Song's love letter

Chapter 183 Cold War
This hits the nail on the head, and there is nothing wrong with it.

Ruan Shu was dumb for a moment, unable to utter a word to refute.

Seeing her ugly complexion, Fu Jingyan softened his tone, and his voice softened: "Ruan Shu, cherishing the person in front of you is more important than anything else. I will let someone take you to Su Jimu, you guys, say goodbye."

Ruan Shu was taken to the door of a ward on the top floor by several nurses.During the whole process, her legs didn't seem to be her own, she was like a wandering spirit, and she was brought upstairs almost without a will.

"Mrs. Song, Mr. Su's body will be inside. Say goodbye to him well, and then we will take the body away for burial." The little nurse reminded softly.

Ruan Shu didn't know how she got in. When she recovered, she was already standing in front of the hospital bed.

People die like lights go out.

How well this sentence is said, since a person has left, the past and the past will also go with the wind.

Ruan Shu looked at the lifeless man on the hospital bed, no matter what, she couldn't overlap him with the face in her memory.

It's just two completely different people.

Su Jimu's face lost all color, pale and without any warmth.There were red bloodstains drying up on the forehead, and the crimson color was even more shocking on such a paper-white face.

But after all, it was a gentle face, even in such a situation, it still looked handsome.

Ruan Shu approached him and raised her hand several times, but she still dared not touch his face.

It's not fear, it's more disbelief.She didn't want to believe that he really left just like that.

Subconsciously, I feel that if I don't touch it, I can continue to deceive myself and others, and deceive myself that everything is false.

Ruan Shu sat on the open space beside the hospital bed, her thoughts drifted back to a long, long time ago.

At that time, many years ago in midsummer, the quaint and dilapidated alleys and alleys.The cicadas are noisy, the creepers are crawling all over the walls, the greenery is flowing, and some places are even a little inky because they are too green.Ruan Shu saw Su Jimu in front of the red-painted mottled wooden gate.

She was crying at that time, because she couldn't remember what.Su Jimu came from a distance, slowly, with a cool and alienated demeanor.

The youth is like the wind, and the simple attire makes people feel tall and straight.His expression was indifferent, not as gentle as jade later on, his eyes were like an ancient well, dry and emotionless.

He is different from everyone Ruan Shu knows, his temperament is too outstanding, in that backward small town, he is an attraction that he has never seen before.

Now all the memories have faded, except for the moment when Su Jimu walked towards her, as if frozen in time, so clear.

I thought childhood memories were like sand in my hands, missing bit by bit, and one day, they would completely disappear into nothingness.But after all, people are not grass and trees, and the deepest, seemingly hidden memories will suddenly be played back brand new and clean at a certain moment.

It's as if a certain switch has been touched, whether you want it or not, it's all equally clear.

I didn't know how to be sad before, but at this moment, the memories seem to be wet and wet.

Ruan Shu didn't know how long she sat there, maybe it was a whole day, when someone came in and told her to go out, she just pretended she didn't hear it and kept silent.Go out, go out and where can you go?
Maybe because it was too quiet, Ruan Shu thought of Song Ji yesterday, he was so ruthless that she still has lingering fears.And Fu Jingyan's words just now seemed to be a warning, telling her that she was actually at fault.

In the dimly lit room, for some reason, there was an indescribable pain spreading in the heart along with the pulse.Ruan Shu resisted the pain, but still burst into tears.

The place around her became more and more deserted, so desolate and helpless...

After a long time, Ruan Shu heard footsteps getting closer.With such an aura and sense of oppression, she didn't have to look up to know who was coming.

Song Ji stood still in front of her, no emotion could be seen on his face, but his brows were deep and slightly cold.

He leaned over and held Ruan Shu in his arms, without saying a word.

His embrace was so warm, Ruan Shu's eyes became hot for a moment.

She looked at his white shirt, the suit jacket with complicated dark patterns, and a luxurious suit.He will always be like this, when she was most desperate, he saved her with such a reserved and reserved attitude.He never knew how to make her feel guilty.

"Song Ji. I'm sorry." She gently tugged on his skirt like she did many times in the past, a bit tentative.

She looked at him like this, and could see his slightly sharp jaw because of restraint.

Ruan Shu understood why he had such an expression.Feelings of uneasiness and apprehension flashed through my heart that could not be ignored.

Song Ji was just silent. Just when Ruan Shu thought he would not answer, he spoke in a very calm tone: "I will leave City C tonight."

She looked at him in disbelief, her pupils dilated suddenly, and she said tremblingly: "You're angry... aren't you?"

He smiled, and slightly accentuated his tone: "Ruan Shu, shouldn't I be angry?"

Ruan Shu wept slowly, unable to speak, the tears wet the cloth around her heart, half of Song Ji's heart was corroded, and her complexion was instantly uglier than Ruan Shu's.

The car was already parked at the entrance of the hospital, Song Ji carried Ruan Shu in, sat beside her, and slightly distanced her.His distant gesture was intended to upset her.

Both of them remained silent, the car stopped at the gate, and Song Ji carried Ruan Shu in without saying a word.

There was already a doctor at home, they walked over quickly, followed Song Ji's footsteps into the bedroom, and gave Ruan Shu nutritional injections and anti-inflammatory injections.

The medicine probably had some side effects. It didn't take long for her to feel groggy and fell asleep involuntarily.

It was dusk, and when Ruan Shu woke up, Song Ji was really gone.

He punished her cruelly and left at such a moment without showing mercy.There is a sour and astringent feeling coming from an unknown place, it is very offensive, it makes people's nose sour, and it is very uncomfortable.

Ruan Shuku sat for a while, then went downstairs to find something to eat.

The servants and housekeepers at home disappeared collectively, and she knew that Song Ji was really angry.

During this period of time, no matter whether it was unintentional or intentional, I hurt Song Ji.Ruan Shu didn't know how to repair the relationship between the two of them.She is not a character who is good at words, and she is almost helpless.

Ruan Shu made herself a glass of milk, found a bag of bread in the refrigerator, and ate it bit by bit.This gives me the strength to think about other things.

Su Jimu's funeral will most likely be held in City A. How will she talk to Song Ji when she goes there?But if you don't go, you will never feel at ease.

They were old friends who accompanied her growing up, even relatives, no matter what, Ruan Shu couldn't ignore them.

(End of this chapter)