The surrogate princess of crossing

Chapter 59
Shangguan Qing woke up, really woke up as Shangguan Qing, with a string of clear tears still hanging on her face, she remembered, it turned out that the picture of Yeye was so dreaming but she couldn't see it clearly His face was exactly Zhao Qian's gentle smiling face.

Smiling and looking at Yunxiao, it actually gave her the illusion that she was in another world.

"Xiao, long time no see!" It belonged to Shangguan Qing who was cold and cold, and belonged to Shangguan Qing who was lonely, Yun Xiao wept with joy, and once again shed the most precious male tears for her, the last time was because of sadness but this time she was happy.With a heartbeat, he pulled her into his arms without emotion, hugged her tightly, inhaled deeply the fragrance that belonged to her, and his heart was filled to the brim, his Qing'er, finally came back!

"Qing'er, you have suffered!"

With eyes closed, tears flowed down his cheeks.

"Where is Qian? Is there any news about him?" She opened the distance from Yunxiao without a trace, and when she thought of Zhao Qian, her heart hurt obviously. There was Zhao Qian's shout and his figure jumping down.She knew that he couldn't let her alone, no matter it was heaven or hell, he would definitely follow her.But she almost forgot him, almost erased him from her memory. Fortunately, the heavens have eyes, and her memory came back, about her humility, and about their acquaintance, all came back , back to her mind.But where is he again?He said let her go to heaven and hell, she survived, what about him?Where is it again?Will he gently erase the word Shangguanqing from his heart like her?

"Qing'er, I'm sorry! After your accident, Nangong Le and I searched the entire valley but we couldn't find him. Maybe, he was rescued by others just like you?" His heart ached for her pain, and he understood Zhao Qian's love for her. The importance of her, if possible, he is really willing to exchange his own life for Zhao Qian's safe return, so that the old smile can bloom on her face again.

"If this is the case, as long as he lives well, that's enough, even... even if he forgot about Shangguan Qing, as long as he lives, it's fine!" Sobbing, biting his lips desperately to refuse to let go The crying overflowed, but she sobbed silently, her humility!Is there no chance in this life anymore?
"Qing'er!" Bai Ruoxuan raised his hand to wipe away her tears, but found that he had already lost this right. Would she hate him?
"Bai Ruoxuan." Shangguan Qing smiled slightly.

"Anyway, Shangguan Qing should thank you. Without you, Shangguan Qing would be a ghost in that valley right now."

"You, you don't hate me!" Shouldn't she hate her?He almost erased her original memories because of his own selfishness.

"For a person who loves me, do you think I should hate?" Bai Ruoxuan is like this, Yunxiao is like this, An Ye is like this, and Nangong Le is like this. Their love for her always makes her feel guilty. She has only one heart, and her love is also the same. It can only be given to one person, and the others are destined to be the ones she owes in this life.

"Miss Liu!" Xiang Liuxu'er smiled lightly.

"Call me Xu'er." Liu Xu'er took her hand. She had never been very close to people, but she always felt inexplicably kind to Shangguan Qing.

"En." Shangguan Qing nodded.

"Xu'er, thank you! Without you, I'm afraid Shangguan Qing is still a person with no past and no future. What's even more frightening is that I won't even remember the person I love the most, and I will only be able to live in dreams all my life." Chasing the figure who can't even see his face clearly."

"But, Qing'er, now that you remember, doesn't it hurt more?" She was in pain, if it didn't hurt, she wouldn't cry so desolately, as if everything was hopeless.She doesn't understand such an unforgettable love, because she has never experienced it. Since she was a child, she knew that her husband was Bai Ruoxuan from Baicao Valley, and this husband was just a man in the mouth of her parents. , if possible, she would rather never understand such pain.

"It hurts, why doesn't it hurt?" The pain was like digging out a piece of flesh from the tip of her heart with a knife. Will it hurt?

"But, I don't regret it, as long as I can remember Qian, remember everything that belongs to him." If Zhenqian can't come back in this life, she would rather, just like this, hold the memories that belonged to him, and live her life with the pain of thinking about him.

Walking to the side of the piano, in my impression, she seemed to have never sung a song that belonged to him specially for him. Now, everything, is it too late?

Tears dripped down, and the sound of dripping on the strings was sad.

"Not feeling well
snowflake climate

we tremble together

I will understand more about what kindness is
I haven't held hands with you yet

Walk through the deserted dunes

Maybe learn to cherish from now on
forever and ever

sometimes sometimes

I will believe that everything has an end
meet and leave sometimes

Nothing is immortal
But I sometimes

I would rather choose nostalgia than let go

Wait until the scenery is clear

Maybe you will accompany me to watch the water flow


I haven't put the red beans for you yet

boiled into lingering wounds

then share

I will understand the sadness of lovesickness better

not feeling well

tenderness of waking kisses

maybe around me
You are the only one who pursues the freedom of loneliness

sometimes sometimes

I will believe that everything has an end
meet and leave sometimes

Nothing is immortal
But I sometimes

I would rather choose nostalgia than let go

Wait until the scenery is clear

Maybe you will accompany me to watch the water flow


sometimes sometimes

I will believe that everything has an end
meet and leave sometimes

Nothing is immortal
But I sometimes

I would rather choose nostalgia than let go

Wait until the scenery is clear

Maybe you will accompany me to watch the long stream of water"

After singing this song with a smile, the song "Red Bean" drained her tears and broke her heart. Now, she plays and sings exclusively for him, but he doesn't know where he is, how embarrassing it is for her!How can she not be heartbroken!

(End of this chapter)