Sheng Chong: Leng Shao's Lover for a Hundred Days

Chapter 505

Cheng Lingxuan froze there, but then she smiled and said, "No, how could I have a bad life? Is there anything I can't get? What else can't I solve?" What about it? So why do you think I'm not doing well? Are you wrong? In my eyes, there is nothing I can't achieve? People in the Cheng family have always been arrogant, but maybe I Without the protection of the Cheng family, I may not be able to live in peace outside, maybe I have been covered with a layer of cloak by the world. But this is not a bad life, but a manifestation of maturity. If it was me before, Maybe I won’t show such vulnerability in front of Ah Che, but now I will, because I think the days when someone protects me is happier! Momo, you must have been protected by your family since you were a child, and you have been protected by your family until now I am with you, so I never know how much ups and downs there are in the outside world, but I also hope that you can continue like this. If it is not because of my stubbornness, I may not have any troubles like you in my life. troubles..."

"No worries? But why do I feel that I have endless worries now?" Fang Mo stepped forward, squatted by the lake, picked up the stones by his feet and threw them into the lake, causing one after another ripples. "Being with Han Che is my dream. My dream has finally come true now, but this dream has always made me feel a little uneasy, as if the dream will break at any time. I was worried about you before, because You are what Han Che looks up to all his life, and he will never forget you in his heart, so I am very afraid that your appearance will cause some problems in our relationship. But now you tell me that you will not be with Han Che, Han Che may have promised me the future, and I should have been satisfied, but now... I don't know what the reason for that inexplicable sense of crisis is, and I'm always flustered."

"That's because Ah Che still hasn't given you the most sense of security. If he gave you enough sense of security, you won't feel this way anymore." Cheng Lingxuan also walked over and sat directly on the ground , with his legs hanging down on the lake, the toes of his toes pointing to the lake, a faint smile hung on the corner of his lips, "But Ah Che has always been such an indifferent man, he has never been too indifferent. Putting his feelings in front of others makes people watch directly. He is used to locking up his heart, even if he really cares about it, he is not willing to take it by force, but guards it silently. Ah and I Che has known each other since childhood, but he doesn't seem to be really close to anyone, but I know that in his heart, he still cares about those relatives and friends, even more than his life, but he doesn't care about them. He is good at communicating and expressing. Momo, he is such a man, but if he is the one he believes in, he will definitely stick to it and will not change easily because of anything. So don't hold any doubts about Ah Che. The attitude of distrust, because he is such a person, it’s not that he doesn’t care, but he doesn’t know how to express it.”

Fang defaulted to listening to Cheng Lingxuan's words sincerely, and felt that Cheng Lingxuan's understanding of Han Che had reached the point where she was ashamed.She smiled awkwardly, and said, "No wonder Ah Che has missed you deeply for so many years, and will never forget it. It turns out that you are really a woman worthy of Ah Che's love. A girl who knows all the details about Che...Actually, Xiao Wu, do you love Han Che too?"

The smile on Cheng Lingxuan's face froze obviously, she sat there not knowing how to answer.In fact, during these years of wandering abroad, she thought more than once that if she hadn't left so stubbornly back then, but had chosen to listen to her father's advice and marry Han Che, maybe they would be a very loving couple now, just like the two Brother Cheng Nian'en is the same as second sister-in-law Fang Xiaoxue.They are also baby parents who were set up by their parents as a joke when they were young. When they grew up, they rebelliously escaped, but in the end they chose to obey and get married. But now their lives are so happy, one son and one daughter, one you and one me, just like this for a lifetime A generation.It can't be described as such a soul-stirring relationship, but it makes people feel so sweet and happy.And it was because of her rebellion that she became what she is now, unable to return to her home, and shameless to return to her home... "If I loved Ah Che, I wouldn't have left for so many years and never returned." Cheng Lingxuan Containing the sadness in his eyes, facing the rippling lake, he said calmly, "If it is possible for me and Ah Che, we won't miss so many years. Now no matter what, I won't pester Ah Che any more. Che. Did you know? Che always loved me and chased after me. I really hated him. He was in the same class as me and was my deskmate since I was a child. I didn’t know before When we were young, Ah Che was the closest person to me, because we were about the same age, and I was two months older than her! Although when we were very young, we didn’t know what a baby kiss was, and what was a husband and wife , but Ah Che has always regarded me as his wife. He is a very good and obedient boy, but he fought for me more than once, and even took the blame for me countless times, and was beaten by his father Many times. Every time I saw him covered in injuries, I was very sad, but he always told me that it didn’t hurt at all, and he just pretended to be pitiful. At that time, I didn’t know what it meant to be brave. So I believed it was true, and gradually felt that it was normal for Ah Che to take the blame for me, so I didn't feel any so-called guilt. We played together in kindergarten, and he stopped all the boys from showing me Well, because he stopped all the boys who liked me and PK with them. Of course, in Ah Che’s world, the so-called PK is the PK of brain power. He was never good at force. Later I gradually realized What does it mean to be angry with you, what is a husband and wife, I gradually feel alienated from him, and I am no longer so close. I always avoid him, but no matter how I escape, he always follows me, sometimes I was anxious when he followed me, so I beat him up, but he was never angry or angry. But the more he looked like this, the more I hated him, so I fled to the United States as soon as I graduated from junior high school I went to study abroad, and then I met Gu Mingcheng... Momo, do you know? If I hadn't met Gu Mingcheng in my life, I might gradually hate the foreign world and return to China, maybe I just accepted it. Che, we've been married since then, and now we may even have children... Maybe this is fate, God arranged it like this, so that I have nothing to do with Ah Che for the rest of my life..."

Cheng Lingxuan's whole body was gradually filled with sadness, and she began to cry in a low voice. She regretted that period of the past now, but it was useless to regret.Because she did all of this, she didn't listen to her parents and insisted on leaving, she insisted on leaving with Gu Mingcheng, so the current situation is her own fault, she can only knock out her teeth, swallow with blood, except Besides, she has no other choice. She has no way to tell others, because she is not qualified anymore, and she has no face to speak out... Fang Mo looked at Cheng Lingxuan crying sadly, and didn't know How should I persuade her, I can only watch like this, and finally stretched out my hand and patted her back gently to comfort her.

After spending an afternoon by the lake with Cheng Lingxuan, Cheng Lingxuan kept crying in depression for a long, long time.Fang Mo saw that the sky was getting late and the temperature was getting colder, so he said aloud: "Xiao Wu, it's already getting late, the cold air is not good for your health, let's go back. Don't stay outside for too long. And Han Che will be back soon, let's go back, otherwise Han Che will frown again when he sees it!"

Cheng Lingxuan nodded, wiped away her tears, looked up at Fang Mo and smiled, and said, "I'm sorry, I made you laugh. I haven't had anyone to talk to for so many years. Although I don't Say what's in your heart, but it's still comfortable to cry for a while in front of someone you can share with. The sky is indeed cold, let's go in..." Cheng Lingxuan stood up, Fang Mo quickly supported her, The two walked back together.

Just as Fang Mo settled Cheng Lingxuan and lay on the bed, Han Che appeared in the ward with a lot of food in his hand.Fang Mo and Cheng Lingxuan's colleagues looked over, Han Che walked over with a smile, and said, "I bought you dinner, all of which you like to eat!" Han Che said and put the things on the cabinet, Turning around, she carefully looked at Cheng Lingxuan's face, nodded in satisfaction, and said, "Well, it seems to be recovering pretty well! But you still have to be careful, don't get too tired."

Cheng Lingxuan nodded with a smile, then looked at the food on the table, and said, "Ah Che, what did you buy? I'm hungry too, and she has been taking care of me silently for a whole day. She should also Very hungry. Let's have dinner!"

Han Che nodded, pulled the table over to set it up, and then put all the food in front of Cheng Lingxuan, and said: "You like purple potato porridge, and there are a few light dishes Momo, come over to eat too, I'll bring you your favorite barley porridge and fish-flavored shredded pork. Hurry up and eat while it's hot!"

Fang Mo hurried over and looked at the sumptuous dinner on the table. She took a breath, nodded in satisfaction, and said, "Wow, it really is my favorite! Ah Che, thank you You, you have a heart!"

(End of this chapter)