Song's love letter

Chapter 103 Funeral
"Song Ji. I'm sorry." She looked at him, feeling guilt slowly wrapped around her heart: "I made you worry."

"It's okay, Wanwan, it's okay." He sighed and reached out to hug her tightly.

Ruan Shu was probably touched by these words. In the following days, she began to go to bed on time and cried less easily.Overall, my mental state has improved a lot.

Song Ji put down all the work in Jinzhou and stayed here with Ruan Shu.The team of doctors who took care of Gu Sijing gradually expanded to more than 300 people.

In fact, after Gu Sijing's illness was diagnosed, Song Ji used the best doctors and the latest medicines, but the illness came like a mountain, and everything was just delaying time.

The new year is also starting to draw to a close.

Gu Sijing's health went up and down during this period, and finally broke out with the end of the new year.

Ruan Shu couldn't remember what happened that day. She only remembered that her mother was joking with her, and then suddenly started vomiting blood in the next second.A large amount of dark blood gushed out from her throat, dripping on clothes and sheets.

Ruan Shu was so panicked that she felt weak.Her eyes also seemed to be covered with a layer of blood, and everything she looked was red.The whole world is dark red.She gradually became a little out of breath, and the dark red in front of her eyes couldn't melt away.In a trance, she saw Song Ji push the door open and come in, with obvious panic on his usually cold and indifferent face.

Ruan Shu couldn't remember what happened afterwards.There was a white light in her mind. She walked through the white light and saw many photos floating in the air.In the photo, there are Gu Sijing, her, and her father. All the scenes of the three of them together are like slow motion frame by frame.

Then, the paintings disappeared.

Ruan Shu stood on the spot, watching the figures of Ruan Yun and Gu Sijing slowly appear. They stood side by side, and they still looked very young.

Gu Sijing said: "Wanwan, I'm leaving with your father, you have to take care of yourself."

Ruan Yun said, "Daughter, it's time for you to learn to face life alone."

Ruan Shu only felt pain and heat in her throat, and she couldn't speak a word.Her legs seemed to be filled with lead, and she couldn't walk.

She could only stand, watching the two turn and leave in vain.

In such an empty space, as they left, it became more empty and quiet.Ruan Shu sat down weakly, and for some reason, she heard someone calling her name in the dimness.

"Wanwan." The voice was soft and unbelievably pleasant.

Ruan Shu was awakened by the voice, and slowly opened her eyes.

In the spacious and bright ward, there are wall lamps emitting faint light.On the bedside table, there is an incense for sleep aids, a reassuring fragrance.Ruan Shu saw Song Ji sitting beside the bed, in the dark, there was a faint light in his eyes.

"Are you awake?" He touched her forehead hair with gentle movements and a low voice: "Is there anything uncomfortable, huh?"

Ruan Shu shook her head subconsciously, but soon she remembered something.She held Song Ji's hand caressing her hairline, unable to speak in tune: "My mother. Song Ji, how is my mother?"

Song Ji's eyes changed slightly when he heard the words. He was silent for a while, and then said softly, "Wanwan. Mom has left us."

There was a moment of disbelief on Ruan Shu's face, and then she was defeated.She turned over and shrank her whole body under the quilt silently, silently resisting this established fact.

Song Ji pursed her lips, and said softly: "The doctors have tried their best, but the condition is deteriorating too fast, and there is no way to control it."

Ruan Shu didn't respond, just kept silent.

He cruelly wanted her to accept it, raised his hand and pinched her shoulder, and said with equal strength: "Life and death, this kind of thing, there is no way for manpower to change it, we can only try to accept it."

Listening to his words, Ruan Shu felt as if a piece of her heart had been gouged out.There is no way to change life and death.This hits the nail on the head.

She huddled under the quilt, her voice trembling: "Why are you telling me this now, I just want... I just want to be alone and quiet."

Song Ji knew her character, if she didn't become tougher, she might continue to stay in her safe zone and refuse to come out.He opened his mouth, a little gentle, a little direct: "You can be quiet, but Ruan Shu, you don't even dare to face it, how can I rest assured and let you be quiet?"

Ruan Shu found that she had a way to refute. She closed her eyes heavily, as if her breath was caught, and her breathing was heavy.The next moment, she turned around and threw herself into Song Ji's arms, crying bitterly.

"Song Ji, I feel so bad." The cry of exhausting all her strength was heart-piercing.

"I know, I will be with you." He stroked her back: "Just cry."

The new year is not completely over yet. On such a day, some people are happy, while others are disappointed.

Song Ji originally wanted to hold Gu Sijing's funeral in a low-key manner, so he only notified the members of the Song family and Gu Feng's family.But as the president of Jinzhou and the head of the Song family, his complicated social relations made him have to give up this plan.

There were a lot of people at the funeral.

The Song family, the Gu family, and everyone who is famous and respectable have come.

Ruan Shu, as Song Ji's wife and daughter of the deceased, received the guests indoors.

She was wearing a white dress, her lips were tightly pressed, and she had a stubborn and pale face from beginning to end.She didn't cry, she didn't even look sad.

The lights are brilliant, there are constant sorrows and joys, and the exquisite design is full of care.

Song Ji finished socializing and went indoors to find Ruan Shu.

She stood outside the crowd, wearing a plain white dress, with Gu Sijing's portrait behind her.The place where she stood was like a vacuum, silently keeping everyone out.

Song Ji stood where he was, and gave up the idea of ​​looking for her.

When Song Ji left the hall, he met Su Xijing and Tang Tang.They have been here for a long time, and only now, after Song Ji finished dealing with some matters, did he go up.

"My condolences." Su Xijing held Tang Tang's hand and said in a low voice.Tang Tang stood beside him and didn't speak, but the breath around him was not as sharp as before.

Song Ji nodded, with calm eyes.

Su Xijing smiled playfully: "You are not sad at all, you are also Ruan Shu's mother after all."

Song Ji looked at him very calmly, and said in a cool voice, "Ruan Shu is sad, so I am sad."

Very slick answer.

Su Xijing laughed immediately. He played with Tang Tang's hand calmly, feeling a little emotional: "However, your wife has opened my eyes. She has such a stable side. I thought she would definitely cry today. .”

"What do you think?" Song Ji's eyes turned cold: "You guys know each other very well?"

Su Xijing was not annoyed, he shook his head meaningfully, and took a step back. "By the way, Tang Tang and I are going back to City A today."

Song Ji let out a "hmm".

(End of this chapter)