The spring breeze is ten miles, it is better to miss you

Chapter 97 Love to Despair
Dissatisfied with the age, he stared at him and said, "I just trust you too much!"

Jiang Hui loosened his grip, got up and straightened his bathrobe, and tied it again.

Jian Nian took the opportunity to turn over and get away from the big bed. She saw stacks scattered on the floor of the bedroom. She stepped over and tried to stay away from Jiang Hui. She stood there like a trapped animal.

Jian Nianmo asked, "Brother Jiang Hui, why did you treat me like this?"

If the two of you are not suitable, you can make it clear and break up properly. Why does it have to be like this, while doing something that betrays the other party, while pretending to be nothing, and continue to be together?

Jiang Hui sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hands to mess up his half-dried hair, and said, "During the Chinese New Year, I want to take you home to meet my parents, but you said you are not ready yet."

Jiannian is still too young, no matter whether it is meeting her parents or the marriage that will be a matter of course, she has not considered going there yet.She has always felt that falling in love is a matter between two people. When the two have the idea of ​​getting married, it is time to meet their parents. So at that time, she really felt that she was not ready and could only refuse.

Jiang Hui looked up at her, with sadness in his eyes, and he said: "Niannian, you know, you have too many people and things in your heart, I can't be in the front row, and I may not even be in the list.

You also have a lot of plans for the future, but I found that no matter how hard I try, I can't be a part of your future. "

Jian Nian said aloud: "No, Brother Jiang Hui has always been in my plan. After I'm with you, I don't even look at other boys. How can you wrong me like this?"

Hearing the words, Jiang Hui let out another "heh" and said, "Niannian, your love is like playing house wine. You and I are in charge of playing mom and dad, and you just play this role honestly. But in the end It's just acting, you don't love me."

Jian Nian responded sharply: "It's obvious that you betrayed me, but you came to ask me if I don't love you. I don't agree with your logic."

Jiang Hui's eyes didn't have much focus, he even looked a little tranced, and said as if talking to himself: "You ask me why I did this to you, right? Because I am in pain."

He spoke slowly and calmly: "All the persistence I have done for you has made me feel painful.

I take care of you, guard my body, expect silently, and wait quietly, but I can't see the future, and you will not have me in your future, year after year.

I'm not even as important as Ji Ran, not as important as your work, not as important as your customer maintenance, I can no longer deceive myself and pretend I don't know.

But I still love you, can't let go of you, can't leave you, but I'm not happy.

I am very happy when I am with them, and I can forget you for a short time, but you really don't care about me at all.

It has been half a year before you came to your door. Do you know that I am waiting for you every time, every time, and the only person I have been waiting for is you. "

Jian Nian already knew at this moment that she thought that today was the victory of her layout, but it turned out that Jiang Hui deliberately lured her here.But she couldn't understand why he brought the matter of dating to her in front of her. Could it be that she wanted her to stop him?

However, things backfired, Jian Nian failed to stop everything from happening in time, and when the day lily was already cold, they had only one ending left.

No matter what the reason is, Jiannian can't accept the fact that her boyfriend has sex with her. She says everything is ten thousand, swears to God, and kneels down to beg. In the face of the most basic morality, all reasons are excuses. It's floating clouds.

Of course, the fact is that Jiang Hui did not keep him, and Jian Nian never thought of giving him a chance, she said: "Brother Jiang Hui, words will only lead to disputes at this time, so I don't want to say too much , I can't understand why you want to do this, and you already knew the result of doing so.

Thank you for loving me for so long, goodbye. "

Usually, goodbye means never seeing you again.

The principle of cutting years has always been clear, what she can't stand the most is insult and deceit, and Jiang Hui did both of these two things, the last time it was unintentional, this time it was intentional.

No matter how big Jian Nian's heart is, he can't give him the slightest chance.

Jiang Hui has never been touched by true feelings, so he doesn't know that feelings will be such a turbulent once touched, and the first person to be destroyed by this turbulent wave is actually him.

Jiang Hui is very fragile emotionally. This is the first time he feels so confused and helpless. He can't get the person he wants most, and he can't hold her. With everything under control, he felt fear, and the fear slowly accumulated, making him crazy, and the madness made him do impulsive things.

Jiang Hui has never understood what restraint is, let alone what is patience. He doesn't understand at all what it means to take it slowly and what it means to be sincere. You put your heart and soul into it, why are you treating me differently?"

Jiang Hui didn't know that feelings are the most unfair thing in the world, and there is no such simple and straightforward calculation formula.

In this world, there is a kind of sorrow called Wushan is not a cloud, and Taishan returns without seeing the mountain.

I saw the best one too early, and the rest of the days were accompanied only by loneliness, because Qiongqi spent his whole life comparing with the best one, but the final conclusion was that he was not as good as him.

Jian Nian has experienced this feeling a long time ago, and it will take a long time for Jiang Hui to wake up. He personally destroyed what he wanted the most.

. . . . . .

For many years, Jian Nian had a Jian Hen by her side. During her relationship with Jiang Hui, she realized that she had always admired Jiang Hui, so whether it was his cynicism or tricks for picking up girls, Jiang Hui taught him most of them.

No matter how naughty my younger brother is, I love him from the bottom of my heart, and of course I often teach him a lesson.

Jiannian has always known how he treats girls. To him, a girl is like a piece of clothing. It looks good. Once you get it, you wear it twice.

The attitude is so casual, but it is just a consumable.

Jiannian really didn't expect that one day, she would also become one of Jiang Hui's consumables,

Although Jian Nian has always understood that Young Master Jiang and her are actually not from the same world, and the two got together because of a coincidence.

Jiannian has always known clearly that Jiang Hui has too many attractive features, and too many women are desperate for him. For at least a year, he has only guarded Jiannian alone, and that is his Is it the limit?
Jian Nian can also be considerate of his behavior, saying that the prodigal son will not be exchanged for money when he returns, and that the country is easy to change and the nature is hard to change, both of which she can be regarded as seeing a living body.

So when we broke up, Jian Nian still said "thank you", just because in that year, although she and Jiang Hui did not quarrel less, but he was really good to her, and because he loved her, he made love to her. There have been many concessions, compromises, and changes.

However, after all, the two people's views on love are still too far apart, and they can't go to the future if they barely walk together.

Jiang Hui went to the airport to pick up Jiang Yue that afternoon. Jiang Yue hadn't returned to China for more than a year because she had been busy with her graduate thesis and internship.

Jiang Hui didn't go to the United States to see Jiang Yue for such a long time. The two haven't seen each other for a long time, and they feel that each other has changed a lot.

Jiang Yue hadn't seen Jiang Hui with black hair since the first time she saw him seven years ago, but after seeing him today, she realized that Jiang's father's statement that they looked alike had a basis.

Jiang Yue was so busy that she didn't even have time to cut her hair, and now the length of her hair was almost reaching her shoulders.

He was wearing a navy blue shirt with the first button open, revealing a little bit of fair skin, one side of his long hair was pinned behind his ear, and he didn't wear any jewelry on his beautifully contoured ear.

He was carrying a backpack, standing there like an H&M model, handsome, tall, straight, and full of literary and artistic atmosphere.

Before Jiang Yue returned to China, she was a little troubled when she heard that the person who came to pick him up was Jiang Hui. Jiang Hui was always too warm and sticky to him. He was really afraid that his brother, whom he had not seen for more than a year, would kiss him on the spot at the airport.

As a result, unexpectedly that day, Jiang Hui seemed particularly calm and collected.

Jiang Yue thought that people would change after all, and now that even a person with Jiang Hui's personality has become calmer, Jiang's father can relax a lot.

As everyone knows, Jiang Hui was not in the mood to tease Jiang Yue that day because he had just broken up with his girlfriend and was too sad.

After a few days, Jiang Hui really changed back to his original shape, and since Jiang Yue lived under the same roof with him, he had a lot of opportunities to stick to Jiang Yue's side like a jelly bean.

Jiang Yue's mood at the time was: "I want to move out."

Because of the cut years, Jiang Hui became a Buddhist monk for a year and a half.

In the first year, his heart was very quiet, and the person he liked was by his side. He felt very happy, and he didn't feel particularly needy.

In the past six months, he felt very empty in his heart, empty and desolate, like an endless vast desert, severely short of water, hungry and thirsty.

But he just watched and didn't eat.There was someone with him, and they played Jenga together. When the girl lost and stripped off, he was still happy to see it, but after all the messing around, it was just time to think about it. He still only thought that emptiness.

Facing Jian Nian's departure, Jiang Hui didn't even explain: "I have nothing to do with them."

This was the result he was looking for, and when the result came, he felt a burst of relief: "It's fine if you leave, life won't be more difficult than it is now."

Jiang Hui has been in love for a long time. Although he has never given his true feelings, he has plenty of experience in dating girls. He can tell at a glance when a girl is by his side and wants to do something for him. As long as he satisfies their desires, they can also satisfy them. his needs.

(End of this chapter)