Raising the Blackened Movie King Daily

Chapter 225 Suspicious
"what?!"

For a moment, Jin Zhu thought he was hallucinating, his eyes were dull, his brain froze, and he couldn't make any response.

Until now, although he doesn't want to think about it, Jin Zhu still vividly remembers the scene when she died.

In the dead of night, he was always disturbed by this scene, and could no longer fall asleep. Only by relying on sleeping pills could he have a trace of peace.

The scene of her suicide and death has still troubled him until now, so no matter how considerate and gentle she was to him after marriage, no matter how warm she got along with him, it was as warm as if they were normal couples. Let Jin Zhu have the slightest sense of security,

He didn't dare and couldn't really let go of his heart, just because the scene of her suicide seemed to be a mark engraved on his soul, and he never forgot it. Even if she was lying in his arms obediently and docilely at night, he would still be there from time to time in the middle of the night. Waking up with a start, rubbing her warm body again was able to calm down...

but……

Now the person told him that she did not commit suicide...

Jin Zhu didn't realize that his eye sockets were turning red unknowingly, and the corners of his lips were trembling, still in shock.

"You, you didn't commit suicide..." He muttered to himself and repeated these few words.

However, after a while, he suddenly woke up, raised his eyes and asked, "But, but...but you obviously..."

The sharp knife handle, the bloody wound, the police inspection, etc. all proved her suicide...

But the parties denied it...

There seemed to be a veil of confusion in front of his eyes, something he had been ignoring all this time but now it gradually became clear, Jin Zhu forced himself to calm down, strode up to Shen Zhixuan, stretched out his hands and hugged her into his arms, big palms Holding her buttocks up so that her eyes were only one centimeter away from his, he stared at her and said slowly, "When did you come here?"

"...The summer vacation after the college entrance examination, how about you?"

Shen Zhixuan asked back, her slender eyelashes blinked like a fan, because they were so close, Jin Zhu could even count them one by one, if there were not more important things to be clarified, Jin Zhu kind of wanted to kiss them impulse.

"...It's almost time, then you—" Jin Zhu's throat tightened for the next question, and he asked holding his breath, "Do you still remember when did you come here in the last life?"

"After sleeping and waking up, I found myself back after the college entrance examination."

Jin Zhu had forgotten to breathe at this time, and was completely dazed on the spot. Shen Zhixuan put her arms on his shoulders to support her, then patted his cheek lightly and asked, "It's your turn to answer, how about you? When is it?" came here?"

"After death..."

Jin Zhu replied subconsciously, at this moment he already felt that something was wrong, what exactly was the problem?Did Zhixuan forget this matter, or is this Zhixuan not the Zhixuan from his previous life?
No!After getting along for so long, Jin Zhu can be sure that they are the same person.

"You go to sleep and wake up to find yourself here, do you remember what day it was?" he asked.

Shen Zhixuan thought for a while, and then said: "I don't remember the exact date, it was a very normal day at that time, because work was stopped and it was not suitable to go out, so I stayed at home during that time, as usual, after dinner Just go to bed, wake up again and go back to after the college entrance examination.”

"Are you 29 years old at the time, and you were experiencing..." Jin Zhu's body froze, and he said with difficulty, "Internet violence."

"...You can put it this way," Shen Zhixuan smiled. At that time, she didn't surf the Internet at all. In fact, she didn't know much about the comments on her online. She heard everything from her manager and her mother. The former talked to her every day. Reporting the latest tense, keeping her at home until the incident subsides, which is the...

Forget it, let her mother stop talking.

"Anyway, I had nothing to do at the time. I fell asleep after reading the book, and came here when I woke up, so why did you say I committed suicide?" Shen Zhixuan asked again as Jin Zhu didn't answer her question, tilting her head.

This time, Jin Zhu still did not answer, but continued to ask: "Then did you find any abnormalities at that time?"

Shen Zhixuan thought for a while: "...No."

Afterwards, Jin Zhu asked a lot of things, and asked all the details of Shen Zhixuan's last life before her death. Shen Zhixuan was very patient. Although she didn't understand Jin Zhu's intentions, she felt that answering these things seemed to help Jin Zhu's life. For psychotherapy, she answered each one carefully without any perfunctory. If she didn't remember something, she directly answered that she didn't remember it, and she didn't fool it.

When asked that there was nothing more to ask, Jin Zhu was silent, he didn't know what went wrong, why all the memories between him and Zhixuan could match except for Zhixuan's suicide...

Yau, Jin Zhu's eyes flashed, his face was stiff, thinking of a certain possibility...

If so, damn him!
Never found out.

"What about you?" Shen Zhixuan could naturally feel the stiffness of Jin Zhu's body when she was hugged by Jin Zhu, so she patted him on the shoulder and motioned him to let her down, "Let me down, aren't you tired from holding her like this? We You can sit on the sofa and talk."

"Not tired," Jin Zhu returned to his senses, and immediately shook his head. He wished he could hold her for 24 hours like now, how could he be tired?
But in the end, he sat down on the sofa at Shen Zhixuan's request, but he still hugged her tightly.

"Okay, let's talk about it again, why do you say I committed suicide?" Shen Zhixuan asked puzzled, "What happened in the last life?"

"...It's okay." Jin Zhu didn't want Zhixuan to worry, so he said softly, "I misunderstood."

"..." Shen Zhixuan didn't believe it, but she knew that Jin Zhu didn't want to say it. Since it had nothing to do with treating Jin Zhu's psychological problems, she didn't force it. She would observe carefully in the future or find another time to talk in detail. The most important thing now is to solve Jin Zhu's problem. psychological problems.

"So have you found out the cause of your psychological problems? Did the words we talked in detail today help you with your psychological problems?"

Jin Zhu: "..."

How to get back here?The most important thing now was that someone might be lurking in the shadows against her.

"Is there? If not, let's continue talking." Shen Zhixuan was very patient, "Find out the reason tonight."

"……some."

"Then are you still afraid of me leaving?"

"Fear."

"...No, I mean, do you still think I left you because I hated you?"

Jin Zhu lowered his eyes and said hoarsely, "I don't know..."

He wasn't sure if she really didn't hate him and didn't blame him...

Shen Zhixuan held his chin, and said seriously and carefully: "Azhu, listen, I have never blamed you or hated you, on the contrary, I am actually very grateful to you, thank you for helping me when I encountered difficulties. Time, just in time to help me."

She was referring to the mother's medical expenses.

"I don't understand why you feel guilty. Although your guilt is beneficial to me, I still want to say," she said softly, "It is true that I was attacked by netizens because I was attacked by you... because it is so true. I am not good, even if I am not voluntary, but I am a star, and I have to set an example for the society, otherwise people who love me may follow me to be bad, which will have a bad impact on society, so I was Netizens are not angry about the attacks, this is the evil consequence of my decision."

"But... I asked you to do it."

"No, you listed the requirements at the time, and I voluntarily accepted them. No one forced anyone." Shen Zhixuan is not a saint, but she is not a black-hearted person, so she said frankly, "And I was attacked by netizens. It doesn't help you." Me, this should be, you are not who I am, and I have not done anything for you so that you have to help me, secondly, I was bullied, it is still the same sentence, you are not who I am, not Need to help me, I have no reason to hate you at all."

"Then I hurt you..." Jin Zhu clenched his fists tightly and asked in a calm voice, "The thing that caused you to have a miscarriage...don't you hate me?"

At this time, Shen Zhixuan was silent, but her silence was not because she really blamed Jin Zhu, but because she didn't know how to explain the miscarriage, and she was also responsible for it.

She didn't want her child to be crowned with the title of illegitimate child and be judged for the rest of her life, so she deliberately fell to the ground with the help of that woman...

But can the truth of this matter be told to Jin Zhu?cannot!
Saying it would only involve Jin Zhu's other nerve that she doesn't love him, so she could only remain silent.

Shen Zhixuan's silence made Jin Zhu uneasy, his arms around her waist became tighter and harder, when his heart became darker and darker, ready to fall into the boundless abyss...

Shen Zhixuan said: "I don't know what to say, anyway, I don't blame you for this matter."

Jin Zhu just pursed his lips tightly and said word by word: "But I don't believe it."

Shen Zhixuan sighed deeply when she heard the words, this is really a knot, she took a deep breath, tightly grasped Jin Zhu's shoulders to ensure that he would not leave in the following conversation, and then asked seriously: "Azhu, Do you think I love you?"

Jin Zhu's pupils shrank suddenly, and his heart felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.

"...No love." He said hoarsely.

Shen Zhixuan didn't seem to feel the same, and continued: "Since I don't love you, do you think I will be sad because of this kind of thing?"

Jin Zhu felt dizzy for a moment, his heart was hit hard with a sledgehammer, and the dull pain made him hold his chest tightly.

Although he already understood this fact, he still felt heartbroken when it came out of Zhixuan's mouth.

"……Won't."

He was expressionless, but others could feel his heart crying.

Seeing this, Shen Zhixuan sighed in her heart, she didn't want to hurt him...

As if thinking of something, Shen Zhixuan suddenly straightened up and approached Jin Zhu, and said softly: "Of course, I don't love you but I won't leave you either."

"Also... If I can fall in love with someone, it will only be you."

(End of this chapter)