The inescapable ex

Chapter 115

"You really are my daughter..." Lu Junwen looked at her excitedly.

The last time I went back to the countryside to find her, but I didn’t know what I met on the way. Fortunately, I met her again after going around. The little baby who just popped out of the belly at the beginning has grown so big now, " You already knew?"
"After returning to the village last time, the neighbor's Aunt Deng said that my biological mother came to take care of me. Not long after I left, I remembered that I met you on the road, so I described you to her, and she said it was you." Xie Huan did not cry , her voice didn't fluctuate, she just spoke flatly.

"I asked for your aunt's phone number later, and then I asked that you were adopted by a real estate owner named Zhang in Mushi when you were a child." Lu Junwen had tears in her eyes and her voice was hoarse, "These years... how are you doing? "?
Xie Huan's heart shrank heavily, and said indifferently: "Very good, very good."

Lu Junwen's eyes dimmed.

Xie Huan said to Jiang Yuan in front again: "Please drive to the procuratorate, I live near there."

Lu Junwen froze slightly. She would rather accuse her and question her than her own daughter treats herself as a stranger who just met, without hatred or miss, and even unwilling to say more, "I'm not a good mother , Xiao Huan, I know you hate me very much..."

"I hated it at the beginning, but then I didn't feel it anymore." Xie Huan suddenly looked at her, his eyes were dark and cold, "In my memory, I don't even have any memory of what my mother was like. After a long time, I thought I I don’t have a mother, so I don’t hate you, so you can pretend you never gave birth to me. Anyway, it’s been different for more than 20 years, so why come to find your daughter suddenly after more than 20 years, everyone is unfamiliar and unfamiliar.” .

Lu Junwen was stunned, then quickly lowered her head and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I thought your father was still there, he promised that I would take good care of you, last year I accidentally saw your father's friend a long time ago, and I didn't know He went when you were eight."

Hearing her mention of her father, Xie Huan looked into the night again with sore eyes.

"Your grandfather was the commander during the period of reform and opening up, your grandfather was a major general, and your grandmother was a professor at the Medical Research Institute. I am the only child in my family. I was spoiled and spoiled. I lived a life of luxury since I was a child. I can have everything I want. In 26 years Before... I was admitted to the military academy in Mushi, and I met your dad here. He is only two years older than me, but his family is poor. He came out to work after finishing junior high school. The mutton kebabs taste very good, I bought them almost every day, I didn’t pay attention to them at first, but after a long time, I found that your father is really good-looking, with deep eyebrows and eyes, and very simple and honest.” Lu Junwen paused, laughing in the memories of the past Smiled, "It's funny, isn't it, a young lady would fall in love with a mutton skewer, but at that time when she was young, her feelings would come when she said it, even desperate, I don't remember when your father insisted on waiting every day. I passed by his stall, if one day I didn’t walk out of the school gate, he would worry and miss me, and gradually I began to feel his heart, there were no other boys chasing me in school, but they didn’t like him The same throbbing, he never said he loves me, he just thinks of ways to make me happy when I am full of pressure, takes me to fun places in Mushi City to relax and ride a bicycle, when I find myself attracted to him, I can no longer extricate themselves."

"What I remember most in my life is that he was a big man crying and saying that he was not good enough for me. He cried very sadly and said he shouldn't provoke me, but he couldn't control his heart. At that time, I thought that since love should be together, Even selling lamb kebabs with him and living a poor life with him is still happy. In the last year of graduation, I didn’t go home for the New Year. That was the time I was pregnant with you. My parents and elders knew about me and him. Forced me to abort the child, I was unwilling and unwilling to listen to what they said, which hurt the hearts of my parents. They decided not to control me anymore. I stayed in Mushi after graduation. We lived a happy life for half a year. , your father has very little savings left, and you just happened to be born, and you have a child to raise, and life is even more difficult, so I have to go out to work. My parents originally wanted to arrange me into a government agency when I was a professional. But without my family relationship, I couldn’t get in at all, and the major I studied was useless, so I had to find a job as a clerk, relying on others every day, and being scolded by the boss if I didn’t do well. Being looked down upon by others, trampled underfoot, lacking even self-esteem, hiding and crying several times, plus your father is busy making money, the love between us has also begun to change, at first I suffered from him He would comfort me and encourage me, but as time went by, his pressure increased day by day, and he no longer cared about me like before. Gradually, I became unwilling to live such a life. My family was always at the top. Why did I It takes a lifetime to live this kind of life, I have a great future to go, I envy people who wear well and live well, instead of being squeezed into a ten-square-meter house with a kitchen and a bedroom."

"So...you're gone", Xie Huan turned around at some point and said softly.

"Yes, I'm gone. I left you and returned to my parents. Your father is a very good man. He didn't keep me in order not to let me suffer with him. After I went back, my parents arranged for me The opportunity to study abroad also helped me hide my past. When I came back, I married the secretary-general of Wenzhou City, that is, Hang Song’s cousin, for my own future. He is a very talented but conservative man, and I can’t accept it. My wife had a child with another man, and I work in a government department, any past may hinder my future, so I didn't dare to look for you, until my husband died of illness last year, and unexpectedly I found out that your father is not here, so I came to look for you." After Lu Junwen finished her narrative, her eyes were already red, and there were neon lights on the surrounding roadsides at some point, and she entered the urban area.

"Oh, you are a high-ranking official now, and your husband is dead, so don't be afraid anymore." Xie Huan didn't know whether it was grief or pain, "Is it true that if my father is still alive and your husband is not dead, you will never come to me, just Like I was never born"?
Lu Junwen lowered her head dumbly, the aloof Ji Gaoguan looked like a ashamed person.

But she didn't need to say it, Xie Huan already understood, because she was actually the same kind of person as her mother, "Actually, I am very similar to you. I have struggled hard. When I was young, everyone except my father disliked me. Look down on me, I hated all the people who looked down on me at that time, I am not reconciled why others have snacks but I don’t, I am not reconciled why I can only pick up other people’s old clothes to wear, I am not reconciled that I am so young just to please people around me The elders of the family do a lot of dirty and tiring work."

"I'm sorry..." Lu Junwen reached out tremblingly and covered the back of her hand, "I didn't fulfill the responsibility of being a good mother, and I made you suffer too much."

"Needless to say I'm sorry, even if you stay, my life may not be much better, it's just one more person suffering, you gave birth to me and gave me a life, there is no reason to be responsible for raising me, let alone What's more, people are selfish, and we don't owe anyone." Xie Huan looked forward and said: "Mr. Jiang, please stop on the side of the road ahead, you are almost home."

"Xiaohuan, do you really don't want to recognize me as a mother?"Lu Junwen took her hand and asked sadly.

"I admit it, so what if I just admit it, isn't it necessary to throw it into your arms or hate you and scold you like the TV said?" Xie Huan said indifferently: "You just gave birth to me. In my eyes, my relatives are only members of the Zhang family. I believe you should have other children besides me. You don’t have to worry too much about it. Today, I just met someone I haven’t seen for a long time. If there is an opportunity to meet in the future, it will be the superiors and subordinates."

After Xie Huan finished speaking, she opened the car door and walked into the dim streetlight without looking back. The air after the rain made her figure hazy and determined.

Lu Junwen stared blankly for a long time, and finally sighed deeply after a long time, "Among my children, she is the only one who resembles me the most when I was young."

Jiang Yuan comforted: "Madam, don't worry, she will recognize you one day."

"She won't recognize me," Lu Junwen smiled bitterly, "As she said, she has no affection, no hatred, no love for me...".

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Zhang Shengguang was squatting at the door of the apartment, playing with his mobile phone boredly. When he pricked up his ears and heard the "ding" sound of the elevator, the figure he had been waiting for for a long time finally came out from inside.

"Damn girl, did you turn off your phone on purpose?" Zhang Shengguang rubbed his hands and walked forward. Before he got close, he saw the person walking straight towards her with blank eyes, lines of crystal tears on his face, and heavy and ethereal steps. , he was startled, "Xie Huan, what's the matter with you, who bullied you again."

"It's okay." She shook her head, took the key to open the door and approached the house, her movements were mechanical and powerless.

"It's nothing, it's something." Zhang Shengguang closed the door tightly, "Is it because my brother bullied you again, and what did he say to irritate you?"

(End of this chapter)