Kuai Chuan's rejection of the current position

Chapter 90

Liu Ziqin's monologue.

"A daughter is completely dependent on her mother."

When she said that sentence, she was actually not very willing, and even thought about telling her mother what she really thought in her heart.But thinking of the long-standing friendship between the Su and Liu families, and seeing her mother's satisfied expression, she knew that as the daughter of the Liu family, she could not object.Forget it, even if this marriage fails, who knows if the next one will be as she wishes?

Thinking of the palace banquet not long ago, when I met him far away.Indeed, just like the rumors in the market, Little General Su has a handsome appearance, a tall and straight figure, and an extraordinary appearance, but his eyes are full of ice, and even seeing her, the future wife who is engaged, does not seem to add any warmth.No wonder the little sisters would admire his heroism when they talked about him, but they rarely hoped that their future husband-in-law could be such a man.That's right, someone who is so cold is probably a person who doesn't know what to do. It should be more difficult to marry.

In the days of waiting for Jiji and their wedding, the only pleasures are to pester my father for advice on poetry and essays, and pester my elder brother to inquire about some interesting things about the students.

That day, she was quite surprised to see her elder brother coming to the door suddenly. She knew that her elder brother never liked to tell her what happened to her friends in the school, because he knew her thoughts, and he was afraid that his sister would be distracted by what he said. , so even though my brother loves her very much, he rarely visits her on his own initiative.

Regarding the wooden box and letter that her brother said was sent to her by Su Feng, her first reaction was not to believe it.Such a person would send gifts to the door so abruptly?Her intuition was that her brother was lying to her, and she even felt that her brother was playing tricks on her.But when I opened the wooden box helplessly and saw that there were agarwood bracelets inside, I suddenly believed it again.Although agarwood is good, it is not as exquisite as jade bracelets, not as beautiful as agate, so dull is also in line with his temperament.Just hearing from her brother that he had been wearing the bracelet originally, and it didn't have the little bell, she rubbed the bracelet that might have been contaminated by the other party's breath, and at that moment she had a strange feeling in her heart.

As soon as I stabilized my mind, I heard my brother say: Talent?
He has read a lot of poems and books and has a rich collection, why does the Su Feng that the elder brother said is not the same person as what she saw and heard.It's just that my brother may tease her, but he will never lie, let alone the kind of lie that can be easily exposed in the future.But that suddenly told her that all the previous impressions were wrong, and it was really hard to accept, even though she replied at the time that she was superficial.In the evening, after thinking about it, she was still a little unwilling to go to her brother again, and looked through the legendary "Wen Yuan Ji", and when she saw the comments in the strong and powerful font next to it, she really realized She believed that fact from the bottom of her heart, she was wrong.

Before going to bed, I dug out the painting again and looked at it. The technique is very simple, but I caught the charm again. I suddenly wanted to see him draw complicated pictures. It must be very pleasing to the eye.Put it in the bottom of the small wooden box on the dressing table, where she used to hide secrets.

I don't know what the reason is, probably because it feels a bit strange that what was once worn on his wrist is now on her wrist, anyway, she doesn't want to wear that bracelet.But for some reason, the bracelet seemed to have an inexplicable attraction to her, so she simply put it under the pillow in the end.Before going to bed, she still felt uncomfortable for her awkwardness all day, and she blamed that man.

But why did that man still go into her dream?
At that time, she didn't dare to tell her mother about that matter. Whether it was her own difficulty in explaining or the content of it, she chose to remain silent.I wanted to pretend that nothing happened and just wait for marriage with peace of mind. As for what will happen in the future, I never thought that she would meet him again.

It was also after that meeting that the relationship between her and him changed drastically.Her attachment to him surged out with that willow sentence, with that hug, and with that familiar Leng Xiang, which could not be restrained at all.As long as I hear his name, I can't help but miss him, as long as I see him, I can't help but want to get closer.His hugs, his kisses, and even his stroking her more will not be disgusting.The rules her mother taught her in the past ten years, and the study of nushu were all left behind by her, and no matter how many times she tangled and torn, they were all reduced to ashes after meeting him.

She was so unreservedly sinking into it, so deep that she couldn't extricate herself but she was willing.

(End of this chapter)