking her eyes lightly, Su Yue quietly got up.

"Girl?" Mint snorted lightly.

"I'm going to take a pee." Su Yue whispered, patted the peppermint, and got off the bed after she continued to sleep soundly.

Putting on the cloak, Su Yue gently pushed the door and walked out.

The winter night is icy cold, the moonlight is like frost, and the earth, mountains and forests are all dyed a brilliant white color.

Very beautiful, very quiet.

As soon as she went out, a gust of cold wind blew past, making Su Yue shiver from the cold, and all the poetic and picturesque feelings were blown away.

Hastily shrunk his neck and wrapped the cloak tightly.

I felt a little funny again in my heart.

That's right, those are all old things, so what's the point of thinking about it now.

It is true to find a place to solve the problem and go back to sleep.

It's all the mint's fault, why did you get so much chicken soup for her at night, this person is suffocated by urine, isn't it easy to have nightmares?
Turning her head, she didn't see the hut, but saw a pile of things under her window that didn't exist when she entered the house.

Su Yue was startled, her desire to urinate was suppressed, and she approached the lump cautiously.

The clouds in the sky were dispersing, and the moonlight was pouring down unobstructed, illuminating the big lump clearly.

That is, a person wrapped in a wolf fur cloak sitting together and falling asleep.

He held the long sword in his arms, rested his head on his knees, and his body was wrapped in a cloak so that only half of his face was exposed.

In the deep winter night, a layer of hoarfrost hung on his long eyelashes, and the hair exposed outside the fur hat was also dyed frosty.

Looking at it, he no longer had the usual childishness, but instead came out with a kind of solemnity and stability.

At that moment, Su Yue seemed to see Zhao Hao before the city was broken.

At that time, the capital had entered the last moment, and all the people and supplies that could be evacuated had already been evacuated.

She went to Zhao Hao and informed him that she was ready to lead people to retreat.

When she went, Zhao Hao had just finished taking a shower, and his body was very clean, so she also clearly saw the gray between his temples.

At that time, he was only 26 years old...

Su Yue slightly closed her eyes, suppressing the soreness in her eyes.

Turn around and go to the hut.

Time can indeed heal all wounds, no matter how great the anger and sadness are, they will disappear with the passage of time.

In her previous life, Rong Rong pointed at her nose and scolded her, saying that she was promiscuous, that she herself could marry three times, but she could not tolerate the slightest mistake of others, and treated other people's friendship that was more important than gold as dung.

Rong Rong didn't understand at all, and maybe Zhao Hao didn't understand either.

All she cared about was trust.

Two people love each other, what they exchange is their hearts.

She even told him her most secret origin, but even at the end, even when the city was about to be broken, Zhao Hao didn't explain what was going on.

and so……

No matter how serious he was, she didn't dare to ask for it anymore.

I dare not ask for it anymore.

After Su Yue turned back to the room and there was no more movement inside, Zhao Hao opened his eyes.

Quietly looking at the moonlight in the yard, no longer sleepy.

(End of this chapter)