Super Seminary Time and Space Heart

Chapter 128 - Kieran's Message
Yang Jun didn't come out from the door.

He knew Qilin was sitting at the door crying, so he couldn't go out.

Now, he is surrounded by deep guilt in his heart.

Is everything I do all this time really because they are so alike?
Not all.

Qilin and Caitlin are indeed very similar, because they have the same super gene.

But it's different.Kirin is Kirin, Caitlin is Caitlin.

It's me, never willing to face up to this fact.

I'm sorry, Kirin.I didn't expect my fault to cause you so much trouble.

I really like you.Maybe the first time we met, I fell in love with you because of Caitlin.

But now, it's not just that result.

I like that too, the different Qilin.

I began to feel some different and beautiful feelings that I didn't feel in Lin.

I don't see you as a substitute for Lin.At least, not now.

But I am still sorry for you...

Yang Jun walked to the door.

There is a door between him and Qilin.Qilin sat outside the door and sobbed softly.Yang Jun stood inside the door, his heart pierced like a knife.

This feeling, this feeling again.Guilt, regret.

I don't even have a heart, why do I still feel this way?Yang Jun faintly felt that the death star in his body moved.

It's shaking like a heart.Waves of heartache swept through Yang Jun's whole body.

He stretched out a hand and leaned against the door, with half of his body leaning against the door.

it hurts……

……

"This child, why did you leave without saying goodbye..." Sun Yun said with some dissatisfaction.

This morning she went to ask Yang Jun and Qilin to have breakfast, only to find that Yang Jun was there.

"Aunt Sun, Qilin has important things to do. Don't be angry until early in the morning." Yang Jun's voice was a little tired.

"I'm sorry for you, Xiaojun, you still go to see Linlin off at such a late hour."

"Aunt Sun, it's okay..."

Yang Jun knew when Qilin left, it was almost three or four o'clock in the morning.

She is, really sad, right?
"What's all right? She only goes home once in the past few months, and she doesn't even go back in the middle of the night. How did Ducao become the chief, can't he spare a day?"

"Aunt Sun, you also know what's going on outside. It's the best result for Qilin to come back."

"The gluttonous offensive can conquer a province in a day. There is too little time."

"Xiao Jun, you're too sensible. Aunt Sun, doesn't she feel sorry for you and Linlin? You said that you won't see each other all day long, so what will you do when you get married?"

"That's okay. If Qilin really finds someone she likes, it's a good thing."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Sun Yun was angry.

"You are the son-in-law of our Qi family. This is what I discussed with Lao Qi. There is no need to discuss this matter."

"Thank you, Aunt Sun. But the most important thing for us is to listen to Qilin's own wishes, isn't it?"

"Tch, what does she know? Just wait to cry if I miss you! Xiaojun, did you quarrel last night?"

Yang Jun was stunned for a moment, and said, "That's right. It's my fault, not Qilin's fault."

"What could be wrong with you? It's probably because this dead girl is being hypocritical again. Old man Qi has spoiled such a grown-up person."

"Xiao Jun, you are much more sensible. Don't be angry, I will ask your Aunt Sun if I need anything in the future."

"Aunt Sun, it's really my fault..."

"That's okay, men don't make mistakes. Xiaojun, we all notice your kindness to Linlin."

"Unless you say you don't like her anymore, I'll match you up with your uncle Qi with this old face."

Sun Yun had already talked about this point, and Yang Jun couldn't say anything more.

Qilin, your family is really kind to me.

This only made the guilt in my heart deeper.

"Aunt Sun, I want to go out for a walk. Come back after dinner."

"Okay, be careful. Make what you like for dinner."

"Thank you, Aunt Sun."

……

Walking on the road, Yang Jun felt mixed feelings in his heart.

"Yuan, do you think I did something wrong?"

"Lord God, what do you want to ask?"

"The Kirin thing. I think I was wrong very much."

"Not only did I turn myself into a dodger. I hurt another person who also loved me."

"Qi Lin, she's really nice. But I made her sad."

"Lord God, I can't answer your emotional question. Even the God of Time who created me, your teacher Kieran doesn't know."

"Emotion is the most wonderful thing in this universe, because it doesn't have any way of existence. You can explain it with nerve impulses, but you can't know what the other person is thinking."

"This is exactly what distinguishes the Shenhe body from the animal body and the triangular body."

"The emotion of the animal body is very simple and straightforward, so we can know everything about their thoughts even through their movements."

"The wisdom of the triangular body is the limit of the universe. But because of this, they abandon emotion, because in their eyes, straightforward expression is not a waste of time."

"Only Kamigawa has a lot of rich emotions. In fact, your teacher left a passage with me. He said that when you encounter unsolvable confusion, he can tell you."

"What?"

"Extracting voice data."

After a while, Kieran's voice appeared in Yang Jun's mind.

"Xiao Jun, this is the first time the teacher called you that." When Kieran said the first words, Yang Jun's eyes were already red.

It's the teacher's voice!He also left me a message, great!

"I'm running out of time, and I may not be able to last the good news you brought me back from Deno."

"In the future, you and Karl must continue to work hard, and don't let the inheritance of time and space be interrupted like this."

Carl...

"Xiao Jun, what's next. After you hear it, I hope you can remember it forever. And, don't tell anyone again."

"I modified your past memory. The memory before you became my student."

what!Yang Jun was stunned, the teacher actually modified it, modified my memory!
"You did have parents. And they were nice people. But in an accident, they died."

"That's it—the void shards exploded inside you. The uncontrollable explosion blew up your home."

"When I arrived, your parents were still alive. Because they are powerful gods."

"They only asked me for one thing. Conceal your life experience, don't tell other people, and don't report it to the theocratic committee."

I, I killed my own, my own parents...

"Xiaojun, it's not your fault. Your parents were the ones who first discovered the void fragments in their early years."

"Now you should also understand. One of the fragments that destroyed the star of Icacia, my hometown, is on you."

"Your parents are convinced they can find a way to deal with the Void. But no one agrees. The Theocratic Council wants to collect all the fragments just in case."

"So, they chose to seal the void fragments in your body, hoping to solve this problem completely one day."

"I scoffed at that at the time. But, seeing you grow day by day, I understand that I was wrong."

"So, I began to think about whether to integrate the void fragments into the divine body like them, and use its own power to resist possible threats."

"I'm sorry, Jun, I failed... Soon I will be completely empty."

"You are the only successful experiment subject. I'm sorry, it took me so long to tell you."

"When Master Heimerdinger chose to take out the Hex core in Caitlin's divine body, he had already planned to monitor you. Because the Hex core can record all your data."

"Don't think too much, Caitlin doesn't know all of this. The only ones who know this secret are me and the master."

"I'm sorry, Xiaojun. Forgive the teacher. The teacher has never regarded you as an experimental subject."

"Because of your parents' entrustment."

"They let me treat you like my own child. I can't let them down."

"When you come back, you must be married."

"Caitlin is a good girl, you and she are very suitable. It's a pity that the teacher can't be your officiant."

"However, Xiaojun. Remember, no matter when and where, you only need to give the true answer in your heart."

"Because everything you say and do represents Kamigawa."

"In other words, the entire Kamigawa is standing behind you. Your choice is the choice of Kamigawa."

"Teacher, I will always support you."

After Kieran finished his last sentence, Gen stopped the playback.

Yang Jun was already sitting on the ground, weeping uncontrollably.

　This is a very early foreshadowing, and now it has finally come to fruition!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)