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Chapter 585 I Decided To Give Up Treatment

Although Mu Xiu put his main attention on the little mice, he always devoted a little energy to the girl next to him.

Even from his point of view, Araya Soren's comment on Asakami Fujino was indeed short and concise, accurately summarizing her essence——

"The existential malaise who comes into contact with death and takes pleasure in it."

In fact, even if he has not mastered the terrifying ability to awaken the origin, Mu Xiu also knows that if Asakami Fujino awakens the origin, then what is the greatest probability of the attribute of the origin itself.

--"distortion".

Those who are awakened by the origin will be bound by the origin.

It's just that most people don't realize their own origin. This is because once a person becomes aware of his own origin, he will be swallowed by the origin.

After all, origin is some kind of chaotic impulse, conceptually similar to primitive instinct, and also similar to fatalism.It refers to all things, including life, which already have a direction at the beginning, and will inevitably develop in this direction.

For human beings, this kind of directionality will produce a kind of primitive impulse, but there is still the possibility of suppressing it with the inborn personality and wisdom.However, because its essence is the absolute command at the core of all things, it cannot be changed even after reincarnation.

——Therefore, even if human beings know it, they cannot fight against the directionality that is the cause of their own existence.

This is because the personality of ordinary human beings generated within less than 100 years cannot cover the existing core meaning from the creation of chaos, so it is bound to be dominated by the directionality from the root.

But everything has advantages and disadvantages, and everything in the world has two sides. It is impossible for everything to be good but not bad, and vice versa.

Therefore, although origin awakeners will pay the price, they will obtain the accumulated past lives, thus becoming a mixed group that exists for all generations, and will also obtain the powerful power brought by the origin attribute.

For example, the origin of Bai Junlixu's awakening in the original destiny trajectory is "eating".Aozaki Chengzi's comment on this is "If he has the origin of eating, Bai Junlio's previous life should be a predatory creature."

Moreover, he is the kind of person who is aware of his own origin before awakening the origin. Before he really awakened, he had the idea of ​​eating the person he had killed by mistake, and he actually put it into action.

Asakami Fujino is undoubtedly in a similar situation. She mastered the magic eye that distorts everything, and later even distorted her own concepts.

She became a murderous monster who tasted blood and took pleasure in killing.

But just like Bai Junlisu eating people, she should also be affected by her own origin... because "distortion" is her essence.

While Mu Xiu was thinking, the girl's voice had already sounded——

"So...is that the reason?"

Asakami Fujino's expression was very tangled, she bit her lower lip, and finally nodded with some disappointment: "It means that my essence is actually such a distorted existence?"

Is it because of this that I feel joy when I see the pain and death of others?

She couldn't tell if it was a sigh of relief or something else, but she did feel complicated at the moment.Because if one's own essence is very distorted, then such distortion is not one's own choice.

It's a certain factor that has been determined innately, no wonder she.

"Theoretically, it is true." Mu Xiu nodded in agreement, and then said with a sigh.

The girl does not have the will to awaken the spiritual power of the absolute self, but as an ordinary person, she is conscious of her own origin and cannot suppress the chaotic impulse. This is the source of the tragedy.

But in the next second, he suddenly felt that something was wrong.

"That—" In Asakami Fujino's slightly surprised expression, Mu Xiu twitched the corner of his mouth, turned his head and asked softly: "I didn't say anything to you just now, did I? I didn't say anything, did I?"

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"Mr. Mu Xiu, you just... weren't you talking to me?" Opening his mouth, Asakami Fujino looked at the boy in front of him in surprise, as if he didn't understand why he said such words.

Obviously just talking to himself about a bunch of unheard of things, but now...

Wait, talking to yourself?

"I seem to understand something, Mr. Mu Xiu... Well, should I forget what you said before now?"

Probably because she realized it, the girl's expression suddenly became dumbfounded, and there was an inexplicable... pity in the sight of Mu Xiu?

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"As expected, did I say it again?" In the unspeakable silence, although there was a quite relieved smile on his face, Mu Xiu's gaze was always wandering.

But just a few seconds later, he shook his head vigorously, as if he had calmed down, his originally empty gaze suddenly became unshakably firm——

"Forget it, don't forget, I'm... used to this kind of thing."

...Wait, can you get used to this kind of thing?
No, don't get used to this kind of thing!Trying to correct this problem is the point, isn't it?

Mu Xiu's words that he couldn't complain about, as well as his far-sighted expression, made Asakami Fujino hold back his next words.

But precisely because of this, she couldn't help but feel a sense of humor, and at the same time, the uneasiness and tension in her heart seemed to disappear immediately.

Mu Xiu laughed at himself like a self-deprecating, and then took a long breath.

Now that he's said it, he didn't hide it at all, so he entered the topic without delay: "How much did I tell you just now... Forget it, what do you have to say about what you just heard, Fujino?" idea?"

"Thought?" Asakami Fujino hesitated for a moment, his face became a little weird, "Mr. Mu Xiu, you said... I will become a murderer in the future. Is this true?"

Sure enough, she still seemed quite entangled in this matter. She was destined to become a famous figure like Jack the Ripper in the future?
Well, it's very possible. Now it's exactly 1998. Isn't it very appropriate for me to reproduce the style of London's murderer at the end of the century in Guanbuzi City?She couldn't help thinking wildly.

Mu Xiu couldn't help but curled his lips slightly, stared at her and said in a low voice: "Is this the first thing you care about? You really don't have to worry about this. You will pay attention to this issue first, which means that Fujino, you are still a very normal woman. child……"

Then, without waiting for the girl with reddish cheeks to say anything, he waved his hand and pointed to his own eyes.

"I've told you before that if you don't have the eyes to see through the world, then the magician is not enough to be called the highest rank. It just so happens that I am one of the highest rank magicians..."

Although before he became the highest magician, he had already developed the habit of fighting, no matter how advanced his magic skills were and even mastered the field of magic, he still preferred to rely on his own strength to solve problems.

But this is indeed not wrong, he is one of the highest magicians, and isn't doing his job properly a proof of the highest magician?
——Pretentiously reciting a few spells, and then swinging the sword when the enemy is not paying attention, this is the dignity of the Crown Caster!

"The highest magician..." Asakami Fujino looked directly at Mu Xiu's blue eyes, and found that they were not pure blue.

To be precise, it is a bright iridescent color with blue as the main body, which can only be seen through careful identification.Recalling the knowledge that the other party had just told her before, the girl knew that it was the highest inhuman "eye" among countless magic eyes.

Because the level of magic eyes is distinguished by color, ordinary magic eyes emit red or green light, powerful magic eyes are golden, and magic eyes of God's Domain are like jewels and rainbows.

This means-

"I can see the past and the future, so I know some things, but the future is not fixed, otherwise everything would be meaningless, so you don't have to worry about it, Fujino."

Mu Xiu said lightly, explaining why he knew those things in a light tone. After all, it is better to say that he has EX-level clairvoyance than to say that the other party is a character in a fantasy work he has seen.

And Asakami Fujino didn't know much about it, so he took him there ignorantly.

Clairvoyance itself is just the most common magic eye, and only those who have reached the EX level can have the ability to see through the world, but even so, the owner's eyes will not change, and there will be no jewel-level magic eyes or rainbow magic eyes. feature.

Of course, strictly speaking, Mu Xiu is not lying to her.

"It's like I want you to see this kind of scene... Huh? Why did another one die?" Turning around, Mu Xiu calmly pointed at the holographic image projected by the white ball of light in the sky, and then slightly I was taken aback.

But in an instant, he returned to normal, his face remained unchanged, as if nothing had happened, and he continued to speak calmly——

"The origin is something ordinary people can't detect, but there are always people who are born close to their origin. Fujino, you are that kind of person."

"So it's unwise to avoid this problem. There is always a possibility that you will realize your own nature one day because of some factors. Choosing to ignore the problem will not solve the problem, it will only make it worse when it explodes. violent."

"My suggestion is that if you really can't avoid it, you should take the initiative to meet it, see clearly the crux of the problem, and then solve it, or you can control it within your acceptable range no matter how bad it is."

The original Asakami Fujino was like this. She didn't understand why she felt overstepped because of hurting others, and why she felt the real sense of survival because of killing others.

That ferocity, which was far from her usual self, made her feel surprised and unacceptable.

But that feeling is so clear and real. Being ignorant and ignorant, she keeps rejecting her actions rationally, but emotionally she becomes more and more obsessed with the things she has done.

In the end, it is natural that you will sink deeper and deeper into the quagmire, unable to extricate yourself.

Mu Xiu now wants to let her understand that her essence is an abnormally distorted existence, but it does not necessarily mean that she has completely distorted her concept. This is not something that she cannot really fight against.

"Because your willpower is not strong enough to suppress that chaotic impulse in turn, so simple suppression cannot last long. The key is to control, neither blindly suppress nor completely indulge."

Asakami Fujino nodded thoughtfully, and then looked at the holographic image on the light sphere.

Mu Xiu smiled softly: "It's just what you think. To put it coldly, you need to know how to choose a target... To torture and kill ordinary people without any explanation is a murderous maniac, but if you choose to eliminate harm for the people, naturally It's a superhero."

The best way, of course, is to control that primitive instinctive impulse at all times.But it's too much for ordinary people, especially at the beginning.

So in many cases, blocking is worse than sparse, and if you really can't control yourself, it is better to consciously choose a better object to vent your impulse, so as to get through the most difficult period in the early stage.

After that, just get used to that primal instinct and things get a lot better.

(End of this chapter)