Song's love letter

Freezing point
It was four o'clock in the middle of the night when Ruan Shu regained consciousness. When she opened her eyes, she saw Song Ji sitting beside the bed with clear eyes.

"Song Ji..." she called him, her voice was hoarse and unpleasant as if she had been run over.

The person who was shouted carefully looked at her bloodless face with indifferent eyes.

The moonlight was like water, shining on his face, which was as hazy as fog.He didn't move, but ran across her face with his slender fingers, paused when they rested on his lips, and increased his strength.

"You blocked the knife for Su Jimu? Ruan Shu, I never knew you were so brave." He suddenly spoke, speaking quietly, without fluctuating indifference.

"He did it to save me..." Ruan Shu was thinking about her words, but she couldn't speak for a moment, and the description became darker and darker, how to explain it.

There was an eerie silence in the room.

Song Ji looked at her for a long time. He leaned against the back of the chair, with an elegant and calm posture, and said with some self-deprecation: "I actually believed it. You want to live a good life with me. It's me, and I'm just pretending to be passionate."

She didn't know how to justify it.

"Ruan Shu." He suddenly called her name gently, with a faint smile that didn't reach his eyes, and the words he said meant to make her despair.He said: "From today onwards, you'd better be obedient. If you piss me off again, I will wipe out the Gu family that your father worked so hard for during his lifetime. Also, your mother, you don't want to never see her again." To her, right, Wanwan?"

Ruan Shu looked at him, with a sour feeling creeping up bit by bit.She didn't know before that someone could say such a stinging warning in such a gentle tone, watching her collapse gently.

"Song Ji...you shouldn't treat me like this." Her tone was weak, and she couldn't hear the slightest threat.

Song Ji smiled lightly, and got a little closer to her. His smile lines seemed to be cut by a knife, and the hand that caressed her face was icy cold. "Up to now, you told me that I shouldn't have treated you like this?" He narrowed his eyebrows slightly, and he had a forceful aura: "What about you, how did you treat me? Huh?"

The warm past between her and Su Jimu aroused the most unrelenting ruthlessness in Song Ji's heart.

There was always a voice in his heart saying to him, Song Ji, this is Ruan Shu, this is your wife, don't hurt her.But there was anger overflowing from his chest, which made him lose his mind bit by bit.

Song Ji got up suddenly and left the ward. Ruan Shu just looked at him quietly without arguing.She knew him well and knew how cruel he was.It's just that his face is so deceptive that she didn't understand the truth until she suffered a lot.

Song Ji met Su Xijing at the door, and the two looked at each other silently for a moment, then walked toward the rooftop in unison.

The night fell and there was a gentle breeze.

At such a quiet moment, Song Ji, who is as iron as blood, suddenly felt a slight sadness, and there was a deep haze between his brows, which was obscure. "To save Su Jimu today, Ruan Shu blocked the knife for him. When I passed by, her consciousness was already a little unclear."

The two stood by the railing, Fu Jingyan sighed, and asked helplessly, "Song Ji, why do you have to rely on her?"

Why must she?
The answer to this question, even he himself does not know.It's just that a person's love and hatred are very limited, especially for a person like him. After giving Ruan Shu, the love has almost dried up.He tried his best to get her, but his intentions were too deep to give up, and he couldn't let go.

Seeing that he was silent, Fu Jingyan continued: "You insist on not letting Ruan Shu leave scars because you are afraid of thinking of Su Jimu, right?"

"Yes, I'm jealous." He said it calmly, as deserted as usual, but Fu Jingyan could hear a bit of sadness.

"When you were with that little girl before, how much better than me?" Song Ji suddenly changed the subject, with a helpless smile in his words.

Fu Jingyan smiled wryly.

That little girl, named Shen Lu, was only there when she was with Fu Jingyan.Fu Jingyan was only 20 years old at that time, and he was heroic and a romantic figure, and he often appeared in the weekly gossip magazines in C City.

When Shen Lu saw him, he felt astonished, so he stalked him relentlessly, went to the hospital every day to register with his medical records, and tried his best to get his favor.In the end, it did work.

In fact, no one knew that Fu Jingyan was tempted very early.Otherwise, how could Shen Lu, a girl from an ordinary family, be able to enter the gate of Song's Hospital, let alone allow Fu Jingyan to consult in person.

The two people tested each other calmly, and they were together logically, and they were taken for granted to the extreme together.It was only later that Shen Lu rejected Fu Jingyan's marriage proposal, and he was as graceful as Fu Jingyan, smiling and letting go calmly.

At that time, Song Ji had just lived with Ruan Shu, and he planned carefully to make Ruan Shu depend on him in everything, gradually making her lose the ability to protect herself.When he learned that Fu Jingyan's marriage proposal was rejected, he just said: "If I were you, I would choose to lock her up."

But Fu Jingyan was reluctant.

It is impossible for a person like Shen Lu who escapes from the blunt and lives brightly under the sun to accept being restrained.Stay strong for a while, but in the end both sides will suffer.Only a well-behaved and docile personality like Ruan Shu can accept Song Ji's strong confinement.

Fu Jingyan chose to let go gracefully.

He withdrew from his memory, looked at Song Ji beside him, and said with a smile, "I've forgotten, she's just a little girl."

Song Ji just smiled and said nothing.

"I'll go in for you to see your Ruan Shu." Fu Jingyan patted him on the shoulder and walked away.

On the rooftop where there was only Song Ji alone, his back was deserted, with a hard and straight line that was not humane.

When Fu Jingyan entered the ward, Ruan Shu was silently looking out the window, her complexion was pale and haggard.

Fu Jingyan sighed in his heart, sat beside her bed, and said softly, "How do you feel?"

Ruan Shu turned her head and saw his handsome face, she was startled, and then she smiled a little: "I'm fine, Dr. Fu, thank you for saving me."

Fu Jingyan considered his words and said softly, "Ruan Shu, Song Ji loves you very much."

She looked at him inexplicably, and smiled softly: "Doctor Fu, what do you want to say?"

"Su Jimu's matter is Song Ji's taboo, so don't provoke him all the time." He looked at Ruan Shu's fading smile, and his voice became softer: "I know Song Ji's personality, you must have fallen for him. It’s been a lot of suffering, but I thought you guys must be in love after going through so many things.”

What he said was true, Ruan Shu looked at him with water in his eyes.Her hands curled up unconsciously, in an uneasy gesture. "I... love him. What happened today... Doctor Fu, I don't know how to explain it to him. Song Ji... doesn't believe me anymore."

(End of this chapter)