Raising the Blackened Movie King Daily

Chapter 224 Announcement
Jin Zhu's expression was shocked, his pupils dilated involuntarily, and for the first time since he came in, he met Shen Zhixuan's eyes.

His eyes were startled and frightened, and there was a feeling of resignation, his cheeks trembled imperceptibly, his mouth opened, he wanted to say something but didn't know what to say, and finally closed it.

Jin Zhu has been thinking...

Zhixuan should have noticed that he was also reborn, but she just didn't say anything.

wrong,

She just didn't get a chance to say it.

Anyway, he thought about all kinds of situations, but he never expected that the scene would be so calm and direct, as casual as if saying that the weather is really nice today.

This is not the right reaction...

While Jin Zhu was afraid and uneasy, he was also a little confused.

When Shen Zhixuan saw Jin Zhu's expression, she knew that she had guessed the right direction. She originally wanted to ask him about Jin Zhu's psychological condition, and then openly talked with him about the past life, but she didn't expect that Jin Zhu would have psychological problems. It will be related to the things in the previous life, so the two can chat together.

"Why?" Shen Zhixuan asked puzzled, "Did the events of the previous life affect you so much?"

Could it be that Jin Zhu couldn't accept the matter of rebirth, and didn't know if he was Zhuang Sheng Xiaomeng, so he had psychological problems?
but……

Jin Zhu shouldn't be so fragile...

It was rare for Jin Zhu to show a blank expression. He grabbed her palm next to his cheek and held it tightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Aren't you angry, angry, or resentful?"

"???" This time it was Shen Zhixuan's turn to be confused, were they talking on the same channel?Why can't she understand his words.

If you don't understand, just ask directly. This is what Shen Zhixuan learned from Yuan Bing, so she directly expressed her doubts: "What do you mean? Why should I be angry and hate?"

Jin Zhu's arms tightened, his eyes stared fiercely at Shen Zhixuan's expression, not allowing her to dodge even a little bit.

He was weighing the authenticity of her words, whether she was trying to make him happy or really didn't care...

"Why?" he asked, his voice hoarse like gravel grinding the ground.

Shen Zhixuan let go of the painful palm that was grabbed by Jin Zhu, but she was caught even tighter as soon as she moved, as if she was afraid that she would escape. Seeing this, Shen Zhixuan gave up breaking free, tilted her head and asked, "What why?" ?”

"Why don't you care?"

"..." Shen Zhixuan was silent, is it a chicken talking to a duck now?Because she didn't know what went wrong, she could only continue to ask, "But I don't understand what I should care about?"

Jin Zhu was startled, as if a little unbelievable and unbelievable, "So you really don't care?"

"Don't care about what?"

"Things from the previous life."

Shen Zhixuan nodded affirmatively: "I don't care."

The hand that was holding onto Shen Zhixuan was loosened suddenly, Jin Zhu leaned on the back of the sofa, raised his hand to cover his eyes, his expression system seemed to be blocked and couldn't be adjusted, it was complicated like smiling and crying...

Jin Zhu wants to believe what Shen Zhixuan said, but he can't, even if her words are swearing, it can't change the fact that she committed suicide in her last life.

If you really don't care, why kill yourself?

Could it be that he was reborn in the first life so he saw everything away?So forgive him as a "murderer"?

Yes, Jin Zhu always thought that he was the murderer who killed Shen Zhixuan, which he didn't want to admit, but it was a fact.

If it wasn't for him deliberately letting the media reporters write scribbles, letting Zhixuan bear the obscene speculation and vicious insults from the outside world, if it wasn't for him being indifferent when Zhixuan was ridiculed and bullied, leaving Zhixuan to face the rumors alone Rumors, then Zhixuan would not be unable to bear all these and commit suicide.

It was him who forced her to commit suicide.

This is the original sin that Jin Zhu cannot escape.

Winter in foreign countries has short days and long nights. I don’t know when the sunlight outside dissipated, and the dark night came quietly, but the indoor heating was turned on 24 hours a day. dark.

Jin Zhu has been silent ever since he heard her say something he didn't care about, with his arms folded in front of his eyes, leaning on the sofa motionless as if he had died, and also like the silence before the eruption of a volcano.

Shen Zhixuan didn't know what Jin Zhu was thinking. Through this incident, she found that she couldn't see through Jin Zhu, so did all her guesses about Jin Zhu be false?Those speculations that she thinks Jin Zhu loves her are just her narcissism?
Shen Zhixuan was panicked, and finally felt entangled.

Seeing that Jin Zhu remained silent for a long time, Shen Zhixuan didn't bother her, but waited patiently at the side. After waiting for a long time and seeing that he still hadn't moved, she stood up and wanted to turn on the light, but she only moved, which seemed to have disturbed the sleeping Jin Zhu, suddenly raised his eyes and stared at her sharply like an eagle and asked, "Where are you going?"

"...Go and turn on the light." Shen Zhixuan pointed to the room that had gradually darkened, "It's almost completely dark, I want to turn on the light so you can think about things slowly, it's because I'm too noisy to disturb your contemplation ?"

"..."

After Shen Zhixuan walked to the entrance to turn on the light, she came back and smiled brightly at Jin Zhu who was speechless for a while, "By the way, you still have to continue talking with me after you think it over, let's talk about everything today before we rest. "

"..."

"Talk to me after you think it over. I'll sit here and read a book for a while." Shen Zhixuan patted the sofa opposite Jin Zhu and smiled softly, "So think about things slowly."

"..."

Inexplicably, at this moment, Jin Zhu felt that Shen Zhixuan seemed a bit like Yuan Bing...

Jin Zhu couldn't laugh or cry immediately, Zhixuan's attitude dissipated more than half of his depression and negative emotions, and he was no longer immersed in his messy world, so he asked, "What do you want to talk about?"

"A lot of things need to be discussed in detail one by one. Can you talk about it now? Or do you want to immerse yourself in your own world again?"

"..." Jin Zhu said dryly, "No need, let's talk now."

"Then let me ask first, can you stretch out your arm for me to see?" In fact, as soon as I met Shen Zhixuan, I wanted to see Jin Zhu's physical condition, but I had no chance to raise this matter at all.

Jin Zhu struggled for a while, but obediently stretched out his arms, and said in a low voice, "I don't know what Fang Tao told you, but I didn't harm myself anyway."

"Then what are these?" Shen Zhixuan pointed to the white bandage on the strong arm in front of her eyes, "Decoration? Is this fashion popular now?"

"..." Jin Zhu said in a rare and weak tone, "I just accidentally fell down, and it happened that the ground was covered with broken glass, so I got stabbed, and Fang Tao happened to come in, so he thought I..."

This Jin Zhu really felt bitter, the addiction of that drug had no cycle, it was unpredictable, it came at any time, sometimes it was frequent and sometimes it didn't come for a week, making him think he was cured, but the final test result was still no.

Because of the unpredictability, he couldn't prepare in advance, and when the addiction came, his rationality was completely lost, he just wanted to take medicine, but he could only roll around in pain when he couldn't take the medicine. water glass, and...

It's a pity that Shen Zhixuan, like Fang Tao, didn't believe Jin Zhu's words at all: "Really?"

It's not an addiction attack, so cut yourself with glass to divert the pain?
Jin Zhu: "..."

"Well, since you said so, then accept this reason for the time being. Anyway, until you recover, I will stay by your side the whole time, OK?"

Of course you can't ask for it!

Jin Zhu immediately beamed with joy. Originally, he felt that no matter whether Zhixuan really didn't care about it or not, being able to say something he didn't care about made him happy, but he didn't expect that there would be such an unexpected joy in the future.

Is he dreaming now?Not only is there no darkness as he expected, but flowers are everywhere...

But Jin Zhu forced himself to hold back his excitement, and tried to calmly say: "But don't you want to film? Are you sure you want to stay with me all the time?"

"If I suspend filming and wait for you to recover before going back to filming, or just give up that role and replace it with a leading actress, will it cause a major loss to the company's economy?"

Jin Zhu couldn't believe what he heard, that Zhixuan was willing to give up acting to accompany him? !

Isn't he really dreaming now?
"You, are you willing to give up filming?"

"Why don't you want to? It's just that I won't shoot this time, and it's not that I won't shoot in the future."

Jin Zhu: "..."

Well, for him to give up this time he is also very satisfied.

"There will be no financial loss." It is enough for Zhixuan to give up this filming for him. How could he be willing to deprive her of her hobby? Even if there is a financial loss, he must say no. The filming is finished, and when the time comes, you go back and finish filming in one go, if there is no time, let them wait."

Waiting for a reshoot a year later, or two years later, the heroine of this movie must still be his Zhixuan.

"Forget it, let's talk about it when the time comes. If it takes a long time for you to quit addiction, I'll just resign." Shen Zhixuan's attention immediately came to the next question, "Now let's continue to discuss the second thing, why are you So you care about the things in your previous life? Is it because of your memory disorder that makes you have psychological problems?"

Jin Zhu was silent for a while, but after a while, he shook his head and said, "No..."

"That's why you have mental problems?"

Jin Zhu became silent again.

He didn't want to tell all the ugly things he did in his last life, he couldn't do it, because once he said it in person, he felt that his behavior around Zhixuan would be a sin.

But Shen Zhixuan insisted on an answer, as long as Jin Zhu was silent, she waited patiently for him to answer.

In the end, Jin Zhu gritted his teeth, and the words seemed to be squeezed out of his throat with difficulty: "Because I hurt you."

Shen Zhixuan was surprised: "What did you harm me?!"

Jin Zhu closed his eyes, and said everything cruelly: "I obviously have the ability to control the media reports, but I let them scribble at will and force you to ask me for help. I can protect you from other people's bullying, but I don't care about it." I let you suffer alone by watching, just because I am despicable and don’t want to admit that I fell in love with you first, I want you to bow your head first, please me first, and make you commit suicide in sorrow, I—”

"Wait!" Shen Zhixuan suddenly interrupted, shocked, "What are you talking about? Suicide that made me sad? Why do you think so?"

Jin Zhu was silent, and said in a hoarse voice, "You want to say that your suicide has nothing to do with me?"

"No." Shen Zhixuan shook her head, "The problem is... I didn't commit suicide!"

(End of this chapter)