Genius cute treasure: Yan Shao has a deep routine in chasing his wife

Chapter 1004 Amnesia
Can not remember?

Xu Anning was taken aback.

Why can't you remember your Huaxia name?Is it a subjective factor or an objective factor? "I don't remember" these three words contain too many meanings!

As if seeing the doubts in Xu Anning's mind, the Marquis said lightly, and continued: "It's actually like this, about 20 years ago, I lost my memory..."

Amnesia?

The astonishment in Xu Anning's heart was even worse.

"What happened?"

"What exactly happened, actually I can't even remember that. I forgot everything, including where I came from, who I was, what my past was like... everything, nothing. I remember. There are only some things that are engraved in my blood and become a habit. For example, I can speak Chinese."

The Marquise narrated lightly, with a very calm tone.

Amnesia is obviously a very scary thing, especially when you forget your past and don't even know who you are.

Xu Anning has also experienced amnesia, she can understand that feeling.My heart is always empty, as if it is tightly wrapped by a thick layer of cloth, I can't see clearly, I can't see through it, I will feel inexplicably flustered, afraid, and even have a serious sense of suffocation.Especially at night, that feeling will be stronger.Recurring nightmares, even rely on drugs to maintain in the early stage.

And Madam's situation is even more serious than mine. I don't know how desperate Madam will be when she first realizes her amnesia!

But now, she said it so calmly, she must be very strong inside!
Because of empathy, Xu Anning instantly felt sorry for the Marquis.

She frowned slightly, and parted her red lips lightly: "It must have been very painful, I'm sorry to mention your sadness..."

"No, this experience is not my sorrow, although it is indeed painful, but without it, I would not have met the Marquis."

The Marquise smiled slightly, her tone was like gentle flowing water.

"Are you the Marquis you met after losing your memory?"

Xu Anning asked along the topic.

"Yes. To be precise, the Marquis picked me up."

Speaking of this, the Marquise covered her lips and teeth with her slender fingers, and smiled shyly like a little girl.

"Get it back?"

Xu Anning didn't realize it for a while, and thought that the Marquis had lived in country F for too long, and she was not very accurate with some Chinese words.Unexpectedly, the Marquise nodded seriously.

"Yes, pick it up."

The Marquise picked up the teacup again, took a sip of the black tea, and continued, "I lost my memory because of an accident. I don't remember many things. I just remember that it was the Marquis who saved me. Those days went well." It was very bad, a lot of nightmares, I didn’t know where I was, it was very painful, and I was very scared. Fortunately, he was with me all the time, helped me find a doctor, and even asked a psychologist to help me treat my illness..."

Recalling those difficult years, it seems that because of the company of the Marquis, the Marquis did not have much pain on her face.

"Afterwards, my body gradually healed. Although the lost memory was still not recovered. But my mental state has improved a lot, and I gradually realized that I couldn't do without him. And he felt the same way about me... ..."

The Marquise described the past in a simple way, her eyes shone with a light, as gentle as water.

It turns out that there is such a touching love story between the Marquis and the Marquise.Although there are only a few words, the significance of the Marquis to the Marquis can be seen.People who have lost all the memories of the past can live a very happy life now, which shows how much the Marquis has spent.

Such feelings are really enviable.

"So that's how it is..." Xu Anning said softly, "Then your coming to Huaxia this time is related to your previous experience?"

The Marquise smiled and shook her head.

"No, this time I came to Huaxia, just to relax together."

Xu Anning was a little surprised.

When she realized that she had lost her memory, she struggled and suffered. Even though she knew that memory was painful, she still had the idea of ​​trying to find the truth.People like myself who have not completely lost their memory have tried to find the truth.A person like the Marquise who has completely lost her memory, isn't she curious about her past?
After so many years, have you never tried to find it?
The Marquise looked at Xu Anning with gentle eyes, and seemed to have guessed her thoughts.

"Actually, this is not the first time we have come to China. Over the years, in my very vague memory, I remember that I have a family. It is a feeling, and there is no way to prove it. With this feeling, I have never given up looking for my life experience and family. I was in poor health before, and the Marquis came to China a little more often for this matter. But I have never gained anything..."

As the Marquise said, there was a clearly visible sadness in her eyes.

"You know, my identity restriction prevents me from using the power of the media, so I can only find it by myself. But my memory is too vague, and Huaxia is so big..."

As the marquis of country F, there are indeed some restrictions on her status, which is something that cannot be both.

Xu Anning could feel the other party's sadness, and she also felt a little sad in her heart.

The Marquise seemed not to let her sadness affect the first-time visitor, so she adjusted her state and showed a gentle smile again.

"Stop talking about this, tell me, why do you want to know my Huaxia name?"

"Actually it's like this..."

Xu Anning took a deep breath, not knowing what to say.

Before coming to see the Marquis, she guessed many reasons and possibilities, but she didn't think of amnesia.Originally, I thought that if I asked the name, everything would be easy, but I didn't expect to ask about the experience of amnesia.Recalling the painful feeling when she first recovered her memory, she couldn't bear to stimulate it too directly.

However, she could see the longing for lost memory between the Marquise's words, and maybe her inquiry was also a good thing.

Sometimes the lost memory cannot be retrieved, just because the correct stimulation was not performed.Such as myself.If it weren't for Bai Qianqian's phone call, she might not have recovered her memory until now.

Thinking of this, Xu Anning secretly clenched her fists and mustered up her courage.

"I don't know if you know the Huaxia Yan family?"

The Marquis didn't know why Xu Anning didn't answer her question directly, but instead said something that seemed completely irrelevant.

She lowered her eyes, thought hard for a while, then raised her eyes to look at Xu Anning.

"Miss Xu, I'm really sorry."

PS: early~ one more arrival~
(End of this chapter)