Super Seminary Time and Space Heart

Chapter 242 - Memory
Yang Jun clearly felt a broken feeling.

That's right, it was impossible to control the balance of the three forces in the body before.So he just exploded and died?
No, it should be said that consciousness was shattered.

So what am I now... what is my state?

Lost all sensory effects, no awareness of any kind.But I... can still feel the world clearly.

What kind of world is this?

What the hell does this happen?

"Your consciousness has ended. In every sense." A loud voice rang out.

"who are you?"

"I am an existence that does not exist in this world. I am the whole world." Said the source of the voice.

"The whole world... are you the Star Forging Dragon King?"

"The Star-Forging Dragon King? This name sounds good too. However, my real name... Aurelion Sol. You can call me Sol."

"Sol...you are the creator of the known universe, right?"

"Creator God?" Aurelion smiled, "Maybe. I didn't intend to create anything. Maybe it's because... I'm the only one in the chaos, so I'm too lonely?"

lonely……

"Would you feel lonely even if you are as strong as you?"

"Of course, as long as it is a sentient creature, it will have such emotions."

"I don't know how long I've been around. Only a few shards of memory that remain foreshadow me."

"Remaining fragments of memory?"

"That's right." Aurelion replied, "Time and space, void, different dimensions, all kinds of things are mixed in the chaos."

"Old rulers, the war of the ancient gods brought everything back to chaos."

"I am the only surviving...the last ancient god. I have long forgotten what my mission is...Maybe it is the lack of memory, or..."

"Sol, before everything started. What happened in this world? And the great war." Yang Jun wanted to know these things urgently.

Because, the more things he knows, the greater the chance of winning.

"You have lost even your consciousness. There is only a little residual will supporting you."

"Are you... thinking about anything else?"

"I trust you won't let me die, will you?"

"...I already knew your plan. It's just that your determination is not strong enough."

"Give me a reason." Aurelion's voice came like Hong Zhong Dalu.

"One, enough to prove your determination."

"I'm willing to give everything."

"not enough."

"Not enough?" Yang Jun was surprised.

"Let me ask you, if everything you refer to refers to yourself, or... all of you."

"Isn't that, no..." Yang Jun discovered what Aurelion meant.

"Are you willing to give everything?"

"Of course not, my plan only needs to kill me alone. There is no need to involve other people."

"You alone, what can you do alone, and die with Yog-Sothoth? Even if you can really do it, you can't save this universe."

"Why can't it be saved?"

"Defeating the void is not as simple as defeating Yog-Sothoth. What you have to defeat is far more terrifying than what you have seen, seen, or imagined."

"Perhaps you don't understand yet...but you will soon." Aurelion's voice fell away.

understand, understand what?
When Yang Jun was still thinking about what Aurelion meant, he found that his consciousness began to gather, bit by bit...

No, it's not my consciousness.Yang Jun still understands his own consciousness.

Although now I have a body again, but it is not my own consciousness.

What exactly is this place.Before Yang Jun could react, his limbs and whole body were bound by silver silk threads.

These threads are very delicate and dense, covering Yang Jun almost airtight.

"Sol, what does this mean?"

"...you will soon see, look beyond these lines."

Yang Jun listened to Aurelion's voice, first he found a silver thread, and looked forward.

till the end...

"This, this is..." There is only a small suspended drop of water at the end, and it is connected with Yang Jun by a silver thread.

What is reflected in the water droplets is the image of a woman.

Qilin!

"Sol, what's going on!" Yang Jun asked.

"We are now in the deepest part of your consciousness. As you can see, there are memory fragments at the end of these threads."

"Pieces of yourself. They are bound to you, from your birth until now."

"You can see everything about yourself at the end of these fragments. If you're interested, you can go through everything."

"However, I don't think you have that time, do you?" Aurelion's figure gradually began to appear.

It's... so huge!
Yang Jun stared blankly at Aurelion who was constantly expanding infinitely in front of him.

So much so that later, Yang Jun could barely see Aurelion's dragon head.

Yes, it is a dragon!
The star-making dragon king, Aurelion Sol!
In the corner of history that Hexi saw in the black hole, there was a dragon claw piercing the sky, but Yang Jun was still shocked.

Is this the God of Creation?
"I can't answer the doubts in your heart." Aurelion said, "I am indeed a dragon. But most of my memories, the memories of the battle of the ancients, have completely disappeared."

"Who sealed these old rulers in the void... I can't answer you either."

"These are not important, now is the time for you to show your determination."

"Show determination?"

"Yes, just destroy all these silk threads. Then you will be completely free, and you... have a chance."

Yang Jun faintly felt something was wrong.

"Sol, if I cut these threads, what will happen to those memory fragments?"

"Without the bondage, you will be free, and the memory on the other side is of course also free."

"I do not understand."

"You will, no longer have these things."

no longer have...

"You want me to delete all these memories?"

"That's right. This was something you couldn't do at all, but now I'm giving you a chance...a chance to prove your determination."

……

After a long time, Yang Jun finally said, "What if... I refuse?"

"Refused? That means you're not ready yet."

"why?"

"A perfect container and carrier should not have its own memory and will."

The perfect container and carrier... Yang Jun suddenly understood what Aurelion meant.Clearly, Aurelion was helping him.

Let this plan appear more flawless.but……

"Sol, without these memories, I...then, am I still me?"

"Yang Jun, don't you understand? You are nobody. From now on, you are just a container, a carrier."

"Just a...crazy destroyer. Until the moment you're awakened, you're nothing."

"I will keep these memories for you. Then they will play their due role."

"If you really make up your mind, then... let's start."

……

Me, me... Yang Jun looked at the silk threads that bound him.

Yang Jun, haven't you made up your mind a long time ago, why are you starting to hesitate again now?

Just memories.They just leave you temporarily, and they don't go away forever.

That's right, it's not like you're gone forever, why are you still hesitating...

Yang Jun raised his hand and pinched one of them.

He was stunned, this was the first time he and Qilin went to meet her parents.

But now, Aunt Sun has left.Qilin's home was also torn apart, and I did all of this.

Boom!The silk thread was broken, Yang Jun's expression froze for a moment, and then he regained his sobriety.

When did Qilin and I meet for the first time, at...

I can't remember, I can't remember at all.The memory was really... completely destroyed.

It's true, Saul isn't lying to me.

"Go ahead, wait until all your memories are gone, then you've succeeded."

"However, you have to save the thread that cuts off all memories until the end."

"Because the further you get to the back, the more you will find out what kind of thing it is." After that, Aurelion didn't make a sound again.

Yang Jun froze for a moment, and immediately found the silk thread.Then, he started.

bang, bang, bang...

One by one, the silk threads were constantly being torn off, and they were easily broken, as fragile as the memory itself.

And Yang Jun's whole body was trembling constantly, his consciousness became blank for a while, and became clear for a while.

……

Yang Jun saw one of the threads.

It's with him and Keisha in the Angel Nebula.

That time was the first time he saw Kesha crying in front of him.

"This beauty... who is it?" Yang Jun looked at the matter on the silk thread, and seemed to be a little interested.

Why is she crying?Why am I beside her...

I... what did I do?I won't give her to me, am I such a person?
No, I am not such a person.But, what is going on?never mind……

Yang Jun pinched and broke the thread.

……

When this process lasted halfway, Yang Jun felt that his mind was completely deranged.

Sometimes, he would suddenly laugh out loud while looking at it, and sometimes, he would burst into tears again.

"Kaisha, Qilin... who are you? Why are so many silk threads all your work?" Yang Jun muttered to himself.

He didn't know what happened, and he couldn't be sure which threads he had snapped.

It's just that he found that an inexplicable person would suddenly appear in his memory, and then suddenly disappear.

Sometimes there is no text on a piece of hair.

My memory... what's wrong?
No, no... Who are they...

these people……

Yang Jun's head started to hurt, and he found that his life was full of many strange encounters.

what the hell!

"Ah, my head hurts..."

Boom!The silk thread that Aurelion asked Yang Jun to keep safe was suddenly broken by Yang Jun.

Yang Jun was stunned.

He was sluggish for a long, long time.

……

"This is... where?" Yang Jun's mind was a little blurred, and he was suddenly a little scared.

He sensed the feeling of being bound.

Why are there so many threads on my body?
Damn, who are you!Don't appear in my memory!
Karl appeared in Yang Jun's memory.

Immediately afterwards, Yang Jun saw the sun.

Why am I in the sun, why... oops, the sun is going to explode!

boom!
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Yang Jun roared loudly, and it took a while to realize that he was fine.

Where is this place and who is he?Did he kill me?

So I'm already dead...

Is this hell?here……

No, how could I die?I also promised Helin that I would marry her.

I'm not going to die, I'm still with...

Lynn, Kirin?Caitlin?

Which one is it...why are they all called Lin.

The one who is going to be married to... No, one of them is dead.Could it be that my love is another one, or is Lin who is going to marry me dead?
Impossible, she will not die.

I'd rather believe that I'm dead than let her, let, let which Lin...

"What the hell is going on!"

Yang Jun vented his dissatisfaction loudly, but no one could answer his question.

Yang Jun's memory kept switching crazily among the less than half of the remaining memories.

……

The memory is less than one third.Yang Jun also completely fell into a state of madness.

Memories began to overlap constantly, and in order to make up for those things, Yang Jun started almost crazy associations.

In the end... he completely broke down and completely went crazy.

He frantically tore at the thread on his body, although he didn't know why.

He just wanted to run away quickly, get out of here quickly... quickly...

What am I going to do?

Yes, I'm going to run.Karl wants to kill me, I have to go, I still have to be with Lin, I can't die here.

No, Lin is dead, no, she is not dead, she is waiting for me.

She must be waiting for me somewhere.

But why didn't you give me any news after that.

Why don't you let me find you!
……

I, who am I looking for, I am looking for Lin!
But, Lin, who is it...

Is she important to me?Probably, but, but...

I can't remember why at all.

who I am?
……

Boom!The last thread snapped.

Yang Jun suddenly stopped mad and collapsed.

He mechanically looked at everything around him.

He forgot how to speak, how to express his emotions, and even... how to think.

Anger, sadness, joy, bitterness...all disappeared completely.

Now Yang Jun is only acting on his innate instinct.He looked at everything here curiously like a newborn baby.

Suddenly, his whole body collapsed.

The next moment, he appeared in the Death God Dimension.

"Yo, you're finally back." Yang Ling saw Yang Jun, "Wait, there's something wrong with him."

"What's wrong."

"I don't feel his connection to the world anymore."

(End of this chapter)