she's a grumpy leprechaun

Chapter 185
"It's not anymore, so I want to go home." Ji Yuzheng pushed away his hand that was fastening his seat belt, and said calmly.

Gu Yiyan suddenly realized the meaning of her words, clasped her shoulders tightly with both hands, gritted his teeth and asked, "What did you say?"

"The child was knocked out."

Ji Yuzheng turned her face away, not looking at his hurt gaze, and wanted to announce the news with a smile, but the tears in her eyes couldn't stop rolling down...

When the wound that was just about to heal was torn open again, the pain was so painful that he had to choke his neck and not breathe in order to hold it down.

The pain in his heart made him suffocate, Gu Yiyan squeezed her shoulder blades hard, wishing to crush her into pieces!
The man roared with eyes wide open, "Ji Yuzheng, you are so cruel, you dare to kill my child! I will not let you go!"

"Just right, I won't let you go!"

She was on the verge of falling, allowing him to shake her body desperately, she was crying, but there was a desolate smile on her face.

Gu Yiyan felt that she was satirizing herself, taking revenge on herself, deliberately giving him a heavy fatal blow!
Ji Yuzheng was extremely weak at this time, just after the operation, her body hadn't regained its vitality, like a broken doll that fell to pieces again before being repaired.

Gu Yiyan let go of his hand decadently, and sat in the driver's seat, extremely powerless.

He didn't know what to say, there was nothing to blame, and there was really a complete break between them.

There will be nothing but Nannan.

Back then when she personally gave her the medicine afterward, she swallowed it without hesitation, without any doubt in her heart.

It was because he couldn't bear it, and felt that the medicine was too harmful to his body, so he ordered the servant to replace it with vitamin C. He didn't expect the lottery to be drawn so soon.

The little princess he had been thinking about, before he had time to experience the joy of being a father for the first time, was so cruelly deprived of him by this woman!
"I really have nothing now...Ji Yuzheng, it's fine, you've never been too soft-hearted to me." He covered his face with his hands, and beat the steering wheel hard, his heart ached so hard that he couldn't breathe.

Every time, she took steps carefully, for fear of becoming pregnant with his child.

Is she so disgusted that she has a deeper relationship with him?
She was pregnant with Nannan at the beginning because she was too young and ignorant, so she will not make the same mistake again, even killing their child with her own hands, without asking for his consent!

"Yeah, it's all over."

Ji Yuzheng took out a crumpled piece of paper and a photo from her pocket, and looked at it for a long time.

"This is the B-ultrasound sheet. She looks like she just had a heartbeat. She is a daughter. I just finished the operation, and they took the baby's posthumous photos thoughtfully.

You see, a small ball, bloody and bloody, she must be in pain, being stripped of her mother's body alive.

Gu Yiyan, I don't know why I am so stupid, I fell in your way again and again
Whatever you say, it is what you say, I will listen to you, so I believe in you, even apart from Nan Nan, I regard you as the only one in the world.

But you lied to me, engineered me to get pregnant, I hate you, hate you, don't want your baby.
She's so innocent, she came to the wrong place, she was a little trouble between us, but it's settled now, it's gone, so you don't have to worry about it anymore, I'll threaten you with my children and covet your property. "

Ji Yuzheng almost finished speaking these words with a smile, without any ups and downs in the expression on his face, just like a lifeless mummy, insensitive and emotionless.

But when she looked at the b super list and that photo, she was crying and laughing, full of despair and desolation.

"How I wish this child is not yours, then I can have her completely, but I don't want to have children with you anymore, what should I do, what should I do?
In my body, she will only become your shame just like Nannan. I don't want your money, and I don't want her either.

I'm the most vicious mom in the world, right?
Rather than being born with the fate of being abandoned, it would be better not to have her at all. If she is gone, there will be no pain in the future.

This kind of pain is enough for me to bear alone.”

Ji Yuzheng felt uncomfortable all over her body as if she had fallen into an ice cellar. She was cold and painful. She was like a drowning person, who would stop breathing at any time.

Gu Yiyan looked at the woman in front of him, the anger and hatred in his heart couldn't match the love for her.

Isn't he just like her, who can't feel anything except pain.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to hug her, but he felt that she was so far away from him, so far away, almost the end of the world, the shore he couldn't reach.

No matter how he called her, she couldn't hear her, immersed in her own world, overwhelmed by sadness.

Ji Yuzheng looked at the photo in his hand, cried and laughed, "Why, why did it happen like this, it shouldn't be like this."

She was like a sinner crucified, the piercing pain spread all over her body, and every cell was full of pain.

Gu Yiyan snatched the B-ultrasound sheet and the crumpled photos from her hand, and tried not to think about the child. After calming down for a long time, he regained his senses, and asked lightly, "You are on the phone, why don't you talk to me?" Can I make it clear?"

He didn't want to pursue his faults, his heart was smashed into a handful of glass shards by this woman, and it was already full of holes, and even breathing was painful.

"I told you, can you not get engaged to another woman, and then marry me without hesitation?"

Ji Yuzheng took a deep breath, and laughed at herself, those annoying tears overflowed from the corner of her eyes again.

She thought that her tear glands had already dried up in the past two nights, but she didn't know why they became so developed after seeing this man.

"Actually, I may not marry you, because I know that I am not worthy of such a superior you. Why should I keep this child? It was a mistake to give birth to Nannan at the beginning, so why go further and further? .”

Ji Yuzheng's voice was very soft, with an ethereal and unreal feeling, like snowflakes falling from the sky, which would melt away when touched.

She is an actress, and she has a solid foundation in her lines. Every time she says a word, it's like drawing a hole in Gu Yiyan's heart.

Gu Yiyan stared at her, frowned, and tried his best to control his trembling palms not to touch her. He adjusted his breathing, and tried his best to speak in a calm voice: "I will not marry other women, except you. Marry no one."

When he approached slightly, she ran away like a frightened rabbit.

Ji Yuzheng took off the diamond ring on her ring finger, and said to herself: "You are the bright moon in the sky, but I am just mud in the mud pit. No matter how bright the moonlight is, it can't wipe away the dirt on my body. You are as cruel as me." After death, I am afraid that she will go to the [-]th floor of hell."

(End of this chapter)