The spring breeze is ten miles, it is better to miss you

Chapter 161 Even the first kiss was given to you

Jiang Yue didn't know why Jiannian hadn't seen such a scene, but she described it as if she had seen it herself.

It's just that thinking about it now, it may be that, as Jian Nian said, he is more popular with his classmates than he thought.

Jiang Yue is not a person who likes to boast, even if he understands this level, he is not proud, but just said lightly: "It's really tiring to socialize, I prefer to buy vegetables and cook alone. Much better than eating at a party.”

She has already started to sympathize with Jiang Yue's classmates, especially the female classmates, who invited you to a party to let you eat?Of course I want to have a further relationship with you!
This is really a dim-witted person.

The chatterbox about the past has been opened, and Jiang Yue has found a topic to chat with Jian Nian: "You have changed a lot in the past few years. Shi Shi said that he didn't recognize you when he saw you again,"

Hearing the words, Jian Nian was stunned for a moment, then chuckled and said, "But you recognized me at a glance, which means that I haven't changed much."

Back then, after she had loved and hurt so deeply in the past year, she learned from the pain, why did she lose to Mia?All she could think about was that she wasn't as pretty as Mia.

She vowed to become the best version of herself, whether it was changes in appearance, or self-learning and sublimation, she had to do the best she could: "I want to grow into what you love, and I want to match You can get on anyone, and then you will regret it!"

Jian Nian's transformation over the past few years is almost a reborn change, and it came from such a terrible reason. How dare she say it in front of Jiang Yue?
I dare not mention a word.

Jiang Yue stood still and looked at Jiannian and said: "I can recognize you at a glance because I have never forgotten it. No matter how your makeup changes, your outline has not changed. Every frown and smile are still in my memory. look, so I knew it was you right away."

Jiang Yue is a very introverted person, and has always been reluctant to make friends with others, so it is rare for him to be willing to confide in others.

As a result, Jian Nian frowned, and said displeasedly: "What do you mean by 'never forget'? You never looked for me before you went abroad, and you haven't contacted me for so many years. Is this what you mean by never forgetting? How dare you say that."

After Jiannian confessed his love all alone, he left a mess to Jiang Yue and ran away by himself.

She thought that after Jiang Yue knew the whole truth, she would take the initiative to go to her at least once, and the two of them made it clear that no matter what the result was, this relationship should have a formal ending.

However, before Jiang Yue left, she didn't look for Jiannian, which made her feel that she had done the stupidest thing in the world, and loved the most indifferent person in the world, which became the most important thing in Jiannian's heart. one thing.

Now that I have the opportunity to ask in person, Jian Nian really wants to know the reason for Jiang Yue's silence so far.

Jiang Yue is a person who can pretend to do things in his heart. Due to his personality, he would rather choose to bear it alone than add a burden to others.

At that time, Jiang Yue was very touched by Jian Nian's deep affection, but at the same time he was very sorry, but at that time, he was not able to handle things better. He thought that the only thing he could do was not to hurt Jian Nian. Years of inflicting damage again.

If there must be someone to act as the bad guy in this matter, he is willing to be that bad guy; if Jian Nian needs someone to bear the grudge, he is willing to be the one who is hated.

Sometimes words can only hurt more deeply, so when everything goes deep, there will be disputes again.

Sometimes, instead of explaining and trying to get forgiveness, it's better to let her hate, at least she has someone to blame.

After so many years, Jiang Yue still remembers very clearly that Jian Nian excitedly told her love and affection, and then told him but so what.

Jiang Yue really understood Jian Nian's words at that time, and understood very well. At that time, he really couldn't do anything.

Jiang Yue deeply felt that he owed Jian Nian an explanation, so she told her in detail: "Nian Nian, I'm sorry, I didn't have the courage to look for you back then, whether it was to thank you for your efforts, or to apologize to you, I didn't have the courage.

At that time, I was really shocked.I always think that what I saw with my own eyes is the truth. I didn’t ask you, and I didn’t believe you. It was my self-righteousness that let us pass by. I regret this.

I know you were very sad at that time, but I have neither the right to comfort you nor the right to accept your feelings.

The only thing I can do is to fade out of your world, you forget me or hate me, it doesn't matter, as long as you don't feel sad anymore.

Language is a weak thing, only time can dilute the damage, so at that time it was not that I didn't want to find you, but that I had no way to make things better, so I could only choose to minimize the damage. "

In fact, Jiannian has always known that Meng Jun is a careful and kind person. Even when Jiannian pestered him shamelessly, he was always kind to her, and even if he rejected her feelings, he never forgot Apologize to her, how can a person like him who cares about other people's feelings be really a bad person?

Jian Nian was just acting like a baby with Jiang Yue, looking through the old accounts, she just wanted to let him know that, these years, why didn't she have a heart for him and never forget it?

Jiang Yue saw that Jiannian was just looking at him quietly with an unpredictable expression, which made him feel nervous, and he explained: "What I said is true, every year. Not only have I not forgotten you, but I have also Because the only person I have been thinking about is you, and you have rejected so many girls..."

Jian Nian finally responded, she frowned and said, "Oh? So, you are also very popular in the United States."

Jiang Yue also accidentally told the truth in desperation just now, but now letting Jiannian know that he had many admirers when he was in the United States is just adding fuel to the fire.

He hurriedly added: "But you are the only one I like."

Confessing this kind of words, it seems that after saying it once, a lot of psychological burden is reduced, and a certain door is opened, and it becomes much smoother to say it again, it is almost blurted out.

When Jian Nian heard the words, he turned around and left without saying a word.

When Jiang Yue caught up, she said in a strange tone: "Who knows about this kind of thing, you are far away in the United States, even if you had ten or eight girlfriends before, it's not up to you now."

Hearing this, Jiang Yue quickly grabbed Jian Nian's wrist. He wanted her to listen to him carefully and not run away.

Jian Nian's wrist was very thin, and Jiang Yue exerted force on her hand, and his knuckles pinched her wrist, which hurt a little. She frowned and looked at him, and said angrily, "What are you doing? I exposed you for lying." Are you going to get angry?"

Jiang Yue's eyes flickered, his lips moved a few times, and then they were quickly pursed again. His expression was embarrassed, and his cheeks were still a little red.

Jian Nian seemed to have heard Jiang Yue say a few words, but she didn't hear clearly, her wrist was pinched again, and Jiang Yue was going to use more and more force, so she said fiercely impatiently : "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it, I don't want to hear it yet, let me go!"

Jiang Yue licked her lips, and finally put it in Jiannian's ear, and said softly: "I even gave you my first kiss, and you still talk about wronging me... What are ten or eight, I am so Anybody?"

When Jiang Yue was speaking, her slightly hot breath sprayed into Jiannian's ears.

She didn't know whether it was Jiang Yue's breath that made her back feel numb, or what Jiang Yue said made her heart go numb to the extreme.

She looked at him with a ghostly expression and said, "You! Do! Really?!"

Jiang Yue pursed her lips and nodded seriously.Would a decent person like him kiss anyone casually?

It's just that Jian Nian doesn't know how to cherish it. Do you really think that Jiang Yue is going to cure her of a cold?

At that moment, Jian Nian seemed to be trapped in a huge vortex, the vortex was bright and colorful, and she kept spinning in the vortex, her heart was agitated and she was dizzy.

She suddenly felt a prehistoric force rising in her heart, that force urged her to stand on tiptoe, and kissed him accurately at once.

It turns out that this is her exclusive place, no one else has touched it, and no one can touch it in the future.

Jiang Yue was a little caught off guard, after all, this was on the embankment with people coming and going, and the two of them were in the middle of the road, unobstructed, and there were already many complicated eyes cast over them, but, whoever it is, This is such an unbearable thing.

Ever since Jiannian heard the word "first kiss", she has gone crazy.

She tried to recall what it was like when Jiang Yue kissed her last time. How could she just take away his first kiss so casually?Why do you have to bathe, change clothes and burn incense for three days before you start?

Well, she didn't take it away at that time, but he offered it on his own initiative.

It's a little exciting to think about it.

It turned out to be the first kiss, no wonder the technique is mediocre.

In essence, Jiannian is an active and enthusiastic person. She is completely unable to think now and acts only on instinct. She reached out and hugged Jiang Yue's waist.

Jian Nian has been so proactive, of course Jiang Yue's heart was agitated, and he took advantage of the situation to hold her tightly in his arms, and the distance between the two was almost zero.

Jian Nian was too excited, his brain was a little hypoxic, his feet were not stable, and they were clinging to Jiang Yue's body more and more.

Kissing is purely a matter of feeling, and she will pursue whatever goal she wants to achieve.

Just like now, with her eyes closed tightly, the deep contact between the two is only a small area, but there is endless fun, lingering feelings, tossing and turning gestures, the interest of chasing and fleeing, all flirting, It's all sweet talk.

Although this is a game with a great experience, Jiang Yue, who lacks kissing experience, found that his tongue was already sore.

(End of this chapter)