The spring breeze is ten miles, it is better to miss you

Chapter 203 I Raise You
But the person concerned looked like nothing was wrong, and thought it was a normal thing, not worth mentioning at all.

She knows that his profession is accompanied by high danger, but she has never felt so real before that she is worried about a person like this, like whoever grabs her heart, and she can't help herself. The pain came unexpectedly.

An Yumeng had never experienced such an experience before, until now she knew that when she really cared about someone, his happiness and sadness would have a huge impact on her, not to mention his illness and pain She wished she could go and suffer these misfortunes instead of him.

Before seeing Jian Tingyi for a long time, An Yumeng was as anxious as a trapped animal in a cage, hysterical and crazy. Only by his side can she calm down and play the role of her wayward young lady with peace of mind. Therefore, she found that the only solution is to keep Jian Tingyi by her side, so that she can feel at ease.

An Yumeng folded her hands in front of her chest, and looked at Jian Tingyi with her head tilted. She thought his eyebrows and eyes were really good-looking, just like those cute boys around her before.

She doesn't want to regard Jian Tingyi as such a unique existence anymore, it will only make herself feel uncomfortable, if he is really no different from other boys, then she can regain her pride and control, so she Stared at him and said, "Can't you not do this job? It's too dangerous."

Jian Tingyi has a high tolerance for An Yumeng's willfulness. Even if she questioned his favorite career, he still explained to her in a good temper: "I love my job and can help Seeing those in need and being able to save those in danger, I feel that every day of my life is very meaningful. Of course the danger you mentioned exists, but if everyone thinks so and doesn’t do it because of the danger, Who will defend the country? Who will save the people?

As a soldier, my profession determines that I am not afraid when facing danger. "

An Yumeng smiled, and said disdainfully: "You are really brainwashed thoroughly. In such a huge China, what difference does it make if you don't have one of you as a soldier?"

Jian Tingyi doesn't like verbal arguments with girls, especially the girl he likes, she probably doesn't understand his profession, but just worried about his safety, so she loses control of her emotions, he can feel it.

Seeing that he didn't answer, An Yumeng raised her hand to straighten her long hair. In such a cold weather, her vest was already covered with sweat. What she was going to say next made her nervous She was sweating profusely, but she still plucked up the courage and asked directly: "Can you stop doing such a dangerous thing, I can support you, I can satisfy you whatever kind of life you want, you know I'm still rich, and I won't give you less than your salary."

When Jian Tingyi heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and then he snorted.

In fact, Jian Tingyi didn't feel humiliated by An Yumeng's words, and he wasn't mocking An Yumeng's conditions. He just felt that this girl was much more innocent than he knew. Here, life is as long as you have money. Buying and buying can be exchanged for such a simple thing as happiness.

Jian Tingyi still expressed his position gently and said: "If life is just living and eating, then it is no different from dying."

An Yumeng felt ashamed for a moment. She knew that she was not as noble as Jian Tingyi. She wanted to serve the family, the country and the people. She was not even considered a person who made great contributions to society. She just lived. And have fun.

She understands that she can live happily as a rice bug because of her good background, a father who pays for her, and a soldier like Jian Tingyi who silently devotes his blood and youth to her stable life.

And she doesn't evade that she is such a selfish person, she can be grateful to those who have contributed to the country and the family, and even willing to pay taxes to support them, but she can't bear that Jian Tingyi is the one who dedicated and sacrificed for others.

Seeing her solemn expression, Jian Tingyi thought he was unhappy for rejecting her proposal, so he took the initiative to explain: "I work and get paid, that's what I deserve, and I take it as a matter of course.

I know you have money, but I don't want to get money by pleasing you, that's not what I'm with you for. "

An Yumeng frowned and said, "You mean you're neither willing to give up this job for me, nor change jobs?"

This time, Jian Tingyi answered quickly: "Yes, I don't want to."

An Yumeng frowned, her eyes were clearly staring at him, but he smiled calmly, as if she hadn't said what she said about taking care of him, as if those aggressive and unpleasant words Didn't hear the general at all.

An Yumeng suddenly became sad, how much she didn't want to hurt him, she wanted to offer him all the best things in the world, as long as he was willing to look at her and smile like this.

She wants to give him her heart and both hands, as long as he cherishes it, she and him will be together forever.

She misses his warm embrace and gentle hug, that is the most nostalgic and peaceful place for her.

However, she is reluctant to hurt even a little person, but she has to be hurt because of his work; it takes a long time to enjoy the embrace she wants; the deepest sincerity she has hidden in this life, once she gives it out, she really can't get it back up.

An Yumeng suddenly took two steps and stood in front of Jian Tingyi.

She bent one leg, knelt beside him, looking down at him.

In fact, the two of them have already been closer, but every time An Yumeng kissed him on the cheek to give up.

This time, Jian Tingyi turned his head very actively, and offered her his cheek.

Although nothing was said, there was an invitation of "please enjoy it".

An Yumeng put her arms around Jian Tingyi's neck, but before he could react, she had already sat on his lap.

In this posture, Jian Tingyi was a little worried that his injured arm would be crushed.

But obviously, he had no time to care about his arms, because her lips pressed against his, and the warm feeling made his hairs stand on end all of a sudden.

Although An Yumeng dated many boys before, she never kissed them.

How precious is everything about her, she won't have such intimate contact with people easily.

An Yumeng was so close to Jian Tingyi, so close that he could smell the soap on his body.

The clear fragrance of soap locust, clean and refreshing taste.

She felt that he was like a field in spring, making people so intoxicated that they couldn't find their way back.

When An Yumeng was with anyone before, she never thought about the future or forever. She is a person who is drunk today and drunk this morning, enjoying herself while she is young.

Behind the noisy temperament is an insecure and lonely heart.

She longed for warmth, but she didn't dare to be nostalgic, so she changed her boyfriends one after another, fearing that she would never be able to quit after getting used to one person.

Jian Tingyi gave her a different feeling from the very beginning, he was like a tall and straight tree, straight, handsome and vigorous, she could rely on and enjoy the shade.

She accidentally wanted to keep him by her side and didn't want to let him go, but he didn't cooperate.

He wants to do dangerous things, make her worry about her, and make her wait in vain.

She had had enough of those long waits for him to be free.

She wished that all the leaves on the tree would fall off overnight, and wished that the two of them would turn white overnight, so that there would be no need to wait and worry anymore.

Thinking of this, her actions seemed a little rough.

She began to bite his lips, he thought she was just too excited, and wanted her to calm down, just opened her mouth to say "you", and she found a space to invade.

Jian Tingyi thought that his parents were right outside the door, so he couldn't let her go completely, and he couldn't let her continue to be obsessed with her. He dodged a little deliberately, but it was completely negligible. At this moment, instinct, not reason, always has the upper hand .

Afterwards, An Yumeng finally calmed down, and slowly entangled with him gently.

He hugged her with his uninjured hand and called her for the first time: "An'an."

An Yumeng felt a sense of completeness from the bottom of her heart. She felt that she should have no regrets in this life, so she finally left his lips.

Jian Tingyi smiled and said, "I thought you were going to eat me, I was so scared."

An Yumeng looked at Jian Tingyi from a close distance, she could even clearly see the shadow cast by his long eyelashes on the eyelids, his rosy lips were extremely alluring, it was the square inch that made her extremely nostalgic.

Enough, she felt, was enough.

She remembered his taste, and even how neat his teeth were. She no longer wanted to know more about him. The more she knew, the better she felt about him, and the more reluctant she was.

An Yumeng stood up and straightened the skirt that had reached her thigh.

Jian Tingyi also sat up straight, looking at her with a lot of tenderness in his eyes.

An Yumeng is like a diner who has finished enjoying delicious food in a high-end restaurant. She is full and no longer needs more delicious food. No matter how delicious food is, if she eats it continuously, she will eventually get tired of it. Sooner or later.

She said calmly, "I'm leaving. Don't contact me in the future."

Jian Tingyi didn't react at all, and even the smile on his face hadn't had time to suppress, but subconsciously grabbed her wrist and said, "What did you say?"

An Yumeng didn't feel any excitement. It was obvious that this decision was not made on impulse. She seemed to have really thought it through and made up her mind for a long time. She repeated calmly: "I said we don't want to contact you. For you, I have nothing new."

(End of this chapter)