Kuai Chuan's rejection of the current position

Chapter 11

Confessions of Liu Xixiong
The first time I saw Su Feng was not his real person, but a photo secretly taken by someone else and put on the Internet.

At that time, she was still a freshman who had just received the admission letter, and went to the school’s post bar to watch with excitement and anticipation. At that time, there were many hot posts about tall buildings, and the hottest one was:

"August [-] Those Male Gods of Our School"

It was in that post that she got to know Su Feng, a brother from the Department of Architecture who was one level higher than her. It's the side face, almost all the bar friends think that in terms of side face, no one can compare to Su Feng.It's not entirely because of his facial features, but more because of his temperament, calm and focused.Didn’t I say that a serious man is the most attractive.

Attracted by the photo of him sitting by the window, she inquired about the time of the meeting for new and old students of the Department of Architecture, and went to watch the real people, but she responded to that literary and hypocritical word: One glance misses life.

If a photo is just an ordinary work, then a real person is a delicate work of art.Sitting there with a tall and straight figure, his eyes are calm and indifferent.When he spoke, his voice was as deep and magnetic as his own.His real person is as perfect as his resume, at least she thought so at the time.

From that day on, she would go to the library to look for him every day when there was no class. Fortunately, his position has hardly changed. At first, she was satisfied simply by seeing him from a distance, but gradually she was no longer satisfied. Such voyeurism.Finally one day she made an excuse to ask a question and talked to him for the first time.

"Senior brother, hello." At that time, she was very worried. After all, they didn't know each other at all. To be precise, if he didn't know her, would he be regarded as a frivolous girl?
However, it was not as she had worried. Although his attitude was a little alienated, he still politely responded to her greeting.When she asked him about advanced math questions, he was not impatient, and explained to her patiently. Even though she always pretended not to understand and asked him to explain each question several times, he did not reveal it. With a little bit of impatience, the heart sinks bit by bit like this, and there is no way to escape.

I still remember that it was Friday evening, she stopped him in the quiet stairwell, not confessing, but declaring her mood and decision:
"Su Feng, I want to be your girlfriend."

At that time, she had been asking him questions for nearly two months.At that time, he didn't answer anything, just gave her a light look and left.If you give up at that time, maybe there will be nothing later.

After that, she pestered him for nearly three months, plus the previous one, almost a semester.During those three months, even if he changed the study place, she would run to every corner of the library and all the study rooms until she found him.

On the first day of the new semester, she continued to look for him. I remember that she was a little nervous at the time. If I haven't seen him for a holiday, he will forget her, right?Wouldn't someone else take advantage of it?
But who would have thought that he actually smiled at the first sight of her. Although the smile was very faint, it was the first time he smiled at her. At that time, he said: I promise you.

Just like that, after she chased him back for a semester, she got to be with her male god as she wished.

I thought I would be happy if my wish came true, but it didn't.The way they get along is almost the same as before. He never took the initiative to call her, he never took the initiative to come to her, he never took the initiative to hold her hand, he never took the initiative to hug her, everything It was she who took the initiative, and he just stopped refusing.

90.00% of their topics are related to study, and the remaining 5.00% is her gossip, and he listens.But there was never any other expression on that face, nor was there any disturbance in those deep eyes that she had been intoxicated by.

Countless times, she felt that this kind of love was too tiring, and she couldn't hold on anymore, but she also remembered that when she ran into a senior senior student in the Department of Architecture, she had quietly told her that once she accidentally saw Su Feng's A wallet with her picture in it.Later, she went to look at it secretly, and it was true. It turned out to be a photo of her ID. I don't know where he got it.

It was this unintentional discovery that supported her all the time. Whenever she felt very hard, she would secretly tell herself: He liked her, but he didn't show it.

On the five-month anniversary, on such a special day, when he couldn't even satisfy her little request, the grievance that had been suppressed forcibly seemed to be unable to be suppressed anymore, just like a sudden burst of water. The flood, pouring out, came ragingly, and could not be stopped at all.

(End of this chapter)