The surrogate princess of crossing

Chapter 115 Pain in the Harem
"Queen, Qing'er admires you! It is your righteousness that saved the people of Fengming from the fire of war." Heh, for a woman like the queen, it is no wonder that the emperor of Fengming will love her for life. Although there are many concubines in Ming's harem, he only favors the queen.

The queen smiled lightly, such righteousness?It was the most painful struggle she had ever had. Who knew how big a hole was dug in her heart by asking her to give up the man she had promised her life and death!

"Qing'er, isn't it righteousness for you to protect the stability of the frontiers of Haoyue Fengming and Fengming? You know better than me that this kind of righteousness will be bought with our tears and pain." If there is any gain Choice, she and she, should not choose such a so-called "righteousness".

"Queen, Qing'er is not as good as you! The current Qing'er, she deserves to be righteous." She couldn't let go, couldn't let go of her love for Zhao Qian, and she was so persistent that she hurt everyone around her.

Hugging Shangguan Qing into her arms, with a mother's embrace, she gave Shangguan Qing the warmth she had not seen for a long time.

"Your dedication to love moved my mother. My mother understands how much courage it takes to give up on someone, but Qing'er, if you leave now for Zhao Qian, don't you feel that what you have paid for the pain you suffered before Has it all become worthless? At that time, the crime you will bear is not what you want?"

"Mother! I always thought that I covered up everything very well, but I didn't expect that nothing escaped your eyes." It is his blessing that Feng Wuhen has such a mother, and Feng Ming has such a mother. The Queen is also a blessing to the people of Fengming.It is said that she, Shangguan Qing, is ice-snow and smart, but in front of this Fengming queen, she is as humble as the most ordinary grain of sand on the ground.

"Oh, silly boy, I know everything about you and Chen'er, and I also know about you helping me with Xian'er."

Shangguan Qing looked at the queen in astonishment, didn't she, she thought she did it without anyone noticing, and the queen even knew about it?

"Then, you don't blame me?"

The Queen smiled and shook her head.

"Oh, I'm also a person who has been here, so I understand the hardships involved. If Xia'er hadn't followed Huangfu Shaoyun, maybe she would have lived a lifetime of regret, a lifetime of unhappiness, and a lifetime of regret. I am a country Afterwards, it was a mother of a daughter. As a mother, there is one who does not want her children to live happily! You help me like this, and it is for her good. How can I blame you?"

"Xia'er is a good girl, she deserves this happiness!" Unlike her, who bears a whole body of love debts, she is always the one who hurts others.

"Qing'er, Xia'er is a good girl, and you are also a good girl. The queen mother does not force you to accept my scars, but can you promise the queen, if one day you really choose to leave, please try not to let me My scar is hurt? Okay?"

With a faint smile, tears also fell from Shangguan Qing's eyes.

"If possible, I would rather let me alone bear all the harm, and I will never hurt all the people who love me and those I love."

"Silly boy! Try to accept it, maybe you will find that what you are attached to is not that important. Like me, if I was as attached as you back then, maybe I would not have everything I am today."

"Queen! Qing'er is not you. If Qing'er can let it go, maybe I won't be in such a dilemma today. If I can let it go, I will already be Princess Yi of Yunxiao. Qing'er wants it. It's not the glory and wealth, it's not thousands of favors. What I want is just a husband who belongs to me alone, not the thousands of favors piled up with the tears of all women. Feng Wuhen should never, never should, shouldn't I am the prince of a country, and I am not used to life in the palace, let alone a harem with three thousand beauties? What's more, he shouldn't use the stability of the two countries to force me to accept a share of what I don't want Love, it's so heavy, Shangguan Qing really can't bear it!"

The queen stopped, and smiled helplessly. Shangguan Qing's words were like a thorn, piercing mercilessly into her most fragile heart. Life in the harem, even if it was a collection of thousands of pets, so what, she will eventually Can't have a husband who is only her own, think about how many lonely pillows in the cold night, her tears fell unconsciously.

"Mother's queen!" Shangguan Qing blamed herself, her words were serious.

"I'm sorry! Qing'er shouldn't have said that."

He smiled lightly, revealing a bit of helplessness.

"Qing'er, what you said is right, why shouldn't it come from? I know better than anyone else the pain in the deep palace!" The harem is actually the most gorgeous place promised to a woman by the most powerful man in the world. A cage that imprisoned a woman's youth, as well as a woman's love.

"Oh, if, at the beginning, that person didn't give me purposeful love, or if he was as persistent as your Zhao Qian, today, I don't have to bear the aura of the mother of this country, counting Seeing that the loneliness in this gorgeous palace is even worse. Qinger, you are right, as women, all we want is a husband who is exclusive to us. The companionship of this day and night is better than the thousands of loves in that Huatang too much."

Shangguan Qing didn't expect that her unintentional words would elicit such a long sigh from the queen. Originally, she thought that the queen's empress was like her mother, so weak that she only knew how to cling to her husband who was like the sky.Now it seems that she was wrong. The queen said that she is similar to her, and there is really a bit of similarity. Maybe, if Wu Qian appeared, she might really be moved by Yu Feng Wuhen's persistence, and she would go slowly. Accept his share of imposed love.

But God forbids her to forget, her humility has returned, with that wicked smile, and the dream that has accompanied her all her life, can she refuse?No, how could she refuse Zhao Qian's promise to her for the rest of her life.

She chose Zhao Qian, chose love, and she was doomed to choose selfishness, to be a confidante that everyone scolded.

One side is Zhao Qian's true love, and the other side is the stability of Fengming Haoyue and the two countries, which is more important, how should she weigh it?She once thought that she stepped into the trap that Feng Wuhen set for her step by step. In fact, she dug all the traps by herself, and all the chaos and pain were caused by her. .

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