love you into the dust

Chapter 39 Never Lose Her Again

Lin Chu was in a daze for a moment, and slowly withdrew his hand from Lu Jingchen's palm, "You're right, I won't forgive you easily."

Hearing this, Lu Jingchen's heart that was already hanging high was instantly pulled to the edge of the cliff.

He should have expected such a result. Who made him distrust her so much?
It's just that things have changed now, he just wants to treat her well in the future and try to make up for the year she was hurt in the middle.

"Chu Wei, you are right not to forgive me, but..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Chuwei interrupted him: "You don't need to tell me these words anymore, I understand what you mean, but now I want to talk to you about another matter."

Lu Jingchen breathed out, pulled her arm into his palm again, and said, "Well, tell me, I'm listening."

"There's one thing, I think it's necessary for you to know." Lin Chuwei withdrew her hand again, and then put her handbag in both hands, preventing him from touching her again.

Obviously what she was going to say next happened just a few days ago, but she seemed to be talking about something that happened a long time ago, her face was calm, and her expression hardly changed.

She said: "I was pregnant with your baby, but then I took the baby away, and I had an abortion without telling you."

She ignored the reasons why she had to remove the baby, and the timing of the operation, and only briefly explained to him what she had experienced.

Lu Jingchen was shocked when he heard her say "I'm pregnant with your child", subconsciously made him extremely happy, but before he was even happy for a second, he heard her say that she had taken the child away.

In an instant, there was a sense of sight that was pulled from the edge of the cliff just a second ago, and pushed off the next second.

Lin Chuwei didn't give him too much time to buffer, and continued in a cold tone: "Lu Jingchen, you hurt me a year ago, and as revenge, I took away your child."

She didn't ask him if he would forgive her behavior, but took all this as a way of repaying, she said: "So, now you don't need to feel guilty about me, anyway, I have already retaliated against you, in the future, we will be even gone."

Lu Jingchen's hand on his leg tightly gripped his fist, his nails were clearly trimmed very short, but the palm of his hand was still almost bleeding.

He gritted his teeth, trying not to let his emotions explode.

He told himself in his heart that Lin Chuwei was pregnant with his child, and there was a child between them.

It's just because he caused too much harm to her, so as a price, she let him lose this child.

He shouldn't blame her, and he doesn't have enough confidence to blame her.

He was just afraid.

He would rather her cry to him and make trouble with her, but he just can't accept her so-called "bridges return to bridges, roads return to roads, the ends of the world are irrelevant, and they will be evened out in the future."

In this life, he will never lose her again, and never have nothing to do with her again.

After an unknown amount of time, he brought his consciousness back to his eyes.

Turning his head, looking at the woman's exquisite side face, he comforted her as if comforting himself: "Chu Wei, thank you for telling me this, but it's okay, we are still young, and we will have children in the future."

Lin Chuwei chuckled inwardly.

Yeah, he still didn't care that much about her after all, so he didn't care that much about the child they lost.

It was the same a year ago, and it is the same now.

However, these are irrelevant. Anyway, she is just fulfilling her obligation to inform. As for whether he cares about it or whether he will be sad, it has nothing to do with her.

(End of this chapter)