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Chapter 258 Life
Xiaodong didn't know when Qin Lie came back that night. At first she was panicked and wanted to comfort her son, but then she fell asleep at some point, and she fell into a deep sleep. She didn't wake up even once during the night——

You know she usually wakes up once or twice at night.

Xiaodong took care of Ada himself, and did not hand him over to the wet nurse.

This is not to say that she doesn't trust the nurse Wang An found, she herself trusts Hu very much, and treats her almost like a mother.But what was she doing when she wasn't looking after her son?

In modern terms, she is considered a full-time housewife.

Take care of housework, husband and son.

Since you don't have to work outside the house like a professional woman, the family is tired, and you only have to cultivate one-third of an acre of land, and you have to give the child to the nurse to take care of it, which is a bit unreasonable.

Besides, Xiaodong is not willing.

She herself was raised by Hu - but there was a reason for that.

Mother passed away early.

Ada is also very clingy to her, calling mother when she is hungry, calling mother when sleepy, waking up from a dream to pee or mother.

Since having a child, Xiaodong thinks less and less of his previous life.

One is because of busyness. People who have never raised a child really can't imagine that raising a child will involve so many things.

The second is because...a certain corner of my heart has finally resigned to fate.

Raise your hand to fate, to this era, to this child who is connected with your blood.

She was finally determined to regard herself as a person of this era.

She is a daughter, a wife, and more importantly, a mother.

She is no longer a guest of this era, but a bystander who stays out of the way.

In fact, it is no longer.

But I couldn't really accept this in my heart.

After all, she came from a more advanced, developed, civilized, and free place.

And here... Although the life is superior, rich and expensive.

But there was nothing here that she was used to and loved.

In her dreams she often goes back in time.

When I dream of the present, I am often at a loss, sometimes even fearful.

This kind of situation is intermittent, and it is serious at first, and then it gradually becomes less and less.After giving birth to a son, it gradually disappeared.

Sometimes she even felt that her previous life was just a dream.

When Xiaodong woke up, it was already dawn.Mrs. Hu came over to help her wash and wash.

Overnight, the weather seemed to return to midwinter. Although Xiaodong did not go out, but other people in the mansion said that the streets were already in a state of desolation. Many shops were closed and vendors were not doing business. The road seemed to be swept by a strong wind. Clean, pedestrians, vehicles and horses don't know where to go.

People who live in the capital, even if they are just ordinary people, have far more sensitive political sense than people in other places. They may not all know the news of the third prince's death, but they at least know what happened and know how to hide at home.Who knows what might happen when you go out?
At this time, Shen Fang actually came to the door.

Xiaodong was very surprised.

Are there any guests at this time?
But when this time comes, there must be something important.

Shen Fang's eyes were red, she didn't apply makeup, she looked like she hadn't slept all night.

"Sister Fang? What's wrong with you?"

When most people have grievances and pressure, they may be able to bear it by themselves, but if others come to care and ask, their emotions will usually burst.

"I..." Before Shen Fang could say anything, tears flowed down her face: "Bao'er's father... didn't come back last night..."

Xiaodong's heart sank: "Brother-in-law... isn't he going to the Yamen?"

"No, a few days ago they all made up time off because they were so busy during the Chinese New Year that they didn't even have to take a day off... A friend said to go hunting with the third prince, and strongly invited him to go too, but he didn't care about face, so he followed to relax. I said I was supposed to come back yesterday, but I didn't. I sent someone to inquire with his friend. If there is no news, I don't say anything. The situation is still very wrong. Today... Seeing Beijing like this today, I really can't sit at home live."

On the side, Bao'er was already a half-sensible little girl, she tugged at Shen Fang's sleeve and said, "Mother, don't cry."

Xiaodong understood Shen Fang's feelings.

Although Meng Hui has various problems, he is not a very good husband, nor is he a very good father, but most men in this era are like this. Give it to the wife to take care of it. Although there are aunts and housekeepers, they will not be allowed to go past the wife.He won't make his daughter happy, buy her this or that... But almost everyone is like this.

This guy wasn't great, but he wasn't bad either.

He is the backbone of Shen Fang and the pillar of this small family.

If he falls down, Shen Fang... will basically have no happiness for the rest of her life.

Why did I just go...

Xiaodong hesitated for a moment, but decided to tell the truth.Even if she doesn't tell the news, everyone will know it later.

Moreover, Shen Fang lived in the palace for a long time, serving as a servant to the princess. She understands the court and has seen the cruelty of power struggles. Unlike other women, she can understand.

"The third prince died accidentally in the hunting ground."

Xiaodong only said this sentence.

Shen Fang's face was pale, she was stunned for a while, and then asked in a low voice: "Then..."

"There is no other news, now we can only wait."

Xiaodong guessed right. After Shen Fang heard the exact news, she calmed down, wiped her face, picked up her daughter, fed her tea, and asked her if she was hungry.

"Sister Xiaojuan gave me sesame cake in the morning."

The child felt in his bosom, and found out half of a cake that had been crushed.

"Mom, eat..."

Shen Fang patted her daughter's head: "Mother is not hungry."

Xiaodong knew that she must have never eaten, at least not in the mood to eat well.I didn't eat in the morning, so I ordered someone to fix a few simple meals.Ah Da was hugged from behind by Mrs. Hu, this child was never afraid of strangers, looked at Bao'er curiously, and went up to hold her hand.

Xiaodong said softly, "This is Sister Baoer, don't you remember?"

Ah Da called out bluntly: "Sister."

Bao'er was preoccupied, but she still smiled at him, looking very shy.

Ah Da was very forthright and took out his newly beloved colorful beads to share with Bao Er.When the food was served, neither Xiaodong nor Shen Fang had much appetite, but they both ate actively.

At this time, you can't be self-confident.Gather your strength for what's coming next.

Shen Fang left with Bao'er after dinner, and Xiaodong promised her that if there was news of Meng Hui, she would be notified as soon as possible.

Ah Da was a little reluctant to part with Bao'er, so that Shen Fang, mother and daughter walked away for a while, and he was still so unhappy that he couldn't cheer up.

He has few playmates.

Xiaodong thought, after this incident, maybe he should find some companions for him.

Well, that's it.

Maybe every day is our last day on this earth, and no one knows what will happen tomorrow.

Even if the sky is going to fall tomorrow, we still have to spend it well today.

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This time, the countdown is really over. .real!
If I break my promise again, I will become 180 jins. . .

(End of this chapter)