The inescapable ex

Chapter 185

He froze, blood dripping on the floor, "Mom...".

Liang Fengrong screamed and cried: "You were born ten months after I was pregnant. If you scratch your own hand now, you are scratching my flesh. Your father is right. You were born when you were three years old. I almost got lost, we shouldn't have found you back, so you can save us from drawing a knife in our hearts now."

The shrill cry made Zhang Shengguang's eyes turn red, "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...".

"If you want to row, I'll accompany you, I'll accompany you as a mother." Liang Fengrong suddenly grabbed the tiles on the ground and scratched them in her hand.

Zhang Shengguang hurriedly stopped, "No, Mom".

"Don't you like to hurt yourself, don't you care about our feelings as parents...".

"Mom, I was wrong, I was wrong", Zhang Shengguang suddenly knelt on the ground with a "plop", and then cried: "Don't hurt yourself".

"You will also be heartbroken." Liang Fengrong let go of the tile, raised her hand and cried and beat him, "For so long, put yourself in my shoes and think about how I feel now. Who do you think you are showing your sadness to? Can she see it? The ones who got hurt were us parents, if I were Xie Huan, I wouldn't feel sorry for you, an unfilial thing, look at your father, your brother, and your friends, who is like you."

Zhang Shengguang let her beat him, he deserved it, he was too selfish.

Liang Fengrong was tired from beating, and she was exhausted from crying. She grabbed his hand and stopped a taxi overnight to go to the hospital. The doctor helped him wrap his fingers around from left to right. He looked at the thick bandage on his hand, I didn't feel any pain at all, the pain was still in my heart, and Liang Fengrong shed so many tears along the way.

"Photon, all I see from you is cowardice. Apart from abusing yourself to force Xie Huan to sympathize with you, what else do you have?"After paying the bill, Liang Fengrong came back and looked at her son sitting under the pale light and said earnestly, "If it were me, I wouldn't forgive you either. Women don't like men crying, and they don't like men kneeling at every turn. It's the sign of cowardice."

"Mom, I know, I know I'm useless, but I really don't know how to ask her to forgive me other than these things." Zhang Shengguang looked at the reflection on the ground lonely. At this moment, how much she wished for him to be by her side. Cook a bowl of noodles for yourself, fry an egg fried rice.

"Give each other some time. This matter was originally your fault. If you force Xie Huan to forgive you, have you ever thought that she is unwilling? You are forcing her, and you will let her escape. Further, your behavior makes her even more annoying, all you can do now is to cheer up before she comes back, don't you want to see a depraved, decadent man who will die for her when she comes back, What she wants to see must be your progress, your efforts and your abilities."

A ray of light finally burst out from Zhang Shengguang's ashen eyes.

Liang Fengrong continued to work hard, "Or you hope that Huanhuan will be more handsome in the future. If that happens, she will look down on you even more."

"Mom, you're right." Zhang Shengguang suddenly cheered up and straightened his back. "I can't do this anymore. What I want her to see when she comes back is that I finally have the ability to be her reliance, so that she can believe in me again." Me, come back to me."

He will not give up. No difficulty in this world can make him give up the obsession that has already taken root in his heart.

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As everyone knows, Xie Huan left for two years.

On that day, after she embarked on the journey of XZ, she encountered altitude sickness on the way and slowed down the trip. On that magical land, she saw the vast snow-capped mountains, the vast grassland and the blue sky that seemed to be palpable. The scenery there It seemed that she was in another world. While admiring the beautiful scenery, she couldn't help but think that it would be nice if there was another person by her side when she was alone.

She stayed in XZ for nearly a month, and then went to Yunnan. The beauty of Yunnan is romantic and luxurious, but she didn't like it. After completing the exit procedures, she took a car to Thailand, Ruili, Tengchong, Nepal, and India. Although these countries are beautiful, they are not very safe. At midnight, she encountered a few small riots. She saw poorer people. When she was in India, some girls in their teens and even women in their 50s and [-]s They are prostitutes, and their lives are like hell, which is shocking and unforgettable for her life. She took pictures with her camera and traveled among these countries all the way. In two months, I went west and went to the Middle East.

There are vast deserts and Arab-style dancers. During the journey, she helped a man in his fifties, and he also traveled alone. He said that she looked a lot like her daughter-in-law. He was very talkative, Gentle old man, they went to Dubai together and traveled to more than ten countries. Xie Huan couldn’t imagine the hardships. His skin was tanned and rough. He almost fainted from heatstroke several times. Back home, fortunately, she had this friend by her side, so she gritted her teeth and persevered. Unfortunately, three months later, the first friend she made had to return to the country due to health reasons, and they parted ways.

Xie Huan, who embarked on the journey alone again, could hardly adapt at first, and she once again had the idea of ​​retreating, and once returned to the airport.

She even began to wonder why she gave up on having a good life but went out to travel and suffer, whether she was doing it on her own and looking for trouble for nothing.

But when she saw the photos taken in the camera for several months, she immediately cheered up again. This is an experience and a test of life. She has learned so much, seen so much, and experienced so much along the way. So much, so how can it be suffering.

But maybe it was too bitter because she forgot to look for the happiness of the journey. In order to find this happiness, she went to Europe, to Greece, which she had never been to for a long time, on the island of Mykonos, a carnival on the beach. The man in green beach shorts sang and danced on the table. He was handsome and two meters tall. Xie Huan later met him when he was taking pictures at the bar. His name was Corey, he was an American, and he liked the scenery here. Come down, the personality is open, enthusiastic, and romantic.

It’s just that in Greece, which is far away from China, and didn’t know her, she suddenly wanted to try to escape the days of those two people, she exiled herself, she wanted to do something she never dared to do before, he took her to swim , Surfing, talking guitar to her alone at the beach, and they kissed her on the first night they met.

He is a man enough to make people forget all their troubles. They traveled to every corner of Greece. They were together for two months and did all the romantic things, but Xie Huan had to leave this place, and it was impossible for him Follow yourself.

I was reluctant when I left, but when I started the journey again and arrived in another country, I suddenly found that I didn't have much regret for Kerui.

It seems that she can get rid of that feeling by leaving that place. Although she is also sad, after meeting this person, she finds that the past is like the last world. She doesn't remember the hurt and pain very much. She seems to be numb. , but she seems to have added more enthusiasm to the front, and she even began to truly let go of the past and no longer stick to it.

It took her half a year to travel all over Europe, she met a lot, made a lot of friends, she danced and screamed in the streets at Carnival in Spain, she got drunk at Oktoberfest in Germany, she She no longer looks like Xie Huan from before, but she likes herself very much.

When I went to Africa, I met another Duan Jiangyi who was also from China on a cruise ship in the Mediterranean. I met an old acquaintance in a foreign country, and the two quickly became acquainted, especially because the other party was a very powerful professional photographer. Xie Huan's language is very familiar, and Xie Huan respects and admires this person.

Unlike Corey, he is very serious but considerate behind his back. He will pick and eat all the sweet onions you hate, and when you return to the hotel, he will suddenly send you a fresh one from the street that you are very satisfied with. The little gift that I didn't buy, will also help you cover the quilt when you sleep at night...

But he wanted to go back to China, and he asked her if she would go with her, but she found that she liked him, but she still couldn't make any sacrifice for him.

She went to Canada by boat and crossed the Atlantic Ocean. Unfortunately, she encountered a big storm at sea. The sea was full of water in the stormy, lightning and thunderous sea. They escaped in a small boat. She almost thought she would die. Well, she hasn't seen her family for a long, long time, and she hasn't had time to call. If it's so heavy, they probably don't even know she's dead.

But God was kind to them. They stayed at sea for three days and were rescued by a small boat. When they arrived in Canada, the first thing she did was to call Zhang's home.

She told them that she had been safe.

It was the first time in more than a year that Liang Fengrong received her call, and she was so excited that she almost cried.

She sent text messages to everyone, Zhang Sijing, Wei Yuhuan, Tang Qi, Hurd, and even Lu Junwen, but she didn't want to send it to Zhang Shengguang, not because she still hated it, but she still had lumps, but she couldn't find it The reason should be sent to him.

Maybe some things still have faint traces, and she is not relieved enough, she has to keep going until the day she can let go, and she must be able to really let go.

(End of this chapter)