Hibiscus Flower West Moon Splendid: Bodhi Casts a Mirror Heart

Chapter 255 Afterword (1)
I first came into contact with online literature in 2005. At that time, I was in a low period of life. I had no money, no house, no job, no man, and no status. In short, it was worse than the "three no-persons". Fortunately, I still had the beauty in my mind In the world, I began to write "Magic Wars" with enthusiasm, challenging a giant long fantasy story, but gradually I couldn't do it.

I realized that enthusiasm and responsibility are not enough.At that time, I didn’t have enough strength to describe a large-scale story of another world. The foreigner’s name alone made me want to vomit. Gradually, the story faded, so I let go of all fanaticism and vanity, rationally Decision: Start practicing pens first.

Modern romance?My life at that time was in a typical bitter drama, which was too realistic. I guess I would cry to death when I wrote half of it.So, I decided to try ancient themes first, and it happened that time-travel novels began to sprout at that time, so let's try time-traveling.

I didn't expect to have a click rate!

I didn't expect someone to write a review!

Unexpectedly, I persisted!

I didn't expect to slowly integrate the feelings into it!

Unexpectedly, the last character came alive in my mind and in the hearts of readers!
I didn't expect that I would be a mother without being married and have no children.
I didn't expect the readers to be divided into factions. I didn't expect everyone to scold me badly for their fans!
Unexpectedly, five years have passed in a blink of an eye, and I have experienced tremendous changes in my life. When I face life more and more indifferently, these characters have more and more vitality!
Unexpectedly, in the end, the earthlings could no longer stop Huaxi's Warring States Fairy Tale, the last volume, the last chapter, the last truth, the last drop of blood, the last tear, the last smile, the last word, and the last punctuation mark!
A lot has happened in these seven years!

No matter if you are a new reader or an old reader, when you see this last word, you must think so, and most old readers even find it a little incredible.

Life is like a knife, whether it is a sharp knife, a blunt knife, or a pig-killing knife, it will slowly frustrate your heart anyway, until you are rough-skinned and thick-skinned, insensitive, and in the end you will find that what passes is not only the years, Youth, love, and your trust and courage in life.Especially in such an impetuous society, everyone involuntarily goes through a lot of personnel changes, so that they are physically and mentally haggard and exhausted, and the original ideals are also turned into bubbles in the ravages of reality.

During these seven years, for one or two years, I was so painful that I could hardly write, thinking desperately, what is the meaning of living?Is it to live just to live?
The irony is that later I wanted to break my head and had to admit that maybe the purpose of living is to... to live...

However, I still want to struggle to say that I want to live for my heart.

Here we have to talk about love again. Beautiful love is Huaxi’s theme at the beginning, and it is also the place that attracted readers at first, because we need someone who can ignite the fire deep in our hearts to light up the seemingly ordinary and gloomy life.

However, love can also be cruel, I think most people who have loved can understand.Now, thanks to my green onion, I understand the power of love. It really is the most powerful weapon in the world.When you are deeply in love, you may completely lose your inner freedom and make yourself and the other person feel worse than death.

For a person, losing love is painful for a while, but if he loses inner freedom, the light in the depths of the soul will gradually go out.When you lose yourself and walk into an emotional cage, I can't imagine whether there is any possibility of happiness in such a life.

(End of this chapter)