Song's love letter

Chapter 151
She was like a moth to a flame, like a whale to the sea, like a bird to a forest, she threw herself at Fu Jingyan's side without hesitation.

When a person walks in the world, no matter what, there should be a vigorous one.

They kissed wantonly in the aisle of the hospital filled with disinfectant, under the eyes of everyone.

Fu Jingyan said: "Xiaolu, you are the most vivid girl I have ever seen. I met and couldn't bear to let go."

She hugged him with a smile and said, "Doctor Fu, we will be together forever."

But Ning Yebai knew, Shen Lu was very calm, and didn't even feel flustered.Because she knew that sooner or later, he would know.

That night, Ning Yebai asked her: "Shen Lu, did the Ning family treat you badly? Why, do you want to mess with Jin Zhou's people?"

He was in the room, holding her by the throat, pushing her against the wall, his eyes were blood red.He opened his mouth with a frantic voice: "Is it the pursuit of happiness? Shen Lu, I'm already so unlucky, how can you be happy?"

He completely tore off the disguise, shattering Shen Lu's last beautiful illusion about him.

Shen Lu broke his hand, her face flushed red, she was like a dying animal, caught by the back of the neck by a hunter, unable to move.

Who is more desperate?
She looked at him, and uttered a few broken syllables with great force: "Let me go."

Ning Ye smiled in vain, he let go of his hand suddenly, and watched Shen Lu fall heavily to the ground along the wall with cold eyes.

"Do you like Fu Jingyan?" He asked gently, leaned down to look at her, and mocked lightly: "Shen Lu, haven't you always liked me? Huh?"

Shen Lu looked at his face in a daze, with such a terrifying smile, she tried her best to move back, her voice was weak but firm: "Uncle, I like Fu Jingyan."

For the first time, she called him uncle when no one was in private.Can't wait to draw a clear line, so innocent that the difference is clear.

Ning Yebai waved his hand with a smile, and slapped him heavily.

He didn't show mercy, at least he used seven points of strength.

Shen Lu's head hit the wall with a dull sound.His face was in pain, his head was also in pain, and there was a bloody smell in his mouth.

He pulled her hair and forced her to look at him: "say it again."

"I like Fu Jingyan." She smiled, but tears flowed: "He is very nice, and I like him very much."

Another slap.

Ning Yebai's hands trembled slightly, he seemed to be in disbelief, after a long time, he murmured: "Do you like him?"

"Shen Lu, don't you know? From the day I brought you back to Ning's house, you can only like me. Everything about you, even your name, is given to you by me." His voice continued He regained his usual calmness: "You don't own anything, so what right do you have, who do you like?"

Shen Lu's voice seemed to be very close to him, but also far away, she said: "Ning Yebai, I am already very pitiful. I know that you brought me to Ning's house to see me suffer. So many people bully me, my parents owe you the Ning family, you can treat it as if I paid it off, okay?"

He clenched his fists, his face restrained, and he didn't speak.The next moment, he leaned over to kiss her.It's more like a bite than a kiss.One refusal, one that cannot be resisted, and finally ended with the bite mark on the corner of Ning Yebai's lips.

Shen Lu said: "Ning Yebai, don't force me."

He maintained the posture of being pushed away by her, his face was ashen, but he also knew that there were some things that he could not go back.

He said: "Just take it as a thank you for my care for you these eight years, Shen Lu, and leave Fu Jingyan."

Where does she have the right to say "no"?
"..."

Shen Lu was allowed to say goodbye to Fu Jingyan.

On that day, Fu Jingyan proposed to her.It was simply a deeper sorrow that overwhelmed all of Shen Lu's strength.

She asked him: "Jing Yan, what is your relationship with Jin Zhou?"

He hesitated, but he also said: "Xiaolu, I'm sorry, I haven't told you. My family is related to Jinzhou, and Song Ji, the president of Jinzhou, is my cousin."

The expected answer.

There was really nothing to say, she could only say: "I think we are still not suitable, with such a disparity in family background, Jing Yan, I don't have the courage to convince myself to be with you."

"Is it not possible at all?"

"Not at all."

Fu Jingyan sighed, and seemed to smile helplessly. He said, "Well, my little deer must be happy, you know?"

She nodded, but her heart became more and more desperate. How happy she is, this life is all lies.

Shen Lu stayed by Ning Yebai's side for seven full years, the best seven years for a girl until the age of 25.

During this period, he got married and married a famous daughter.And she was sent abroad by him on the grounds of studying abroad.

He visits her twice a year.

Once was spring, the season of brightly colored flowers.

Once it was winter and everything was still.

Time has been very kind to him, leaving almost no trace on him.He is handsome, rich, and unattainable in power and status, such a unique person.

The identities of the two are reversed, now she is the indifferent one, and Ning Yebai, he tried to make her happy, he would call her "Lulu" with a smile, and he said: "What does Lulu want? How can you be happier?"

This is the love that Shen Lu, who had nothing, longed for many years ago.

But now she has Fu Jingyan, even if he is not by her side, even if he may have forgotten her.But thinking of him, she felt that she had something to rely on.

Shen Lu didn't speak, but looked coldly at the flowers and snow outside the window.

In the seventh year, he came to see her.

With a pale face, he said, "Lu Lu, I'll let you go. Go find Fu Jingyan, okay?"

She said, "Okay."

The moment she opened the door and left, she heard him coughing heavily.Followed by chaotic footsteps, occasionally mixed with a few angry shouts.

Shen Lu didn't dare to look back, she thought with some gratitude that she finally left him.

It happened to be New Year's Eve that day, and Shen Lu took the last flight back to China, dragging his luggage and standing in front of Fu Jingyan's house.

Things are people, things are not things...

She summoned up the courage to ask him, "Fu Jingyan, are you still willing to marry me?"

"I would," he said.

Perhaps when the story reaches this point, it should be that the lovers finally get married.

When Shen Lu knew about this, it was already a few months later.

Under the warm and bright sunlight, she felt like entering an ice cave for an instant.

On the other end of the phone was the butler who had worked in Ning's family for decades, and he said, "Miss Shen, Mr. Ning has left some things for you."

Ning Yebai died. He died in a foreign country, and he didn't even have time to return to Ning's house to explain his funeral.

Shen Lu couldn't even ask "what relic".

The debts, hurts, and conflicts between her and Ning Yebai for so many years, at this moment, completely disappeared into a zero.

Between them, it doesn't matter what it started from, and now there is only a blank space.

(End of this chapter)