Song's love letter

Chapter 259
How did he live?
This question is so sharp.

It pierces straight into people's hearts, dripping with blood...

Later, Ruan Shu slowly pieced together a fact close to the past from Fu Jingyan's various words.

In Lidong of 2013, after Ruan Shu escaped from marriage, Song Ji was forcibly taken back to City C by Qin Gu.That day, Song Ji was sent to the emergency room with a pale complexion due to excessive blood loss in his arm.

At that time, Fu Jingyan was the chief surgeon, but in the middle of the operation, it was replaced by another experienced doctor.

Originally, according to Fu Jingyan's professionalism, even if the person on the operating table was his cousin, this would not be the case.But when he learned that the deep bone wound on his arm was caused by Song Ji himself, no matter what, he couldn't hold the scalpel.

Fu Jingyan couldn't bear to think about how desperate he was at that time to be so cruel to himself.Although the Fu family is not as powerful and powerful as the Song family, they are both sons of a high family, so their pride is shared.

It is unacceptable for both the former Fu Jingyan and the present Fu Jingyan to hurt himself like this for a woman.

Stop losses in time, close when you see good, and relax when there is tension, which is the love standard he believes in.

When Fu Jingyan left, he couldn't control himself and glanced at Song Ji who was on the operating table.

Song Ji was born with a good appearance, such a pale face, but still has a jade-like face, with elegant eyebrows and eyes.It's just because of excessive blood loss that it has such a fragile taste.

But the more it is like this, the more people can't bear to look at it.

When Fu Jingyan left the operating room, his mind went blank, and he had almost no thoughts.

Later, the doctor who performed the surgery told Fu Jingyan that if it was too late, Song Ji's hand would be useless.

That's not the hand of an ordinary person, it's the heir of the Song family.

How could he, he lost one hand.

After all, he was his younger brother, so when Fu Jingyan heard about this, he was actually angry.What kind of heart does Ruan Shu have to let Song Ji be in such a state and get married with peace of mind?

For this operation, Song Ji rested for half a year before his arm was basically healed.

And for most of the past six months, he stayed in the ward, holding a note in his hand, and read it seriously.

Song Ji has a pair of beautiful eyes. When he looks at people, he usually has a gentle appearance. Most of the rumors about him in the outside world are not separated from the word "gentleness". It has a lot to do with his face, especially the deceptiveness of those eyes. .

And when he looked at the note, his eyes were extremely focused, as black as midnight pupils, bottomless.Sometimes, there will be light overflowing slightly, breaking the star pool.

Fu Jingyan didn't take this matter to heart at first.After all, Song Ji's arm condition is not very good. Fu Jingyan cares more about whether he can recover his health than any note.

Sometimes he deliberately chats with Song Ji.

Song Ji's mental state was not good in the first place, but now it is even more worrying.

But Song Ji has always been stingy about saying half a word more, and when he can not speak, he will never speak.Occasionally, such a fragility is exposed, but it is only a momentary thing, deliberately making it difficult for people to see clearly,

In the beginning, Song Ji would sometimes talk about Ruan Shu to him, speaking lightly in an erratic tone.

Half a year later, Song Ji mentioned Ruan Shu as if it had been a long time ago.

Fu Jingyan is a doctor. He thought that Song Ji was subconsciously trying to forget Ruan Shu out of self-protection.After all, it is not uncommon in psychology to cover up unacceptable inner impulses and the dangers of the virtual reality environment, thereby reducing pain and awareness of pain, and achieving psychological balance.

But then, one day, Fu Jingyan accidentally saw the words on that note.

At that time Song Ji was sitting with his back to him, looking too seriously, a person who was usually so cautious did not feel his existence at all.

Fu Jingyan stood quietly behind him, and only then could he see the words on the note clearly.The handwriting is beautiful and long-lasting, not a particularly beautiful font.On that, there are only a few words—"'Lin Guangxu is dawning, and the mountains are green and thin and clear'—Song Ji is Ruan Shu's little sun."

For Fu Jingyan, this is really...too childish.

Fu Jingyan knew that a person with Song Ji's temper could not be moved by such words.

So in the next moment, he gradually understood that what moved him was always the word 'Ruan Shu' on the paper.

Not long after that incident, Fu Jingyan began to overthrow all his previous views little by little.

He didn't want to believe it, but he had to.Because he found that Song Ji would only react a little when he mentioned Ruan Shu to him.

That kind of reaction is very subtle, if you don't look carefully, you will never see it.

One time later, Fu Jingyan talked about Ruan Shu as usual.

Song Ji looked at him, his eyes were extremely cold, his brows were full of chills, and he said, "Fu Jingyan, I don't want to hear that name again."

Fu Jingyan learned on that day that this day was the day when Su Jimu disappeared, and Ruan Shu, she broke down and cried at the door of Su's house.
Later, Song Ji recovered and was discharged from the hospital, and he really managed not to mention Ruan Shu at all.He was extremely cold, his face was always calm and watertight.

For three whole years, Tingyi was the youngest president in history, the head of celebrities in city C, with a gentle temperament, admired by many women, and a moth to the flame.

He's just distant, completely unmoved.Even, grudgingly smiled.

The person named Ruan Shu had been away from his life for three years, and seemed to have taken away all his joy.

Fu Jingyan advised him one day: "Song Ji, if you can't get it, forget it?"

His tone was so ruthless, his disguise was gone, but his essence was still dark.He spoke contemptuously, with a sneer: "If I can't get it, who else deserves it?"

Fu Jingyan understood that he had never, never forgotten Ruan Shu.

Song Ji deliberately hid Ruan Shu, hiding it so deep that no one could detect it.

But those potential storms in the bottom of my heart, once there is a gap to go out, the destructiveness is enough to destroy a person.

So three years later, Ruan Shu married Song Ji in an absolute way with no way out.

At that time, everyone thought that Ruan Shu would be severely retaliated by Song Ji.

But the night before the wedding, Song Ji said to him: "Fu Jingyan, I think about it too, but I... can't bear it."

Still reluctant after all.
How could you still be reluctant?
Fu Jingyan couldn't hold back the slight resentment in his heart: "Song Ji, she betrayed you."

The person on the other end of the phone was slightly silent, and said in a gentle tone that Fu Jingyan hadn't heard in three years, "I know, but, I love her."

Fu Jingyan was completely at a loss for words, and he also smiled, sincerely: "Then I wish you happiness."

(End of this chapter)