Song's love letter

Chapter 175 Letting go ([-])

Ruan Shu raised the corners of her lips with a curved curve, and her eyes were full of watery light.She looked up at Song Ji and smiled with her eyes bent.

Over the years, the best thing she could think of was that she could see this person named Song Ji just by looking up.
Su Jimu left City A that night, it was very dark and he was exhausted all day, but he went to Tang Tang's place by a strange coincidence.

Because it was late at night, Tang Tang had already fallen asleep, and he sat silently in the hall downstairs, drinking wine without saying a word.

He recalled leisurely the cold winter in a foreign country at that time, the knee-high snow was so cold that it pierced his heart.He and Tang Tang sat around the old-fashioned stove, drinking slightly spicy wine while roasting the fire.On the fireplace is a kerosene lamp, emitting a faint, faint yellow light.

At that time, Tang Tang was not so defensive and full of thorns towards him.She called him "Su Jimu", and he was crisp, and suddenly overlapped with a certain face in her memory.

In fact, Su Jimu found out that Tang Tang liked him very early, and the girl's mind was clearly visible at a glance.He should have left without hesitation, but he was a little reluctant.

I don't know if it's the innocence of this foreign country that makes people nostalgic, or Tang Tang is so beautiful, it always reminds him of his Ruan Shu.

He clearly knew that going on like this would only completely deviate her life track, and that Su Xijing would find Tang Tang sooner or later, but he still did so.He even thought about taking advantage of her.

So on the day before his departure, he deliberately told her a lot about the past.About Ting Yi, about myself.And this silly girl really ran to Ting Yi for his sake.

Did he hesitate at that time?In fact, there were, but later the hatred surged up, and it was too strong, so he deceived himself and pretended to turn a blind eye.

Su Xijing fell in love with Tang Tang, which was what he expected.It's just that he didn't expect that he would love so thoroughly and exhaust everything.

The second thing that Su Jimu didn't think about was that Su Xijing would be determined to marry Tang Tang, even if she hated him.

At that time, Tang Tang called him, and he thought about saving her.But this idea is only fleeting, and I can't even grasp it. Reason finally prevailed.

Isn't that what he wanted in the first place?He wanted this person named Su Xijing to never be happy for the rest of his life.

Now in retrospect, this pile of piles is right or wrong, who can explain clearly.

Su Jimu poured a glass of wine and drank it down, but a greater emptiness came to his heart.

He is really alone now.

Fu Qingqian was also unable to sleep that night.

During the day, she promised Yu Ziyu too quickly, but now that she thinks about it, she was always too reckless.After all, Ruan Shu is the one Song Ji loves, so it is really inappropriate to agree without discussing with him.

Thinking of this, she sent Yu Ziyu a text message.

"Auntie has something to tell you. If you haven't slept yet, call back."

The phone rang not long after, Fu Qingqian went to the corridor lightly in order not to disturb Song Jue.

"Auntie, what's the matter so late?" Yu Ziyu said with a smile, "I just happened to be busy with the business of the group."

"Ziyu, I think the incident during the day was too hasty. I'd better wait for Song Ji and the others to come back, and I'll discuss it with them."

Yu Ziyu felt a little depressed for a moment, but she still said softly: "Okay, I just came up with an idea. It's the best if I can help you. If I can't help you, it's really nothing."

Fu Qingqian thanked again, then hung up the phone.

Yu Ziyu stared at the phone with a cold face when the call ended, and the next moment, she threw everything on the table heavily on the ground.

I'm really unwilling to do so, it's obviously just a little bit worse.
When Ruan Shu got up in the morning, she heard Song Ji's voice through the door, full of anger and obvious coercion.

She pushed open the door with some puzzlement, and saw Qin Guzheng handing the document in his hand to Song Ji, his body stiffened rarely.

Ruan Shu was puzzled and called Song Ji's name softly.

Song Ji raised his eyes to look at her, and in an instant, all the hostility in his body was restrained completely, without leaving any traces.He passed Qin Gu, walked up to Ruan Shu, and said softly, "Get ready, we're going back to City C."

"Why are you going back all of a sudden?" Ruan Shu asked puzzledly, "Didn't you agree to go to Tingyi today?"

"Tingyi's affairs are almost settled, and Su Xijing can take care of the rest." He stretched out his hand to pinch her thin shoulders, soothingly: "Wanwan, I'll take you to Fu Jingyan and let him check it for you. Just a moment, okay?"

"It's about the child, right?" Ruan Shu asked cautiously.

It is not yet fully sure whether it can be cured now, Song Ji does not want to tell Ruan Shu directly about this, lest she hold on to hope, and if she fails later, she will be even more disappointed.

Song Ji's eyes narrowed slightly, and he said softly: "No, it's about something else. Don't you always suffer from insomnia recently? I want to take you to see it."

Ruan Shu thoughtfully, nodded obediently, hesitated again and again, and finally said: "Song Ji, I am already in my 20s, and I have the ability to face failure or success. You don't need...to lie to me like this."

Song Ji's eyes darkened, and he raised his hand to stroke her hair. When he spoke, he was cautious and imperceptible: "Fu Jingyan said that there is a way to cure you. Wanwan, maybe we will still have children."

Ruan Shu's eyes widened suddenly when she heard the words, surprised, bewildered and somewhat surprised.She repeated in a daze: "Maybe we will have children?"

Song Ji didn't know what to say for a while.As thoughtful and decisive as he is, at this moment, he can't say anything.The heart of a businessman made him prepare for the worst from the very beginning.

It would be great if she could succeed, but if she couldn't, how sad she would be.

He held her in the palm of his hand so carefully, with all his heart and affection.If Ruan Shu is sad because of this incident, how will he make her look good again...

In the abandoned house in City C, Su Jimu watched Tang Tang come down the stairs with a faint smile on his lips.

Tang Tang stood on a few steps of stairs, and there was a piece of gray in his eyes. It could be seen that he didn't sleep well.She looked at Su Jimu condescendingly, and spoke first, with audible impatience: "How long will you keep me here?"

"Tang Tang, I don't want to." Su Jimu sighed, and said slowly: "I will let you go soon, okay?"

There was a feeling of uneasiness spreading in her heart, Tang Tang's voice was hoarse, but still very steady: "What do you want to do to Su Xijing?"

"I didn't want to do anything to him." He said lightly, without too much emotional ups and downs: "I just want to get what I should get, and I won't want what I shouldn't."

(End of this chapter)