The spring breeze is ten miles, it is better to miss you

Chapter 214 My life is only enough to love one person
It's not that Jiang Yue doesn't care, it's that compared to the past years, everything else has become less important.

Jiang Yue understands that he shouldn't care about her choices during the days when the two are separated, just as he would not be arrogant to think that Jian Nian should continue to wait where he was rejected.

Because he is Jiang Yue, he never had such arrogant thoughts.

Jian Nian felt how lucky she was to be loved and tolerated so wholeheartedly by Jiang Yue.

Jian Nian kissed Jiang Yue gently on the cheek, and said tenderly: "But in my life, I can only love you alone."

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Jian Rong was at home, Bei Mengtai was attending an academic seminar out of town, and Bei Qingqiao was packing her luggage in the bedroom.

When Jian Nian entered Bei Qingqiao's room, he was very calm, his hands didn't stop, and he just asked indifferently, "Did Mom tell you?"

She hasn't entered his bedroom since Bei Qingqiao returned from Italy. She remembered that a few years ago, his room still had sky blue walls, with swallows, kites and small planes painted on the walls, all of which were free-flying things. , the lovely paintings on the wall make the whole room full of childishness.

Now Bei Qingqiao's room has light yellow walls, with posters of NBA stars on the wall, a model of an aircraft carrier he made by himself in the showcase, bookshelves full of books, and the desk is very tidy. A room free of clutter, just like himself, clean and bright.

Jiannian pretended to be relaxed and tried to chat with Bei Qingqiao: "Qiuqiu, the small language you are learning now can find a good job anywhere in the future, so why give up halfway? Even if you like Italy very much, you can wait until you graduate If you go to work or settle there in the future, there is no need to rush to leave at this time at the cost of your studies, right?"

Bei Qingqiao planned to return to school early to deal with the suspension of school before the end of the past vacation, so he didn't need to bring too much. He was reducing the weight of the luggage he brought home. Hearing this, he said: "Every year, you You know, my parents told me about adopting me when I was an adult."

The tone seemed to be saying "Niannian, today is such a good weather", it was completely impossible to tell that he was talking about such a big event as "adoption".

Bei Qingqiao still said in a flat tone: "Actually, I noticed it when I was a child. My parents have dark pupils, but I have golden eyes. This does not make sense genetically, but genetic mutations It happened from time to time, so I never asked, although I was skeptical, until they told me I was half-Irish and it made sense."

Bei Qingqiao didn't hear the sound for a long time, and asked suspiciously: "Don't you know about this?"

Jian Nian shook her head violently, she really didn't know.

Back then, Jiannian’s aunt went to Italy after she got married, and brought back a beautiful mixed-race baby a few years later. She was only four years old at the time, except that she thought the mixed-race baby’s eyes were unbelievably big, her skin was so enviably white, and her blond hair was so beautiful Besides, she didn't think about anything else, let alone the question of whether the child was born to her aunt.

Bei Qingqiao shrugged indifferently and said, "That's right, this is my life experience, and my parents probably wouldn't tell others without my consent.

Ok, now that you know that, any thoughts? "

Jian Nian shook his head blankly and said, "I haven't digested it yet, so I can't think about it."

Bei Qingqiao chuckled for a moment and said: "That's right, after all, I have known about it for more than a year, and until now I don't think there is any difference between adoption and childbirth. This does not affect the fact that I am still my parents' child at all." .”

Jian Nian was surprised and said: "Then you, since you knew about it a year ago, why are you going to Italy now?"

Jian Nian's current thinking is that Bei Qingqiao's going to Italy is related to his life experience, and she thinks he wants to go to Europe to find relatives.

Bei Qingqiao finally stopped packing his things. He stood up and looked at Jiannian and said, "My background has nothing to do with my going to Italy."

Jian Nian was at a loss, so why did he suddenly talk about his life experience just now?
Bei Qingqiao found that Jiannian really didn't think about anything else, his expression suddenly became a little sad, and he said, "What kind of mood do you think I have been in this year?"

Jian Nian originally wanted to ask which aspect you were referring to, but in a flash of inspiration, she finally understood what he was talking about. So, does this matter require such a direct dialogue after all?
Jiannian didn't want to hurt Bei Qingqiao, but there are some things that hurt if you don't say it clearly, so even if she felt embarrassed, she still chose to tell him the truth: "Qiaoqiu, you should know that you are very, very important to me. people.

I love you, from the moment I met you, this thing will never change, forever. "

Bei Qingqiao smiled a little sadly, and said, "I know, to you, I'm just your younger brother, for the rest of my life."

Jian Nian felt powerless, she really thought so.

Jian Nian was silent, and Bei Qingqiao knew he had hit her point.

Bei Qingqiao smiled bitterly and said: "Actually, it doesn't matter whether you know my life experience or not. I loved you before, which made me feel guilty. Being cute is not a sin. I convinced myself that I love you without the psychological burden." Love is taken for granted, no matter what.

Later, I love you, it is no longer the original sin, but it makes me feel desperate.

You belong to your heart, and you are going to be with him forever. I don't want to see it with my own eyes, so I want to go a little farther, far away, where I can't hear your news. "

Jian Nian looked at Bei Qingqiao in shock. Is there anything scarier in this world than being confessed to the face of his cousin who has been in love with him for 20 years?
Unexpected year.

Bei Qingqiao regretted it when he said it. The feelings he had buried for many years were at first because they could not be exposed to the sun. Later, even though he and Jian Nian were not related by blood, they grew up together. Cousin relationship.

No matter what kind, he shouldn't like his cousin. It's fine for him to be psychologically twisted up to this point, but he doesn't want to get involved in Jiannian.

She is innocent, she is just liked by him.

Bei Qingqiao never wanted to make things difficult for Jian Nian, he also thought about it, just like this, let's bury this relationship in the dust of time.

But now, he said it in front of her, he made the person he loves most embarrassed, and he regretted it.

Will he still be her favorite brother? Will she still want to see him, a mentally abnormal person?What would she think of him?He was so afraid to hear, her answer.

Jian Nian was silent for a long time.

20 years is not a short period of time, even taking up 80.00% of her life so far, and she has only known Meng Jun for five years.

She reeled through the events of these years in her mind, and found that what she remembered most clearly was Bei Qingqiao's obedient and lovely appearance. He went from an ignorant child to a cute teenager, and now he is so handsome With an indescribable appearance, she has watched him grow up all the way, with a sister's heart.

At this moment, Jian Nian finally had the answer, she smiled and said, "Qiaoqiu, you are a gift from God to our family.

Do you know what it feels like to unwrap a present?

We were all pleasantly surprised and grateful.

You are my family, regardless of blood relationship, I have always seen you this way, and nothing will change it. "

Bei Qingqiao didn't expect that Jiannian not only didn't dislike him, but also said that he was a gift, how lucky he was to be adopted by these warm people.

He should be grateful for this, instead of obsessing too much, he said with relief: "I know, so I don't wait for changes."

Jian Nian threw a heavyweight straight ball to Bei Qingqiao: "Qiaoqiu, I don't think leaving can solve any problems. Don't you think of me when you are far away in Italy?"

"..."

Bei Qingqiao knew that this was impossible. He had been involved in the whole process of his life so far. No matter what kind of life he lived or where he was, he would never forget her. The distance would only make the miss pile up. more intense.

Jian Nian remembered many things that happened in the past, she smiled and said: "Qiaoqiu, do you know? Most people's first love is used to remember, it is the first heartbeat, it is beautiful, very good, but we are young It's hard to take it into the future.

It will eventually become a memory. At first, I think about it every day, then I think about it occasionally, and when I think about it inadvertently one day, I will smile and then sink into my heart.

This process is not all painful, and it takes a lot of courage to say goodbye to a relationship.

I believe in you because you are the prettiest boy I ever watched growing up. "

A sunny heart can always lead you out of the haze of broken love.

Jian Nian's willingness to face up to Bei Qingqiao's feelings is the clearest rejection to him, without delay, without leaving any room for it, you are my brother.

You are the surprise of my life, as a loved one.

Bei Qingqiao has been trying to make himself appear more mature, so that he and Jiannian will look more suitable, so even if he has doubts about some things, he will never ask, he thinks that he will appear ignorant and not decisive enough .But now, like a real brother, he asked his sister a silly question.

He said, "Will I still fall in love with someone else?"

Jian Nian said without hesitation: "Of course. You will meet that girl who makes you fall in love instantly. You only need one eye contact to know that she is the person you want to spend your whole life with. The passion and impulse that burns you is true love."

Bei Qingqiao looked at Jian Nian suspiciously, and she continued: "I know you will definitely meet the one you are destined for, you love her, and she loves you, pure, without any conditions, equal , love each other.

You will make her the happiest girl in the world, and you will also gain your own happiness. When that moment comes, you will realize that I did not lie to you. "

(End of this chapter)