99 days of honey love, lover never expires

Chapter 109
Why do you feel uncomfortable.

Jiang Manman seldom showed such a look. During her five years, she would hide in the room alone, repeatedly showing that kind of painful look.

It's like torturing yourself.

Su Xiaoyan watched, this kind of gracefulness revealed another side of her, she would not know what to do for a while.

It can be said that Jiang Manman has always been a strong woman in front of people, even if the sky falls, she can hold it up.

It's just that Qin Busheng, the man who deceived her in the past and made her miserable came back, finally couldn't hold on anymore, those lies in the past were like countless photos, accumulating to emerge day by day in front of her.

It seems that only alcohol can paralyze yourself.

After taking a few sips of the wine in his hand, he found that the wine was gone, Jiang Manman stretched his hand towards Su Xiaoyan, the bottle of wine in his hand...

"Manman, do you think you can escape something by drinking?"

Throw the bottle of wine in your hand forward.

Jiang Manman stood up suddenly, and walked unsteadily in that direction.

Seeing this, Su Xiaoyan narrowed her eyes, and she realized that Manman had already drank so much.

escape?

These words flashed in my head, are I running away?Did you become weak because of escaping?
Jiang Manman feels that she has been very abnormal recently. She has lost her usual drive, confidence and... everything.

It turned out that she had lost so much when that man came back.

Su Xiaoyan came over, helped up Manman who was sitting on the ground, with one hand still clutching the wine.

Smelling the smell of alcohol on her body, she guessed that Manman must have drank a lot of alcohol in the bar just now, and now the alcohol is just coming up.

So when I was sitting next to her just now, I didn't realize that it was already...

Drink so much wine.

It can be said that Manman made her unable to let it go.

"You have to learn to liberate yourself from the past." Su Xiaoyan said, she felt that only by liberating herself would it be possible to be at ease with the people and things in the past.

If you don't do this, you will only be immersed in the past forever and cannot extricate yourself.

The most frightening thing about people is not that there is no way forward, but that they have been lingering in the past and refuse to move forward.

Jiang Manman is like this now, "Liberation?"

It seems funny, how to liberate, how to release yourself, so that you don't think about the past?

"Yes, Manman, Qin Busheng is not a hurdle that you have been unable to cross."

"he is the one."

On this issue, although Jiang Manman was very drunk, he still had a trace of sobriety in his head, listening to Su Xiaoyan's words in his ears.

She can still answer herself, it seems that she is not very drunk, Su Xiaoyan smiled and helped her to sit on the bench.

At night, the night around the bar is very quiet, even if there is some noise inside the bar at this time, it does not affect the tranquility outside.

With this kind of tranquility, Su Xiaoyan said in a calm voice at night, "He is the hurdle in your heart, and you don't want to cross it..."

Qin Busheng in the past.

He was five years ago.

That night on the ship, Jiang Manman felt for the first time that he wanted to be close to someone so much, no, it should be a man.

A man who let himself be tempted the moment before.

She never believed in love at first sight, but at this moment, she was rubbed in his arms by the man's big hand.

The man's voice also has that kind of maturity, the voice is very mellow, she likes it very much.

"Miss, are you alright?"

Just a few words on the paper made Jiang Manman feel her face was extremely hot. She lowered her head with a shy look, her small face, that beautiful little face was tinged with red.

Looking at Qin Busheng, he narrowed his eyes.

Not far away, Su Xiaoyan stood there, standing there quietly by herself, with a completely different expression from before, her eyes had a look that could see through people.

With just a quick glance, that sensitive perception has already noticed that man, a man with a mature face.

The man's tenderness flashed across his face.

Jiang Manman, who lowered her head, said in a low voice, even if it was just this, she was very satisfied.

Manman, she is too good at seeing people. It can be said that now Manman only sees the surface of the people around her.

Holding a glass of red wine, Su Xiaoyan walked over, trying to give her a hand.

But Qin Busheng was smiling, and the flashing smile on his face was full of cunning.

This is a mature and purposeful man, his smile made Su Xiaoyan hold the red wine glass tighter and tighter, and there was no trace of fascination in front of this man on her face.

On the contrary, Qin Busheng's eyes flashed a gleam. It is rare to see a girl with such self-control, whose expression is completely inconsistent with her age group.

"gentlemen."

"Huh?" Qin Busheng stared at her with interest.

A sneer appeared on Su Xiaoyan's face, "Do you know it's impolite to stare at people like this?"

"Oh? I don't think that you are so beautiful..." Before Qin Busheng could say anything, he could feel the girl in his arms tightly holding his arm, her eyes were somewhat shy , and a few points...

Seeing Su Xiaoyan turn her face away, the shyness on Manman's face, besides shyness, also had an expression of inconceivable to herself.

Something she had never seen on her face before, like fear.

Are you afraid that you will make the mature man in front of you interested in you?
Gritting her teeth, Su Xiaoyan walked aside with the red wine glass in her hand.

Jiang Manman huddled in the man's arms, her face was flushed, she didn't even think that one day she would be afraid, afraid that Xiaoyan would rob her of the man.

Rob man.

Today's Su Xiaoyan still remembers that Jiang Manman seemed to be a different person at that time. Sure enough, the power of love made people lose themselves.

Get lost in what lies beneath the surface for those who could have easily seen it.

It can be said that the man Qin Busheng, if you observe carefully, you can still find something.

It's just how could Jiang Manman, who was controlled by emotion at the beginning, notice this.

"Xiaoyan, I was so stupid back then."

Su Xiaoyan was right, Qin Busheng was the hurdle in her heart, and she didn't want to cross it. Jiang Manman was holding a bottle of wine tightly in her hand, and she pulled the wine ring, which was a bit slow.

When it was poured into her mouth, the wine flowed down to her neck.

Shaking her head, now Su Xiaoyan didn't seem to want to stop her, she just watched and listened quietly.

For the first time, Jiang Manman said the things she was afraid of in the past, and she couldn't believe that she thought that way in the past.

"I'm afraid he will be snatched away by you."

snatch?

Looking at the watch on her wrist, what could Su Xiaoyan say, stealing a man, she felt that she would not do that, besides, Qin Busheng was too purposeful.

If a man with such a strong purpose wants to spend his whole life with such a man, he will only make himself very tired, and the more tired he will be in the end.

Indeed, Jiang Manman is like this. After the two of them got together, she discovered that the mature and handsome man had a purpose for doing something that he wanted, and his purpose was very strong, so even if he didn't have any Background, even if he can't get it.

They will find ways to destroy, destroy a person or use their own actions and habits to make a person change.

It can be said that Qin Busheng is terrible at this point.

"Manman, you know that I'm not interested in him, from the past until now." Su Xiaoyan didn't want to get close to that kind of man at all, once she got close, she had to figure out his purpose and motive.

Tired, really tired.

If loving someone has always been like this with a certain purpose and motivation.

She, Su Xiaoyan, would rather not.

Not interested, not once or twice heard this, Jiang Manman only felt stupid, Su Xiaoyan in the past always wanted to pull herself.

She wanted to pull herself back from that man's side, but she never thought of leaving.

Maybe it's because I never thought of leaving.

Only then did I have the retribution I have today, indeed retribution, in the living environment with that kind of man.

Enriching the purpose and motivation, with this kind of thinking, these four words seem to be commonplace.

"I'm so stupid..." After a long time, Jiang Manman was drinking the last sip of wine in the bottle. She sat still and looked forward. It seemed that only in this way could she maintain the clarity in her head. The words muttered to himself seemed to be said to himself, and also seemed to be said to the people around him.

It's just that Su Xiaoyan listened, with a wry smile on the corner of her mouth, are you stupid?Really stupid!

But when everyone is stupid, isn't his own past also stupid, and he is still stupidly carrying everything about the Su family in the past, obviously he can stay out of it, and he can obviously ignore it.

But why couldn't her heart be ruthless at that time?
Now, isn't she still the same, stupidly obsessed with wanting to know everything about the past, what will happen after knowing?
When all the truth is revealed to the public.

Where did I go by myself.

As if everything was doomed, Su Xiaoyan felt that all of this was a debt she had to repay. She owed the Su family, no, it should be a debt to Su Zhengkang, a debt of upbringing, and this kind of debt was simply repaid.

Turning her head, she found that Manman had passed out on the bench, and she was lying on it, her mouth opened and closed, as if she was talking about something.

Su Xiaoyan who leaned over listened, but couldn't hear clearly at all.

She helplessly helped Jiang Manman, who was already drunk and smelled of alcohol all over, to the bar.

At this time, the bar has completely quieted down, without the noisy sound.

It was almost four o'clock in the middle of the night.

Wei Lan lay on the bar counter and drank a lot of wine, she was in a daze as if she was dreaming.

Su Xiaoyan left Jiang Manman on the bar, greeted the off-duty workers, and she started to tidy up.

The bar was a mess with opened wine bottle caps everywhere.

In addition to these, she has to take care of two women who are drunk and unconscious.

After quickly cleaning the countertop and mopping the floor, Su Xiaoyan wiped the sweat off her face, then turned her head, and found that Manman had slipped from the high stool at the bar, and the man had passed out drunk on the floor.

She wanted to help it, but found that it was very heavy. She tried to help it up a few times, but she almost slipped and fell to the floor.

Seeing this, Su Xiaoyan could only close the door of the bar first.

When I just walked to the door.

A red sports car flashed by.

Seeing Su Xiaoyan shook her head, turned around, fortunately only two women were drunk, if Ms. M was added.

She really didn't know what to do tonight.

(End of this chapter)