Thank you for loving me like life

Chapter 4 Can't help falling in love with you

You make me unforgettable, she makes me want to return to normal life, thank you, let me love so deeply in my life.For the rest of my life, I want to treat her well, because she is a gift from God, and I want to cherish it...

Chen Ning took his parents home, and Chen's mother cried so sadly.

"If I had known this earlier, I shouldn't have been overwhelmed by joy and asked you to see her. Just bring the child back, and nothing will happen."

Old mother Chen cried and cursed: "You goddamn, short-lived, you... my poor baby, why did you have such a cruel father?"

Distraught, Chen Ning walked into the room and slammed the door, only to feel a severe headache again. He turned his back to the door and slipped on the floor a little bit, painfully and desperately saying: "If I want this child, I really think I won't get married. However, with this child, I found that I also want a normal family, but can I? I... I don't even know if I can survive the operation, in case I... I'm not a fool, I How can I not see that she likes me? Fortunately, she just likes me. If it continues, in case she falls in love with me, in case I have any accident, won't it make her more painful? What can I do, except to be cruel Separate them quickly, let her forget me quickly, what else can I do?"

On the fifth day after Xiaodi and the child were separated, the child became ill.Such a little baby, when the needle was pricked on the forehead, he cried out in pain, while Chen's mother wiped away her tears in distress, and kept saying: "Do evil, do evil..."

The doctor learned that the child has been eating milk powder, so he said, if you have breast milk, you should still eat breast milk. No matter how good formula milk powder is, it is not as good as breast milk. The child's resistance is too weak, so he should drink more breast milk, and use milk powder again during the weaning period transition.

Chen's mother complained about Chen Ning beside her: "It's all because of your cruel heart. The child who was still in confinement, you separated him from his mother. If there is something wrong with my grandson, I will never end with you."

Chen Ning looked at the child with a needle in his forehead, and his mood was so complicated that he couldn't describe it.

Holding his mobile phone, he sat in the car for a long time, thought for a long time, and finally summoned up the courage to dial Xiaodi's number.

As soon as the phone was connected, he said, "Hi, it's me, Chen Ning."

She on the other end seemed to smile: "I know it's you."

Hearing her voice, his heart widened, and the corners of his lips curled up involuntarily.

"are you OK?"

"Well, Yuesao took good care of her."

"what are you doing?"

"The confinement wife is helping me change the breast pad."

"Breast pads?"

"Hmm..." She paused and said, "The milk soaked the clothes, so there was only a towel on it as a breast pad, and I'm changing it right now."

"Is that so..."

He paused.

One was waiting for him to speak, the other didn't know how to speak.

After a long time, he said, "Xiao Di!"

"Ok?"

"The baby's health is very bad. He just received a drip in the hospital. The doctor said that he needs breast milk to strengthen his resistance. I..."

"I understand!" Xiao Di interrupted him from the other end, with a comfortable and pleasant voice, "You can take the bottle with you, I have a breast pump here."

Chen Ning didn't expect her to answer so quickly, relieved and joyful, he asked puzzledly: "You...don't want to feed him yourself?"

She was silent for a long time before saying: "I think so, but if you hold her for a long time, you will be reluctant to let go."

"Xiao Di, I know I'm cruel, but I'm sorry, I... have my reasons."

She said "um" and said with understanding: "I understand. So, I still don't see him, so that I won't embarrass you." She said: "Just treat it as an after-sales three-guarantee service. Come here Get the milk."

When Chen Ning came to the apartment by the lake, when the confinement wife opened the door, he handed three milk bottles to the confinement wife, while he sat in the living room and waited like a guest.

After a while, Xiaodi asked the confinement wife to bring out the baby bottle with temperature.

She said in the room: "I'm sorry, Brother Chen, I only squeezed a little bit, and I can't squeeze too much for a while. I will squeeze again after I catch my breath."

He took the bottle, and the milk in the bottle was warm and hot.

He waited for an hour or two, and Xiao Di finally filled the bottle.

This woman clearly had physical contact with him, and clearly gave birth to his child, but it was inconvenient for him to enter.He could only say, "Thank you."

Inside she said, "No thanks."

"I'm leaving!"

"Ok!"

"Tomorrow, I will come again."

She smiled inside and said, "Okay, wait for you."

"Xiao Di……"

"Ok?"

He interrupted the idea of ​​going in to see her, just took the baby bottle, and said to the door of the room where she lived: "I'm leaving."

"Ok!"

"I'll pick it up tomorrow!"

"it is good!"

"Then I'm leaving, you have a good rest."

"Ok!"

"I'm leaving!"

She laughed inside: "Brother Chen, you have said it several times."

"Oh, really?" He smiled very embarrassedly, "This time, I really left."

When the child drank the mother's milk, he was naturally greedy, and drank it very sweetly.

Old mother Chen guessed something when she saw him take out the bottle containing milk from the bag and put it in boiling water to warm it up.

After feeding the baby, Mrs. Chen said, "Ning Zi, this milk belongs to Xiao Di, right?"

"Yes!" After getting this answer, Mother Chen didn't say a word.

The next day, Chen Ning went to get milk from Xiaodi as usual, and left after taking it, but still did not meet her.

On the third day, when I went again, I was in vain.He was puzzled, so he called the confinement wife, but the confinement wife turned off the phone, so he could only call Xiaodi, and the call was connected, but it was Chen's mother's voice.

"Mom?" Chen Ning was very surprised, "Why did you answer the phone? Where's Xiao Di?"

Mrs. Chen said, "Xiao Di is in the room."

"In the room? Which room?"

Mrs. Chen said, "Of course it's in the downstairs room of our house."

Chen Ning was puzzled: "Why is she in our house, could it be..."

Mrs. Chen smiled and said, "Isn't it just because you knew that after you went to Xiao Di's place to fetch milk, you followed you and knew her place? I took her back on my own initiative for my grandson. She just fed Xiao Bao. milk."

"Mom, you..." He was angry and anxious, "Why did you take her back without discussing with me?"

Mother Chen said angrily, "I can't be the master of my own home anymore?"

"that's not what it means!"

"what does that mean?"

"I……"

"Okay, stop talking, I'm going to cook."

The phone was hung up, and Chen Ning shouted angrily: "Mom, hello, mom..." No, Chen Ning was annoyed, she must not let Zhu Xiaodi stay at home, absolutely not.

Chen Ning hurried back, opened the door and entered, but saw a strange woman.

Chen Ning immediately became vigilant: "Who are you?"

The strange woman turned her head, looked at Chen Ning, smiled slightly and said, "I'm a lactator."

Chen Ning was very surprised: "What nurse?"

I saw Old Mother Chen walking out from the room with the money, and was surprised when she saw Chen Ning: "Why are you back?"

Chen Ning turned to his mother, pointed at the woman and asked, "This is..."

"Oh, it's the lactation nurse that our family invited to come to the door. Xiaodi has no child to suck milk, and can't express milk, so she invited a lactation nurse to help her press."

He understood right away.

Mrs. Chen turned to the lactation nurse, gave her the money in her hand, said thank you very much, and sent the lactation nurse out of the house.

At this time, Xiao Di called out in the bathroom: "Auntie, I'm done washing, please bring in my change of clothes."

When she couldn't hear anything, she called again: "Auntie, aren't you home?"

After waiting for a while, she finally unscrewed the door and came out.

When he heard the sound, he rushed to the door of the bathroom angrily.

When the door opened, they stared at each other.

It was an accident that he came back suddenly; it was an accident that he finally saw her after so long, but it was such a lively picture.

"You're back?"

"Well! I'm back..."

He rushed in with full momentum, but at this moment, all the anger dissipated, and even his heart faltered.

She smiled in the mist in the bathroom, her smile was bright and warm, seeing him was like seeing her beloved lover, her eyes were so heart-melting.

Chen Ning was in a trance for a while, then thought of something, turned his face away, Zhu Xiaodi also suddenly remembered something, wrapped the bath towel tightly, passed him by, and said while walking: "I'm sorry, Auntie asked me to take a bath first, and then help me Bring the clothes in, I... I didn't know you were back, I'll just go and put them on."

Passing by the bar, the phone rang, Xiao Di took the extension on the bar, nodded, and put the phone down.Turning around, she said to Chen Ning: "It's my aunt's. She said that she is going to visit her uncle in a nursing home now. Let us not wait for her. She won't be back in a while."

He walked a few steps, sat on one side of the sofa, raised his head, leaned against the back of the soft sofa, spread his hands flat on it, and a smile appeared on the corner of his lips.When not to go, choose this time to go...

He lifted his head slightly, and leaned against the back of the sofa again. He smiled helplessly, pinched the center of his brows with his hands, and smiled self-deprecatingly. When laughing, he covered his face with his palms.Suddenly feeling a sharp pain in his head, he immediately took the pill and swallowed it, then leaned back on the sofa.Chen Ning, who closed his eyes, only felt a burst of fragrance, but without any reaction, he felt her slippery palm gently covering his forehead.He put down his hand covering his face and opened his eyes, only to see her concerned face.She was so close to him that he could smell her fragrance, feel her breath, and even see her flawless face.Her face had always been as white as blood loss, but because of the hot bath just now, it was covered with a nice layer of red. This red was like a little vermilion, embellishing her delicate beauty, which could make people's heart skip a beat.

He couldn't restrain the desire surging in his heart, and pressed her hand covering her forehead.She had an indescribable attraction to him, and he stared at her blankly, feeling the urge to hug her.

She looked at him in surprise, and he accepted this surprise, and it was this surprise that made him suddenly realize something and felt ashamed.

"What are you doing?" He became angry with embarrassment, his hand covered her hand, and in the next second, he grabbed her hand and tore it off angrily.The force was so strong that she fell to the side all of a sudden, touching the wall before she could stand firmly.

She didn't understand what she did wrong, she just pinched her wrist that had been pulled by him with her hands, she didn't understand why he pulled her so hard, and she still hit the wall with the remaining strength.

Chen Ning was annoyed by her pitiful appearance. He stood up and shouted at her: "Who allowed you to touch me? What right do you have to touch me?"

She blinked, with tears in her eyes, swallowed bitterly, and said sadly: "I...I just see that you are not feeling well, and I want to see if you have a fever. I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

"It wasn't on purpose, what are you doing here at my house?"

"It was my aunt who picked me up. She said that it was with your consent. She said that you regretted not picking me up that day. You couldn't lose face, so she asked her to pick me up."

He laughed ironically: "Do you think it's possible?"

"Thinking of the hug you gave me before you left, I thought...it was possible. Thinking of how tightly you hugged me, I thought...what Auntie said was true." Her eyes were filled with moisture, "It turns out that my aunt lied to me. Don't be angry. I'll change my clothes and leave."

"No hurries?"

He smiled evilly, grabbed her, pulled her down, pulled her back into his arms, wrapped her around her, and whispered in his ear: "What kind of drug did you give my mother?" , she wants to match us up like this?"

"I said it was impossible for us, and I also said that it was impossible for me to marry you. How could I change my mind and let you in? Zhu Xiaodi, you actually told my mother that you like me?"

"What do you like about me?" He asked sarcastically, "What do you like about me?"

Xiao Di maintained the posture of being hugged by him, and smiled helplessly, heartbroken.

"I like you because the first time I saw you, I felt like I've seen you somewhere, as if I've known you for a long time. Then, I'm grateful to you, because you can still let me see a glimmer of light when I am most desperate, let me I felt very warm and wanted to rely on it. Later, when I heard them talk about you, I was moved by you, and I was very distressed, because there is still someone in this world like me who locks his heart and refuses to Let yourself go. There is no hope, but you are still waiting hard. This painful feeling makes me really feel sorry for you."

His heart was obviously touched, but he sneered and said, "It's smart enough. After all, if I have nothing, you don't feel distressed and heartbroken, but you want to laugh at me from the bottom of my heart, how can there be such stubbornness in this world?" Spiritual stupid man."

"It's because you don't have nothing, but you lock yourself up like this, which makes people feel even more sad. I like you, but I like you wishfully."

"Since it's your wishful thinking, you're going on wishful thinking. Why do you tell my mother and encourage her to match us up like this? You are very scheming, Zhu Xiaodi! You think that by bewitching my mother, you can make her put pressure on me , force me to marry you?" He said bitterly, and then threw her under him fiercely, "It will never be possible, understand?"

Xiao Di was stunned, because he put her earlobe in his mouth, bit it lightly, and said while biting, "I want it."

She opened her eyes wide, looking at his lustful eyes, she couldn't believe it: "What do you want?"

He smiled sarcastically: "Why pretend to be stupid?"

"You... mean now?"

Her eyes were full of indescribable fear: "No, brother Chen, the wound... the wound of giving birth will open, and you will hurt me."

"You are not qualified to negotiate terms with me."

He clamped her hands with one hand, and put his other hand into the gap in her bath towel, down, down again, and then fully grasped.He thought it was something to enjoy, but unexpectedly, her five sense organs were all tangled together in pain, and she even arched her body in pain.She struggled to free her hand, then pressed his hand, crying, "Don't touch it, it hurts!"

She doesn't look like she's pretending.He didn't understand, didn't know, didn't understand, and even more confused: "What's wrong? Don't you like me like this?"

Tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, she shook her head, and turned her head to one side, as if there was something unspeakable.

When he moved her hand away from the back of his hand, intending to pull off her towel, she pressed it again in panic.

"let me see."

"Don't look, when Xiaobao sucked the milk, it broke."

He was puzzled: "Such a small child, how could it be possible to suck it through?"

She shook her head and said, "He was very painful when I was feeding him when I was just born. I haven't fed him for several days, and the milk came back. When I was feeding today, there was no more milk. He sucked harder. The sucking broke I bought one and changed another, and both were broken. He couldn’t eat enough, and I was in pain. There was nothing I could do, so my aunt hired a lactation nurse.”

"Is it really that serious?"

"Yeah!" She nodded slightly, "She helped me keep time and told me that there was a mother who was so serious that she was breastfeeding and crying. It was really painful, like pointing fingernails, forcibly touching you in the same place The skin. Auntie fully understands the pain, because it was the same when she was breastfeeding you, so when she heard that there was a lactation nurse, she quickly hired one for me."

Chen Ning lightly flicked Xiao Di's bath towel, and she struggled a little, so he said, "Let me see, let me see how the injury is."

Without waiting for her to respond, he insisted on pulling down her towel.She subconsciously wanted to stop him, but it was too late.

His eyes widened, his brows furrowed and hissed.

"You bastard!" He cursed like this, and then he couldn't help but bend down.

She yelled at Brother Chen.

"My god!" Mrs. Chen pushed the door open and entered, terrified.

Chen Ning subconsciously hugged Xiaodi into his arms, protected her, and shouted at Chen's old mother at the door: "Mom, why did you come back suddenly?"

"What's wrong? What's wrong with you?"

"I……"

"Let me tell you, Ningzi, your wife is still in confinement, you have to hold back if you can't help it."

"Who is my wife?"

He pushed Xiao Di away from his arms, got up angrily, and shouted at Xiao Di: "I came back to tell you that this family has you without me! If my mother insists that you stay for the baby to breastfeed, I fulfill you, but only for one month. After one month, you have to go if you don’t want to."

He got up, walked past Mrs. Chen, opened the door, and slammed it hard.

Xiao Di grabbed the towel and sat on the sofa, and Mrs. Chen hurried over.

"Xiao Di, are you okay?"

Xiao Di asked her sadly: "Auntie, why did you lie to me? Brother Chen didn't ask you to pick me up at all."

Old mother Chen sat beside Xiao Di, looked at her face distressedly and said, "Xiao Di, I lied to you because... I don't want my silly son to miss you." She said to Xiao Di lovingly: "Trust Auntie, he has heart for you, but he refuses to admit it..."

Chen Ning never came back.

Until this day, Mrs. Chen yelled on the phone: "In a week, your son will be full moon. Have you ordered the full moon wine? Have you printed all the invitations? Are you going to be a father like this?"

Chen Ning said: "Don't you want my son?"

Old mother Chen interrupted: "Just say it clearly, you don't care about your son? Don't play silence on me, did you hear me?"

Chen Ning could hear the smell of gunpowder: "I heard it, I heard it. The banquet was booked when my son was brought back from the hospital. The invitations were also bought, and I was about to take them home to discuss the list of banquets with you. "

"Come back quickly, we'll wait for you to eat."

Does that "we" include Xiaodi?
When he got home and opened the door with the key, he heard the cry of a child "uhhhhh" from the door.

He seemed to be able to imagine her holding the baby, very gentle, very focused, full of motherhood.

After taking a deep breath, the key was turned and the door opened...

Old mother Chen was sitting in the living room holding Xiaobao. When she saw Chen Ning standing at the door, she looked strange and said, "What are you doing standing there stupidly? Come in, you are not afraid of the wind, and it will freeze my little treasure."

Chen Ning let out an "oh", closed the door and entered, looking involuntarily at the guest room on the first floor.Mrs. Chen followed his gaze and joked, "What are you looking for? Looking for Xiaodi? They heard that you were coming back, so they left long ago."

He said "oh" thoughtfully again.

Mrs. Chen said happily: "'Oh' what, I want to see Xiaodi and I don't see it, are you disappointed?"

Chen Ning yelled as if someone had revealed his mind: "What are you talking about?"

His mother laughed and said, "Outsiders can understand it, but you don't understand it."

Chen Ning said angrily: "What's so good about her, you want to match us up like this?"

Mother Chen asked back: "What's wrong with her, you want to avoid her like this?"

"In short, I asked for this child for you. Her mission has been completed. I won't marry her."

Mother Chen pretended not to hear, she turned around and teased the baby, and walked inside, Chen Ning suddenly felt that she was being ignored.

"Mother?"

Chen's mother shouted in the house: "I'm deaf, I can't hear!"

"you……"

After dinner, Chen Ning wanted to hold the child, but Chen's mother refused to let him hold it: "I don't even want the child's mother, why do you still hold other people's children?"

"The child is mine."

"Nobody, you gave birth?"

"She wouldn't have been born without me."

"Don't, don't get close. He has nothing to do with you, and he doesn't care if he has something to do with you. This child has nothing to do with you. You just leave it to me after completing the task, and it will be mine. From now on, you are not allowed to hug him."

"I……"

Old mother Chen walked around Chen Ning, sat on the sofa, picked up the invitation card on the table, and after reading it, she opened her eyes and shouted: "My grandson's name is Chen Xiaobao? You just write the invitation card like this? You Is this the name of your son? You...why don’t you care about him being called Dabao? It’s a good name. See you tomorrow Dabao, see you every day Dabao. Grandson, just call my grandson such a name?"

Chen Ning said: "Let's use the name Chen Xiaobao first. I can't think of a good name for a while. I'm tired, so I'm going to bed first."

As soon as he finished walking the stairs, he heard Mrs. Chen calling Xiao Di, complaining, "Xiao Di, the child is going to be played to death by his father!"He actually named him Xiaobao, Dabao's younger brother, Chen Xiaobao.

Chen Ning couldn't help laughing.

But then, Chen Ning heard his mother say: "Xiao Di, the baby's full moon wine will be served at noon next Friday. ... By the way, Xiao Di, the weather will change tomorrow and it will be windy. You can wear more clothes before coming over. ... …The baby is okay, the milk you express is enough to drink, alas, I am really sorry for letting you run around during the confinement period. …Foreigners who give birth and go swimming are foreigners, they eat bread, We Chinese grew up drinking milk, and we Chinese grew up eating rice, so we can’t mix together. Auntie loves you and tells you not to leave, but you insist on leaving. I’m just such a son? I’d rather replace you Such a girl...Okay, okay, go to bed early, and wait for you to come over tomorrow."

The phone hangs up.

Chen Ning had already guessed the content of the phone call from what Mrs. Chen said. After returning to the room, he closed the door tightly and called Xiaodi.

"Our baby is full moon next week and I hope you don't attend, you know what I mean?"

"You mean... don't let me participate in the baby's full moon wine?" Her voice trembled, obviously forcing herself to calm down.

There was a burst of sourness in his heart, but he swallowed it forcefully, and said, "Yes."

"But I want to participate, I... I want to participate in my child's full moon banquet, I want to watch him catch Zhou, I want to..."

"You still want to stay, and then, you will attend his one-year-old and ten-year-old banquets, and you will send him to kindergarten and then elementary school, then high school and university, study for a Ph.D. and study abroad, watch him marry a wife and have children, and then, Do you want to stay and take care of his child again?" He interrupted her cruelly, "Zhu Xiaodi, do you want to be more greedy?"

She cried heartbrokenly: "How can this be greed? It is a matter of human nature, but to me it is greed? Brother Chen, I will never get married, and I will never have children again. I may... this life I only have this chance to attend such a banquet. Let me go, okay?"

"No, Zhu Xiaodi!" Chen Ning's heart ached, but he still refused her.

"Why?" She broke down in tears.

"Because I don't want to see you again, let alone my relatives and friends."

"However, when I gave birth to the baby, they went to the hospital to see me."

"Then, from that day on, please disappear automatically."

"But……"

"No, but after the full moon, you will leave. Regardless of whether it is broken or not, please leave. Don't appear in front of me again, and don't interfere in our life. Also, the baby has no mother, and the baby's mother died in a car accident. , if an outsider sees you, you will say that you are a distant relative of our family. I have already made an exception to let you stay, please don't go further and do things that disgust and hate me. "

She cried sadly, but answered him with difficulty: "I know, I... know, the baby's... mother is dead, the baby has no mother, I'm just... just a distant relative of your family, I won't go to the baby The full moon wine, I... will not go."

The phone was hung up by Chen Ning mercilessly. Hearing the beeping sound, she stood beside the bed, knelt down on the ground, crying heartbroken.

And he... also fell on the bed in pain, clutching his chest in pain, took out his wallet, saw the photo stickers in the wallet, and said hypnotically to himself: "I won't marry her, I won't marry her." Will fall in love with her, let alone keep her for the child. I only want you, and I don't want anything else."

More importantly, he didn't know whether the operation he was scheduled to perform a few days later was a success or a failure.

On the day of the baby's full moon, the Chen family couldn't find Zhu Xiaodi anymore.They called her, shut down.Call Chen Ning, Chen Ning said, don't worry, she sent him a text message in the morning, saying that she has finished expressing her milk and won't come.

Old mother Chen felt sad: "Did you not let her come forward?"

Chen Ning said bluntly: "Yes, I didn't let her come. She is very knowledgeable and very nice. You are not mistaken."

"Then why...why didn't you let her show up?"

"Mom!" Chen Ning changed the subject, "If she won't come, she won't come. If you still want to see her, don't ask any more. Otherwise, I will send her to another place so that you will never see her again. She. I can say it, and I can do it. You know how stubborn I am. "

So, on this day, no one saw the child's mother.

On this day, Xiao Di wandered outside alone, alone, alone... until night.

Back at the apartment by the lake, she was about to enter the building when she heard a trembling voice calling her from behind.

"Xiao Di."

Xiao Di turned around in surprise, her eyes widened in astonishment.

"A...Auntie?" She couldn't believe it. The black figure sitting on the flower bed beside the building was Chen Ning's mother, Old Mother Chen. "You...why are you here?"

In the freezing weather, Old Mother Chen's lips were frozen white, and her eyes were covered with blackness. She smiled "hehe", but it was an involuntary laughter when it was extremely cold.

"After the banquet, Auntie will wait for you here."

"Aunt Chen, it's going to snow tonight, you, how can you wait for me here?" Xiao Di hurried over, trying to help her, but heard her say, "Don't, don't, Auntie's feet are so cold that I can't feel it." , don't touch me yet, I... I will take my time."

Xiao Di immediately took off the scarf, surrounded Mrs. Chen, rubbed her cold hands, and kept breathing on it, then bent down, hugged her legs and rubbed the trousers for her, bent her knees to the ground At that moment, he knelt on one knee on the cold concrete floor.

"Xiao Di, Auntie is much better, good boy, get up, you just had a full moon today, it's cold here, get up quickly."

"Auntie, why?" She kept kneeling on one knee, raised her head, and she was full of tears.

"Xiao Di, don't cry, this child, auntie is here, of course she is waiting for you to come back so that she can pick you up."

"There are people in the house, there is a confinement wife, she will leave tomorrow, why don't you go in and wait, auntie?"

"Go in and wait, there is no sincerity." Chen's mother wiped Xiao Di's tears, and said lovingly, "Auntie came to pick you up. Last time, Auntie said to pick you up, but she didn't pick you up. This time, Auntie I came to pick you up in person, no longer use breastfeeding the baby as an excuse, just want to pick you up."

Mother Chen said to Xiaodi in the cold wind: "Xiaodi, I wronged you today. Auntie sincerely apologizes to you. You go back with auntie, okay? This family needs you."

Xiao Di cried uncontrollably: "Auntie, in this world, besides my mother, you are the first person who treats me sincerely, but I can't go back with you. You don't know, you really don't know what I am doing I grew up in such a family, what kind of hardships I have suffered, how I envy those who have families, how I wish I had a family of my own. But, auntie, Brother Chen doesn’t like me, he doesn’t like me at all , he even hates me, because I ruined his oath, ruined his loyalty to another woman, and made him break his oath and become a person who broke his promise. It is impossible for us... Auntie, On the day you took me home, Brother Chen came back to humiliate me, as you saw, I wouldn’t have stayed if you hadn’t begged me to stay. Now, I beg you, please don’t torture me anymore, I’ve already Book the train ticket, leave the day after tomorrow, leave here, and never come back."

"Xiao Di, where are you going?" Mother Chen panicked.

"Auntie, since I'm leaving, of course I won't tell you."

"You can't go!" Old mother Chen grabbed Xiao Di and held her tightly.

"Auntie, please don't force me."

"It's not forced, you listen to Auntie!"

Old mother Chen held Xiaodi's hand tightly, and said to Xiaodi: "Ningzi likes you, Ningzi absolutely likes you, I'm his mother, I can see that he likes you, just, just..." Old mother Chen With a look of pain: "This child is just stupid, stubborn, and it's a matter of decision. Ninety cows can't be pulled back. Since he broke up with his girlfriend, he has never touched another woman."

"I know he is infatuated, I know I can't get into his heart, I..."

"You don't know!" Chen's mother also cried. She took Xiaodi's hand and said, "That woman provokes dissension, loves vanity, and hurts my son very hard. My son is really a muscle, a muscle, Listen to that woman for everything, believe her in everything, believe her that I am embarrassing her in private. Xiao Di, Auntie, am I this kind of person? Am I?"

"No, Auntie."

"But Ningzi just believed her. That woman betrayed Ningzi, but she said that I was against it. She had to choose someone else for the sake of our mother-child relationship."

"Xiao Di, Ningzi is really deceived by lard. He just believes it. He even did stupid things for this woman, and almost made me, a white-haired man, send a black-haired man. If she is really worth it Ningzi loves her so much, I will let him be my mother, but that woman is completely playing with my son's feelings, I can tell that Ningzi just doesn't believe me. Xiao Di, this When a woman gets along with my son, she tortures my son, and after she leaves, her power is still undiminished. However, when Auntie saw you for the first time, she saw Ning Zi patting you to sleep, her eyes were so soft... who I don't even suspect that he likes you. Believe in Auntie, Auntie will not misunderstand the person. You are the one who unlocked Ning Zi's heart. He is obsessed with it now and refuses to believe that he is in love with you, but he must feel that he can't control it. He refused to see you and avoided you because he was alone. He didn't let you participate in the baby's full moon banquet, all because he was afraid that his heart would be shaken by everyone's recognition again, and he was afraid that he would fall in love with you himself. "

"Xiao Di!" Mother Chen cried sadly, "I treat you well because I love you, because you are the mother of my grandson, and more importantly, you can let my son walk out of the dead end. I know that I A love has a purpose. I admit that I am a selfish mother. I really don’t want my son to go on like this and ruin his life in the hands of that woman. I am also a selfish grandma. I don’t want my grandson to live in an unhealthy life. In my family, I don’t want him to pull my clothes and ask where my mother has been just as soon as he is sensible.”

"Xiao Di, in order to give birth to Xiao Bao, you don't even have to die. You and I are both mothers. You can understand my feelings as a mother, right? Can you understand, Xiao Di?"

Xiao Di just cried sadly: "Auntie, Auntie..."

"Give Auntie one more chance. Auntie can prove that Ning Zi likes you. Give Auntie one more chance. Just be an Auntie and beg you, please save my son. He really can't go on like this. He really can't ruin the rest of his life." In his obsessed mind, Auntie please give Auntie one more chance, when you become Auntie's daughter-in-law, Auntie must be the mother-in-law who loves you the most."

She took her hand and said, "How about going home with Auntie? Go home with Auntie..."

Xiao Di cried and said: "Auntie, you are really selfish like this, and it really hurts me. The more he refuses to admit his heart, the more he will hurt me. If I can't let him admit it, In the end, I will lose my heart, lose my dignity, and suffer the most. I can't save him, I can't even save myself, I'm sorry, auntie, I can't promise you."

"Xiao Di!"

She took out her mobile phone, turned it on, and wanted to call Chen Ning, but found that in the mobile phone, apart from the call from Mrs. Chen, it was the missed call from Chen Ning.She called and said to Chen Ning: "Hi, brother Chen, I'm Xiaodi, I'm sorry, my mobile phone is turned off, and I just turn it on now. You want to ask about my aunt? Auntie is downstairs in my apartment. , please take her home."

"I won't go back, and if you don't go back with me, I won't go back." Chen Ning heard Chen's mother's voice on the other end of the phone.

In less than 10 minutes, Chen Ning rushed over, but saw Mrs. Chen sitting on the flower bed, holding Xiaodi's hand tightly, and refused to let her go.

"Mom, we've been looking for you and we're going to call the police. Why are you here?" He didn't look at Xiao Di, and ran directly to Mrs. Chen, trying to help her up, but Mrs. Chen held on to Xiao Di tightly, and wouldn't let go.

"If Xiaodi doesn't go back with us, I won't leave."

"Mom, don't make trouble, okay?"

"I didn't make trouble! Do you think you're the only one who is stubborn? Without my old stubbornness, there would be no such little stubbornness like you. Today we will become stubborn, let's see who is more stubborn!"

Chen Ning went to hold Old Mother Chen's hand, but found that Old Mother Chen's hand was as cold as a piece of iron.He was so heartbroken that he yelled at Xiaodi: "You can hate me, how can you treat my mother like this? How long have you let her freeze here? What on earth is your heart made of to treat an old man like this?"

Mother Chen protected Xiao Di: "I want to stay here myself, even if I freeze to death, I will stay here too. Why are you yelling at her?"

"Mom, come with me!"

Chen Ning picked up Chen's old mother, and Chen's old mother held Xiao Di tightly and pulled Xiao Di to Chen Ning's car.

Chen Ning was completely lost: "Mom, you are old, can you stop being so self-willed?"

Mrs. Chen ignored it.Xiao Di went to hold Old Mother Chen's hand: "Auntie, don't do this, please, don't do this. Let me go!"

"Let her go, Mom!"

"What do you know? Let her go now, she will leave the city the day after tomorrow, and you will never see her again."

There was a trace of complicated emotions on Chen Ning's face.

Old mother Chen pulled Xiao Di: "Xiao Di, Xiao Di, you are shaking from the cold, are you cold? Get in the car, there is heating in the car."

"My mother is too old to freeze with you, so you can rely on her."

"it is good."

Xiao Di answered, and Chen's mother smiled with tears in her eyes. When she sat in the back seat, Xiao Di closed the door quickly, and then shouted at Chen Ning: "Brother Chen, hurry up."

Chen Ning was stunned for a moment, and immediately came back to his senses, rushed to the driver's seat, just opened the door and sat in, when Chen's mother rushed out from the other side door of the car, and shouted at Xiao Di: "Xiao Di, how can you Lied to auntie?"

"Auntie, I'm sorry."

"I..." The old man was cold and hungry, and was frozen in the cold wind for several hours. He cried to his nerves, and was deceived. He was exhausted for a while, and his eyes turned black, and he fell to the ground.

Chen Ning rushed over to support her in grief, and shouted loudly: "Mom!"

The ambulance sent Mrs. Chen to the emergency room.

Old mother Chen was still in emergency treatment, and Chen Ning waited anxiously outside the door.

Xiao Di appeared, and when he heard footsteps, Chen Ning looked up and saw her coming from a distance.

Seeing him like an enemy, he was extremely jealous, before she could get close, he rushed forward and shouted at her: "What are you doing here?"

She was frightened by his appearance, but she still looked worried: "I...I want to see Auntie, I..."

"Get out—" Chen Ning pointed at the road behind her through gritted teeth, and shouted at her, "Get out!"

"I……"

"Did you hear me?"

"Tell you to go, do you have ears?"

"It was you who caused the trouble. You are the worst and most scheming. You think you can marry into our family after you give birth to me? Do you think I will let you in because you please my mother? You don't think about what you are. I took you in with good intentions and gave you a way to survive, but you ran to my bed shamelessly. If it wasn't for the child, I would never want to see you again in my life. How did you swear at the beginning? I will die a terrible death? Now you stay at my house so shamelessly, what are your plans? I can't imagine that you are so disrespectful and ungrateful. The thing I regret most in my life is to help you take you in! Get out, give me roll!"

Her tears were like streams of uncontrollable water. She looked at Chen Ning in disbelief, moved her lips, and choked up a long time before she said: "If you have something to say... say it, why are you so angry?"

He gritted his teeth and said cruelly, "I have nothing to say to you anymore."

"Then why are you yelling at me so loudly? Are you afraid that others will not know that I gave birth to a child out of wedlock, and gave birth to a child and sold it to you?"

He didn't expect her to yell back, but she took a deep breath and shouted at him: "What do you think of me? Because you are rich, because you have helped me, I should humble myself without principle? I I have never pestered you, from the time I was pregnant with your seed to the full moon, I can't even count the number of times I have seen you with ten fingers."

"Yes, I am evil and scheming, I even sold my son, what other unconscionable things I can't do?" She choked on her tears and kept backing away, "No one is born to be trampled on. It's ruined under my feet. I don't want your money, your card, even if I sell myself, I won't take a penny from your Chen family. The seed I gave birth to you, I will never see him again in this life One look. I am shameless, I am ungrateful, if time can go back in time, I would rather die than ask you for help! I will leave immediately, and like you, I pray to God that I will not See you again!"

She looked at him with tears all over her face, and that look was full of despair and desolation.

"Farewell!" She turned around and ran the way she came back.

He was overwhelmed by her momentum, and when he heard her say "Farewell", he suddenly felt that something was wrong, so he instinctively caught up with her and grabbed her hand: "Zhu Xiaodi, what do you want to do?"

She shook him off severely: "What's none of your business?"

"Don't be stupid!"

She smiled, very ironically.

"Afraid that I will die? Die for you?" After a pause, he looked at his face carefully and said, "You overestimated your weight in my heart. If I, Zhu Xiaodi, were going to die, I would have died a thousand times, you It’s not enough to put me in danger. Farewell, I will never see you again until I die! Mr. Chen, take care of yourself! No matter how cheap I am, I’m not so cheap that I’m so shameless that I’m just as shy as a dog. By that person's side, I'm not a romance heroine, I won't accompany you or seek abuse."

The moment Xiao Di shook his hand, the door of the emergency room behind Chen Ning opened, and Mrs. Chen was pushed out by the moving bed.

Chen Ning looked at Xiao Di's leaving figure, and then at the old mother who was pushed out behind him. After struggling for a moment, he finally turned his head and walked in the direction of his old mother.

In the middle of the night, Mrs. Chen woke up. She moved her fingers first, then her eyelids twitched, and slowly opened her eyes.

Seeing that the ceiling didn't look like his own, he was momentarily dazed and confused, and then he heard movement nearby, turned his head, and caught a glimpse of Chen Ning falling asleep on the sofa beside the bed.

"Ningzi..." Old Mother Chen's voice was difficult.

Chen Ning had a quick wit, woke up from a light sleep, saw his mother woke up, ran over, and said with mixed sorrow and joy: "Mom, you're awake!"

Old mother Chen nodded and stretched out her hand. Chen Ning held her hand tightly. Old mother Chen smiled lovingly, and then freed up her other hand to gently touch Chen Ning's brow.

"Son, I have caused you trouble."

Chen Ning said anxiously: "Mom, what are you talking about? I am your son."

Old mother Chen said with a difficult voice: "But you are still blaming me."

Chen Ning shook his head and said, "Mom, why would I blame you?"

"Blame me for not agreeing with you and Qian Juan at the beginning."

"Mom, it's all over."

"But son, you haven't passed this hurdle yet."

"Mom knows..." Mrs. Chen said, "Mom knows that you are very filial. Back then, if you didn't insist on living for us, you would have long ago..."

"Mom, you just woke up, don't talk about it, have a good rest, okay?"

Old Mother Chen shook her head and said, "If I don't talk about it now, I will forget about it later. Ning Zi!"

Chen Ning's weak hand shook Chen Ning's palm: "You are simple, you are very simple, you have been very smooth since you were young, and you have never encountered any setbacks. The only time it was related to Qian Juan was Because of that time, you started to like her!" Old mother Chen sighed deeply, "At the beginning... I don't know what Qian Juan told you, but I did meet her before you broke up. But I just talked to her Said, in order to be with you and to prove that he is capable of independence, Ningzi does not accept money from the family and supports you by himself. However, he is just a small employee now, and he doesn't have much money. You are still young, don't buy such a Expensive bag. I said my son spoils you, even if he sells his blood, he will buy it for you, but you have to feel sorry for others. After all, my son is not a cash machine, so I can’t eat instant noodles for you every day. You should be together Those who live, don’t be so extravagant, the bag can hold things, don’t buy it for tens of thousands of 10,000+, spread it on the ground, isn’t it just a bag? She said I was old-fashioned, so I said, what do you say, kid You think I'm old-fashioned, and you're still with my old-fashioned son?"

"After going home that night, you came back to argue with me with red eyes. I was also screwing at the time. I didn't tell you the truth, so I carried it with you, saying that I just don't like her, so I don't agree with you being together."

"Your mother, I am so strong, and I held my breath, so I didn't tell you the truth. Now that you are a father, you should understand the feelings of being a parent. No matter what, it is a baby bump that I hold in my hands and put in my mouth. Turning against me suddenly, I still can't bear it in my heart."

"I still remember that you quarreled with me that day because...you were so depressed that people couldn't stand it. I asked you whether you want her or your mother. You choose one, and you say, you would rather have her than your mother. I'm just so sick . . . scaring you, son?"

The past came to mind, Chen Ning shook his head and said: "I was ignorant before, no matter who is right or wrong, it's over."

"Son, this talk is back again. If it's really over, why don't you let yourself go?"

"You are my son. Just look at your eyes and you will know what you are thinking. You like Xiaodi. Mom really saw that you liked her from the bottom of your heart. That's why she hooked you up. Maybe you didn't even I found out, but the more you resist, the more you are afraid to face it, Mom really understands you, you are my son! Even a small gesture, Mom knows what you mean."

"Otherwise, think about it, you said you don't get married, did your mother force you? That girl surnamed Jiang has liked you for several years, and she would come to my house to make friends with me every year and holiday, and wanted to be with you, did I Such a thing? In terms of conditions and family background, she is no better than this fatherless Xiaodi? The problem is that you don't like her. I can see that, even if you please me, but in the future, you will be with my son. Live with me, not with me. My son doesn't like it, so what's the use of me liking it?"

"The day I went to the hospital to see my grandson, it was because I really wanted to hug my grandson. I was still thinking on the way, what kind of woman is it that allows my son to have children with her? What a scheming and powerful character Son? When I arrived at the hospital, I saw you pat her like that. Really Ningzi, mom is from here, and mom is also your mother. Mom can see that you like her from the bottom of your eyes. Especially mom knows that she wanted to give birth to your child. When she almost lost her life, Mom's affection for her skyrocketed."

"You're yelling that I don't care and I'm not responsible, but you can't help caring about that girl. You arranged everything she prepared during confinement, and you are more careful than me, an old woman who has given birth. But on the one hand, he was afraid that he would like her, afraid of seeing her, and couldn't help being nice to her, so he simply hid and didn't come back."

"I understand, the more I match you up, the more you blame me for not agreeing with you and Qian Juan at the beginning, but accepting Xiaodi who has nothing. At the same time, you can't accept yourself, and you clearly say you won't get married. You don't want a child, but you have such a relationship with her, and you still fall in love with her little by little, you can't accept it, can you?"

"My son, you just can't get along with yourself like this. While you feel that you shouldn't empathize with others, you can't help but be nice to others, and then you can't accept it yourself, so you lose your temper at Xiaodi and me. .”

"Really, son, Mom won't force you. It's up to you whether to marry Xiaodi or not."

"I am a selfish old mother. It depends on whether the girl likes you sincerely. I want my son to come home from get off work every day. When he is tired, he will be accompanied by someone. When he is hungry, someone will cook. When he is late, someone will wait. What is being single for a lifetime? If you really want to get to the age where your eyes are dizzy, you want someone to accompany you at that time, but there is no more."

"Son, I'm really selfish. I went to Xiaodi for you and Xiaobao. I really hope my son has a normal family. I want my son to be happy. My silly son is good at everything, just Too stubborn, so stubborn that it hurts."

"Ningzi?"

Old mother Chen, who kept her eyes open, was talking to the ceiling. When she turned to face Chen Ning, she looked at him in amazement: "Ningzi, why are you crying?"

He shook his head and choked with sobs: "Mom, when I saw Xiaodi for the first time, I had a feeling of déjà vu, as if I met her a long time ago. There are so many people in the hospital, but I recognized her right away." , she cried very sadly, and my heart was also sore. Her mother handed her over to me, and I didn't feel troubled. I thought I could treat her better, because she looked so pitiful. The one who spent the night with her One night, it was her emotional setback, I can completely ignore it, but my heart still hurts, I think she is so pitiful. I was indeed drunk when I was with her, but it was the first time for her, even if the two of us were together Drunk, I faintly felt that it was not a dream, but the feeling of holding her was so good that I couldn't bear to let go. I indulged myself and did something wrong, but it was all her fault. She was pregnant with a baby, and I could No, but I couldn't help but let her be born. I didn't even have the courage to recall the way she laughed and cried when I took the baby home."

Chen Ning said: "If she has been tolerant of me out of gratitude, then what I said to her when you gave first aid was already the limit of her tolerance. I have completely irritated her, and she will never... ..."

Chen Ning's cell phone rang suddenly. He picked it up and saw that the caller was "Xiao Di". "Xiao Di..." He suddenly felt excited, uncontrollable excitement, "Xiao Di, where are you? I'm really worried about you!"

On the other end of the phone, a strange man's voice came: "Mr. Chen, right? I'm not the owner of the machine. I just want to tell you that the owner of the machine jumped into the river. He was just rescued, and he was so cold..."

"Is she all right? Is she all right?" He was so anxious that he couldn't help it.

The male voice on the other end of the phone said: "It's okay. Fortunately, the people with her shouted for help, and the fishermen living on the shore came to rescue her. Both of them were too cold to speak, and the owner's bag and mobile phone were all damaged. On the shore, we helped turn it on and saw your number in the column of 'family', so we called you."

"Where are you? Where is she now?"

The man said, "We are now..."

When Chen Ning hurried to the river, Xiao Di was at the house of a fisherman on the bank.Chen Ning was guided to push open the door of that simple room, looking at Xiao Di who was shivering in the quilt, anxious and distressed, without saying a word, he straightened her body, and when she looked at him, Then, he slapped her hard.

Her body was cold, and she had just taken off her clothes with the help of the fisherman's aunt, wrapped in a quilt, and sat in the fire-lit room. As soon as she recovered, she was straightened and slapped severely.

She looked at Chen Ning in disbelief, knelt and sat up wrapped in a quilt, and bumped him with her half-wet head: "Why do you hit me? What right do you have to hit me?"

He exerted his strength, pulled her shoulders, and restrained her. She wanted to struggle, but was frightened by the blood and tears in his eyes.

"Zhu Xiaodi." He choked with difficulty, "You said you wouldn't do stupid things, you said you wouldn't die for someone like me. I remember every word you said before you left, but Why...why did you commit suicide?"

"I didn't!" Xiao Di wanted to break free from him, but he hugged him tightly.

"Do you want me to lose you?"

She doesn't understand, she doesn't understand, she doesn't dare to understand, and she doesn't dare to understand according to what she understands.

But her heart softened, she gently put her hands together, and patted him carefully, just like patting Xiaobao.

"Brother Chen, I didn't commit suicide. I just went for a walk by the river. I saw a little girl standing barefoot on the shallows. It was so cold that the river was covered with thin ice. She must be standing in such an inconspicuous place. Something was wrong, I just... saw her when she was about to jump into the river, I held her back. She struggled desperately, saying that she was dumped by her boyfriend, life is meaningless, and it is better to die. I told her, you have me Miserable? I told her about my life experience and what happened to me. When she listened, she became stupid and asked me, really? I said, yes, you see people like me are desperately living, You still have your parents. What reason do you have for letting the white-haired person send the black-haired person? She was persuaded by me, and I held her back. Unexpectedly, a gust of cold wind blew her up, and she woke up. Just yell at me, you lie, you make up stories to lie to me, how can there be such a miserable person in this world?"

"I definitely didn't lie to her, but she didn't believe it. It was cold, and before I went to pull her, I left my bag and coat on the shore. I was so cold that I couldn't control my body, and she dragged me into the river. I tried my best to push her ashore, but I couldn't get up by myself, so she shouted for help, and the nearby fishermen rescued me. I was so cold that I couldn't speak, so they took me and threw me on the shore The cell phone next to you, call you."

"I'm sorry!" At this point, she smiled sadly, "I said I would never see you until I died, but if you were not careful, I would see you again."

Chen Ning roared: "Are you embarrassed to laugh? You are worrying me to death, are you embarrassed to laugh? One degree below zero, in the middle of the night, what are you doing by the river?"

"I don't know either. After running out of the hospital, blowing some wind nearby to wake up my mind and think about what to do next, I met that girl."

"I really want to strangle you to death." He gritted his teeth, but held her tighter in the next second.

"Brother Chen..." She choked up, "Don't hug her so tightly, I can't breathe anymore."

He tried harder.

She had difficulty breathing, but closed her eyes in peace.

She knew that this was not love, and that he was just acting out of emotion, just like the last hug in the hospital, without the slightest meaning.

However, when she closed her eyes and felt this suffocating embrace, her brain, which was deprived of oxygen, began to echo the amplified heartbeat strangely.

"Xiao Di, let's go home." He hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear, "I want to take you home."

He let her go, and before she recovered, she was hugged horizontally by him.

Chen Ning carried Xiao Di back home, and carried him into the bathtub for bathing.Before carrying her in, he peeled off the quilt wrapped around her body.

She exclaimed, "Don't, I... I'm not wearing anything inside."

He just glanced at her, turned her around, and turned his back to him: "in this case, it doesn't matter, does it?"

"I... I'll do it myself."

He said, "I have to massage for you to activate your blood vessels. How do you massage yourself?"

He didn't know whether it was the dense water vapor, or her face was too delicate after soaking in the hot bath, his eyes froze, and he hugged her and kissed her.The room is full of mist, and the room is beautiful. She is obviously very inexperienced, and he guides her patiently.

She clings to him helplessly, and the last time she kissed him was on that ridiculous night, he treated her as another person, passionate, sad and intoxicating, but the time was too long, she almost forgot that feeling.At this time, passively lingering, he couldn't help responding, so jerky that he was addicted to it, and he couldn't help but want to do something deeper.

Xiao Di suddenly realized what he was going to do, and said in a panic, "Brother Chen, Brother Chen can't."

Confused, he suppressed her hand that pushed him.

"Believe me, I won't... treat you like the first time."

His eager gaze made her feel dazed, she nodded involuntarily, and then exclaimed: "No, I didn't mean that, I was... I had a caesarean section, and I can't have intercourse within three months."

Chen Ning was stunned, and then looked apologetic: "I'm sorry, I forgot, I thought it would be fine for a woman to finish confinement, but I thought that our baby just had a full moon drink today, so I..."

Her eyes dimmed, and he immediately understood painfully.

"Forgive me, Xiao Di, today the baby is full moon, but such a thing happened, I am sorry for you, when we prepare for the wedding..."

Her eyes widened suddenly, and she couldn't believe her ears.

But the cell phone he put outside rang, interrupting his word "waiting".

The ringtone was specially set by him for Qian Juan. When he heard the ringing, he suddenly stopped talking, then stared at Xiao Di in astonishment, and walked out like an electric shock.

She also knew who the ringtone was from.

"Who do you think of when you are lonely? I set the ringtone exclusively for you. I hope you can think of me." She has entered Chen Ning's QQ space and knows who the owner of the ringtone is.

The feeling of being hugged tightly by him and then suddenly pulling away and walking away made people feel so cold and uncomfortable.Just now... just now he said "when we prepare for the wedding", right?Before he could say the word "waiting" and tell her his future plans, he abandoned her when he heard the ringing of the bell.

As for the phone call, Chen Ning took it excitedly, but it was disconnected immediately after the call was connected.

He called again, but the other party didn't answer, and then he received a text message: "Ning, it's not convenient for me to talk on the phone, but I want to tell you, I miss you so much."

For a moment, Chen Ning was like a child who received a gift, he was so happy that he couldn't express: "I also... miss you."

……

Wrapped in a bath towel, Zhu Xiaodi leaned against the door under the heater, watching Chen Ning send text messages to the other party ecstatically and tenderly, and the text message reminder on his hand kept ringing.

The man who hugged her just now, immediately fell in love with his ex, she suddenly didn't know how to express her feelings.

If she were his wife, she would lose her temper and snatch his mobile phone, but she is not, she is not qualified, and he doesn't even need to care about her mood, he can text his ex over there like no one else.

There was still the aftertaste of his kiss on her lips, she looked at it sadly, but a bitter smile appeared on her lips.

The confinement lady who took care of the child came out at this time and was about to call Xiao Di, but Xiao Di raised her index finger to signal her not to speak.The confinement wife understood and shut up immediately.Xiao Di walked over, took her hand, and walked into the baby's room.

The child was sleeping soundly on the small bed. Xiao Di glanced at the child, but did not go over to him, nor did he go to hold the child, but said to the confinement wife: "Auntie, can you lend me a set of your clothes? It's all wet, and I can't go back."

The confinement wife nodded repeatedly and said, "Yes." Then she was surprised when she heard the second part of Xiao Di's words, and said, "It's so late, you still want to go back?"

Xiao Di smiled bitterly: "This is not the place for me to stay, sorry for the inconvenience, Auntie."

The confinement sister-in-law knew that the situation in this family was complicated, and she also knew that Chen Ning didn't want to see her, and she didn't even let her participate in the child's full moon wine. Her status seemed to be inferior to her confinement sister-in-law.

The confinement wife brought a set of clothes to Xiao Di. After Xiao Di put it on, it was a little bigger, but it was still wearable.She thanked the confinement wife, then turned around and went outside, took her bag, glanced at Chen Ning who was sitting with her back to her, gently opened the door and walked out, then gently closed it.

The door... still made a sound.At this moment, Chen Ning turned his head in shock, stood up as if he suddenly remembered something, and ran back to the room: "Xiao Di, Xiao Di."

The confinement wife just came out and said to him, "Xiao Di just went out."

"Where to go?"

"She said go back."

"Why don't you stop her!"

He opened the door and went out, and saw her waiting for the elevator at the elevator door.

"Xiao Di."

She smiled bitterly: "Brother Chen."

The elevator came, the door opened, she walked in, but Chen Ning grabbed Xiao Di.

"Why are you leaving? What's the matter?"

She smiled, very sweetly.

"Brother Chen, have you been sleeping with me for that day, treating me as someone else's business, and feeling sorry for me?"

"I..." She mentioned this here, and he didn't know how to answer.

"Actually, you don't need to take it to heart. I didn't reject you that night because I also regarded you as another man." Xiao Di said, "That night was his wedding night, and you and I I know you because of him. You and he have the same birthday. You have the same breath, the same soft heart, the same unsteady stand, the same like to be ambiguous, and the same way to be nice to others while being kind to others. People are cruel, you and him... In some ways, it's really like. So, you understand? That night, I thought of myself as a bride, and you as him, and I... just borrowed from you, and when it's done I'll never A wish that can be fulfilled. In reality, I slept with you. In my subconscious, I automatically replaced you that night with him. Therefore, I don’t like you, and I don’t love you. I have a child, and I have no feelings for you. I don’t want to give myself to you because of gratitude. You don’t need to feel guilty about me, because you and I have no intersection in my perception world, because my Subconsciously, that night, it wasn't you."

He couldn't believe his ears: "you said you liked me."

"Miss still calls the benefactor husband, what does a mere liking represent?"

"Then just now, what was the kiss in the bathroom?" He didn't believe that she was so attached and devoted to him, without any affection for him.

She smiled: "Brother Chen Ning, what does a kiss represent? In the adult world, having sex is nothing. You taught me this, and I will return it to you when I learn it."

She easily shook off his hand, entered the elevator, stopped looking at him, only looked at the digital display, and waited for the elevator to close.

He stood by the closed elevator door in a daze, holding his mobile phone, and there was a text message on his mobile phone that he hadn't sent in time:

These years, I have not had a good life at all, but I have found a woman who can unlock my heart.You make me unforgettable, she makes me want to return to a normal life, I will not forget you, I am still grateful to you, let me love so deeply in my life.For the rest of my life, I want to treat her well, because she is a gift from God, and I want to cherish it...

Xiao Di, who knew nothing, cried heartbroken in the elevator, and said to himself: "It's nothing to go to bed, and it's nothing to have a baby. As long as you think of her, everything that happened between you and me is nothing." It doesn't count, it doesn't count if you hugged it, and it doesn't count if you kissed it. When you receive her text message, you leave me. I'm afraid you will turn around and tell me that you were just impulsive and never loved me. Brother Chen , I’m sorry, I’m really afraid of hearing that again, I’m afraid of being hurt by you again, I can’t bear that kind of blow anymore. I don’t want to give my heart and soul like this again, and I don’t want to be so painful again.”

Chen Ning woke up suddenly and rang the elevator bell. When he took another elevator and rushed out of the apartment, Xiao Di was no longer in sight.

He called her, she answered, he didn't wait for her to speak, and said on the phone: "Zhu Xiaodi, where are you?"

"I just got into a taxi."

"Whether we contact each other or not in the future, remember to text me to report that you are safe when you get home. Did you hear that?"

He yelled uncontrollably, and she was already in tears, she said "um", and hung up the phone in a hurry.

When she got home, she texted him, saying in one sentence: "Here we are."

He replied: "Received." Then, he sent again: "One last request, don't leave this city. If something happens, I can't take care of you immediately. Whether I am Brother Chen or the substitute you mentioned Brother Chen, I am the father of your child. I have known you for a while, so I can stop contacting you, but please tell me as soon as possible when you change your number or need help. I am not a superman, I am just someone who wants to care about you. Not because of your mother's entrustment, but because I really care about you, Ning."

She hugged the phone and didn't know what to reply. She just felt that her heart seemed to be cracked. After thinking for a long time, she finally replied with the word "yes".

However, the person who exchanged text messages with Chen Ning was not Qian Juan but Qian Accountant—Qian Ting.

After Qian Juan married out of town, she no longer needed this mobile phone number. On the day of marriage, Qian Ting asked her for it, and she gave her mobile phone to Qian Ting.

Over the years, Chen Ning sent text messages to this mobile phone, all of which were seen by Qian Ting, who "raised" this number. She could clearly see Chen Ning's deep affection for Qian Juan, but she did not tell Qian Juan, because she In no mood.

When Qian Juan and Chen Ning lived together, Chen Ning worked as a white-collar worker for three years in order to show that he could be independent and not need the network resources established by his parents.After Qian Juan left, he was frustrated in love but smooth sailing in his career. With the help of his parents' network resources, he first opened a hotel with his friends, and he paid back his capital in one year and doubled his income in two years.Later, he sponsored a friend to open a mine. The friend thanked him, and the annual dividends were very considerable.The money of the rich is used to make money, and the more they grow, the more they have, and the more they have, the more they grow.So Chen Ning went to speculate on houses again, and the housing prices skyrocketed like hell, which made him a huge profit. After that, he bought a shop in a prime location, opened a wedding shop, and took care of it himself.

On the day of the opening, he texted Qian Juan while he was drunk, saying that he could organize the best wedding for his clients, but he couldn't do his own.

Qian Ting, who just graduated, immediately sent a text message to Chen Ning on her mobile phone, saying: "Brother-in-law, I am Qian Ting, my sister said that you opened a wedding shop, let me ask you if you can accept me."

After receiving this text message, he smiled bitterly: "I'm not your brother-in-law."

Qian Ting replied: "In the past, I always called you like this. No matter who my sister married, in my heart, you are my most authentic brother-in-law."

In this way, Chen Ning agreed to Qian Ting's arrival.

In the eyes of outsiders, he is the owner of a low-key wedding shop, who treats his employees very well, gives them good benefits, is single, and has no gossip.

Accountant Qian thought the same way, until one day, she realized she was wrong!

As the cashier of the company, I have to go to the bank to deposit money and withdraw money every day, and the company has a special car to pick me up.That day, the driver's wife gave birth to a child. Chen Ning personally took the money accountant to the bank. On the way, when he filled up at the gas station and took out the wallet from his bag to check out, the money accountant found that the old wallet was the one his cousin bought for him. , he actually kept using it.After Chen Ning finished refueling, he parked the car aside, greeted Accountant Qian, and said he was going to the bathroom.Accountant Qian nodded and said yes, and he left, leaving the bag in the car. Accountant Qian opened it, took out the wallet, and wanted to see if his cousin and his photo were still there, but in the end, they were.

She said that such an infatuated man as Chen Ning is rare in this world.

Seeing that the wallet was full of cards, she took out two cards to have a look. Having worked as an intern in a bank, she found out that these cards were platinum cards and diamond credit cards, which were not available to ordinary people.Qian Ting took out some other cards, and took a deep breath, because VIPs like Chen Ning had accounts in several banks.

She suddenly felt that Qian Juan was blind. At first, she thought that Chen Ning had no money, so Qian Juan told the son of a company owner that he was better than Chen Ning and that he was a rich second generation.Now, if she knew about Chen Ning's current wealth and knew that marrying Chen Ning would make her the mother of the rich second generation, would she regret going to the ditch?
But she didn't tell Qian Juan, because she felt that she looked like Qian Juan and wanted to replace her, but she didn't want Chen Ning to become a love insulator. After several trials, she didn't think about that at all.She thought that she was still young and had plenty of time and opportunities, but she didn't expect that Zhu Xiaodi not only got there first, but also had a son, and she was even full moon today.

If it weren't for a customer who came today, everyone would not know that such a thing happened.

In the morning, Chen Ning came and left. Before going out, he told the front desk that when a certain customer came, he gave her the lowest discount and left the woman's number.

When the receptionist received this customer who arrived as scheduled, he carefully asked about her relationship with Mr. Chen. The woman smiled and said, the relationship is very delicate. I am the nurse who delivered Mr. Chen's son.

Everyone's eyes widened: "Mr. Chen has a son? Impossible, our Mr. Chen has no women at all!"

The woman said with a smile: "It may be a flash marriage or a hidden marriage, it's not certain!"

Another little girl at the front desk ran to the accounting office and said to the accountant supervisor: "Big news, really big news, our Mr. Chen has a son. The female client from outside is the nurse who delivered Mr. Chen's son, so Mr. Chen I always give her the lowest discount."

When saying this, the receptionist deliberately glanced at Accountant Qian, seeing her turning blue, the receptionist felt very relieved.This person surnamed Qian thought that she could be Mr. Chen's wife, and had been bossing them around like a proprietress, and even bullied the new girl to run errands for her to buy this and that. .At this moment, the front desk specifically told this to the accountant supervisor, in fact, it was for her to hear-there is a woman and a son, don't dream of your age!

Accountant Qian went crazy with anger, and when he called Chen Ning, Chen Ning was being told that his mother was missing.When receiving a call from Accountant Qian, Accountant Qian was like a wife who was catching an adulterer, and treated Chen Ning badly: "Mr. Chen, Boss Chen, you are having a good time outside! You have become a father, why don't you tell us? Let us congratulate you well? What do you have to explain?"

Chen Ning said angrily: "Are you mentally ill? When do I need to explain my private life to you? It's really inexplicable!"

She was hung up, and when she called again persistently, she was put into the blacklist by Chen Ning, and she never got through.Chen Ning did not come back on this day.

Accountant Qian gritted his teeth angrily: "It's Zhu Xiaodi, it must be Zhu Xiaodi. After calculating the date, there is no one else except her."This lingering bitch!
She couldn't handle Chen Ning, so she would make them restless.

She thought that Chen Ning and Zhu Xiaodi were living together, so she used Qian Juan's mobile phone to harass Chen Ning in the middle of the night.

Even if she can't do anything about Zhu Xiaodi, she can still make Chen Ning send you and me text messages with her "ex" in the middle of the night. This is not a small blow to the current incumbent.She just wanted to harass Chen Ning like this, disturbing Chen Ning's heartstrings, but she didn't expect that these few text messages really separated Chen Ning and Xiao Di.

She didn't know, all she knew was that she had to take out Qian Juan's hole card, but not at this time.But she really couldn't swallow this breath, so a period of "text message harassment" came.

(End of this chapter)