I'm dying in Marvel

Chapter 95 Joss' Heart Knot

"Aren't you going?" Natasha leaned against the wall with her arms folded, watching Joss gesture to the funeral in the distance with her chin.

"No, I'm not very used to this kind of occasion." Joss pouted, rejecting Natasha's invitation.

In the distance, Peter and May wore black dresses, watching the staff bury Ben with sorrowful expressions, and then the pastor also began to pray.

Natasha stood in a slightly more comfortable position, and then said again: "I heard that you saved the two of them, so they should also want you to go there, right?"

"Forget it. If I had arrived earlier, I might have saved him too. Unfortunately, I was late after all."

Seeing Joss's appearance, Natasha couldn't say anything.

The rise of Joss is like a comet. In just a few months, his strength and reputation almost surpassed that of a veteran superhero like her.

And on his life path, Joss has never suffered any real setbacks in the battles she knew or didn't know the details of all the time, which can be confirmed just by looking at his eyes.

However, this time, Joss finally realized the irreparable loss. As a superhero, such a thing is bound to happen, and it is a sad situation that cannot be avoided in the future.

"Oh...then I'll go there first." Natasha sighed, then turned and walked towards the funeral.

The first time he killed an enemy, the first time he saw his comrades die in front of his eyes, the first time he couldn't be rescued... These are the hurdles that he must overcome to become a hero. No one can, and no one can give him any help.

"By the way, that kid admires Stark very much. If you ask him to recruit him, it should be easy for him to join the Avengers."

After walking a few steps, Natasha heard Joss' voice behind her, but when she turned her head, she found that the other party had long since disappeared.

"You should take a good rest..." Natasha shook her head and sighed again.

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Joss, who teleported back home, looked at the scenery outside the window, but the depression in his heart did not ease in the slightest.

Although Natasha guessed part of it, she didn't know that the monster that attacked Peter Parker and the three of them was the symbiote whip he released.

In other words, the reason why Ben died could be said to be the result of Joss.

Although Joss rushed to Peter Parker's house as quickly as possible after discovering that the situation was wrong, and easily dealt with the not-so-strong symbiote whip, it still couldn't change the fact that he had already been killed by the other party.

Everything is similar to what Joss had envisioned, the threat of powerful enemies, the terror of the symbiote, among the two, make Peter Parker the real Spider-Man.

However, all of this was completely different from the script he had prepared, and even Ben Parker, who survived with great difficulty, left the world so abruptly.

He has been in a very bad state these past few days, and the reason is that he completely blamed Ben's death on himself.

Everything he had prepared was useless. On the contrary, by mistake, the robber killed Ben Parker again. It was like the world line that was constantly constricting, and everything returned to the original point.

The only difference is that this time Joss is involved.

"Are you still troubled by that matter?" After hearing Joss's return, Lilith also came out of the room.

"Lilith... Do you think what I did was right or wrong..." As if he had found a life-saving straw, Joss showed a rare fragile expression on his face.

Those in S.H.I.E.L.D. and the Avengers are either too radiant, or voluntarily blend into the darkness for justice. They are excellent comrades-in-arms, but they are not qualified psychological guide wires.

Although Xiao Hei spent the longest time with Joss, her three views as a symbiont are not suitable for persuading others.

Long Juan has only known each other for a few days, and since she was born in a slum, she will not have a headache because of this kind of thing, and she is not someone to talk to.

Only Lilith can let Joss show his weakness at this time.

However, after hearing Joss' words, she shook her head, "Sorry, I can't understand what you said. I was trained as a killing machine, and I never tried to save anyone."

"That's right..." Joss twitched the corners of his mouth, but he could only sigh.

"However, even when carrying out the mission, I have always adhered to the idea of ​​not harming people other than the mission target...Although it is stupid, it is enough to make me feel at ease." Lilith said in Joss Sit down opposite each other and talk about seemingly irrelevant topics.

"Are you at ease...?"

"Yeah, if what you do makes yourself feel at ease, isn't that enough?"

Lilith nodded, and said again: "No one can be perfect, and no one can master everything. You think that this time it was because you released the symbiote that caused the death of that man, but it is not yours. Why should you blame yourself for this?"

"Wouldn't it be foolish not to act for fear that what you do will hurt someone else? Just as a worker makes a screw, it may one day give a man a tetanus, Would the worker choose not to make screws because of that?"

Perhaps some strong words were unreasonable, but Lilith's words pierced into Joss's mind, and he finally struggled out of the web of depression he had woven.

"You're right...it's just a coincidence..." Joss sighed.

Many things may be easy to say, and he can understand them rationally, but they are still difficult to accept emotionally.

"..."

Lilith squinted at Joss for a while, then quietly got up and left the living room to hide in her room.

Just when Joss thought that the other party was too lazy to take care of him, the door of Lilith's room opened again, and with two crisp sounds of metal falling on the ground, Lilith appeared in front of Joss again .

A tight-fitting black windbreaker wrapped her upper body, and the close-fitting fabric outlined Lilith's flat curves. On her legs, there were two sharp blades that looked like murder weapons as high heels, which looked quite terrifying.

However, the abdomen is completely exposed to the air. As a cover, there is only a small piece of iron in an indescribable place. The overly sexual appearance seems to make the whole fierce aura attractive. Charm.

"W-how is it... I'm not very good at comforting people, but you wanted to see me wear this last time, right?" Lilith blushed and looked at Joss with some hesitation.

(End of this chapter)