Distressed Concubine

Chapter 32
A quarter of an hour later, Qing Fu stood awkwardly opposite the young lady, wringing her handkerchief with some dissatisfaction.

Brother Shenxian is so kind, why did Miss hurt him so much?Although the young lady seems to have known him not long ago, this kind of thing cannot be judged by the length of time!

Others don't know, but she knows that although Brother Shenxian seems to be elusive on the surface, his concern for Miss is from the bottom of his heart, otherwise why would he listen to her rambling all morning?

He pays special attention to the things that the young lady likes. Few men are willing to care about these trivial matters. She also told Ye Yun back then, but Ye Yun's reaction was just a noncommittal smile.

Although she was stupid, she could tell that Ye Yun listened with his ears, and Brother Shenxian listened with his heart.

She had a feeling that Brother Shenxian liked Miss very much, even more than Ye Yun.

Nalan Ruixue looked at the little girl who didn't know who she was angry with, she couldn't laugh or cry, cleared her throat, and asked, "Well, when did he come?"

Qing Fu let out a disdainful "hum", turned her head to the other side, and did not answer.

Nalan Ruixue opened her eyes wide and blinked several times, she couldn't believe that Qing Fu, who grew up with her since she was a child, was angry with her because of an outsider, so she said angrily: "Then when did he leave, did you see?"

Qingfu glanced at her like an idiot, pouted and said, "When you kiss."

"You!" Nalan Ruixue tried her best to hold her breath, and then suppressed the urge to hang Qingfu up and beat her, and asked patiently: "Before or after that?"

For some reason, she still wanted to know if he had seen her final rejection.

"Aren't they all the same? I've hugged them all. Don't you want people to watch you two kiss before leaving?" Qingfu's teeth itch in anger, and she doesn't know what's going on in Miss's mind!
She is simply the biggest idiot in Tianzihao, even more stupid than her.

So he didn't see it?Nalan Ruixue felt that her heart had cooled down again, and she couldn't get angry with Qingfu, so she said helplessly, "Did he say anything when he left?"

Qing Fu was slightly taken aback, then said firmly, "No!"

Although it was only for a moment, she was quickly caught by her. She glanced suspiciously at Qing Fu, whose expression was starting to look a little unnatural, and said leisurely: "Really?"

"Not really!"

"Okay, go to my father and get his wedding dress back then, maybe you need to change the size, hey, I don't know what Ye Yun will look like in it..."

Qingfu pouted her mouth into the sky, glared at her annoyedly, turned around angrily and left, came back after a while, and put a long box on the table.

"Here, he gave it to you!"

Leave after letting go, too lazy to stay in the house anymore.

Nalan Ruixue looked at the half-foot-long and one-finger-wide carved pear wood box in front of her, feeling a little uneasy, wondering what would be inside...

After rubbing the surface of the box three or four times with her jade finger, she opened the copper lock and slowly opened it.

In an instant, she froze in place, the silver hairpin twelve lancets, the dagger, the necklace, the ring...all the things he forcibly took away when they met for the second time.

What does he mean?Was he here to say goodbye?
That's why he returned all the things to her, and that's why he left without saying a word, and that's why all his previous oaths were... lies?

Laugh at yourself, why is she so stupid?He is a man with the world in mind, no matter whether she is Nalan Ruixue or Su Mo, how can she stop his ambition to dominate the world?

Today, Xu Shi saw Ye Yun and thought that Ye Yun was the real 'Su Mo', so he left.For him, why should people who have no interests care about...

What? If you're not Su Mo, I'll fix you too. '

Thousands of words, but also just a lie.

She was still the Nalan Ruixue that the world ridiculed.

Nothing but pride.

Nothing but responsibility.

This is exactly what she wanted!Using Ye Yun to achieve the purpose of making him give up, since this matter has been resolved in advance, it is good.

Since then, Nantong has no worries, and the two have never met each other since then.

Packed up her mood, and slowly closed the wooden box. The things that belonged to her were inexplicable, and she didn't want to touch any of them. She threw them in the bottom cabinet under the dressing table, turned on the couch and fell asleep.

In the dream, she was wearing a plain white dress and walking alone in the snow-capped snow, surrounded by Liuling snowflakes flying wantonly, for some reason, it was so cold, so cold to the heart.

The moon-white figure in the distance merged with the wind and snow, looking at her lightly.

The moment she stared, she turned and left.

"Don't!" She exclaimed and sat up, only to find that the sky was pale fish-belly, and she slept all day and all night?
He raised his hand to wipe the sweat off his forehead, but his hands and feet were already cold.

Sighing slightly, after practicing martial arts for so many years, he still couldn't seem to get any warmer. Thinking of the near-real dream just now, he shook his head irritably.

Why can't she forget that scene, and when she thinks about it, she feels a twinge of pain in her heart.

It wasn't until she got on the soft sedan chair and smelled the thin fragrance of flowers outside that she came back from the daze. She couldn't even remember exactly when she got on the sedan chair...

Opening the sedan chair curtain, the peach blossoms in March in Kyoto are everywhere, and the last beauty is blooming through hard work, but she feels that the world seems to be filled with a sense of defeat.

Is he gone?He should never bother her again.

Close your eyes slowly, don't want to think too much.

The distant bells echoed in the mountain stream, and she and Nalan Ruqiu both kowtowed and burned incense in front of Master Guanyin.

"My sister's marriage came so suddenly, it really shocked my sister." Nalan Ruqiu closed her eyes and whispered, her voice indifferent.

She closed her ears, didn't want to speak, and didn't bother to speak.

Ru Qiu pondered, and then said: "You and my sister have been in the husband's family for 16 years, and we won't have the opportunity to have such a long talk in the future. Is my sister still unwilling to talk to me?"

"What do you want to say?" She said coldly.

"Lord Feng!"

"He?" He opened his eyes, looked at Ru Qiu who was looking at her sideways, and sneered. "Prince Feng, what is there to talk about? If you want to get to know him, you have a lot of time after marriage."

"But I want to know what kind of person he is in my sister's heart!" Ru Qiu's eyes were firm, not allowing her to refuse.

"A person I will never care about in this life."

"Since that's the case, I'm relieved." Nalan Ruqiu chuckled, but there was a trace of jealousy in her heart. She was so arrogant, didn't she care?She doesn't care why Lord Feng is still obsessed with it?
If Lord Feng hadn't asked me about today's plan the day before yesterday, I was still complacent, thinking that after so many years I finally won a round in the marriage, looking at me this time, I am so ridiculous.

Nalan Ruixue slowly lowered her eyes and chanted again. "What I think of him is not important, what matters is how he thinks of you."

Speaking of this, whether she can understand it is her business.

How does he see himself?Nalan Ruqiu couldn't stop sneering in her heart, it really didn't hurt her back to speak while standing.

A man who couldn't even figure out the age of his wife who was going to pass right away, could she expect him to look at him differently?
Ruqiu looked up at the kind and gentle Guanyin Buddha statue in front of her, feeling more and more unwilling, she clenched her fists tightly, and nails covered with Kodan penetrated into her skin.

She doesn't believe it, she will live under the light of Nalan Ruixue in this life, she is a concubine and cannot become a concubine, but if her husband's heart is tied to someone else, Nalan Ruqiu's life will be in vain up!
After burning incense and praying for blessings, they went to the meditation room in the backyard to have vegetarian tea as usual.

Pushing away a meditation room in the west corner of Dongyuan, Nalan Ruixue obviously felt that the smell of the room was not right!Like sandalwood mixed with a light floral scent.The natural vigilance made her ready to go out of the house, Nalan Ruqiu raised her eyebrows slightly when she saw this, walked into the meditation room and sat down.

"Does my sister despise this Zen room that my sister ordered? Forget it, there is a difference between the concubine and the concubines. My sister should go to the room, Ziling, and make the Anxi tea I brought."

Nalan Ruixue used her internal force secretly, but she didn't seem to be affected at all. Could it be that she was thinking wrong?Looking at the peach trees planted on the hillside outside the window of the meditation room, she felt at ease, and turned around and walked back to the kang in the meditation room.

Nalan Ruqiu's red lips raised an imperceptible light smile, then made tea with bare hands, and handed Nalan Ruixue a cup.

She took it, sniffed it lightly and put it down. "I don't like Anxi tea very much, Qingluo, make Biluochun for me." She had to guard against this second younger sister.

"Yes, Miss." Qing Luo actually wanted to persuade Miss to leave, the smell in this room was weird, and she couldn't tell where she was uncomfortable. Looking at Miss's calm appearance, Qing Luo was only slightly less worried, after all Miss Today I only brought her here alone, and her martial arts are only average.

Nalan Ruqiu was not annoyed when she heard the words, she just took the tea she didn't want to drink and handed it to Qiu Ling. "My sister doesn't like drinking, so you should drink it. It's a pity that this song is so bubbly." The voice was eccentric, as if accusing her of not knowing good things.

It's another aggressive method, she sneered, she never used this method!

Seeing this, Nalan Ruqiu also smiled thinly, as if she had hit a wall, and she didn't want to speak again.

The time was passed by tasting tea, Qingluo and Ziling went to get the evening fast, and they could go back home after eating.But Nalan Ruixue only felt more and more tired, and her mind began to feel a little dizzy.

Could it be that sleeping too much hurts your vitality?She raised her eyes and looked at Nalan Ruqiu who was not unusual at all.

They entered this room together, if something happened, she should have something to do too.And she didn't even dare to drink Ruqiu's tea, so she would be tricked for no reason.

I wasn't in a good mood, so I didn't care too much.

But after a while, his body began to burn hot, faintly as if biting by ants and insects.

wrong!She was vigilant in her heart and tried her internal strength secretly.

I was shocked in my heart, I have no internal energy at this moment, and this test, my whole body is even weaker, like cotton, I just want to lie down.

Although Nalan Ruqiu is not skilled in martial arts, but she is the daughter of a military general, she has learned some skills, seeing her like this, she knows that the medicine has worked.

"Sister is not feeling well?" She smiled sweetly, a little heartless, and did not hide the evil in her eyes.

Nalan Ruixue shot sharp eyes at her, stood up silently and wanted to go out, she wanted to cleanse herself of her hostility by fasting today, she didn't bring any weapons, Qing Luo had an antidote on her body, as long as she could go out, she would be fine.

How could Nalan Ruqiu do what she wanted?Grabbing her arm, with only a slight movement, her legs softened and she fell back onto the kang.

"Sister, why are you in such a hurry to go out? Sit with my sister for a while."

"Nalan Ruqiu! What do you want to do!" She glared angrily, her eyes undiminished.

"Yo, are you still so angry now?" Ru Qiu slowly sat beside her, stretched out her hand to stroke the bangs of her forehead, with a graceful posture.

Nalan Ruixue glanced coldly, probably understood her motive, and sneered, "For Nan Feng?"

"You don't care who I'm for!" Ru Qiu turned her head angrily, and gave her an angry look, but couldn't get used to her knowing everything!After thinking for a while, he smiled and said, "You seem to be able to control other people's minds? Why don't you guess what is waiting for you today?"

(End of this chapter)