Ghost doctor: Princess please come to the throne

Chapter 816 Mother, My Heart Hurts So Much
Chapter 816: Mother, my heart hurts
The shadow remained motionless, as if he hadn't noticed that someone had entered the room.

Nalan Ronghua, dressed in snow, walked slowly to his side, followed by squatting down, without the queen's aloof demeanor, at this moment, she was an ordinary mother, feeling sorry for her son.

Still that sentence, the truth, everyone understands.

But the knife didn't fall on your own heart, and you will never realize how painful it is for others.

Nalan Ronghua knew everything clearly, but could only watch helplessly. There are always so many helpless things in this world, beyond human reach, let alone forced. She could rationally persuade Ling Xiyue to see her heart clearly, But in the end, he still felt sorry for his son.

The man who was dressed in snow clothes in the past, like a fairy jade, sat with his knees hugged on the cold jade floor, under the window sill, curled himself up into a ball, with his head bowed and deeply buried in his knees.

Motionless, as if frozen.

On his snow-white clothes, patches of deep red condensed into dark red, and the smell of blood lingered faintly in the air, mottled with moonlight, unable to illuminate this dark corner, let alone dispel the loneliness in the room.

"Snow clothes..." Nalan Ronghua stretched out his hand and lightly placed it on his pale fingertips.

The man in a slouch trembled slightly, but he still didn't raise his head. Instead, he shrank himself even tighter, not wanting others to see him like this, or in other words, unable to face himself like this.

The mist in Nalan Ronghua's eyes lightly rose, "Xue Yi, people are not sages, no one can do anything wrong, people will make mistakes, you don't have to be too harsh on yourself, everything is still in time, it's not too late."

The man's shoulders moved slightly, and he slowly raised his head to meet his mother's eyes.

Even through the dark night, he could clearly see that those cold black pupils were scarlet red, messy and messy, the hair on his forehead was falling down, and the corners of his pale mouth were still stained with blood, "Mother... ..."

With a trembling sound and two shallow words, Nalan Ronghua burst into tears.

It seemed that he saw that night more than ten years ago, the child with silent eyes opened his heart and gently called his mother for the first time, but this time, he was more fragile than ever, as if once again, Abandoned by the whole world.

"I lost her..." Nalan Xueyi lightly raised her hand, trembling slightly, looking at her palm filled with dried blood, with scarlet eyes, murmured in a daze, "This time, I really lost her completely." she's..."

She is clearly still there, in a certain corner of the world, well, but he has lost her forever, and he is too cowardly to dare to see her again.

And, almost, just a little bit, he killed her and the person he loved the most.

This is all his fault, Yue'er will never forgive him.

Seeing his son in such a distraught state, Nalan Ronghua's heart ached, and he closed his blood-stained hands and held them tightly, "Xiyue is a good boy, she will understand you and forgive you, all of this is also a yin and blah blah blah blah Mistake."

I can only say, God's will tricks people.

Bei Chenyan's departure and Xiyue's amnesia gave Xueyi hope, but it was this little hope that completely pushed Xueyi into despair.

"No, it's me, I know everything..." Nalan Xueyi shook her head in a trance, her peerless face was in a mess at this moment, she let out a laugh, her smile was shattered, "It was me, I sealed Yue'er's memory, I thought , if she met me first, everything would be different..."

He laughed intermittently, mocking himself, "When Xuan Ye first appeared, I knew he was Bei Chenyan, he didn't die, he came back..."

Nalan Xueyi looked at her mother with shattered eyes, as if a child was admitting his mistakes to his mother and telling his crimes, "I know, Yue'er has thought of all kinds of things, she didn't want to come to the snowy area with me, but I Sealed her memory again..."

"Three Mountains and Five Clans were massacred, it wasn't him who did it, and I know it, but I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled, every time I become the one who is abandoned, I want an excuse, an excuse that can kill Bei Chenyan. "

He had done so much, and Yue'er finally chose him, once, only once, but things turned out to be what he least wanted to see.

His own fault made the one he loves pay the price.

He was wrong, very wrong.

However, it was too late.

If before Yue'er left the extreme northern snow region, if before everything else, he gave her the letter of divorce, gave her everything she wanted, and let her go, then maybe Yue'er would forgive him.

now……

He has made a mistake to the end, and he will live forever and never turn over again.

How could Yue'er trust him again, before that, he had already decided to turn back?There is no longer any friendship between them, she will no longer listen to what he has to say, and she will no longer even want to see him.

Nalan Ronghua's eyes were deeply shocked.

She didn't expect that there would be such twists and turns.

But the more she knew, the more she understood that this love was impossible.

There is nothing heinous, Xueyi just wants to grasp this warmth too much, and the muddy feet are deep, unable to extricate herself.

Only she knows what this warmth means to Xue Yi, but she is too persistent to make mistakes again and again.

Affectionate, lifeless, hurting others, hurting oneself.

"I'm not reconciled..." Nalan Xueyi looked at his mother, his body was covered in blood, which made his cheeks paler and his lips trembled, "It was he who pushed Yue'er into my arms with his own hands, and it was he who pushed her into my arms with his own hands. Give it to me, but now you want to take her back, how can there be such a reason in this world?"

Nalan Ronghua's heart ached, "Xueyi..."

His ink pupils were scarlet, and they were so fragile that they would break if touched. He looked at his mother helplessly, "As soon as he comes back, he will take out my heart. Who asked me if I could bear this kind of pain?" lose?"

"Xueyi, good boy..." Nalan Ronghua felt a sudden pain in his heart, stretched out his hand, and stroked his son's messy hair with trembling fingertips, comforting him like a child, "I don't want to, we don't want to... "

Why, fate played tricks on them like this.

Xue Yi has to bear the crimes he has suffered.

She originally thought that, just like her, she couldn't love her, but she didn't want to dig it out of his heart.

"But I'm in pain..." Nalan Xueyi clutched his sleeves tightly with both hands, leaving large swathes of bright red, wrinkled, and his finger bones were so pale that there was no blood. He lowered his head, his voice trembling, and said hoarsely, "Mother, my heart it hurts."

(End of this chapter)