The spring breeze is ten miles, it is better to miss you

Chapter 38 Loving You Is The Best Thing I Do

But isn't this a well-known fact?That must not be the answer Meng Jun wants.

So Jiannian said relaxedly, "I like good-looking boys."

She was so close to saying "it's just right that you look as good-looking as you do".

Meng Jun nodded his head when he heard the words.It fits one of her answers very well. She fell in love with him at first sight at first sight, so it must be based on face.Yu Weiran, who has a good relationship with her now, is also very handsome, which suits her preferences.

Meng Jun turned his head to look at her and asked: "So, if the person you met that day is not me, as long as it is a good-looking boy, you will fall in love with him, right?"

Jian Nian stopped suddenly, she stared blankly at Meng Jun, wondering why he would suddenly say such heavy words.

Meng Jun was questioning whether the liking she showed was only for him, whether he had to, and that she would mind this matter itself showed that Meng Jun was serious about this relationship. I feel very happy to cut the year.

However, Jian Nian is also very unhappy at the same time, how can he question her true love for him?
Where in the world are there so many ifs?
Just because Jiannian met Meng Jun, he fell in love with him, and became more and more fond of him, until when he thought of him, his heart felt sour.

Jian Nian was stunned for a while, and her IQ was finally online. She explained in a panic: "Actually, being good-looking will really leave a good impression when we meet for the first time. When I see you I can really describe it as 'stunning', at that moment I felt that I would never fall in love with anyone again, except you.

After getting along with you, I found that you still have many excellent qualities, smart, considerate, elegant, and a gentleman. The longer I spend with you, the more I find that you have more and more advantages.

You make me look forward to it and look forward to the future.

I think every day, that I like you is the most correct thing I did. "

Although it is already a daily routine to confess without hesitation and regardless of the occasion, but it is the first time she has said clearly how much she likes Meng Jun. , but she dared to say it without hesitation, because this was what she thought in her heart, and it was her truest heart.

Meng Jun was not half happy when he heard the words.

Meng Jun is a sensible person, he is not like Jian Nian, who will recklessly break into other people's world, and only after he breaks in does he start to think about whether this person is good or bad, and whether this person is worth it Continue to like, he doesn't have the lonely courage that Jiannian has.

Jian Nian feels that he is very lucky to have fallen in love with a perfect person like Meng Jun.

Meng Jun is not a person who will gamble the future on luck. From the very beginning, he must know the reality of the other party. At the beginning, he must be frank and straight to the point, and then decide whether the relationship should go further. This is Meng Jun's understanding of love. planning.

Realistic without any temperature, planning.

Like solving a math problem, think, then solve, and finally score.

Undoubtedly, Jian Nian is a romantic and emotional person, while Meng Jun is a realistic and rational person.

Meng Jun knew that, based on what Jiannian knew about him so far, that was just the tip of the iceberg. One day, when Jiannian finally found out that there was a part of him that she didn't like, wouldn't she be quick? Pull away and leave, just like when she broke in, simple and rude?
Will it be like how she treated Wang Dong, she will cut off all contact if she doesn't want it, and then start the next hunt?
Meng Jun's heart trembled. He didn't want to be her new prey. When she knew him thoroughly and couldn't find anything new, she decisively abandoned him.

The human heart is a non-renewable item, and it cannot withstand a person's coming and going and puncture, which will leave fatal scars.

If you realize that a relationship is going to be a dangerous relationship before it even begins, then the right thing to do is to avoid future harm.

Meng Jun thought a lot, and finally he said: "We have known each other for more than half a year, and I have been very happy in the past six months, with you by my side, it is always very lively.

You are a very interesting person, and it is easy to get along with you. I have always regarded you as a friend, or, in fact, I have already regarded you as a good friend. "

Jian Nian listened to him in a daze, and felt that she understood every word, but when put together, she didn't know what it meant.

Seeing that she was silent, Meng Jun lowered his head in embarrassment and said, "I'm sorry that I didn't tell you what I thought until now.

It may be difficult for you to accept it for a while, but I can't continue to be silent like this. I know your heart, so I shouldn't give you false hopes.

You hope that one day I will like you like you like me, I think, I can't.I will never fall in love with someone unreservedly when I don't know someone well.

My view of love is far from yours. "

Jiannian felt that the late spring in March this year was too cold, so cold that her face was frozen. She tried hard to pull the corners of her mouth and give Meng Jun a smile that symbolized "I'm fine", but she smiled not come out.

At this moment, she only felt chest tightness, tinnitus, and her face was hot, as if she had been slapped several times by someone ruthlessly, and her face became hot and uncomfortable. It was the result of the embarrassment and embarrassment of her whole life. .

When Jian Nian finally found her own voice, she tremblingly said: "I...we, can...can we still be friends? Ordinary ones, the most ordinary ones are fine."

Meng Jun didn't expect that she would ask this question with a begging look on her face.

He nodded and confirmed with her: "We are friends, very good."

This sentence did not provide any consolation to Jian Nian.

Jian Nian stood there for a long time before finally regaining consciousness. She started to move forward, and gradually she could hear the noisy voices and see the pedestrians around her.

The pedestrian street is so lively and brightly lit, but in her eyes, this is a black and white world. She has lost everything, even her expectations for the future.

When Jiannian is in extreme pain, he doesn't cry.When she was overly frightened, she often couldn't think of crying.It was the same when he knew that Wang Dong had tricked him, and it was the same when he knew that he could never like Meng Jun again.

Seeing that she wasn't crying, Meng Jun was slightly relieved. He was a little worried just now, afraid that if she cried, he didn't know what to do to comfort her.

Boys always think that girls only cry when they are sad.

Now Jian Nian didn't cry, but just continued to move forward. He followed her and didn't know what to say. Perhaps, everyone needs time to buffer.

Meng Jun was thinking about the future relationship between the two, when he saw Jian Nian walking straight to the road, he ran up a few steps and dragged her back to the sidewalk, saying, "Didn't you see that it was a red light? How could you just go straight to the road?" How about crossing the road?"

Jian Nian's eyes gradually gained focus, and then she saw clearly that the person in front of her was Meng Jun. She looked down at the arm being pulled by him, and said blankly, "Why are you angry?"

Meng Jun was stopped by her question. Of course he was angry because she crossed the road without looking at the lights, definitely not because she didn't look sad at all after being rejected!

Meng Junhe softened his attitude, and said softly: "Running a red light is very dangerous, you have to be careful."

Jian Nian nodded in response, looking down at his toes.

A person who is so lively on weekdays, but now he doesn't say a word, makes Meng Jun very uncomfortable.

He raised his hand and covered her down jacket hat on her head, the fluff on the hat was fluttering on the side of her face, very itchy.

Meng Jun's palm rubbed back and forth on the top of her head twice, and finally said to her above the top of her head through the hat: "I'm sorry."

Meng Jun is still soft-hearted after all, even if Jiannian is really what he thinks and approached him with a purpose, he is also grateful for everything she has done for him and the joy she has brought, and it is she who made him appreciate many kinds of , with different emotions and liveliness than before.

So, no matter whether she was sad about his rejection or not, he still felt sorry.

Or, in fact, he felt sad.

When Jian Nian heard those three words, the chest tightness dissipated immediately, and the heartache finally broke through layers of obstacles and rational oppression, and skyrocketed.

She squatted on the ground, shrunk into a small ball, tears finally fell down, mixed with the melted snow, leaving no trace.

She opened her mouth and burst into tears, and said over and over again: "You don't need to apologize..."

Meng Jun was not wrong, he just told her "Don't like me anymore", that's all.

Meng Jun didn't see how sad she was, because he had already crossed the road and left.

Jian Nian knew that from now on, those happy times she and Meng Jun got along with would come to an end.

She can no longer say words that flirt with him, can no longer take the opportunity to eat his tofu, can no longer be jealous of girls who approach him, and can no longer stay by his side to prevent others from approaching him.

She will be his friend from now on, and this identity restricts her, she can neither advance nor retreat, from now on, she can only watch, wait and see, and guard everything about him.

That night, Jian Nian was lying on the bed, thinking about the past six months, crying even harder.

She remembered that someone said that when women cry, most of the tears are not for the matter itself, they just feel that they have paid so much but got nothing, and feel very pitiful, so they are wronged and cry .

Jian Nian also felt that he was very pitiful. He put all his heart and soul into liking someone, but was rejected after half a year.

(End of this chapter)