My love youth is really in vain

Chapter 209 Tears Hidden, Smiles
"For a special reason, that girl always wanted to be the best and most special of the quintuplets."

"It's the kind of special that can be recognized at a glance, rather than mistaken for her."

"Even at that time, she even had the shameful idea of ​​'If only she had no sisters and only herself'."

"If only I could be unique."

"With this in mind, she put on a striking headband and started studying hard."

"But, she really has no talent."

"No matter how hard I try, only the Guowen achievement stands out among the sisters. Even though I have worked so hard, I am still just the most ordinary person."

"Fortunately or unfortunately, her athletic talent is really good."

"Whether it's basketball, baseball, track and field, long jump, etc., as long as she can do it, she can easily surpass people in the professional club."

"When she read out for the first time in front of the teachers and students of the whole school that the champion was Nakano Yotsuba and not the Nakano Yotsuba among the quintuplets, she began to change."

"What my mother said; [five people are good together] has been forgotten."

"Because, when she stands on the podium and sees the four people in the audience, she can feel that she is the outstanding and special one among the five."

"After High School"

"Every club's warm invitation made her feel that she is different from everyone else."

Speaking of this, Nakano Yotsuba showed a self-deprecating smile to the dignified Yi Lingyuan.

"Sure enough, that girl has always been an idiot."

"This is how she, who has been lost, said to her sisters: [We are different, please don't put me together with you]"

"When sweeping the grave, she proudly said to her mother [Did you see, Mom. Everyone is praising me now. Not as one of the five sisters but because of myself]"

"She has drifted away from them."

"After all, he is a fool, and he failed as expected."

"I was the only one who didn't pass the make-up exam and was expelled from the school."

Embarrassedly scratching her cheek, Nakano Yotsuba could no longer smile.

"After all, it's a prestigious girls' middle school, no matter how good the club's grades are, there's nothing I can do about it."

"After discussing with my father, the result is that I can only transfer to Chiba as a special case."

"Although I came here alone, the good news is that I have already rented the apartment in advance, so there is no need to worry about the safety of the high-end apartment."

"I have only one vacation with Yihua, Nino, Sanjiu and Wuyue."

"After that, I will come here alone."

"Obviously in order to obtain the meaning of existence, I have worked so hard."

"But why, am I alone now?"

"That's what I thought at the time."

"What am I supposed to do if I'm alone? How can I be different?"

"I don't know where I should go next by myself?"

Hearing this, Yi Lingyuan thought of the days when his mother died.

Confused, overwhelmed, lonely, and timid.
"[If Yotsuba wants to transfer schools, the rest of us will follow.]"

"I can still remember Yihua's appearance when they said this sentence."

Probably recalling the scene at that time, Nakano Yotsuba smiled, and looked far into the distance through the mirror.

"Obviously I passed all the exams, but they ran to the principal's office like idiots with brand-new stir-fries they just made and asked to drop out of school"

"[Never leave me alone] This is what Nino told me."

"[Everyone should be together no matter where] This is what Yihua told me."

“[Because my mother left us teaching] this is what May said to me.”

"【No matter what it is, the five of us must divide into five equal parts】This is what Sanjiu told me."

Speaking of this, Nakano Yotsuba lowered his head and said to Yi Lingyuan:
"Please, let me study a little longer now."

"I don't want to drag everyone down again!"

"Have you already said that you should combine work and rest?"

Yi Lingyuan's words made Nakano Yotsuba, who bowed her head, tremble.

"However, it's a pity that you are so energetic and don't study for a while."

Dotingly tugging at Nakano Yotsuba's hairband, Yi Lingyuan smiled and said:
"Then let's have an outdoor one-on-one teaching today. By the way, you have to keep it a secret from the other four."

"Good, good!"

"Then let me give a hearty idiom explanation first!"

"No! No! No! I have no problem with that!"

Nakano Yotsuba, whose complexion changed, hurriedly waved her hand with an embarrassed but not polite smile, rejecting this deceitful proposal.

"Oh, what a pity. My skills in idiom interpretation have improved a lot recently."

"What about reading comprehension in Chinese?"

"I figured it all out."

"That's it"

The box where the two people were on the Ferris wheel slowly rose to the highest point, and Yi Lingyuan fell into inexplicable thinking.

In the blink of an eye, Yi Lingyuan caught the flash of inspiration in his mind.

"Yotsuba, do you still remember what Sanjiu and I said in the radio accident?"

"Does it mean that Ling Yuan is responsible for you?"

"No"

Rejecting Nakano Yotsuba's words, Yi Lingyuan's eyes looking at Nakano Yotsuba became brighter and Nakano Yotsuba wanted to avoid it.

"I said that all five of you have the same possibility of passing!"

Yi Lingyuan grabbed Nakano Yotsuba's arm with burning eyes, and pushed forward.

"Wait. Although Ling Yuan said that there is a custom of raising the Ferris wheel to the highest point, but... my wife was suddenly arrested."

"Clover, your father may have said everything wrong."

"Oh? Ling Yuan, are you going to give up on us? Then I'll kiss you!"

Yi Lingyuan, who just came up with a solution, was thinking about it on his own, directly ignoring Nakano Yotsuba's words.

"Siye, if you can understand, if you understand the ancient Chinese, then they will certainly be able to understand it. Perhaps my teaching is no problem for them to understand, but you can!"

"Clover, you are the hope I see!"

"me"

Nakano Yotsuba shook her head in a panic.

"No, no, no. I can't"

"You can do it!"

Yi Lingyuan's voice was gentle and firm, not loud but it made Nakano Yotsuba believe it.

"According to the analysis of my grades, the five of you have your own subjects that you are good at, and Yotsuba, you are best at Chinese!"

"Your Chinese scores are the best. You don't need to have excellent teaching skills, because you are sisters who are connected with each other, so you just need to express your feelings!"

"You are inseparable quintuplets!"

Nakano Yotsuba, who was deeply shaken by Yi Lingyuan's firm words, showed her hopeful eyes for the first time.

"Can I help everyone even if I'm an idiot?"

"Actually, I am not such a perfect teacher. In the future, you and you are both students and teachers."

"Even if I am, is there anything I can do?"

"Yeah, only you, Yotsuba, can do this."

Her body couldn't help shaking, Nakano Yotsuba tightly clenched her hands on her legs, her eyes filled with tears.

"Have I stopped holding everyone back?"

"Well, yes. This time, Yotsuba, you will hold everyone's hand and lead them to move forward!"

Tears couldn't stop falling down, wetting and smudged the past pen and ink drop by drop.Nakano Yotsuba wiped away the tears from his face, smiled and said to the boy in front of him:

"This time, please leave it to me!"

(End of this chapter)